Dhurandhar Headcanons: Size Difference / Short S/O
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A/N: Hi my lovlies~ here's the second part of my Headcanon series! This time it's about a short s/o, so short is a range right- so I wrote this having in mind that their s/o's height varies between 150cm-160m. It would make a size difference of 15cm at very least to Rehman. So everyone between this height feels tiny~ enjoy!
real heights of the characters/actors: shortest to tallest: Rehman, Hamza, Iqbal, Uzair = 175cm, 177cm, 181cm, 188cm. (I have no idea about feet I'm sorry)
1. Hamza:
The Reaction: Hamza finds the size difference incredibly endearing and soo fucking cute- but in a way that feels a bit patronizing (and hot). He loves the way your hand completely disappears inside his. He’ll often use his height to tease you, holding things just out of your reach just to watch you have to climb him, calling you "Tiny" and "Pocket sized" to tease you.
Cute Moments: He has a habit of "tucking" you under his arm while walking. If you’re standing in a crowd, he’ll stand directly behind you, acting like a literal human shield, resting his chin on the top of your head because it’s the perfect height. You often pout about it when he does it, which only makes him wanna do it even more just to see your cute faces.
Spicy: In the bedroom, he is obsessed with how easily he can manipulate your body. He loves picking you up mid-kiss—your legs wrapped around his waist, your feet not even coming close to the floor. Because he’s buff and you’re small, he’ll carry you to the bed without breaking a sweat, this man is BEEFY and so muscular-making you feel completely weightless and at his mercy, and oh girl he's gonna make it a whole damn forplay istg-
"Yeah you hold onto my arms nice and tight, I got you, I'll make sure you take every inch pretty girl, but I'll have to put your on your tip toes for it, you can do that for me? Good girl~"
2. Rehman:
The Reaction: Rehman is the most "gentle" about it, but also the most hyper-aware. He’s the shortest of the men but- he's so full of self confidence and sheer authority hes still fucking towering you. He’s constantly aware of you being small and treats you like a Queen. He finds your small hands against his broad, scarred chest to be the most beautiful sight in the world, and can't get enough of seeing you touch him.
Cute Moments: When you are out in a crowded, bustling area (like a busy market or a loud event), Rehman doesn't hold your hand like a boyfriend—he grips your shoulder or the nape of your neck with a firm, steadying hand, telling you to stay close. Because you are so much shorter, he creates space for you. He’ll walk slightly ahead or beside you, using his authority to make people go out of your way without saying a word. If he feels you're getting overwhelmed by the crowd, he’ll simply tuck you against his side, his arm acting like a solid iron bar across your shoulders, keeping you tethered to him —it’s possessive, but it's protective. It’s him silently signaling to everyone else that you are under his protection.
Spicy: During his "Pinned Missionary" sessions, his size is overwhelming. He can pin both of your wrists above your head with just one of his hands. He loves the visual of your small frame being "swallowed up" by his. He’ll use his weight to ground you, murmuring about how "delicate" you look under him before showing you exactly how much strength he’s holding back.-
"Does that feel heavy? Good. I want you to feel every pound of me Jaan, take it nicely like that.. Don't move. You’re not going anywhere until I’ve had every bit of you.."
3. Iqbal:
The Reaction: Iqbal treats the size difference as a mark of ownership. He loves that you have to look so far up to meet his eyes. It reinforces the power dynamic he craves. To him, your smallness isn't "cute"—it’s a reason for him to be your absolute protector, and hunter at the same damn time- it makes him go primal.
Cute Moments: He doesn't ask you to move; he just moves you. If you’re in his way, he’ll put his hands on your waist and literally lift you to the side like you weigh nothing. You cant reach your book on the shelf? Hes gonna lift you up so you can get it. He also loves to make you sit on his lap during quiet evenings, his large arms acting like a cage around your small frame that keeps you warm.
Spicy: He is a Hard Dom, and the size gap fuels his Bondage kink. He likes how little rope or leather it takes to secure you. He’ll often put you in positions that emphasize how tiny you are compared to him— having you kneeling between his legs where you feel dwarfed by his buff thighs and towering height and mouth wide open.-
"You're so fucking pretty like this... I could break you without trying. But I won't. I'm going to keep you. I’m going to make sure everyone knows that this little thing on her knees belongs to me, Do you understand? Tell me who you’re serving and open your pretty mouth for me"
4. Uzair:
The Reaction: Uzair is the tallest, and he uses every centimeter of it to intimidate and flirt. He loves the "looming" effect. He thinks it’s hilarious when you get mad, looking down at your "tiny, angry face" with a smirk that says he isn't taking your threats seriously at all girl~ But- He's used to being taller than most people so while he still thinks that its super cute he isn't that aware of it as the other bunch.
Cute Moments: He’ll use your head as an armrest. It drives you insane. but he loves the physical proximity. He also likes to "kidnap" you—picking you up over his shoulder (fireman's carry) and walking out of a room when he decides he’s done sharing your attention with others, not caring at all who's in the room with you two. He would also love to tease you all the time, with the littlest things like when you are busy on your phone, he would take it from you and challenge you to jump and reach for it, just to see you bounce a bit~
Spicy: Damn girl.. Mirror position is lethal with this size gap. Standing behind you, he can see your entire body in the reflection absolutely unable to take his eyes of your exposed body for a second,nearly hidden by his own. He’ll make you look at the mirror to see how small your hands look pressed against his buff forearms. The visual of the height gap in the mirror, while he’s whispering dark things in your ear, having to lean down to reach it, is his ultimate turn-on and has you shaking.
"Watch that.. fuck...I want you to watch you take every inch of me..slowly yes..You’re so tight, so tiny... dont look away, Watch every inch slide into your greedy pussy.. you can take it perfectly Doll~"
NOTE: MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT! This content is intended for audiences 18+ only!
Warnings: Dark Romance, Captivity, Non-consensual Power Exchange,Toxic Obsession, Enemies to lovers, heavy tension, suggestive themes, foul language, SMUT, multiple positions, riding, oral (both recieving) degradation, spanking, choking, slapping, biting, scratching, unprotected sex, creampie, no aftercare, lots of swearing, ITS A FREAKY AND ROUGH ONE
A/N: Girls i have my LAPTOP BACK AHH finally- I just got it back and quickly checked if my fics are still there, Oh my! I can not apologise enough, im so sorry you had to wait so long! But here it is, Kafas-e-Iqbal part 4! I hope you'll like it! Without further explanation, enjoy!
Part 4 of ?
The gasp was still vibrating in the back of your throat when the silence of the cellar rushed back in, twice as heavy as before. Iqbal didn't pull away. He stayed close, his chest a solid, heaving wall against your back, his breath scorching the sensitive skin of your shoulder.
You were suspended in a state of raw, electric tension. The"stay" you had whispered felt like it was still echoing off the stone walls, a confession that had stripped away your last layer of armor. Without the blindfold, the reality of him was overwhelming. You could see the pulse jumping in his neck, the dark grain of his beard, and the way his eyes looked almost black in the low light—haunted and hungry.
He moved his hand, his fingers tracing a slow, agonizing path from your jaw down to the hollow of your throat. His touch felt like a brand; where the jasmine oil had made your skin slick, his heat made it feel like it was smoldering. It wasn't just a touch—it was an occupation. Every nerve ending he brushed seemed to catch fire, sending sparks shooting straight to the base of your spine.
"You have no idea," he murmured, his voice dropping into a register so low it was almost a growl, "how long I’ve wanted to hear you stop fighting. To hear you finally admit that this—this pull between us—is stronger than any lie you’ve been told to protect."
He turned you around slowly, his grip firm but no longer bruising. He wanted you to look at him. As you faced him, the power dynamic felt like a taut wire stretched to the breaking point. He was in charge—he held your wrists, he dictated the space—but as you looked into his eyes, you felt a different kind of leverage. You saw the way his hand trembled as he reached out to cup your face. You realized that while he had broken your will, you had broken his composure.
He leaned in, his thumb dragging across your lower lip, pressing just hard enough to make it pout. The sensation was electric, a sharp, stinging pleasure that made your knees weak.
"I should turn around and walk out," he whispered, his face inches from yours. "I should leave you here to the cold. It would be the loyal thing to do. The smart thing."
He slid his hand down, his palm flat against your chest, feeling the frantic, galloping rhythm of your heart. His touch was heavy, possessive, and so hot it felt like it was melting the very air between you.
"But I can't," he confessed, his voice breaking. "You’ve poisoned me, zahreeli. And the only cure is more of the venom."
He moved his hands to your waist, pulling you flush against him. The friction of his uniform against your sensitized skin was almost too much to bear. You let out a shaky breath, your head tilting back as he trailed his lips along your jawline, his touch sparking a slow-motion explosion of heat through your entire body.
You were drowning in the sensation of him—the smell of sandalwood, the grit of the cellar, and the absolute, terrifying certainty that there was no coming back from this.
He was in charge, yes.
His hands were large, calloused, and unyielding as they slid from your waist to the small of your back, arching you toward him until the buttons of his uniform pressed painfully into your soft skin. But as he looked down at you, his eyes weren't those of a victor. They were wide, frantic, searching your face for a mercy you had no intention of giving.
You let your head fall back, exposing the long, vulnerable line of your throat. You could feel his gaze burning there, a physical weight that made your pulse jump like a trapped bird. When his lips finally touched the skin just below your ear, it wasn't a strike—it was a surrender. The touch was agonizingly slow, a searing, wet heat that moved in millimeters.
He was tasting you, inhaling you, as if he could pull the very soul out of your body through your pores.
Everywhere he touched, you smoldered. The jasmine oil he had worked into your skin days ago seemed to reactivate under his heat, turning your body into a slick, fragrant trap. You reached up, your fingers slow and deliberate, and gripped his forearms. You felt the corded muscle there, the tension of a man trying—and failing—to maintain his resolve.
"You're shaking, Iqbal," you whispered, the sound of his name on your tongue making him flinch as if you’d struck him.
You didn't fight his dominance; you fed it. You leaned into him, your movements fluid and feline, making sure he felt every curve, every trembling inch of the "Viper" he thought he had tamed. You were becoming his absolute ruin, not with a blade, but by being the only thing in his world that wasn't a command or a duty.
You were the chaos he had spent his life trying to suppress, and now, he was drowning in it.
He moved his hand to the back of your neck, his fingers tangling in your hair, forcing your gaze back to his. His breathing was ragged, a broken staccato that filled the space between your lips.
"I should kill you," he rasped, his thumb pressing into the corner of your mouth, dragging it open. "I should end this before you take everything I am."
"Then do it," you countered, your voice a low, seductive hum that vibrated against his skin. "End it. Or admit that you’d rather burn with me than live another second in the cold."
He let out a sound—a fractured, pained groan—and buried his face in the crook of your neck, his hands tightening on you with a desperation that was almost frightening. He was the Major, the hunter, the tiger—but in the heavy, electric dark of the cellar, he was nothing but a man being dismantled by the very woman he thought he had broken.
You didn't wait for him to make the next move. You surged upward, your hands sliding from his forearms to his chest, pushing him back with a sudden, calculated burst of strength. He stumbled back a step, his boots scuffing the stone, his eyes widening in shock. The "broken" woman was gone; in her place stood the Viper, her eyes narrowed and glittering with a predatory intent that matched his own.
"You think you’ve won because I stopped screaming?" you breathed, your voice a low, dangerous purr. "You think because I said 'stay,' I'm yours to command?"
You stepped into his space, reclaiming the air he had stolen. You reached out and grabbed the lapels of his uniform, yanking him down toward you. It was a challenge, a raw assertion of power that bypassed the rules of their war. Iqbal snarled, a low, guttural sound, and his hands came up to catch your wrists, trying to twist them back into submission.
For a moment, you were locked together—a stalemate of muscle and will. The tension was electric, a physical pressure that made the hair on your arms stand up. He was stronger, his weight a crushing advantage, but you were faster, slicker with the oil, and fueled by a week’s worth of repressed rage.
He managed to shove you against the table, the wood biting into your lower back. He loomed over you, his face a mask of sweating, desperate fury. "I am the one who holds the keys, zahreeli," he hissed, his hand coming up to cup your jaw with a grip that was just shy of painful. "I am the one who decides when this ends."
"Then finish it," you challenged, your hand moving with lightning speed to strike his cheek—not a soft slap, but a stinging, sharp blow that echoed through the cellar.
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. Iqbal’s head was turned to the side, his chest heaving. Slowly, he turned back to you, and the look in his eyes was no longer human. It was the tiger, fully unleashed. He lunged, his weight slamming you back onto the table, his hands pinning your shoulders down with a force that made the wood groan.
"You want to fight for it?" he rasped, his voice breaking as he hovered over you. "You want to see who breaks first?"
"I want to see you try," you spat back, even as your body betrayed you, arching into the heat of his thighs, your fingers clawing at the skin of his neck.
He delivered a sharp, echoing slap to the table right beside your head, the sound making you flinch, before his hand moved to your throat, pinning you there with a possessive, heavy weight. It was a battle for the very air in the room.
He was trying to crush your spirit; you were trying to consume his.
Every touch was an assault, every breath a stolen victory. You were two enemies who had found the only way to truly hurt each other—by admitting how much you needed to be the one on top.
The standoff snapped. You didn't wait for him to exert his strength; you utilized his own momentum against him. As he leaned in to crush you against the table, you hooked your leg behind his heel and shoved with every ounce of coiled resentment you’d been nursing for four days. The heavy Major hit the stone floor with a thud that rattled the glassware on the desk, and before he could find his bearings, you were on him.
You straddled his hips, pinning his knees with yours, your fingers digging into the stiff collar of his uniform. With a raw, feral snarl, you ripped the fabric, buttons skittering across the concrete like hailstones. You weren't a prisoner anymore; you were an apex predator reclaiming her territory.
You leaned down and crashed your mouth against his, a kiss that tasted of iron, salt, and war. It wasn't soft—it was a bruising claim. You bit his lower lip until you tasted the copper tang of his blood, your hands frantically tearing at his shirt to get to the scorching, corded muscle beneath.
Iqbal let out a sound that was half-groan, half-shout, his large hands coming up to grip your waist, trying to haul you off, but you were slick with oil and fury. You slapped his hands away, pinning his wrists to the floor for one defiant, heart-stopping second, looking down at him with eyes that promised his total annihilation.
He looked up at you, and suddenly, he began to laugh. It was a low, breathless, and genuinely mesmerized sound. Even as he fought you, even as he bucked his hips to throw you off, he looked at you like you were a miracle carved out of spite.
"Mashallah..." he choked out, his voice a rough velvet, his eyes dancing with a terrifying sort of worship. "SubhanAllah..tu cheez kya hai?"
He was marveling at the fact that four days of psychological siege, isolation, and sensory stripping hadn't just failed to break you—it had sharpened you into a blade that was currently cutting him to pieces.
With a sudden, violent surge of strength, he flipped the script. He rolled, his heavy frame eclipsing yours as he drove you across the floor.
The fight became a chaotic, sweeping tour of your prison. He slammed you against the damp stone wall, his mouth devouring yours while his hands roamed your body with a possessive, rough intensity that made your skin feel like it was being branded. When you kicked off the wall, you sent both of you staggering into the table, sending maps and inkwells flying as he arched you over the edge, his fingers bruising the soft skin of your thighs.
"You're magnificent," he growled against your throat, his teeth grazing the pulse point that was hammering a frantic rhythm. "A goddamn demon sent to drag me to hell."
The struggle moved to the thin, stained mattress in the corner. You fought him for the top position, rolling, scratching, and biting, the air in the cellar thick with the sound of tearing fabric and ragged, desperate breathing. Every time he pinned your shoulders, you’d find a way to twist, to strike, to remind him that the Viper didn't have a submissive bone in her body.
He caught your hands, forcing them back against the mattress, his weight a crushing, electric heat. He looked down at you, sweat dripping from his chin onto your chest, his face a mask of absolute, agonizing desire. "Four fucking days-" he panted, a dark, triumphant grin splitting his face. "Four days I tried to find the end of you. But you don't have an end, do you?"
He leaned down, his lips ghosting over yours, the dominance struggle reaching a fever pitch where the violence and the passion were indistinguishable. You felt the raw, heavy power of him, the way he was trembling with the effort of not simply consuming you whole. You looked back at him, your fingers curling into the remnants of his shirt, and for the first time, the "power" wasn't about who held the keys. It was about who could burn the other one down faster.
He watched the way your chest heaved, your skin flushed a deep, vibrant red from the friction of the struggle, and that dark, worshipful look never left his eyes.
He shifted his grip. Slowly, almost tentatively, his large hand moved from your shoulder to the base of your throat. His fingers were calloused and hot, still slick with the oil that had become the medium of your shared undoing. He didn't squeeze—not yet. He simply let the weight of his palm rest over your windpipe, his thumb tracing the frantic, jagged line of your pulse.
You expected to recoil, to fight the restriction as you had fought the chains, but as his fingers curled around the column of your neck, a strange, heavy heat settled in your gut. Your head fell back into the thin pillow, your eyes fluttering shut as you realized, with a jolt of traitorous clarity, that you liked the way he took the choice of breathing away from you.
"Is this what it takes?" he whispered, his voice a ragged rasp. He applied a fraction more pressure—a soft, firm squeeze that made the world go slightly hazy at the edges. "To finally make the Viper still? To make you stop thinking?"
You let out a soft, broken sound—not a protest, but a lean into the pressure. Your hands, which had been clawing at his back, slid down to rest over his forearm, not to pull him away, but to steady him. You looked up at him through the blur of your own arousal, your lips parted, your breath coming in shallow, needy hitches against his palm.
Iqbal’s expression fractured. Seeing your surrender to this specific, dark intimacy seemed to undo him more than your physical resistance ever had. "Khuda ki kasam..." he breathed, his thumb dragging across your jaw as he maintained that gentle, steady pressure. "You are a beautiful, dangerous sin."
He leaned down, his mouth hovering just over yours, his eyes locked onto yours as he watched the way your pupils dilated with every ounce of pressure he applied. He was in total control now, the undisputed master of your breath, but he was looking at you like you were the one holding his heart in your hands.
The dominance struggle hadn't ended; it had simply evolved into something deeper, something that required a terrifying amount of trust. He was holding your life in his grip, and for the first time in four days, the silence in the cellar wasn't a weapon—it was a sanctuary.
"Tell me," he commanded, his voice dropping to a low, possessive growl as he felt your throat work beneath his hand. "Tell me you want this. Tell me you want me to be the last thing you feel."
You couldn't speak, the pressure too firm for words, so you simply arched your back, pressing yourself upward into the heat of his body and the soft, lethal weight of his hand, giving him the only answer that mattered in the dark.
The pressure on your throat was firm, a heavy promise of total control, but instead of the submission Iqbal expected, you let a slow, jagged smirk pull at the corners of your mouth. You looked up at him through the haze, your eyes mocking and bright with a lethal kind of playfulness. You didn't give him the words. Instead, you reached up, your fingers tracing the line of his jaw through his beard with agonizing slowness, before hooking your thumb into his mouth, tasting the salt and the heat of him.
You were taunting him with your silence, turning his display of dominance into a game where he was the one starving for a reaction.
Iqbal’s face darkened, the worshipful Urdu murmurs snapping into a sharp, jagged edge of frustration. He saw the smirk, felt the way you were toyed with his composure even while he held your breath in his palm, and his restraint finally hit a wall.
"You think this is a joke?" he hissed, his grip tightening just a fraction—enough to make your vision swim with stars, though you only arched further into it, your laugh a muffled, throaty vibration against his hand. "You’re sitting there, marked and ruined, and you still have the nerve to look at me like I’m the one on a leash."
You managed a raspy, broken chuckle, your eyes never leaving his. "Because you... are~" you managed to wheeze out, the words a delicious provocation. "Look at you, Major. You’re shaking. You’re dying for me to beg, but you’re the one... who’s desperate."
That was the breaking point. His professional mask didn't just crack; it disintegrated into something foul and raw.
"You arrogant, fucking bitch-!" he spat, the words a low, venomous growl. He let go of your throat only to shove your hands above your head, pinning them against the mattress with a violence that made the springs scream. "You want to talk about desperation? I’ve watched you for four days! I’ve smelled your need through that cell door, You’re nothing but a thirsty, pathetic traitor who’s addicted to the way I touch her!"
He leaned down, his mouth inches from your ear, his voice a filthy, rhythmic staccato of insults that felt like slaps.
He used words that would have made a sailor flinch, stripping away your dignity with a verbal brutality that matched the marks on your skin. He called you every name for a woman who has lost her way, his language turning dark and degrading, a desperate attempt to force you to acknowledge the power he held.
And you? You laughed.
It was a beautiful, mocking sound that cut through his tirade. You loved the way he was unraveling. You loved that you had pushed the "noble Major" so far that he was reduced to hurling filth at you just to feel like he was still in charge. The more he cursed, the more you realized you had won. He wasn't an interrogator anymore; he was a man losing his mind to the heat of you.
"Is that... all you’ve got?" you taunted, your voice a wreck of a whisper, your body bucking under his weight in a way that was pure, unadulterated invitation. "Come on, Iqbal. Tell me more... about how much you hate... that you can’t stop... wanting me."
He let out a sound of pure, frustrated agony—a roar that was half-hate and all-hunger—and buried his face in your neck, his teeth sinking into your shoulder. He was done talking. The foul language died out, replaced by the raw, animalistic sound of a man who had finally realized that no matter how much he degraded you, he was the one who was truly, utterly lost.
The air in the cellar had become thick, heavy with the scent of salt, jasmine, and the electric charge of two worlds colliding. Iqbal’s mouth was a fever on your skin, his kisses less like affection and more like an assault on your senses. He worked his way up the column of your throat, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin over your jugular, leaving a trail of wet, burning heat that made you shiver despite the sweat slicking your limbs.
He was a man possessed, a soldier who had lost his objective and found something far more dangerous in the ruins. Finally, he pulled back just an inch, his forehead resting against yours, his breath coming in ragged, broken hitches that sounded like a sob.
"You're a fucking plague," he rasped, the words a jagged mix of filth and fractured poetry. "I came down here to break a spy, to rip the secrets out of your chest like a goddamn surgeon. Instead, I’ve let you crawl under my skin like a fever I don't want to cure."
He looked down at you, his eyes dark with a raw, agonizing clarity. The "Major" was gone, stripped away by your laughter and your mocking, beautiful silence.
"I am at your mercy," he confessed, the admission sounding like a death sentence. "God help me, I am completely at your fucking mercy. You’ve turned my blood into lead and my pride into ash. You’re a traitor, a liar, and a goddamn demon, and I would burn every bridge I’ve ever built just to stay in this rot with you for one more hour."
His hand, still trembling, came up to cradle your face, his thumb brushing your bruised lip with a tenderness that felt like a betrayal of his own nature. "I hate you for what you’ve made me," he whispered, "and I worship the ground you bleed on."
The honesty of it was a physical blow, more intense than any slap or shove. You saw the total, catastrophic ruin of the man in his gaze, and for a heartbeat, the mocking smirk on your lips softened into something real—something equally dangerous.
You reached up, your fingers tangling in the hair at the nape of his neck, pulling him down until the space between you was nothing but a memory.
"Then show me, Iqbal," you breathed, your voice a low, melodic challenge. "Show me how much you're willing to lose."
That was the spark that turned the war into an inferno.
The true makeout started not with a touch, but with a collision of teeth and tongues that felt like a declaration of war. It was desperate, messy, and starving—the kind of kiss that didn't just exchange breath, but soul. He wasn't holding back anymore; there was no professional distance, no carefully calculated dominance. He was devouring you, his hands roaming your body with a frantic, possessive urgency, trying to memorize every curve, every scar, every inch of the woman who had dismantled him.
You met him with equal ferocity, your nails drawing fresh lines down his back as you pulled him closer, deeper, into the wreckage. The cellar, the mission, the world outside—it all vanished, leaving only the rhythmic, pulse-pounding reality of two enemies who had finally found the only thing more powerful than their hate.
The kiss was a battlefield, a frantic exchange of oxygen and hunger that left your lips swollen and your head spinning. Iqbal’s hands, once calculated and steady, were now a blur of desperate motion. He grabbed the remaining fabric of your clothes, his knuckles white, and with a single, guttural growl, he ripped it down the center. The sound of tearing cotton was drowned out by the ragged staccato of your shared breathing.
He didn't stop there. He stripped the remnants of his own uniform away with a violent impatience, shedding the skin of the Major until he was just a man—raw, corded muscle and heat. When he finally pressed his bare chest against yours, the contact was electric. It was a sensory overload; the coolness of the cellar air hitting your damp skin only to be immediately replaced by the furnace-like heat of his body.
"You’re perfect," he hissed against your mouth, his hands beginning a slow, possessive exploration of your body. "A goddamn masterpiece of spite and fire."
He started at your shoulders, his thumbs tracing the line of your collarbone with a pressure that was both firm and worshipful. His touch left a trail of burning static in its wake.
He moved lower, his palms sliding down your ribs, memorizing every curve and every scar you’d earned in the field. To him, your body was a map of a war he finally wanted to lose. He lingered at the swell of your hips, his fingers digging in just enough to anchor you to the mattress, before his hands wandered to the sensitive skin of your inner thighs.
You arched into him, a sharp gasp breaking from your lips as his touch sent a jolt of pure, unadulterated sensation straight to your core. Your own hands were just as restless, roaming over the broad expanse of his back, feeling the tension in his muscles and the heat radiating off him. You traced the scars on his shoulders, realizing that for the first time, you weren't looking for a weakness to exploit—you were looking for the man beneath the armor.
He moved his mouth from yours, trailing a path of wet, stinging kisses down your throat to your chest. Every brush of his stubble, every flick of his tongue, was a new brand on your skin. He treated your body like a holy relic and a forbidden fruit all at once, his breath hot and frantic as he explored the territory he had spent four days trying to conquer.
"Look at what you do to me," he groaned, his voice a wreck of its former self as he felt you trembling beneath his touch. He looked up, his eyes dark with a hunger so primal it made your heart stutter. "You’ve stripped me of everything, zahreeli...There’s nothing left but this. Just you and the ghost of the man I used to be.."
You pulled him back down, your legs tangling with his, the friction of skin on skin reaching a fever pitch.
You pushed against his shoulders, and for the first time, he let himself be moved, his heavy frame yielding as you sat up, your eyes raking over him with a slow, appreciative hunger.
He was a landscape of violence and discipline. Without the stiff wool of his uniform, the sheer scale of him was overwhelming. His chest was broad, the muscle dense and slab-like, rising and falling with a jagged, uneven rhythm. You reached out, your fingertips tracing the jagged white line of a scar that ran across his ribs—a relic of a blade that had come too close.
"This one," you whispered, your voice a low, melodic vibration in the small space. You leaned in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to the scarred tissue. "Who gave you this, Iqbal? Who was lucky enough to get this close?"
He let out a pained, shaky breath, his head falling back against the mattress, his eyes fluttering shut. "A ghost.." he managed to rasp, his fingers curling into the sheets as if to ground himself against the sensation of your lips on his skin. "Just a man who isn't breathing anymore."
You moved your hands lower, palms flat against his stomach, feeling the way the muscle rippled and bunched under your touch. He was solid as stone, tempered by years of training and the harsh reality of his life. You complimented the hard, unforgiving lines of his body, your voice a weapon of its own as you praised the strength you had spent days fighting.
You traced the corded muscle of his thighs, the heavy, powerful curves that had pinned you down, and you felt a surge of dark pride knowing that this iron-willed man was vibrating with a desperate, helpless need for you.
"You're built for war.." you murmured, your hands sliding back up to his chest, feeling the hammer-thud of his heart. "But you feel like fire under my hands. So much heat for a man who claims to be so cold."
Iqbal opened his eyes, and the look in them was shattered. He reached up, grabbing your wrists—not to stop you, but to pull your palms harder against him, as if he wanted to absorb you into his very skin.
"You're ruining me," he groaned, his voice breaking on the words. "Every touch... it's like you're stripping the skin from my bones. I can't think. I can't breathe. Just... khuda ke liye... don't stop."
You leaned over him, your hair brushing against his face, the scent of jasmine and sweat creating a private world around you.
You took your time, exploring the dip of his collarbone with your tongue, tasting the salt on his skin, and feeling the way he arched into you, his composure finally, utterly gone. He was no longer the Major; he was a man who had finally met a force he couldn't conquer, and he was worshiping at the altar of his own defeat.
Iqbal was a man built for endurance, but under your touch, he was beginning to fracture. You moved with a predatory slowness, your eyes never leaving his as you descended, the cooling air of the cellar clashing with the radiating heat of his skin.
You started with your tongue, a slow, wet glide over the dip of his hip bone, savoring the way his entire body jerked in response.
He let out a strangled sound, a mix of a curse and a prayer, as the tip of your tongue slowly traced lower, down his loins and dangerously close to his already half hard cock.
At first, it was deliberate and teasing—a soft, swirling exploration that focused on the sheer sensitivity of the skin, the way he pulsed beneath your touch.
You used the jasmine oil still slick on your palms now, starting to pump his cock in your hands to get him fully hard- the oil making every movement fluid, turning the friction into something heavy and agonizingly sweet.
"You like being at my mercy, don't you, Major?" you whispered against his tip, your breath hitching as you felt the raw, thrumming power of his reaction.
He didn't answer with words. His fingers tangled in your hair, not to pull you away, but to anchor himself as he arched off the mattress.
His breath was coming in jagged, desperate hitches, his Urdu murmurs becoming more frantic, more broken. The slow, rhythmic pace you’d set began to accelerate, the tension in the room tightening like a wire.
You grew bolder, finally placing kisses all over his hard cock, your movements becoming more passionate and sure. You explored the length of him, your mouth and hands working in a coordinated assault that stripped away the last of his professional stoicism.
Every time you increased the pressure, every time you used the friction of your tongue lapping over his throbbing cock to drive him closer to the edge, he let out a low, guttural growl that vibrated through the very floorboards.
"Zahreeli... please," he rasped, his voice a wreck of its former authority. He was no longer a man who gave orders; he was a man who was begging for the end of the torture you were inflicting.
The gentleness was gone, replaced by a feverish intensity. You could feel the sweat slicking both of your bodies, the scent of him—musk and iron—filling your senses as you drove him toward the brink.
His hands moved to your shoulders, his grip possessive and bruising, as he fought to keep his eyes open, to watch the woman who had finally, truly conquered him. The cellar was silent except for the wet, rhythmic sounds of you finally taking his length down your throat and the soft gags and hums you purred against him to feel him twitch in your mouth.
You felt the vibration of his impending release through your very palms—the way his thighmusclws tightened, the guttural, broken way he began to chant your name like a Mantra..
Then, with a slow, wicked precision, you stopped.
You pulled back, leaving him suspended over the abyss. You sat back on your heels, your chest heaving, a languid, triumphant smirk playing on your lips still connected to his cock by a long thread of spit.
The silence that rushed back into the room was deafening, broken only by Iqbal’s ragged, agonizingly shallow breaths. He looked up at you, his eyes bloodshot and blown out, his face a mask of pure, unadulterated torture.
"Don't... don't you dare.." he rasped, his voice a fractured ghost of its former self. He reached for you, his hands trembling, but you just leaned back, eyes shimmering with a taunting, predatory light.
"You wanted the Viper, Major~" you whispered, your voice a silken thread of cruelty. "You found her. And the Viper doesn't give anything for free hmm~"
The rejection of his pleasure was the final spark in the powder keg. Iqbal let out a low, animalistic roar that seemed to shake the stone walls. In one fluid, explosive motion, he surged upward. He didn't just move you; he conquered you. He flipped you onto your back with a force that made the mattress groan, pinning your wrists above your head in a grip that was pure, possessive steel.
"You want to play games at the finish line?" he hissed, his face inches from yours, his sweat dripping onto your lips. "Fine. Let's play."
He moved down your body like a starving man. He didn't use his hands for your underwear; he used his teeth.
He bit into the fabric of your remaining garment, tearing with a sharp, jagged sound that sent a jolt of pure lightning down your spine. He ripped your underwear away with a feral impatience, his eyes burning as he finally got a glimpse of your perfect pussy.
"My turn," he growled, the word vibrating against your inner thigh.
He didn't ease into it. He repaid the favor with a brutal, starving intensity. His tongue was a hot, heavy brand, his mouth consumed every inch of your composure.
He used the same slow, agonizing teasing links between your wet folds you had used on him, but backed it with the raw strength of a man who was done being denied.
You cried out, your head thrashing against the thin pillow, your fingers clawing at the mattress as he nibbled on your clit- a sensation that made your toes curl.
He was ruthless, his mouth pressed against your clit, leaving kisses that felt like praise before sliding his tongue inside of you, pushing his tongue as deeply inside your aching Pussy as possible with a rhythmic, possessive hunger that made your vision turn white.
Every time you tried to close your legs, he forced them wider, his shoulders a solid, unyielding weight that anchored you to the earth while he sent your soul into the stratosphere.
"Look at me" he commanded, his voice a muffled, vibrating roar against your jumping clit "Look at me while I take it back. Everything you thought you owned... it's mine."
You could only let out a long, broken gasp, your back arching into a bow as he devoured you like a starved Tiger, trying to shove him away as the pleasure simply got too much.
He ignored your frantic, seeking hands, focusing entirely on the wet, electric heat of your pussy clenching around his tongue.
His tongue thursted perfectly in sync with your clenching- before he suddenly found your clit again and stayed there, his breath hot and ragged against it while two of his fingers teased your enterance- before pushing them inside and curling them, causing you to scream out.
The sensation was a rising tide, a thick, throbbing pressure that built behind your ribs. You felt the muscles of your thighs begin to quiver, your toes curling into the thin mattress as the world narrowed down to the focal point of his mouth.
He knew exactly what he was doing—he was building a wall of pleasure so high that you couldn't see over the top of it. He hummed against your torture clit, a low vibration that traveled through your entire body, and just as your back arched and the first sharp, jagged sob of a climax began to break from your throat—he stopped.
"NO! Ahhh fuck- son of a-!" You protested.
He didn't just pull away; he sat back on his haunches, his chest heaving, watching with a dark, satisfied glint in his eyes as you were left suspended on the very edge of the cliff cursing him out.
"Ah ah~ language..leave my poor Maa out of this~ hm...not yet~" he rasped, his voice a gravelly ruin. "You think you can just walk away with that? After what you put me through?! Huh?!!"
The sudden absence of him was a physical ache, a hollow vacuum that made you whine, your hands reaching blindly for his shoulders.
But Iqbal wasn't done. He grabbed your waist and flipped you over in one swift, bruising motion, pressing your face into the mattress and hauling your hips high.
Crack.
The sound of his open palm hitting the back of your thigh was like a gunshot. The sting was instantaneous—a sharp, blooming heat that cut through the fog of your arousal.
"You want to play the predator?" he growled, and another crack followed on the other side, marking the reddened skin of your thighs. "You want to laugh at me while I’m starving?! Then you can earn the rest.."
He wasn't being gentle. The slaps were heavy, rhythmic, and possessive, turning the slick, jasmine-scented skin of your legs into a canvas of flushed, stinging heat.
It was a sensory overload—the deep, unfulfilled ache between your legs clashing with the sharp, rhythmic fire of his hand. Each strike forced a fresh gasp from your lungs, a mixture of shock and a dark, twisted kind of relief.
"Mhm..tell me..tell me whose bitch you are.." he demanded, his voice dropping into that low, filthy register as he delivered a final, stinging blow right on your ass that made you cry out into the pillow. "Tell me who owns you. Tell me who's in charge of your breath!"
He leaned over you, his heavy, sweating chest pressing into your back, his hand coming around to grip your jaw and force your head to the side so he could see the ruin in your eyes. He was vibrating with a desperate, animalistic energy, his cock pulsing against your skin to remind you how needy you had left him just before.
"Beg for it..fucking tell me!" he hissed, his teeth grazing your ear. "Beg me to finish you, or I’ll leave you burning like this until the sun comes up zahreeli.."
The cellar was filled with the rhythmic, brutal sound of his palm meeting your skin, each strike landing with a heavy, stinging authority that made your vision pulse.
The pain was sharp, but it carried a dark, electric current that fed the unspent fire between your legs- your arousal- the way your pussy was dripping from his spanks.
He wanted your voice; he wanted the admission of his victory to be torn from your throat.
But you were a creature of iron and spite. You buried your face in the mattress, your teeth sinking into the fabric to stifle the whimpers. Every time his hand came down, blooming a fresh wave of heat across your skin, you met the sensation with a defiant arch of your spine. You wouldn't give him the satisfaction. Not yet. You let the ache build until it was a physical weight, a heavy, throbbing pressure that made your entire body tremble.
"Still?" he growled, his voice a ragged, disbelieving rasp. He was breathing like a marathon runner, his sweat dripping onto the small of your back. "Four days of silence, and you're still trying to win? You're burning up, I can feel it. I already admitted youre my ruin- Your skin is screaming for me, and you're still holding back?!"
He shifted his position, his large, calloused hand moving from your ass to your sensitive, swollen wet Pussy, but instead of finger fucking you like before, giving you even more pleasure to break- he spanked you again- hitting your pussy with his palm this time- causing a loud wet mess.
The shock of it was total.
A high, jagged sound broke from your lips, a cry that was half-protest and half-shattering need. The sensation was a violent collision of pain and pleasure, a white-hot flash that made your knees buckle. He did it again, his hand rhythmically punishing the very part of you that was begging for release, turning your arousal into a weapon against you.
"Tell me.." he demanded, his voice a low, filthy vibration against your ear. "Who is holding the leash? Who decides when you get to cum?"
Crack.
The sting was the final straw. The wall you had built around your pride—the one you had guarded for four days of psychological warfare and sensory deprivation—finally crumbled into dust.
"You!" you sobbed, the word finally breaking free, raw and unpolished. "You, Iqbal! Please... God, please, I can't... I'm yours. Just-! Please!-"
He froze, his hand hovering inches from your reddened skin as your surrender echoed off the damp stone. A dark, jagged smile pulled at his lips—the look of a man who had finally seen his god and realized he was a vengeful one. He leaned down, his weight pinning you into the mattress, his mouth mere millimeters from your ear.
"You want me to finish it?" he whispered, his voice a low, vibrating filth that made your stomach do a slow, nauseating flip. "We’re nowhere near the end, meri jaan. I’m going to take every inch of you until you don't remember your own fucking name.."
He shifted, his hands moving with a rough, possessive authority to force you upright, making you kneel before him. The degradation of the position was clear, but the way he looked at you—with a mix of absolute worship and predatory hunger—made your blood boil.
"Before I give you what you're begging for, you’re going to show me how much of a loyal little bitch you can be," he growled, his hand tangling in your hair to tilt your head back. "Fucking use that mouth that was so full of smart-ass remarks and earn it! Suck my cock and maybe ill be nice and make you cum tonight.. '
Your hands were trembling against his solid, corded thighs, he looked down at you, his breathing turning into a rhythmic, animalistic snarl. He began to speak, the words falling from his lips, his voice thick with a dark, terrifying promise.
"Main tujhe itna todunga ke tu sirf mere liye judegi," he hissed. "Tujhe itna phailaunga ke tu meri sabse behtareen khilona ban jayegi."
He leaned down, his grip on your hair tightening just enough to make your eyes water as he forced you to look at him, just then you opend your lips with a soft sound, allowing him to force his cock into your mouth.
"I’m going to stretch you out until you’re my perfect, ruined toy" he promised, his eyes black with intent. "I’m going to take you so hard and so fucking fast that your heart won't know how to beat without my rhythm. I’m going to fill you up so deep that you’ll feel me in your bones, and I’m going to keep you on your toes all damn night until you’re nothing but a screaming, beautiful wreck."
He pulled you up then, forcing you to start moving your head to take his cock deeper. But he didn't wait for you to start sucking, he started to push you down- causing you to gag softly
"You're a traitor to your country," he groaned, his harsh touch softening lightly once you took Initiative and sucked his cock eagerly, looking up to him in a mixture of hate and need. "but you’re a goddess in this dirt. And I’m going to worship you until there’s nothing left of either of us.."
The degradation of the position was absolute, but the way your body responded was a betrayal of every oath you’d ever taken.
Forced to your knees on the cold, gritty floor infront if your Matress, you felt the sheer, overwhelming scale of him as he loomed over you. His hand remained buried in your hair, a firm, grounding weight that directed your every move, pulling you forward as he nudged the side of your cheek with his still wet tip.
The first taste of him was a shock of heat and the taste of precum against your tongue, a sensory explosion that made your head swim.
You leaned into it, your initial resistance melting into a frantic, hungry compliance. You started to suck him again, this time with a desperate intensity, your tongue tracing the veins in his cock that throbbed with his heartbeat.
You found yourself getting deeper into it, your own need mirroring his, until the act of pleasuring him became the only thing that mattered in the world. You heard the way his breath caught, the way he finally vanished into a series of broken, guttural Urdu curses that praised the way you were ruining him.
"Look at you," he rasped, his voice a wreck of its former authority, his knuckles white where they gripped your hair. "The most dangerous woman of the entire damn continent.. sucking my cock with so much passion.." he growled, his eyes fixated on every movement of your head
You didn't stop. You took him deeper, your hands sliding up the muscle of his thighs, feeling the way he was vibrating with the effort not to lose control then and there. You were relentless, using everything he had taught you about your own body to dismantle his. You watched through your lashes as his head fell back, his throat working as he swallowed a roar of pure, unadulterated ecstasy, slurping up and down his length letting out soft moans and gags against his skin, a dangerous vibration that added even more Stimulation.
The air in the cellar turned thick, smelling of sweat and the heavy, cloying scent of jasmine oil. He was reaching his limit; you could feel the rhythmic tension in his body, the way his fingers were beginning to bruise your scalp in his desperation, the way his head fell back, his voice got louder, more desperate with each time your tongue danced over his shaft- you had him close, so close-
"Enough." he suddenly groaned, a sound of pure, agonized hunger. He hauled you up by your arms, his strength so absolute it felt like being lifted by a storm. "I can't... I need to be inside you. Now."
He didn't give you a chance to breathe. He threw you back against the table, swiping if the chains from before, the jasmine oil- everything that still stood in it he simply trashed off in a hurry.
He looked down at you—flushed, swollen-lipped, and utterly wrecked—and he saw the reflection of his own ruin in your eyes.
"I’m going to make you feel every inch of what you’ve done to me" he promised, his voice a low, filthy vibration as he pulled you in by your hips, parting them with ease to position his throbbing, lubricated cock against your pussy.
The table groaned under your combined weight as you grabbed onto him, your breath hitching as you felt him rub his tip up and down your glistening folds, pushing forward slowly, burrying himself inside you with one precise, deep thrust.
The impact was a shock of raw power that knocked the air from your lungs. You didn't shy away; you snarled, your hands flying up to catch his face. With a sharp, stinging crack, you slapped him—hard. The sound echoed like a gunshot in the small room, leaving the red imprint of your palm across his cheek. For a heartbeat, he went still, his eyes flashing with a terrifying, ecstatic violence. Then he laughed—a dark, jagged sound.
"That's it," he rasped, his voice a wreck. "Show me your teeth, Zahreeli~"
He began to thrust into your clenching pussy, deeply, posessing you fully with each thrust. You weren't a passive participant; you were a storm matching his own, reaching up, grabbing his hair and yanking his head down, your teeth sinking into the muscle of his shoulder until you tasted the salt of his skin while he fucked you deeply, consuming you.
He let out a guttural groan, his thumb pressing harder into the side of your neck, controlling your breath as he dominated your body with deep, harsh thrusts, pushing his entire length in and out with each snap of his hips.
The cellar became a blurred montage of friction and heat. You were a mess of tangled limbs and slick skin. You slapped him again, a frantic, rhythmic assault that he answered by pinning your wrists over your head, his chest heaving against your breasts.
He delivered his own sharp, stinging slaps to your thighs, then against your ass, the sound mingling with the wet, heavy slap of skin on skin and the desperate, animalistic groans that filled the air.
"You're mine," he growled, pulling your hair back to expose your throat for a series of feverish, biting kisses that felt like brands. "Har ek saans... har ek boond... sab mera hai."
You fought him for every inch of sensation, your legs locking around his waist to pull him deeper, your nails dragging down his back to leave jagged red furrows in the muscle.
Every time he tried to assert total control, you’d find a way to flip the power—a bite to the ear, a sharp pull of his hair, a defiant laugh against his lips. You were an absolute ruin.
The table skidded across the stone floor under the force of his thrusts, the rhythmic thud-thud-thud against the wall marking the time of your shared destruction. You were drowning in him—the smell of his sweat, the grit of the cellar, the rough, filthy promises he whispered in Urdu between gasping breaths. It left your pussy aching, clenching him down as if you didn't want him to pull out, it was a dangerous primal need inside you, the need to be fucked, pinned down, taken, possessed.
Your clit jumped under his touches, your moans and groans filled the air, being pure music to his ears.
"Don't you dare stop-" you hissed, your voice a fractured melody as you slapped his chest, demanding more of the violence, more of the heat- more of his cock as you got close.
He leaned down, his sweat-slicked chest sliding against yours, the friction causing your nipples to perk up.
His mouth moved to the shell of your ear. His words turned into a filthy, molten stream a verbal degradation that was just as bruising as his touch.
"Tu meri hai," he hissed, his breath hot and frantic. "I’m going to stay in you until you’re shaking and hollow. I’m going to stretch you out until you can’t even close your legs without missing the feeling of my cock inside you."
You answered him with a sharp, stinging slap across his chest, the sound echoing off the stone. You didn't want his mercy; you wanted his madness. You grabbed his hair, yanking his head back to look at the wreckage in his eyes.
"Talk is cheap, Major," you bit out, your voice a wreck of its former self. "Do it. Fill me up until I can’t breathe. Make me yours so I don’t have to be anything else."
He let out a sound that was pure animal—a low, guttural roar of triumph. He shifted his grip, hauling your legs higher, wrapping them around his waist exposing your cock filled pussy to him.
He slammed his entire length so hard inside you screamed, his hands moving from your neck to your hips, his fingers digging into your skin like he was trying to leave permanent indentations in the bone.
,,Ahh! Oh god- fuck!~" your moans became more and more high pitched and desperate for him, forcing a breathy chuckle from his lips.
"I’m going to keep you like this.." he groaned, his pace turning frantic, his words becoming more fragmented and foul. " screaming for my cock, screaming to be fucked" he hissed venom, and you drank it up like wine.
Every time your back hit the table, every time his palm met your skin with a sharp, rhythmic crack, the world outside—the war, the names, the missions—turned to ash. There was only the heavy, rhythmic thud of the table against the wall and his cock leaking precum inside you, making you shake and whimper under him.
You threw your head back, your fingers digging into his shoulders, your voice breaking into a high, jagged cry that finally splintered the silence of the room.
,,Im gonna! Fuck you make me cum!"
The first orgasm hit like a landslide. It was a violent, white-hot explosion that surged through both of you simultaneously, a physical shock that made the world go silent for a heartbeat.
Iqbal let out a raw, guttural roar against your neck, his body racking with the force of his release, pumping him cum inside you, moving your hips against his to fuck his entire load deeper inside, while you arched into him, your vision blurring as the world dissolved into pure, rhythmic sensation from your orgasm, causing you to squirm under him.
For a long minute, the only sound was the heavy, wet thud of two hearts trying to find a synchronized rhythm. But before the sweat could even begin to cool on your skin, the atmosphere shifted again.
You weren't finished. You could feel the electric hum of your heartbeat, you could feel his cock, hot, still hard, throbbing inside your clenched up Pussy, your clit still aching for more, pulsing with arousal.
With a sudden, surprising burst of strength, you shoved against his chest. Iqbal, still dazed and gasping for air, let out a grunt of surprise as you pushed him down, his back hit the Matress hard, as you crawled ontop of him.
Now, you were the one looming. You straddled him, your knees pinning his arms, your hair a tangled, dark curtain that veiled your face. You looked down at him—the high-ranking Major, his chest heaving, his eyes blown out and staring up at your sweat glazed tits with a look of absolute worship.
"You might be older...but i hope you have more stamina Major.." you whispered, your voice a low, melodic threat. You reached down, grabbing his cock in your hand giving him a few sloppy, messy pumps, before positioning his tip against your wet pussy, lubricating it for a second round. ,,I need more. More of your cock, more of your fire.." you hissed, slowly letting him slide inside of you as you took a seat.
Iqbal’s head thrashed back, his eyes rolling shut as a violent shudder racked his entire frame, a sight to Die for.
“Ya Allah...” he groaned, the words breaking apart into a rough, jagged rasp as his fingers dug painfully into your hips, “itni tang... kasam se, tu mujhe maar dalegi.." he breathed out, his voice almost breaking.
,,Promise?" You smirked as you began to move, rolling your hips nice and slow, an agonizingly deliberate grind that made him let out a fractured groan. You weren't playing by his rules anymore. You leaned down, your lips ghosting over his, your eyes glittering with a predatory light.
"I’m the one who decided to stay, Iqbal.." you breathed, your teeth grazing his lower lip. "And I’m the one who’s going to decide how much of you is left when the sun comes up."
Iqbal’s hands flew to your hips, his fingers sinking into your skin as if you were the only solid thing in a world turned to liquid. He looked up at you, his face almost begging for you to go faster, fuck him back hard, bounce on his cock like it belonged to you.
You began to ride him with, slowly, teasingly, making sure each nerve- each vein of his aching hot length was absolutley overstimulated, your hips rolling in a heavy, hypnotic rhythm that forced another broken sound from the back of his throat.
,,Haram hai ye...” he choked out, his voice a raw, filthy vibration that seemed to crawl up your spine. “Fuck...Tu zeher hai mere khoon mein... aur main marne ke liye taiyaar hoon...”
His words made you gasp, moan out even, it wasn't a sound of submission; it was a sound of absolute, gluttonous enjoyment. You were taking everything he offered and demanding even more, growing more confident as you bounced up and down his length, your breasts jumping along as little drops of jasmine scented sweat fogged up both your and his mind..
"Look at you.." Iqbal rasped, his voice a ragged whisper of worship. "SubhanAllah... tu koi insaan nahi hai, tu qayamat hai.."
He reached up, his hands trembling as he traced the line of your waist, his palms burning against your slick skin. He began to praise you with a feverish intensity, his words a blurred stream of devotion and desire. He told you how beautiful you were in your fury, how the way you moved was a masterpiece of sin, how he had never seen anything as magnificent as your greedy pussy swallowing his cock whole
"Thats it..fucking tide me, zahreeli," he groaned, his hips jerking upward to meet your descent, desperate for the friction. "Take it all.. fuck! Everything I am.. everything I have... it’s yours, Just don't stop dont fucking stop..! Let me see you break again.."
The muscle of his thighs twitched, his jaw locked as he encouraged you to cum on his cock again, claiming it as yours so he could fill up your pussy in return, mark you from within.
You threw your head back, your hair whipping around your shoulders, your eyes squeezed shut as the pleasure began to coil into a tight, screaming knot once more. Your moans grew louder, more uninhibited, echoing off the stone walls as you set a pace that was frantic and selfish.
,,Fuck fuck! Oh god-!"
You were the one in control, dictating the depth of every strike, the speed of every breath, bit right now, you lost all your senses.
All you wanted, no- needed- was to cum, to choke his cock inside your pussy, to squirt all over highs muscles, make a mess, fuck him until you couldn't breathe.
You arched your back, your fingers clawing at his chest as the first waves of a shattering, mindblowing climax hit you. Your voice tore from your throat in a raw, uninhibited scream that echoed off the walls.
"Yes! Fuck, Iqbal, right there!" you shrieked, your eyes rolling back as the pleasure turned into a violent, rhythmic pulsing. "Fill me up... God, take it all! I’m yours—fuck, I’m fucking yours!"
You weren't just cuming; you were surrendering every secret, every bit of pride, and every ounce of your soul to him. You screamed his name like a prayer and a curse combined, your body bucking against him with a frantic, animalistic need that demanded he consume whatever was left of you. Each fucking movement of yours massaged your jumping overload sensitive clit perfectly against his skin, driving you insane.
"More! Give me more! Fuck- you bastard!" you sobbed out, your voice cracking as the peak went on and on, turning your world into a blur of heat and friction. "Don’t you dare pull out... keep me like this! Make me scream until I can't breathe!"
Tears dropped down your hot, burning red cheeks, turning into stream from your heat..the fire of your rage and passion burning your body like a wildfire
Iqbal answered you with a guttural roar, his hands nearly crushing your hips as he thrusted against each bounce of yours, claiming your tears, your curses and your desire, meeting your screams with his own frantic, broken praises that consume your mind.
With a guttural, terrifying roar that tore from his chest, loud, intimidating, he finally broke. You felt the hot, rhythmic pulse of his cock as he came inside you, a heavy, endless torrent that filled you to the absolute brink.
His head fell back, the corded muscles of his neck straining as he emptied himself into your pussy, overflowing with your juices and his cum
"Take it." he rasped, his voice a jagged, filthy ruin against your skin. "Take all of it, you beautiful, treacherous bitch..Every drop of my ruin... "
As the initial violence of his climax began to fade, the sheer mess of it became undeniable. The jasmine oil and sweat had turned your bodies into a slick, sliding canvas, and as you slumped against his chest, the heat of him began to leak and spill, trailing down your inner thighs and onto matress. It was filthy, visceral, and utterly real—a physical manifestation of how far both of you had fallen from your pedestals.
"Look at what we've done," he whispered, his breath hitching as his heart hammered a frantic, uneven rhythm against your own. He reached down, his trembling hand tracing the messy, wet trail on your skin, his eyes wide and glazed with a mix of shock and total devotion.
You couldn't even find the energy to smirk. Your body was vibrating, your muscles felt like liquid, and the world was spinning in slow, lazy circles.
You messed each other up. Literally.
You remained straddled over him, your chest heaving against his, the friction of your slick, joined bodies a sticky, visceral reminder of the ruin you’d just shared.
You pulled back just enough to look at him, your hair a wild, sweat-damp mess. Even now, with his seed cooling inside you and his dignity in tatters, you couldn't help but twist the knife.
"Look at you, Major," you rasped, your voice a broken, melodic ghost of its former self. You reached out, tracing the red mark on his cheek where you’d slapped him. "The great interrogator.. The pride of the ISI.. Reduced to a shaking, sobbing mess by a "treacherous bitch" you snarled, a smirk gracing your swollen red lips.
Iqbal let out a low, dry chuckle that sounded more like a growl. His hands, still resting on your hips, tightened possessively. "And look at you.." he countered, his eyes dark and unwavering. "A viper who finally stopped biting and started begging... You’re covered and filled with my cum..You’ve got my mark on your throat and my life inside you. You think you're still in control Zahreel?"
"I know I am," you whispered, leaning down until your nose brushed his. "Because even now, after all that... you’re still looking at me like I’m the only heaven you’ll ever see. It’s pathetic, Iqbal. You’re a dog on a leash, and I’m the one holding it."
"Then pull the fucking leash.." he hissed.
He surged up, his mouth crashing against yours in a kiss that was even more desperate than the ones before. This wasn't about passion; it was about the sheer, terrifying chemistry of two people who hated how much they needed each other. It was a messy, biting exchange—tongues clashing, the taste of salt and iron and lingering desire.
He pulled back, his forehead resting against yours, his breath hot. "I should have killed you the moment they brought you in," he murmured, his thumb tracing your swollen bottom lip. "I should have turned around and walked out that door."
"But you didn't," you taunted, a jagged, triumphant smirk finally returning to your face. "You stayed. You watched. And now, you’re ruined. You can’t go back to your soldiers and your maps, Major. Not after this. Every time you close your eyes, you’re going to smell jasmine and feel the way my pussy made you a little slave~"
Iqbal’s grip on your waist became almost painful, a silent admission that you were right. "I'll see you in hell for this.." he promised, his voice thick with a dark, twisted kind of love.
"Maybe," you breathed, leaning in for one more biting kiss. "But at least we'll have plenty to talk about when we get there.."
Note: MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT. This content is intended for audiences 18+ only.
A/N: Hii guys! I'm so sorry this comes later than planned, but I had a little Family emergency that I had to take care of. Thank you for being understanding! - This is my first canon x canon fic I wrote, and I love Rehman and Ulfat together sooo much, so yeah this is a bit different from the things I wrote before, but I hope you'll still like it! Enjoy!
Warnings; flashback, wedding-night themed, nervous!Ulfat, arranged marriage, instant chemistry between the characters, wholesome!Rehman, a bit of humor, SMUT. body worship, heavy tension, dirty talk, oral (both recieving (kinda), hand job, unprotected sex, virginity loss, overstimulation.
The air inside the upper chambers of the house was thick, not with the breeze from the Arabian Sea but with the suffocating, sweet weight of tradition. The scent of crushed jasmine buds—motia—strung into heavy garlands clung to the velvet curtains, mixing with the sharp, expensive musk of sandalwood incense.
Downstairs, the rhythm of the dholak thudded like a heartbeat against the floorboards, accompanied by the high-pitched laughter of girls singing wedding songs, but up here, in the sanctuary of the bridal suite, the world felt suspended in gold.
Ulfat stood behind Yalina, her reflection a matured, sharpened mirror of the girl sitting before her. At forty, Ulfat carried the stillness of a woman who had survived storms and learned to command them. Her hands, decorated with deep mahogany henna that reached her wrists, were steady as she pinned the heavy, emerald-encrusted jhumar onto Yalina’s side-swept hair.
Yalina’s fingers were knotted together in her lap, twisting the gold bangles that clinked nervously. Her ghungat—the heavy bridal veil of deep crimson—lay pooled like a spill of blood across her shoulders, weighted down by a king’s ransom in gold embroidery.
"He's a good man, really is, Chachi.."
Yalina whispered, her voice barely audible over the distant thumping of the drums. "Hamza... he is honorable. He protects us. But he is so restless. Whenever he sits, his foot is tapping. Whenever he speaks, his eyes are searching the door. He is like a flame that cannot find a wick. I am afraid that when we are alone, that restlessness will turn into... into disappointment.. What if I am too quiet for a man who never stops moving?"
Ulfat paused. She looked at the girl’s reflection— a girl she knew for years, seeing the trembling lip, the eyes heavy with kohl and apprehension. A slow, knowing smile tugged at the corners of Ulfat’s mouth. It wasn’t a smile of pity; it was the smile of a general who knew the secret map to a fortress.
"You think his restlessness is a fire you must fight, meri jaan?" Ulfat asked softly. She picked up a bottle of attar and dabbed a drop behind Yalina’s ears, the scent of earth after rain blooming between them. "You think because he is a man of action, a man of the streets of Lyari, that he requires a woman who is a riot?"
She placed her hands firmly on Yalina’s shoulders, grounding her.
"Men like Hamza—men who live their lives with their hands on the hilts of their swords—they do not need more motion. They are restless because the world demands they be on guard. They are like the sea, Yalina; always churning, always hitting the rocks. But even the sea has a floor. Even the sea has a place where the water is still.."
Ulfat leaned down, her cheek brushing against the silk of Yalina’s veil.
"My Rehman... you see the pictures of him now..you know him long enough.. You hear the stories. They talk about him as the most dangerous man of Lyari.. They talk about the man who broke the law and wrote his own. But they didn't see him when the door of the nikkah chamber closed. They didn't see the man who was young and unsure, with a heart that beat so fast I could see it through his vest.."
She felt Yalina’s tension begin to ebb, the girl leaning back into her touch.
"I was younger than you at my Wedding.. eighteen," Ulfat continued, her voice dropping to a silken hum. "I was terrified. I thought he was a predator, and I was the lamb. But I learned something that night—a secret that has kept me as the queen of that man’s heart until this very day and years to come. Men are easy creatures, Yalina. They are simple in their needs, even the most powerful ones. They do not want a woman who is a soldier.. They want a woman who is their safe place."
Ulfat’s fingers traced the gold border of Yalina’s dupatta. "When he is restless, you do not move with him. You become the anchor. You touch his hand—not with force, but with a gentleness that says,'you are safe here.' You look him in the eye, and you show him that his storm cannot shake you. A man like that... he doesn't melt for gold or for beauty. He melts for the woman who isn't afraid of his silence. He melts under a gentle touch because it is the only thing in this world that he can not fight..and-"
A sharp, rhythmic rapping at the heavy wooden door startled them. "Ulfat Bi!" a voice called out—one of Yalinas Cousins. "The makeup artist is insisting on the final touches!"
The room seemed to vibrate with the sudden influx of excitement. Yalina took a jagged breath, her eyes searching Ulfat’s one last time.
"Go," Ulfat whispered, kissing the girl’s forehead. "Remember. You are the stillness he is searching for. Do not be afraid of tonight."
As the room filled with the flurry of cousins, bridesmaids, and the sharp scent of hairspray, Ulfat stepped back. She watched as they swarmed Yalina, adjusting the heavy fabrics, reapplying the gold leaf to her eyelids, and ushering her toward the mirror for the final transformation.
Slowly, Ulfat backed away, slipping out of the circle of light and toward the shadowed corner of the room near the balcony. She leaned against the cool stone of the window frame, her breath catching in her throat.
The chaos of the wedding—the shouting of the men outside, the cracks of the celebratory gunfire in the distance, the smell of the biryani cooking in massive cauldrons in the courtyard—all of it began to blur.
She was alone with her thoughts now, the noise of the present becoming a muffled hum behind the roar of her own memory. She looked down at her palms. She could almost feel the weight of a different red dress—stiff, new, and smelling of the trunk it had been kept in.
She remembered the way her own breath had sounded in the silence of a room much humbler than this one. She remembered the sound of heavy boots echoing in the hallway, the way the floorboards had groaned under the weight of a man who carried the world on his back.
She wasn't the widow of a legend in this moment. She wasn't the aunt or the matriarch. She was eighteen again, sitting on the edge of a bed covered in rose petals that felt like thorns, waiting for the door to click shut. She remembered the fear, yes—but more than that, she remembered the exact moment she realized she held the power to turn a man like Rehman into melting soft butter in her hands.
The ghost of a young Rehman moved in the shadows of her mind, his eyes dark, his movements jagged with that same restlessness Yalina feared now.
Ulfat closed her eyes, letting the memory pull her under..
"Qabool hai."
The words were so soft they were almost swallowed by the heavy silk of her veil, a mere thimble-full of sound offered into the expectant silence of the room. Ulfat felt her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird.
She was a vision of traditional beauty, though she felt more like a sacrificial offering than a centerpiece. Her skin, the color of warm honey and toasted almonds, glowed under the soft light of the chandeliers. Every inch of her visible skin had been prepared with the utmost care; her hands and feet were stained with the deep, dark mahogany of henna, the intricate patterns of vines and geometric stars climbing up to her wrists, smelling of sandalwood.
Her hair, those famous long, dark locks that reached her waist, had been braided with fresh jasmine buds and gold thread, though now they were hidden beneath the veil. Only a few stray, silken tendrils escaped to frame her face, clinging to the dampness of her temples. Her eyes, large and almond-shaped, were heavily rimmed with kohl, making the amber flecks in her irises burn like embers. Every time she blinked, the thick sweep of her lashes brushed against her cheekbones, casting long shadows in the glow of the room.
And then there were her lips—painted a deep, bruised red, the color of a pomegranate in late autumn. They trembled slightly, a subtle movement she tried to hide by pressing them together, tasting the sweetness of the sugar cube she had been fed during the ceremony.
"Qabool hai," she repeated, her voice gaining a fraction of steadiness, though her hands shook where they were buried in the folds of her sharara.
By the third and final "Qabool hai," a heavy, masculine voice from the men’s side of the curtain—perhaps an uncle or a loyal friend of the groom—bellowed a thunderous "SubhanAllah!" that seemed to shake the very foundations of the house.
The silence shattered instantly. The house erupted. A tidal wave of cheering, clapping, and the rhythmic beating of the dhol surged through the walls. To the guests, it was a celebration of a union, a merger of families, the crowning of their leader’s domestic life. But to Ulfat, sitting on the decorated takht surrounded by women who were already showering her with rose petals and prayers, the noise felt like the roaring of a distant sea she was about to be cast into.
Beneath the layers of gold jewelry and the suffocating beauty of her bridal finery, Ulfat was a storm of contradictions..
She knew of Rehman Dakait. Everyone in the neighborhood knew the name. It was a name spoken in hushed tones over tea, a name that brought a specific kind of weighted silence to the streets. She had seen him only in glimpses—shadowy, fleeting moments through a cracked door or from a balcony—before the marriage was finalized. He was a man of sharp angles and a gaze that felt like it could strip the skin from a person’s bones.
He was her husband now.
The realization sent a shiver of pure, unadulterated fear down her spine, but right behind it, like a flame licking at the heels of the cold, was a spark of treacherous excitement. She had heard the stories of his ruthlessness, his temper, his unwavering grip on Lyari. But she had also seen the way his men looked at him—with a devotion that bordered on worship.
What does a man like that look like when the world isn't watching? she wondered, her breath hitching. Does he speak in the same tone he uses to command the streets? Does he realize I am only eighteen, and that my entire world has been the four walls of my father's house until this moment?
As the older women teased her, whispering ribald jokes that made her ears burn beneath her heavy earrings, Ulfat felt a profound sense of isolation. They saw a bride—a beautiful, shimmering doll to be presented to the king. They didn't see the girl who was wondering if she would be enough to hold the attention of a man who lived a life of fire and blood.
She was scared of his strength, yes. She was scared that the restlessness Yalina would later describe—that constant, vibrating energy of a man built for conflict—would be too much for her to handle. She feared she would be crushed under the weight of his life.
But then, she remembered the one time their eyes had met during the rasm-e-munh-dikhai, through the reflection of a small, silver-framed mirror. For a split second, she hadn't seen a gangster. She had seen a man who looked... Gentle.. His eyes were full of admiration. The usual dangerous flicker had vanished, replaced by something she could not name yet.
The weight of her veil felt heavier than ever. It wasn't just the gold thread; it was the weight of the unknown. She was stepping into the cage of a lion, and for the first time in her life, she wasn't sure if she wanted to be rescued or if she wanted to see if she could make the beast lie down at her feet.
The cheering outside grew louder as the Nikah-naama was signed and the sweets were distributed. Every "Mubarak!" felt like a countdown.
Tonight, she thought, her fingers curling into the velvet of the cushion, I will find out who Rehman is. And he will find out who I am.
The transition from the communal joy of the courtyard to the private sanctum of the upper floor was a slow, agonizing procession. The "Baraat" was in full swing below, a cacophony of celebration, but around Ulfat, a phalanx of women had formed—a giggling, whispering guard of cousins and other relatives, her own and his- who seemed determined to make her face flush a dozen different shades of crimson.
"Careful, careful!" her cousin chirped, hoisting a handful of Ulfat’s heavy, velvet-bordered lehenga so she wouldn't trip on the marble stairs. "We have to deliver her in one piece. Though, I doubt Rehman will care if a few sequins are missing by morning."
A ripple of scandalous laughter broke out among the girls. Ulfat felt the heat rise from her chest to her hairline, the deep red of her bridal rouge deepening with her embarrassment. She kept her gaze fixed on her feet—on the intricate henna patterns that peeked out from under the gold-hemmed fabric—but she could feel their eyes on her, playful and sharp.
"Look at her," another girl, her sister, teased, leaning in close to Ulfat’s ear so her heavy earrings jingled. "She’s so quiet now. Where is that girl who used to climb the guava trees? Our Bride is suddenly a saint."
"She’s not a saint, she’s terrified," one of his relatives laughed, nudging Ulfat gently with her shoulder as they reached the landing of the second floor. "Don't worry, Ulfat. Men like him... they have a lot of energy, but you just have to give them a little smile, and they forget all their toughness. Just don't let him see you're shaking, or he'll think he's won the battle before it's even begun!"
Ulfat tried to swallow, but her throat felt like it was lined with the same dry silk as her veil. "Stop it," she managed to whisper, though the words lacked any real bite.
"Oh, she speaks!" Her cousin clapped her hands. "Listen to that voice. Save it for later.. You’ll need it when you’re asking him to be gentle with those heavy hands of his. I’ve seen him lift a crate of ammunition like it was a box of feathers—imagine what he’ll do with a girl made of sugar like you~"
The teasing was relentless, a traditional hazing that every bride endured, but for Ulfat, it felt different because the man waiting for her wasn't just any groom. He was a man who lived a life of jagged edges. She pictured his hands—wide, calloused, and powerful—and wondered how they would feel against the soft tan of her skin. The thought made her stomach flip, a dizzying mix of dread and a strange, humming anticipation.
They reached the heavy, dark wood door of the master bedroom. The frame was draped in garlands of white tuberose—gul-e-shabbo—whose scent was so thick it was almost intoxicating..
The girls stopped, forming a semi-circle around her for the final inspection. One reached out, meticulously adjusting the fall of Ulfat’s red dupatta, ensuring it draped perfectly over her shoulder to hide the curve of her waist while still hinting at the shape beneath. Another girl took a small vial of jasmine oil and dabbed it onto Ulfat’s wrists, the cool liquid stinging slightly against her warm skin.
"There," she said, her voice softening for a brief, rare moment of sincerity. She tucked a stray lock of dark hair back into the braid. "You look like a dream, Ulfat. Truly. Any man would be a fool not to worship you."
"But especially a man who has spent his whole life in the dust," an older woman added. "Tonight, he gets to see what beauty actually looks like. Just remember—if he gets too restless, just touch his arm. He’ll go as soft as butter, you’ll see."
The same advice she would give Yalina years later, maybe worded differently, but with the same meaning.
One by one, they kissed her cheeks, their bangles clinking a frantic, cheerful rhythm. They were retreating now, back toward the stairs, leaving her standing alone in the dimly lit hallway.
"Good luck~ " her Cousin called back with a final, wicked wink before they disappeared around the corner, their laughter echoing like fading bells.
Ulfat was left in the sudden, ringing silence. The door in front of her remained closed, but she could sense the space behind it.
Her thoughts raced. She felt the weight of her jewelry—the heavy gold necklace that sat against her collarbone, the nath that tugged slightly at her nostril, the bangles that felt like handcuffs of light. She was eighteen, and in a few moments, she would step across that threshold and leave her girlhood behind the door.
She thought of his restlessness—the way he paced when he was thinking, the way his eyes never seemed to stay still. She wondered if she had enough stillness within her to calm him, or if she would simply be swept away in his wake. Her hand hovered near the door handle, her henna-stained fingers trembling.
She wasn't just entering a room, she was entering a life she didn't yet know how to lead.
The heavy wooden door creaked open with a groan that seemed to echo the thudding of her heart. Ulfat stepped inside, her breath catching as the scent of a thousand crushed roses hit her like a physical wave.
She had expected a room, but what she found was a sanctuary. The girls had outdone themselves. The traditional charpai had been replaced with a massive, dark wood bed, every inch of its headboard draped in thick, fragrant garlands of motia and red roses. But it wasn't just the bed that drew her eye; it was the sheer, breathtaking detail of the space.
Ulfat forgot, for a moment, that she was a bride. She was eighteen, and she had never seen anything so beautiful.
Moving with a soft hiss of silk against the floor, she drifted away from the door. Her henna-stained fingers reached out to touch the heavy velvet drapes that covered the windows, their deep emerald hue a perfect contrast to the crimson of her dress. She noticed the small silver bowls placed on the side tables, filled with water and floating jasmine heads that looked like fallen stars.
She turned in a slow circle, her long, dark braids swaying behind her. The floor was almost entirely obscured by a carpet of rose petals. She looked down, watching her gold-tipped shoes sink into the velvet soft layers of red. It felt like walking on a cloud.
She wandered toward the vanity, mesmerized by the way the candlelight flickered against the crystal perfume bottles. She picked one up—a heavy, hand-cut glass flacon—and sniffed the stopper. Pure, sweet gulab. She set it down and noticed the way the light caught the gold leaf on the ceiling.
"SubhanAllah," she whispered to herself, her eyes wide and enchanting.
She moved to the center of the room, far from the bed where she was supposed to be sitting like a demure, veiled statue. Instead, she was hunched over a low table, examining an intricate brass lamp, her back turned completely to the entrance. She was lost in the craftsmanship, her mind spinning with the beauty of it all, wondering how many hours it must have taken to string all those flowers.
She was so absorbed in the curve of lamp that she didn't hear the door open. She didn't hear the heavy, slow thud of boots on the rug.
It was only when a floorboard gave a soft, rhythmic creak—a sound that spoke of a man’s weight—that reality crashed back into her.
Ulfat froze. Her spine turned to ice. She was standing in the middle of the room, her veil pushed back slightly, her hands full of a brass trinket, looking like a curious child rather than a dignified bride. According to every tradition she knew, she should have been on that bed, head bowed, waiting for him to lift the fabric and see her face for the first time.
She had ruined it. She had ruined the most important moment of her life.
She stood paralyzed, her back still turned, her heart hammering so hard she feared it would burst through her silk bodice. She waited for the reprimand. She waited for him to be annoyed by her lack of decorum.
But there was only silence. A long, heavy, vibrating silence.
Slowly, agonizingly, she turned her head just enough to see him over her shoulder.
Rehman was leaning against the doorframe. He had already shed his heavy wedding jacket; his white cotton shirt was unbuttoned at the collar, showing the restless pulse at the base of his neck. But he wasn't angry. To her utter shock, there was a ghost of a smirk on his face. He looked... amused.
He didn't move. He just watched her, his dark eyes tracking the way the candlelight hit her tan skin and the deep red of her lips. He looked less like the man who ruled the streets and more like someone who had just found something he hadn't expected to own: a surprise.
"It is a lot of flowers," he said, his voice a low, gravelly rumble that vibrated in her chest.
Ulfat felt her face go hot enough to burn. "I... I'm sorry. I was just... the room is so pretty, I forgot myself.."
She moved to scramble toward the bed, her jewelry clashing loudly in her panic, but he raised a hand—a large, calloused hand that looked capable of crushing stone, yet stayed perfectly still in the air.
"Stay," he said. The command wasn't harsh; it was soft, almost a request.
He took a step into the room, his eyes never leaving hers. He looked around at the roses, then back at her, standing there in the middle of the floor like a startled deer. He let out a short, dry huff of a laugh—a sound so rare it made her blink.
"You're shaking," he noted, his voice dropping an octave.
"I ruined the moment," she whispered, her eyes filling with a sudden, nervous moisture. "I was supposed to be waiting. I was supposed to be... proper-"
Rehman walked closer, stopping just a few feet away. He didn't reach for her. He just stood there, letting her get used to his presence, his restless energy seemingly tamed by the quiet of the room.
"Proper is for people who care about what the neighbors think," he said, his gaze softening in a way she had never seen. "Do I look like a man that cares what anybody thinks meri jaan?'" He smirked, looked at the door, then back at her, and a glimmer of mischief entered his dark eyes.
"Tell you what," he murmured. "I’ll go back out. I’ll stand in the hallway for exactly two minutes. You go sit on that bed, put that heavy cloth back over your face, and pretend you’re a very bored, very proper bride."
Ulfat stared at him, her mouth parting in surprise. "You... why-?"
Rehman tilted his head, a corner of his mouth twitching. "It must be important to you if it brings tears to your eyes."
He turned on his heel, but before he stepped out, he looked back at her over his shoulder. "Though, for the record? I liked the girl looking at the lamp better."
With a soft click, he stepped out and closed the door, leaving her alone once more in the scent of roses.
For a few seconds, Ulfat stood frozen in the center of the room, her heart performing a frantic, rhythmic dance against her ribs. The silence he left behind was even louder than his voice had been. He had actually left. The most feared man in Lyari was standing in a drafty hallway like a scolded schoolboy just to give her a chance to save her dignity.
A small, breathless giggle escaped her—part terror, part sheer disbelief.
"Oh, what the -" she whispered, her hands flying to her burning cheeks. She scrambled toward the bed, the heavy gold bangles on her arms clashing like miniature cymbals. She nearly tripped over a particularly thick pile of rose petals, hitched up her lehenga with a frantic rustle of silk, and practically dove onto the edge of the mattress.
She smoothed the crimson fabric, crossed her ankles precisely as she had been taught, and pulled the heavy, zardozi-encrusted veil down over her face. The world turned into a blur of red and gold through the fine mesh. She tucked her henna-stained hands into her lap, lowered her head, and tried to slow her breathing.
One minute passed. She could hear the distant thump-thump of the celebration downstairs, but in here, there was only the scent of jasmine and her own frantic pulse.
Then, the door opened.
This time, his footsteps were deliberate. They were heavy, confident, and slow. She watched the tips of his polished boots through the bottom of her veil as he crossed the rose-strewn floor. He stopped directly in front of her. The air between them seemed to crackle, thick with the kind of tension that made her skin tingle.
He didn't speak. Slowly, his large, calloused hand entered her field of vision. His fingers were slightly rough, the skin darkened by the sun and a life of hard work, but as they reached for the edge of her veil, they were incredibly steady.
He lifted the fabric.
The light hit her face, and for the first time that night, Rehman took a "proper" look at his wife. The flickering candlelight caught the amber flecks in her dark, kohl-rimmed eyes and the soft, tan curve of her jaw. She looked like a painting—the kind men went to war over.
But as he stared at her, his expression intense and unreadable, Ulfat’s composure began to crumble. She looked up at him, seeing the way his hair was slightly mussed from his jacket-shedding earlier, and remembered him standing by the door with that ridiculous smirk.
A snort escaped her. It wasn't elegant. It wasn't the soft, melodic sound of a shy bride. It was a genuine, high-pitched burst of amusement.
She quickly pressed her hennaed palm over her mouth, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "I... I'm sorry-" she managed to squeak out through her fingers.
Rehman froze, his hand still holding the veil aloft. He looked at her, then at the bed, then back at her shaking shoulders. The corners of his mouth, usually set in a grim, hard line, began to twitch uncontrollably.
A low, rumbling chuckle broke from his chest—a sound that felt like warm velvet. He let the veil drop completely behind her head and sat down on the edge of the bed, the mattress groaning under his weight.
"Well," he said, shaking his head as he leaned his elbows on his knees, a boyish grin finally breaking through his rugged exterior. "That was much more 'proper.' Truly. I was almost convinced you were a statue until you started snorting."
Ulfat dropped her hand, her face flushed a deep, beautiful rose. "It’s just... you standing in the hallway... it was so silly- Rehman."
He laughed again, a real, hearty sound that filled the room and chased away the last of her fear while waving her hand. "I'll tell you one thing, Ulfat," he said, turning his head to look at her, his dark eyes sparkling with an unexpected softness. "I’m a man of many things, but I am not a man of great patience. I’m staying in this room now. I won’t be going out to try a third time, no matter how many brass lamps you want to inspect."
He chuckled with her before he reached out, and this time, his hand didn't go for her veil. He tucked a stray, dark lock of her hair behind her ear, his thumb grazing the soft skin of her temple. The restlessness that usually defined him seemed to settle into a quiet, focused heat.
"I think I like the version of you that laughs better anyway," he murmured, his voice dropping to that gravelly, intimate hum. "It suits you."
The touch of his thumb against her temple was like a spark on dry silk.
Ulfat’s breath hitched, not out of fear this time, but from the sheer, staggering weight of his attention. Up close, the man didn’t look like the legend the neighborhood whispered about; he looked human. His skin was lined with the exhaustion of a life spent looking over his shoulder, even at his young age, and his eyes—so often described as cold—were burning with a quiet, appreciative heat.
She didn't pull away. Instead, she leaned almost imperceptibly into his palm, her skin warming against his callouses.
"You are so quiet now," Rehman murmured, his gaze tracing the arch of her brow and the deep, pomegranate red of her lips. "What is going on in that head of yours, Ulfat? Are you still thinking about the flowers, or the Lamp?"
Ulfat looked down at her lap, her fingers idly tracing the gold embroidery on her knee. "I was thinking," she began, her voice small but steady, "that I didn't expect you to be... funny. Or patient. The girls told me you were like a storm that never rests. They told me I’d have to be a shadow just to keep from being burned."
She looked up at him then, her enchanting eyes searching his. "But you’re sitting here in a room full of roses, waiting for me to finish laughing at you. It wasn't what I prepared for..your patience."
Rehman’s expression softened into something profoundly tender. "The world gets the storm," he said simply. "You get the man. I didn't bring you into this house to be a shadow, Ulfat. I brought you here to be the light I come home to."
He reached into the pocket of his discarded vest, which sat on the edge of the bed, and pulled out a small, velvet-wrapped bundle. He didn't just hand it to her; he took her henna-stained hand in his, his fingers dwarfing hers, and placed the weight of the gift in her palm.
"They say beauty like yours is a gift from Allah," he whispered, his voice dropping to a gravelly, intimate register. "But I think it’s a test for a man’s heart. I’ve seen the way the light hits your skin, the way your hair holds the scent of this room... I’m not a poet, Ulfat. I’m a man of the dirt. But looking at you tonight... it’s the first time I’ve felt like I was standing in a holy place."
With trembling fingers, Ulfat unwrapped the velvet. Inside lay a heavy gold haas—a traditional choker—encrusted with uncut diamonds and a single, teardrop-shaped emerald that glowed like deep water. It was a traditional gift, but to her, the way he was looking at her was worth more than the gold.
"It’s for the girl who likes beautiful things," he said, his eyes fixed on her face. "But it will never be as bright as your eyes when you were looking at that lamp."
Ulfat felt a lump form in her throat, a mix of affection and an overwhelming sense of belonging. The restlessness she had feared in him was there, but it wasn't a threat; it was a fire he was using to keep her warm.
"Help me?" she whispered, lifting the heavy necklace and turning her back to him, the Veil slipped down her head, exposing the nape of her neck and the dark, silken tendrils of her hair.
She felt him go still for a heartbeat, his breath warm against her skin, before his large, steady hands reached out to fasten the gold.
As he fumbled slightly with the clasp of the gold haas, a low, teasing rumble started in his chest.
"You know, Ulfat.." he murmured, his fingers grazing the sensitive skin of her neck as he finally clicked the lock into place, "this is very backwards. In every house in Lyari tonight, a groom is busy figuring out how to get the gold off his bride, not adding more weight to her."
He didn't pull his hands away once the necklace was secure. Instead, he let his fingertips linger on her shoulders, the heat of his touch seeping through the thin silk of her blouse. "Perhaps I should start the real work. I’m a man who likes to see what he’s actually won, without all this metal in the way."
He shifted, moving to sit directly in front of her again. The playfulness was still there, but it was being rapidly overtaken by a focused, heavy intensity.
He reached for her face first, his thumb hooking gently under the gold chain of her nath—the heavy bridal nose ring that pulled slightly at her nostril. His touch was incredibly light, a stark contrast to the strength she knew he possessed. With a slow, practiced patience, he unhooked the tiny clasp near her ear and slid the ring free.
He held the gold piece in his palm for a second, feeling its weight, before setting it on the bedside table with a soft clink. "There," he whispered, his eyes fixed on her face. "I can see the curve of your cheek better now.."
Next came the jhumar and the teeka. One by one, he navigated the pins buried in her dark, silken hair. Each time his fingers brushed against her scalp, a shiver raced down Ulfat’s spine. She felt herself becoming lighter, yet more exposed, under his unwavering gaze. As the headpieces were removed, the heavy veil finally lost its anchor on her shoulders as well and slid back, pooling in a crimson heap on the rose petals behind her.
Now, her long, dark hair, neatly braided, were free, spilling over her shoulders like a curtain of night. Rehman reached out, opening the braid carefully, running a hand through the strands, his expression one of pure, unvarnished wonder.
He moved to her arms next. He took her right hand in his, his calloused palm supporting her wrist. The gold bangles—dozens of them, interspersed with glass ones—chattered together as he began to slide them off, one by one.
The sound was rhythmic, a metallic music that filled the silence of the room. Clink. Slide. Clink. He was methodical, his eyes tracking the way the candlelight danced on the tan skin of her forearms as it was slowly revealed. When the last bangle was removed, he didn't let go; he pressed a slow, lingering kiss to the pulse point of her wrist, his eyes locking onto hers.
"Your skin," he muttered against her pulse, "is softer than the silk you're wearing. Why would I want you covered in gold when I can have this?"
He repeated the process with her left arm, his movements slower now, as if he were savoring the way she trembled under his touch. The pile of jewelry on the table grew—a small fortune in gold and stones, discarded like common pebbles.
Lowering himself to the floor, he knelt amidst the rose petals at her feet. Ulfat felt her breath hitch as he reached for her ankles. He unclasped the heavy, bell-fringed pajeb. The silver bells let out a final, tiny chime before they went silent in his hand. He didn't stop there; he used his thumb to trace the intricate henna patterns on the arch of her foot, his touch sending jolts of electricity through her entire body.
Finally, he stood back up, looming over her. Only her earrings remained.
He reached out, his hands framing her face. He worked the heavy gold jhumkas free from her lobes, his breath warm against her ear. "No more gold," he whispered, his voice a ragged, dark caress. "No more weight. Just you."
Ulfat sat there, stripped of her bridal armor. Without the jewelry, she felt vulnerable but also strangely powerful.
Her tan skin glowed, her dark hair was a wild halo, and her red lips were parted in anticipation. She was no longer a decorated doll; she was a woman, bare and beautiful, in the presence of the man who had claimed her.
Rehman looked down at the pile of gold on the table, then back at her. The restlessness was back in his eyes, but it was no longer the restlessness of a man looking for a fight. It was the awe of a man that found a woman that shined brighter than the moon, even without any jewels.
Ulfat felt the sudden lightness of her body as if she were floating, yet the air around her had never felt more substantial. Stripped of the clinking gold and the heavy, stiff drape of the zardozi veil, she felt the cool evening air brush against the bare skin of her neck and arms, heightening every sensation.
Rehman did not pull away. He remained close, his presence a towering shadow that radiated a heat more intense than the flickering oil lamps.
She looked down at her bare arms. The dark mahogany of the henna stood out sharply against her tan skin, looking like intricate lace sleeves now that the metal was gone. She felt his eyes wandering over her, not with the hurried gaze of a man taking what is his, but with the slow, agonizing appreciation of a man who had waited an eternity to see the sun rise.
Her heart was a drum in her ears. She felt the coolness of the air on the skin of her neck, the nape now exposed where her hair had shifted. She felt beautiful, yes, but it was a terrifying kind of beauty—one that elicited a hunger in him she wasn't sure she knew how to feed..yet.
"Rehman?" she whispered, her voice trembling just enough to betray her.
He hummed in response, a low sound that seemed to vibrate from the floorboards through the soles of her feet. He was still standing close, the scent of him—something like tobacco, expensive sandalwood, and the heat of the night—filling her lungs.
"What... what are you thinking?" she asked, her eyes lifting to meet his. She wanted to know wy he haf gone quite suddenly."Now that the gold is gone. Now that I’m just... me. Is it what you expected?"
Rehman took a half-step closer, his shadow falling over her, large and imposing. He reached out, his fingers catching a lock of her hair and winding it slowly around his hand, pulling her head back just an inch so she had to look up at him.
A dark, slow smile spread across his face—a look that wasn't hiding anything, It was the look of a man who had stopped pretending.
"You want the truth, meri jaan?" he murmured, his voice dropping to a rasp that made the hair on her arms stand up. "I’m thinking that the gold was a nuisance. I’m thinking that I’ve spent the last three hours downstairs shaking hands with men I’d rather shoot, all while imagining exactly how much of this red silk I’m going to have to tear through to find out if your skin tastes as sweet as it looks."
Ulfat’s breath hitched, a sharp gasp catching in her throat.
"I’m thinking," he continued, leaning down until his lips were a mere breath away from her ear, "that I didn't marry you to look at you like a painting on a wall. I married you so I could feel you come apart under me. I’m thinking that if you don’t stop looking at me with those big, enchanting eyes, I'll loose myself in them."
The sheer, raw boldness of his words hit her like a physical blow. The shyness she had managed to push aside came roaring back, a tidal wave of heat that turned her face, her neck, and even the tips of her ears a deep, frantic crimson. She looked down at his chest, unable to hold his gaze, her fingers clutching the rose-covered bedsheets until her knuckles turned white.
"Oh," was all she could manage to whisper, her voice barely a squeak.
Rehman let out a low, dark chuckle at her reaction, clearly enjoying the way he could make her bloom and wither with a single sentence. He released her hair, but only to slide his hand down to the small of her back, drawing her just a fraction closer to the edge of the bed where he stood.
"Don't get all shy now jaan" he teased, his thumb tracing the curve of her spine through the fabric. "The lamp-inspecting girl was much braver than this."
Ulfat bit her lip, the pomegranate red of her mouth deepening. She felt the urge to hide her face in his shoulder to escape the burning intensity of his stare, yet she didn't pull away as he got closer. Much, much closer.
Rehman leaned in, his nose brushing against the curve of her jaw, inhaling the scent of her fear and her jasmine-soaked skin..
"The silence is over, Ulfat," he growled, his voice a jagged edge of desire. He dipped his head, his lips grazing the shell of her ear as he switched to the raw, unfiltered tongue of the streets, the language that sounded like a threat and a prayer all at once..
"Bohat pyaari lag rahi ho... par ye laal libaas boht chub raha hai mujhe," he whispered, his breath scorching her skin.
Ulfat’s eyes flew shut. The roughness of his voice, the way he rolled the words, made her stomach drop in a dizzying freefall.
"Iraada toh ye tha ke itminaan se pesh aaon," he continued, his hand sliding from her back to her waist, his grip tightening until she felt the heat of his palm through the layers of silk. "Magar tumhari ye khamoshi, aur ye kaajal bhari aankhein... ye mujhe pagal kar rahi hain. Dil kar raha hai ke abhi isi waqt tumhe is bistar par gira kar dikhaon ke Rehman Dakait jab apna haq leta hai, toh kaise leta hai.."
A soft, broken moan escaped Ulfat’s throat. She had never heard a man speak like this—so bold, so strippingly honest. The shyness was a fever now, making her feel lightheaded. She reached out, her henna-stained fingers clutching at the front of his shirt just to keep from collapsing.
Rehman didn't let up. He relished the way she trembled, the way her chest heaved against his. He was becoming bolder, his movements jagged with a predatory grace. He moved his hand from her waist, his fingers splaying across her ribs and moving upward, dangerously close to the swell of her breasts
"Kaanp kyun rahi ho?" he murmured, his teeth catching the lobe of her ear in a sharp, playful nip. "Abhi toh maine tumhe chua bhi nahi thik se. Abhi toh sirf bataya hai ke mere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Jab ye kapde zameen par honge, aur mera haath tumhare badan ke har hisse ko pehchane ga... tab kya haal hoga tumhara?"
He pulled back just enough to look her in the eye. His gaze was dark, heavy with a dominance that demanded she acknowledge him.
All she could do was stare back- wordless, with crimson red painted cheeks as her breath hitched at each word leaving his lips.
He let out a low, dark chuckle, his hand now firm and possessive..yet- it was a pleasant, warm touch.. one she liked alot.
Ulfat felt her knees go weak. The dominance in his tone, the way he claimed her with his words before he had even fully claimed her with his body, was overwhelming. She looked up at him, her red lips parted, her breath coming in short, shallow gasps.
She saw the hunger in his eyes—a raw, carnal need that made her feel like the most important thing in his violent world. The restlessness she had feared was now a fire she wanted to be consumed by.
"Rehman..." she breathed, his name a plea she didn't know how to finish.
He didn't wait for her to find the words. He leaned down, his hand cupping the back of her head, his fingers tangling deep into those long, dark locks he had been admiring all night. He leaned down, and when his lips finally met hers, the world outside the rose-scented room simply ceased to exist.
It was a kiss that began with an almost agonizing tenderness—the cautious greeting of a man who knew he held something fragile. He tasted of the sweet sugar she had been fed at the Nikah and the dark, lingering spice of the night. But as Ulfat’s eyes fluttered shut and she let out a soft, shaky breath against his mouth, the gentleness ignited.
The kiss deepened, becoming a slow, rhythmic pull that made her head spin. It was her first—a dizzying introduction to the heat of him—and as he tasted her pomegranate-stained lips, his tongue swept against hers with a possessive, velvet demand. He wasn't just kissing her; he was inhaling her, claiming the very air in her lungs.
His other hand slid to the nape of her neck, pulling her closer until there wasn't a breath of space left between them.
As he slowly guided her back against the pillows, his weight pressing into her for the very first time, Ulfat let out another, breathless moan against his lips.
The bed groaned under his weight as he hovered over her, his body a solid, radiating wall of heat that seemed to anchor her to the earth.
The kiss didn’t break; it evolved, turning into a feverish, rhythmic exchange that tasted of desire and pomegranate. Ulfat’s heart was drumming a frantic beat against her ribs, but as her initial shock faded, a new, intoxicating realization took its place.
She felt his breath hitch—a ragged, uneven sound—when her small, henna-stained hands climbed up his chest to tangle in the hair at the nape of his neck.
Rehman, the man who moved through the world with the cold precision of a blade, was trembling for her.
When she tilted her head to give him better access to her throat, he let out a low, guttural growl that vibrated against her skin. When her nails accidentally grazed the sensitive skin behind his ears, his entire frame shuddered.
"Ulfat..." he groaned against her neck, his voice a broken rasp. "Kya kar rahi ho... jaan nikaalogi meri?"
She didn't answer with words. She was too lost in the sensation of his heavy body against hers.
She felt the rough texture of his cotton shirt, the hardness of his chest, and the way his heart was racing just as fast as her own. She became bolder, her hands wandering down his back, feeling the skin beneath the fabric burn in anticipation.
Every time she moved, he reacted—a sharp intake of breath, a tightening of his grip, a muffled curse in that dark, low voice that made her skin burn.
She saw it then, in the way his eyes stayed hooded and dark: he was undone by her. The girl who had been terrified of his restlessness now saw it for what it truly was—a hunger that only she could satiate. She had the power to make this man, who feared nothing, bow his head to her.
He reached for the first of the heavy gold hooks at the side of her bridal bodice.
His fingers were rough, used to the weight of steel, yet they worked the delicate fastenings with a surprising, gentle precision. As the first hook gave way, the silk loosened, allowing the cool air of the room to hit her heated skin.
She gasped.-
Her eyes flying open to see him looking down at her. His face was a mask of raw, unfiltered desire. He looked like a man who had found his only reason for breathing..
"Tumhe pata hai," he whispered, his hand sliding inside the loosened fabric to cup the warm, silken curve of her waist, "Maine poori zindagi sirf jung dekhi hai. Khoon aur matti dekhi hai. Magar tumhare is badan ki mehak... ye mujhe kisi aur hi duniya mein le jati hai. Jahan sirf sukoon hai."
He leaned down, his mouth catching hers again, but this time it was different. It was deeper, more desperate.
As he worked the rest of the hooks, his touch became more possessive, his palms sliding over the tan expanse of her stomach, making her arch her back against the rose petals.
The red silk was slowly being discarded, falling away like the petals of a flower being stripped in the wind. Piece by piece, the heavy, embroidered armor of the bride was being replaced by the raw, shivering reality of the woman. And as he moved his hand to the tie of her lehenga, his eyes never once left hers, demanding she stay with him in this fire.
Slowly, the last of the crimson silk fell away, joining the sea of rose petals on the floor in a heap of forgotten gold thread. The room was silent, save for the frantic, shallow breathing of two people who had finally run out of barriers.
Rehman went absolutely still. He was perched on his knees above her, his hands still resting where the fabric had just been, but his gaze... his gaze was a physical weight. He looked at her as if he were a starving man seeing food for the first time, or a blind man suddenly granted the sun.
His eyes traveled from the dark, silken tangle of her hair down to the soft, honey-tan curve of her shoulders, lingering on the rise and fall of her chest and the delicate line of her hips.
"Ya Allah," he breathed, the words a jagged, reverent exhale. "Maine nahi socha tha ke zameen par jannat aisi dikhti hogi."
He reached out, his hand trembling—actually shaking—as he let his fingertips barely graze the skin of her thigh. He looked up at her face, his expression one of such raw, unshielded worship that it made Ulfat’s heart ache.
"Poore shehar mein shor hai ke Rehman Dakait ne sona jeeta hai," he whispered, his voice thick and rasping. "Magar unhe kya pata... unhe kya pata ke mere paas kya hai. Ulfat, tum... tum khuda ka karam ho mujh par. Itni haseen, itni paak... mera dil chah raha hai ke bas tumhe dekhta rahoon, aur kabhi apni nazar na hataon."
Ulfat felt the heat of his praise like a physical flame
. She felt exposed, her bare skin glowing in the amber candlelight, but the way he looked at her—as if she were a miracle—made the shame melt into a heavy, pulsing pride.
She saw the sweat glancing off his forehead, the way the muscles in his arms were taut with the effort of holding himself back.
She looked at him, really looked at him. He was still half-dressed, his shirt hanging open, his presence so massive and dark against the white pillows. A sudden, bold spark of curiosity flickered in her chest, fueled by the power she felt over him.
She reached out, her henna-patterned fingers shyly catching the edge of his unbuttoned shirt. She didn't pull, but her intent was clear.
"Rehman..." she whispered, her voice like velvet. She swallowed hard, her eyes fluttering up to his. "Aap... aapne toh mujhe dekh liya. Magar... main bhi dekhna chahti hoon. Main apne shohar ko dekhna chahti hoon."
The request seemed to stun him. He let out a low, shaky breath, a dark smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
"Mujh jaisa gunehgaar insaan...aur tumhari ye masoom farmaish.." he murmured, though he began to shrug the shirt off his shoulders.
As the fabric fell away, revealing the rugged, scarred, and powerful expanse of his chest and the sheer restlessness of his lean, yet muscular form, Ulfat felt her breath leave her entirely.
He was a landscape of a life lived in the sun and the shadows, he was no man of raw muscle- but he was powerful, so much so she forgot what she wanted to say.
Instead, her hennaed fingertips, dark and intricate, finally made contact with the warm, solid expanse of his chest.
He was like living marble, but burning. The skin was rougher than hers, mapped with the faint white lines of old scars and the dark hair that dusted his sternum. The moment her skin touched his, a visible jolt went through him. His stomach muscles rippled and tightened, his breath hitching in a way that made her feel a sudden, intoxicating surge of feminine gravity.
She didn't pull away. Emboldened by his reaction, she let her palm slide upward, tracing the heavy swell of his shoulder, feeling the frantic, heavy thud of his heart against her wrist. It was a rhythmic, violent sound—
"Rehman," she whispered, her voice gaining a silken edge of hunger she hadn’t known she possessed. She leaned up, her bare chest brushing against the heat of his skin, a contact that felt like a lightning strike.
Rehman let out a sound that was half-groan, half-growl, his eyes darkening until the irises were swallowed by the black of his pupils. He grabbed her waist, his large hands sinking into her soft skin, anchoring her against him with a sudden, possessive force that stole the air from her lungs.
The last barrier fell away as Rehman discarded the rest of his clothing, his movements no longer slow or patient, but driven by a primal, focused necessity. For a heartbeat, they stood—and then lay—in the raw, unfiltered truth of the night. Two bodies, as different as the sun and the moon: his, dark and hardened by the grit of Lyari; hers, glowing like polished amber against the deep crimson of the discarded silks. Skin to skin- heart to heart..
Rehman’s obsession, however, found its anchor in the curve of her hips... he was rubbing his thumb against her hip first, a groan escaping him..
He got on his knees between her legs, his large, calloused hands sliding beneath her waist to lift her slightly toward him. He looked at the flare of her hips, the soft, tan dip of her stomach, and the way her skin seemed to catch every flicker of the candlelight. He looked at her not just with desire, but with a terrifying, silent possessiveness.
"Ye sab mera hai," he muttered, his voice so low it was almost a vibration.
He leaned down, his face pressing into the hollow of her hip bone. His hot lips were a sharp, electric contrast to the softness of her flesh.
He began to kiss her there—not the gentle, tentative kisses of the earlier , but deep, lingering marks of ownership. His mouth traced the line where the sun had missed her skin, his tongue tasting the salt and the lingering scent of the bridal oils.
Ulfat’s head fell back against the pillows, her fingers knotting into the rose-covered sheets as a sharp, breathless cry escaped her.
The sensation was overwhelming; the roughness of his hands holding her steady, the heat of his mouth moving lower toward the curve of her thigh, and the sheer, overwhelming weight of his presence.
"Rehman... please," she gasped, her voice breaking. She didn't even know what she was asking for, only that the fire he was building was becoming too much to contain.
He didn't stop. He moved his kisses to her waist, his teeth grazing the soft skin there in a way that made her entire body arch off the bed. He was obsessed with the way she felt—the way she yielded to him, the way her breath hitched every time his hands moved a fraction higher...or lower~
His hands, wide and powerful, slid beneath the backs of her knees, drawing her closer until she was completely open to him, exposed to the amber glow of the candles and the raw intensity of his gaze. He didn't look away, not even for a second, as he lowered his head..
She was perfect- head to toe. Each inch of her skin, from her perfectly shaped neck to the curves of her soft tits, down her sides and wide hips, to her honey glazed, parted thighs and awaiting, wet pussy glistening almost teasingly perfect under the candlelight- She was a dream.
He began to kiss her stomach, his mouth moving in slow, agonizing circles around her navel, his stubble a sharp, electric contrast to the velvet softness of her tan skin. Ulfat’s breath came in broken, jagged hitches, her fingers tangling frantically in the rose-strewn sheets. She felt like she was dissolving, her bones turning to liquid under the sheer weight of his attention.
Then, he moved lower.
His kisses became deeper, more deliberate, as he traced the delicate line of her inner thigh. He moved with the patience of a man who had finally found the treasure he had been promised in another life. Every time his tongue grazed her skin, Ulfat’s hips bucked instinctively, a soft, high-pitched whimper breaking from her lips. She was in a heaven she hadn't known existed—a place where the fear of him had been entirely replaced by a desperate, clawing need.
His lips finally found the way to her Pussy, carefully placing open pouted kisses from the most sensitive top, stimulating her clit, over her wet lips and to her enterance.
Her reaction was breathtaking to him- a moan of his name that sounded more beautiful and poetic than any song he had ever heard.
"Rehman... aap... please..." she sobbed out, her eyes squeezed shut, her head tossing back and forth against the pillows.
He didn't pull back. Instead, he gripped her hips tighter, his fingers sinking into her soft flesh as he claimed her with a carnal, unyielding hunger.
He was a man who took his time, savoring the way she shuddered, the way her breath caught in her throat, and the way her entire body seemed to hum like a live wire under his touch. He was thorough, his mouth exploring every hidden inch of her pussy, his devotion expressed in the silent, heated language of his lips and tongue.
And my did he know how to use it.
He rolled his tongue over her clit, a growl escaping his lips adding vibration to the slow sliding and tapping of his tongue- a vibration that send shock waves of pleasure through Ulfat's body so powerful her hips instinctively shot up, pressing herself closer aching for more.
Ulfat felt her world narrow down to the sensation of him. The "restless" man was gone; in his place was a man who was perfectly, dangerously still in his purpose.
She felt a wave of overwhelming pleasure crash over her, a tide of gold and fire that made her cry out his name into the silent room.
He looked up at her then, his face flushed, his eyes dark with a triumphant, primal heat. He saw her—completely undone, her hair a wild halo, her skin glowing and damp—and a slow, possessive smirk pulled at his mouth.
He was a man who understood the power of a slow burn. He held her hips with a crushing, possessive grip, his thumbs digging into the soft flesh of her waist as if to pin her soul to the mattress, all while his tongue was lapping up all her juices, slowly adding two fingers to explore her pussy.
"... please, Rehman..." she begged, her voice a broken thread of sound.
He let out a low, dark chuckle that vibrated against her most sensitive skin, a sound of pure, masculine triumph. He looked up at her for one brief, scorching second, his eyes hooded and predatory.
"Maang rahi ho?" he rasped, his Hindi raw and filthy, dripping with the dominance of the streets. "Itni jaldi haar maan li, meri jaan? Abhi toh maine shuru bhi nahi kiya. Dekhna chahta hoon ke tumhari ye 'haaye' kitni oonchi jati hai jab main tumhe wahan tak le jaon jahan tumne kabhi socha bhi nahi tha.."
He returned to her with a renewed, carnal focus. He was thorough, his tongue tracing her folds with a rhythmic, agonizing precision that made the world behind her eyelids explode in bursts of gold and crimson. He wasn't just pleasuring her; he was consuming her- eating her up.
Ulfat couldn't answer. Her mind had splintered. All the "proper" teachings of her life, the shyness, the weight of the veil—it all burned away in the heat of his mouth. She felt a pressure building deep inside her, a coil of white-hot tension that was winding tighter and tighter until she thought she might actually die from it.
"Rehman! Main... main..."
"Haan, hone do," he commanded, his voice a dark, encouraging rumble as he increased the pace, his hands sliding under her to lift her even higher so his face was burried in her wetness. "Sab nikaal do. Mere liye... mere saamne cheekho, Ulfat. Mujhe dikhao ke tum meri ho.."
The coil finally snapped.
It wasn't just an orgasm; it was a violent, total surrender. Ulfat’s entire body went rigid, her toes curling into the rose petals as a high, keening cry tore from her throat. It felt like her very spirit was being pulled through her skin, a wave of overwhelming, paralyzing pleasure that crashed over her again and again. Her vision went white, her fingers clawing at his shoulders, pulling him closer as her world dissolved into pure sensation.
She collapsed back into the pillows, her chest heaving, her eyes glazed and wet with tears of pure shock. She had never known the body could feel such a thing. She felt shattered, hollowed out, and utterly reborn.
Rehman pulled back slowly, his face damp with sweat, his lips bruised and dark. He looked at her—at his wife, undone and trembling in the aftermath of her first peak—and the look in his eyes was one of terrifying, absolute devotion.
He leaned up, claiming her lips in a breathless kiss that forced her to taste herself on his lips.
"See.." he started, his voice dropping into something far more dangerous - dripping with arousal as he pressed his hard cock against her thigh "This is what you do to me.. This is how much power you have over the most powerful man of the city.."
Rehman moved over her, a dark silhouette against the flickering candlelight, his presence a physical weight that pinned her to the silk.
He was no longer the patient man who had stood in the hallway. He was a man of the earth and the streets, and as he settled his weight between her thighs, she felt the undeniable, rigid proof of his desire pressing against her soft skin.
He wasn't trying to hide it; he wasn't being delicate. He wanted her to know exactly what he was feeling.
His hands, wide and calloused, didn't just touch her now—they commanded her. He reached down, catching her wrists and guiding her hennaed hands toward his throbbing cock.
"Don't go shy on me now, Ulfat," he growled, his voice a low, gravelly vibration that seemed to rumble deep in his chest. "I’ve shown you every inch of what you’ve done to me. Now, I want you to feel it. I want you to know exactly how much I've been aching for this."
He wrapped her small, delicate fingers around the heavy, pulsing length of his cock, Ulfat’s eyes went wide, her breath hitching in a sharp, jagged gasp as she felt the sheer, hot reality of his body..
"Yes, just like that," he whispered, his eyes hooded and dark as he watched her hand against him. "Look at it.. Look at how hard you make me. Do you think I’m the one in control here? Look at what your touch does to a man like me.. "
He leaned down, his mouth grazing the sensitive shell of her ear as he spoke.
"I want you to start using your pretty hand.." he commanded, his breath scorching her . "I want you to feel the way my heart is beating through my Cock.. You’ve spent the whole night being the bride, being the doll everyone wanted to see. But right now, you’re just mine. And I want you to learn every part of me..I want you to know how it feels when you make me lose my goddamn mind."
He began to move his hips against her hand, a slow, torturous rhythm that made a low, guttural sound break from the back of his throat. He was instructing her with the movement of his body, showing her how he wanted to be handled, how he wanted to be taken.
She closed her hand around his shaft, tracing the skin up and down with her fingertips shyly, feeling hin twitch and throb at each of her movements.
"Stroke me," he rasped, his teeth nipping at the hollow of her neck. "Up and down ngh..just like that-" he praised as her hands started to pump his cock up and down, slow and careful at first- but the more he encouraged her to keep going the more confident she grew in what she's doing.
Ulfat felt a surge of terrifying, beautiful power. She watched his face—the way his jaw tightened, the way his eyes squeezed shut in a grimace of pure, agonizing pleasure—and she realized she wasn't just his wife. She was his ruin..
She moved her hand the way he wanted, gaining a sudden, bold confidence. Precum dripped down from his tip, feeling wet and sticky against her skin, making wet sound as she pumped his cock.
The "proper" girl was gone, burned away in the heat of his dirty, honest words. She looked up at him, her red lips parted, her eyes enchanting and dark with her own rising hunger.
"Like this?" she breathed, her voice a silken challenge.
Rehman let out a ragged, broken curse, his grip on her waist tightening until she thought her bones might melt. "God, Ulfat... you’re going to be the death of me. And I’m going to love every second of it."
Ulfat’s heart was no longer a flutter; it was a rhythmic demand. She looked at him, seeing the way his sweat-dampened hair clung to his forehead and the way his eyes—those dark, restless eyes—seemed to be searching for something deeper than just her skin.
Emboldened by the low, dirty promises he had whispered into her ear, Ulfat did something she hadn't known she was capable of. She leaned forward, her dark hair cascading over her shoulders like a silken veil, and let her lips graze the tip of his cock.
The first touch was hesitant—a ghost of a kiss against him, But as she tasted the salt and the fire of him, her curiosity turned into a desperate, focused hunger- it turned her on, his reaction, the act itself, pushing her tongue against his tip and twirling it against the hot skin to taste his precum.
Rehman’s entire body went rigid. A sound tore from his throat—a jagged, agonizing growl that was half-prayer and half-curse. His abdominal muscles rippled and locked under her touch, and for a second, the power dynamic of the room tilted entirely on its axis.
But as she moved to take more of his length into her mouth, to truly explore the depth of his desire, his large, calloused hands suddenly shot out.
He didn't pull her away with force, but the grip he took on her shoulders was firm, unyielding, and trembling with a frantic kind of restraint.
"No," he rasped, his voice a broken, guttural shadow of its former self.
He pulled her upward, his strength dragging her body up the silk sheets until she was pinned beneath him once more. His face was inches from hers, his chest heaving as if he had just run a marathon through the alleys of Lyari. His eyes weren't just dark; they were scorched.
"Not that. Not yet," he panted, his forehead dropping against hers as he struggled for air. "You have no idea what you're doing to me, Ulfat. If you keep that up, I’m going to lose it before I even get inside you. I’m not a saint, and I’m damn sure not patient enough to let you play with me like that tonight..not before i made you mine.."
He looked at her bruised red lips, his gaze dropping to the way her chest rose and fell in short, panicked gasps.
The shift in him was profound.
The raw, jagged dominance of a moment ago didn't disappear, but it submerged beneath a layer of deep, protective patience. He could see the slight tremor in her hands, the way her eyes—wide and enchanting—flickered with a mix of anticipation and a bride’s natural instinct to retreat.
Rehman didn't rush. He settled his weight between her thighs, but he supported himself on his forearms so he wouldn't crush her. He looked down at her, his face softening into an expression that was almost unnervingly tender for a man of his reputation.
"Look at me, Ulfat," he whispered, his voice a low, soothing hum. "Just look at my eyes. Nowhere else."
He reached out, his thumb tracing the line of her lower lip, which was still damp and swollen from his kisses. He placed his cock against her clit, teasing it with slow thrusts against her most sensitive spot, sliding his tip in between her wet folds positioning himself.
"I’m going to be slow," he murmured, his breath a warm caress against her cheek. "I’m not going anywhere. You’re my wife, the most precious thing in my Life. If it’s too much, you tell me."
As he started to press against her, slowly burrying his tip into her Pussy, Ulfat’s breath hitched, her fingers digging into his shoulders. She felt the she size of his cock- a pressure that felt impossible. Her body instinctively tensed, her eyes welling with a sudden, sharp moisture.
"Shh... stay with me," Rehman crooned. He stopped immediately, his forehead resting against hers, his nose brushing hers. He stayed perfectly still, letting her get used to the weight, the heat, and the slow stretching as he pushed into her. "Breathe, Ulfat. Just breathe. Look at how well we fit together. Like you were made for this. Like you were made for me."
He began to talk to her in a low, constant stream of words—praising the softness of her skin, the way her hair smelled like a garden, the way her heartbeat felt against his chest. He was building a bridge of trust with his voice, guiding her through the threshold of pain into something deeper.
"That’s it... just like that," he whispered as he felt her muscles slowly begin to yield, her body finally accepting him. "You’re doing so well, jaan. So brave."
When he was finally, fully within her, he didn't move. He waited, his chest heaving with the effort of his own restraint, his eyes locked on hers until he saw the tension leave her jaw and the tears in her eyes turn from fear to a dazed, shimmering wonder.
"Are you okay?" he rasped, his voice thick with a vulnerability he only showed to her.
Ulfat nodded slowly, her hands sliding from his shoulders to wrap around his neck, pulling him down. The initial sting was fading, replaced by a heavy, pulsing fullness that made her feel more alive than she had ever been. "I'm okay," she whispered, her voice a silken thread. "Rehman... don't stop."
That was the permission he needed. The patience didn't vanish, but it began to melt into a needy, rhythmic passion. He started to move—slowly at first, then with an increasing, desperate hunger. Every thrust made her pussy clench his cock inside her, causing him to gasp at each time.
The room, the roses, the world outside—it all vanished, leaving only the sound of their skin meeting in wet slapping sounds and the ragged, joined rhythm of their breathing.
"Ulfat," he groaned, his voice breaking as he buried his face in the crook of her neck, his movements becoming faster, more frantic. "You're mine. You're finally, finally mine."
The sounds in the room changed—from soft whispers to the heavy, rhythmic thud of the headboard against the wall and the frantic hiss of breath. Rehman’s hands were no longer just steadying her; they were possessive, digging into her hips to tilt her upward, meeting every one of his deep, passionate thrusts with a desperate, bone-deep hunger.
"You like that, don't you?" he rasped, his voice dropping into a dark, gritty low as he increased the pace. "Tell me, Ulfat. Tell me how it feels to have me deep inside you. I want to hear it. I want to hear you say my name while I'm taking everything you have."
Ulfat was lost, her head tossing back against the pillows, her tits bouncing up and down, her eyes glazed with a feverish, golden light. The shyness was a distant memory, replaced by a raw, vocal honesty she didn't know she possessed.
"Yes... Rehman, please," she sobbed out, her fingers digging into the muscles of his back, her nails leaving faint red crescents on his skin. ".. it’s perfect- ahhh- don't stop... don't you dare stop! More-"
He let out a low, predatory laugh at her command, his movements becoming faster, harder, possessing her.
He was a man possessed himself, his sweat dripping onto her chest, his eyes locked on her face as she came apart beneath him. It made his cock twitch inside her, it made him want to pound her perfect, wet pussy and fill her up with his cum- the thought alone almost broke him.
"You’re taking me so fucking well.." he growled, his breath hot against her mouth. "You’re just as greedy as I am.. You want me to go faster? You want me to fuck you harder? Tell me youre mine.. tell me and ill fuck you senseless as a reward.."
"I'm yours!" she cried out, her voice breaking as the tension began to coil again, tighter and more violent than before. "Only yours... always yours! Rehman, please!"
The dirty talk became a blurred, frantic exchange of needs and promises. He wasn't holding back anything now, pounding into her perfectly tight pussy passionately. Each time he pulled out to meet her hips in another, deep raw thrust- she was sucking him back in- like she felt empty without the size and thickness of his cock.
The pace reached a breaking point—a frantic, sweating, heart-stopping speed that made the air in the room feel like it was vibrating. Ulfat’s legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him deeper like that, like this his cock was pressed so deeply inside her she saw stars, her body arching like a bow ready to shot as she got close.
,,Oh god- fuck- Rehman!-"
"I've got you," he groaned, his voice a ragged, breathless command as he felt her begin to peak again. "Cum all over my Cock- make it all yours Jaan, fuck- cum!" He hissed.
The moment he felt her walls contract around him even more- to a point he could barely pull out of her, Rehman’s restraint didn’t just break—it disintegrated.
He saw her eyes roll back, the whites showing as she lost focus on the room, her body becoming a live wire of pure, unadulterated sensation. He loved this woman more than anything in this forsaken world.
"That’s it... give it to me, Ulfat," he growled, his voice a dark, gravelly vibration that she felt in her very marrow.
She came with a violence that shocked her, a tidal wave of heat that made her scream his name until her throat went raw. Her body arched so high off the bed she was forcing him inside her- his cock pressing against her g- spot. Her fingers clawed at his sweat-slicked shoulders as the pleasure shattered her into a thousand pieces. It was a long, rhythmic pulsing that seemed to go on forever, leaving her gasping, her vision swimming in white sparks.-
But as she tried to collapse, to sink back into the pillows and let the world go still, Rehman didn't stop.
He didn't pull away. Instead, he gripped her thighs even tighter, pinning her knees toward her chest, and continued to fuck into her with a relentless, heavy rhythm.
"R-Rehman... !" she sobbed, her voice a broken whisper of overstimulation. Her skin was so sensitive now that every touch felt like a lightning strike.
"Shh~ take it for me, meri jaan" he rasped, his eyes burning with a terrifying, endless stamina.
He looked down at her—at her flushed face, her swollen lips, and the way she was shivering under him. "I'm not done with you..i have a bit more stamina than you my pretty, pretty wife~ and ill teach you to be abls to keep up with it~"
He leaned down, his mouth catching her sensitive nipple, his tongue swirling in a way that made a fresh, unwanted jolt of pleasure shoot straight to her pulsing clit.
Ulfat let out a helpless, high-pitched wail, her head tossing back and forth. She was beyond the point of reason; her body was a raw nerve, vibrating with a sensitivity that was almost painful in its intensity..
"You're so perfect like this," he muttered against her skin, his movements becoming faster again, more demanding. "Look at how you're shaking.. youre so incredible, my love. Youre a sight to behold.."
He praised her through the heat, his words a stream of dark, possessive adoration. He told her how incredible she felt, how he loved the way she couldn't stop reacting to him, how he was going to keep her in this fire until the sun forced them apart. He pushed her further and further with each deep, soul crushing thrust- past the point of exhaustion, into a realm of sensory overload where every breath she took was a moan and every move he made felt like it was carving his name into her soul.
She was drowning in him, overstimulated and overwhelmed, her body a frantic instrument he refused to stop playing. And as he finally felt his own peak rising to meet hers for a second time, he leaned into her ear, his voice a final, ragged promise.
"You're never going to forget this night. I'm going to make sure you feel me inside you for the rest of your life.."
"Ulfat? Meri Jaan, where are you hiding?"
She didn't turn immediately. She remained at the window, the silver glow of the Karachi moon bathing her face, catching the fine lines at the corners of her eyes—lines carved by twenty-two years of laughter, worry, and a love that had never once gone cold..
"Still standing there?" Rehman’s voice had deepened with age, turning into a rich, sandpaper rasp. He walked up behind her, no longer the restless youth but a man who moved with the slow, deliberate weight of a king. He stopped just inches away, his presence still a warm, magnetic force.
"What is it this time?" he teased, a familiar glint of mischief in his dark eyes as he leaned slightly on his cane. "Are you looking at the lamps again? Planning to run off and inspect the brass-work while theres a Nikkah down there?"
Ulfat finally turned, a soft, knowing smile playing on her lips. She looked at him—at the silver at his temples and the strength in his jaw that time hadn't been able to touch.
"..I was..distracted..by the moon. I'm looking at the Moon, Rehman," she whispered, her voice a silken echo of the girl she had been.
Rehman stepped closer, his hand—still large, still calloused—reaching up to cup her cheek. He tilted her face toward the light, his gaze as intense and focused as it had been on their wedding night.
"The moon?" he scoffed gently, his thumb tracing her cheekbone. "The moon is your face, Ulfat. That thing up there in the sky? It’s just a cold rock. It’s jealous of you. It’s been trying to mimic your glow since the day I brought you home, and it hasn't managed it yet."
Ulfat let out a soft, melodic laugh, leaning her head into his palm. "You’re still a liar, Rehman Dakait."
"I'm a man who knows his treasure," he corrected, pulling her into a slow, firm hug.
He held her there for a long moment, the two of them a solid island in the middle of the wedding chaos.
The distant sound of the dhol and the cheering for Yalina drifted up to them, but for now, they were back in their own world. He leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of her ear, his voice dropping into that low, dangerous register that still made her pulse skip.
"Don't look so sad that the party is starting," he murmured. "We'll be the respectable wedding guests for the new couple.. But once we reach home... I promise you a much better time than any of these guests are having. I might be older, but I haven't forgotten how to make you scream my name."
Ulfat flushed—a deep, beautiful crimson that proved she was still his bride at heart. She swatted his chest playfully, but she didn't pull away.
"Chalo," she said, tucking her arm into his, her fingers brushing the expensive fabric of his suit. "They are waiting~"
Together, they turned away from the window and the moonlight, walking side-by-side toward the door to join the celebration, two legends moving as one.. as they always did.
NOTE: MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT! This content is intended for audiences 18+ only!
Warnings: agegap, couple- trust issues, jealous!Uzair, obsession/possessive behavior, threatening, slapping, sad! Uzair and Reader, Make up, a bit of spice at the end
A/N: Here we goooo my loves<3 the second and also shorter chapter of this fic<3 without spoiling too much, this has a happier ending than the one before. Enjoy<3
Part 2 of 3
The air in the apartment was smelling of cold tobacco and the lingering, taunting scent of your perfume.
Uzair hadn't moved from the floor for hours. He sat in the dark, his back against the bedframe, a shadow among shadows.
He was a man who commanded life and death with a nod, but in the silence of this room, he felt like a hollow shell. His mind was a battlefield, replaying the look of pure, unadulterated disappointment in your eyes. It hurt worse than any bullet. It felt like his soul was being slowly flayed.
He pulled his phone from his pocket. The screen’s glow was harsh against his tired, sad eyes. He began to type—not a message, but a confession, a frantic outpouring of the poison and the passion rotting inside him.
Uzair: "You think I am a monster? Maybe I am. I grew up in streets that take everything they aren't given, and I found you—the only thing I didn't have to steal. And then I saw you in that car. My vision went red. I didn't see a cousin; I saw a thief. I saw someone trying to take my breath away from me..I hate that I hurt you. But I hate even more that you walked away. How can you leave? Don't you know that you are woven into my skin?"
He erased the long, rambling thoughts, his thumb trembling. He didn't know how to be a "good" man.
He only knew how to be a possessive one. He began to type again, the words dripping with the weight of his obsession.
Uzair: "I haven’t slept. I can’t breathe in this house without you. Everything I touch reminds me of how I held you. I know I was wrong about him, but I wasn't wrong about us. You are the only truth I have in this filth."
Uzair: "I will fix the car. I will pay for his silence. I will burn every street you walked on if it means you’ll come back to me. Don’t stay away. It’s dangerous for me to be alone with my thoughts right now. I’m losing my mind thinking about you in another house, behind a door I can’t open."
Then, his fingers slowed as the raw, territorial nature of his love took over. He basically roared through the text, desperate and demanding.
Uzair: "Tumhe mujhse koi juda nahi kar sakta, kyunke tumhare wajood par sirf mera haq hai!"
Uzair: "I am coming to see you. I don’t care if you hate me. I’d rather have your hate than your silence. You are mine. You have always been mine! I won't let a mistake end what was written in my blood."
He tossed the phone onto the mattress and stood up, his joints aching. He looked at the indentation on the bed where you had been pinned under him. He could still feel the phantom sensation of your skin.
His love was a sickness—an overwhelming fever. He didn't just want you back; he wanted to consume you. He wanted to lock you in this room until the rest of the world faded into a memory.
He felt a dark, simmering rage at the fact that he had to apologize at all. In his world, power was everything, but you had turned his power into a leash.
He grabbed his leather jacket.
He didn't have a plan, only a destination. He was going to find you, and he was going to make you understand that he was the only one that truly loved you.
The vibration of the phone against the wooden nightstand sounded like a death knell in the quiet of your room. You layed staring at the ceiling, the marks on your wrists still humming with a faint, dull ache—a physical ghost of Uzair’s earlier tantrum.
When you finally reached for the device, the barrage of messages felt like a physical weight. Your eyes scanned his words, and for a moment, the old warmth tried to flicker in your chest—the part of you that still loved the man who whispered sweet nothings in the dark. But as you read further, that warmth turned into a cold, hard knot of resentment.
"Idiot.." you whispered to the empty room. "He thinks he can buy his way out of this with a new car and more threats."
Your thumbs hovered over the keyboard. You weren't the naive girl he had met a year ago. That girl had died long ago.
You: "Do not come here, Uzair. I mean it! If I see your car on this street, I’m calling the police. I don’t care who you think you are in Lyari."
You: You keep talking about your "right" over me. You keep saying I'm yours. But you lost that! You threw it away the second you looked at me and saw some whore instead of the woman who would have died for you."
The memory of him pinning you down, the foul language he used, and the way he’d dismissed your truth for his own jealous fantasy made your blood boil..
You: "You don’t get to claim me anymore. Tumhara mujh par koi haq nahi raha, kyunke tumne meri izzat par hath dala hai."
You: "You didn’t just break a car tonight, Uzair. You broke me. I was going to give you my life, and you treated it like something you could just squeeze until it stopped moving! Stay in your dark room with your ghosts. I’m done being one of them."
You hit send and immediately switched your phone to "Do Not Disturb," tossing it face-down on the bed. You crawled under the covers, shivering despite the heat of the night. You knew him. You knew those messages wouldn't stop him—they would only make him more desperate, more volatile.
The scratch of leather against the rusted metal of your balcony railing was the only warning you had. A moment later, a heavy shadow eclipsed the moonlight spilling through your window.
He was fast- didn't even seem to have read the messages you had send him before.
You bolted upright, your heart hammering against your ribs. There he was, silhouetted against the Lyari skyline, looking every bit the ghost you had told him to stay with.
Uzair didn't wait for an invitation; he pried the latch with a pocketknife and slid the glass door open with the quiet precision of a housebreaker.
"I told you not to come!" you hissed, clutching your shawl to your chest as you backed away toward the bedroom door.
Uzair stepped into the room, his presence instantly shrinking the space. He looked haggard—his eyes sunken, his jaw tight. He ignored your protest, his gaze fixed on you with a terrifying, singular focus.
"Go back to the balcony, Uzair. If my father wakes up—"
"Then let him wake," Uzair interrupted, his voice a low, gravelly vibration. He stepped closer, the scent of expensive tobacco and the cold night air clinging to his jacket. "Let him see me. I don’t care. But you are going to listen to me. If you don't sit down and talk, I’ll wake this whole street. I’ll make sure everyone knows exactly who I’ve come for."
"You're threatening me now?" You let out a harsh, disbelieving laugh. "In my own home?"
"I'm desperate," he countered, his voice cracking.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, velvet-lined box. He held it out to you, the lid clicking open to reveal a heavy gold cuff, encrusted with diamonds that glittered mockingly in the dark. "This is for you. And Bryar... his new car is being delivered tomorrow morning. The best model ... Just... take this.. Please."
You looked at the gold, then back at his face. The fury that rose in you was hotter than anything you’d felt that night. You reached out, but instead of taking the box, you shoved his hand away with such force that the jewelry rattled.
"You think this is what I want?" you whispered, your voice trembling with rage. "You think you can just come here after calling me a whore, after bruising my soul, and hand me a piece of metal to fix it? You think I’m buyable, Uzair? Like one of your warehouses or your cars?"
"No, Jaan, it’s not like that—"
"It is exactly like that!" You stepped into his space, poking a finger hard against his chest. "You think your money and your power can erase the fact that you didn't trust me. You think because you’re the Cousin of Rehman you can just mark me with gold and I’ll forget how you looked at me tonight! Tumhe lagta hai har cheez par tumhara haq hai sirf isliye ke tumhare paas paisa aur taqat hai?!"
Uzair flinched at your words, his grip on the velvet box tightening until his knuckles turned white. He looked down at the gold, then tossed it carelessly onto your bed as if it suddenly disgusted him.
"I don't care about the gold.." he snarled, stepping even closer until you were backed against the doorframe, his hands coming up to cage you in. His eyes were wild, swimming with a toxic mix of guilt and unyielding obsession. "I want you. I want the way you looked at me before tonight. I’ll buy the whole city if it makes you smile again. Why won't you let me fix this?"
"Because you can't buy respect, Uzair," you whispered, tears of frustration blurring your vision. "And right now, I have zero left for you.."
Uzair’s face contorted, the brief flicker of regret replaced by a sharp, jagged pride. He didn't handle rejection well; in his world, a "no" was just a barrier to be smashed. He stepped into your personal space, his shadow swallowing you whole against the doorframe.
"Stop acting like I’ve killed someone!" he hissed, his voice trembling with a volatile mix of fury and desperation. "I made a mistake. I admitted it. What more do you want?!"
"I want you to leave!" you shouted back, though you kept your voice a sharp, low blade to avoid waking the house. "Get out of my room, Uzair. Get off my balcony. Go back to your thugs and your throne."
"I’m not going anywhere," he snapped, his jaw set in that terrifying, stubborn line. He leaned down, his eyes boring into yours. "I told you. If you push me toward that door, I’ll start screaming. I’ll wake your father. I’ll wake every neighbor on this block. I’ll tell them exactly where I’ve been sleeping every night. You think your 'image' will survive that?!"
You felt the air leave your lungs as if he’d punched you. A sob of pure rage caught in your throat. "You...!" you hissed, your voice shaking. "You’d destroy my dignity, my family’s respect, just to feed your own ego?! Just to keep me under your thumb? Tum sirf apni anaa ke liye meri izzat mitti mein mila doge?!"
You spun around, grabbing the small velvet box from your nightstand—the one containing the rings you had painstakingly saved for. You didn't even open it. You threw it at his chest with all your might.
"Take them! Take your rings and your gold and fuck off, Uzair! I don't want a life with a man who uses my reputation as a weapon against me!"
The box hit his chest and clattered to the floor, the rings rolling out into the shadows. Uzair didn't even look at them. His eyes were fixed on you, dark and dilated.
"You’re overacting.." he growled, reaching out and grabbing your wrists with a sudden, bruising force. He began to pull you toward the balcony, his movements erratic and panicked. "You're just emotional. We're going. I'm taking you back to my place right now. We’re going to sit down and you’re going to listen to me until this 'anger' of yours is gone. Chalo mere saath!"
"Let go of me! Uzair, you're hurting me!"
"I'm saving us!" he barked, his grip unyielding as he tried to haul you toward the window. He was yapping now, his words a blurred mess of "I’m sorry" and "You belong with me" his obsession completely overriding his common sense.
He didn't see it coming.
As he yanked your arm again, your hand flew up. The sound of the slap echoed like a gunshot in the small, tense room. Your palm connected squarely with his cheek, the force of it snapping his head to the side.
The silence that followed was deafening. Uzair froze, his hand slowly releasing your wrist as he remained standing there, his face turned away, the red mark of your fingers blooming across his skin.
The sting of the slap hung in the air, a physical manifestation of the boundary he had crossed. Uzair remained frozen, his head tilted to the side, the silence of the room punctuated only by your jagged, sobbing breaths.
Slowly, he turned his face back to you. The explosive rage that had been vibrating through him just seconds ago had vanished, replaced by a hollow, haunted look.
He looked at you—truly looked at you—and saw the fear and the bone-deep exhaustion he had caused.
For the first time you knew him, he looked defeated.
"Habibi..." he started, his voice barely a ghost of a sound, but the word died in his throat when he saw you flinch.
He looked down at the floor, where the rings you had designed for him lay scattered in the dust like discarded junk. He realized then that he hadn't been fighting a rival or an enemy; he had been fighting the only person who had ever truly seen him as a man instead of a weapon.
"I didn't mean to..." he began again, but he stopped. The excuses felt like ash.
He backed away toward the balcony, his movements slow and heavy, as if he were carrying the weight of the entire district on his shoulders. He didn't look angry anymore; he just looked... sad. He looked like a man who had finally realized that the more he squeezed, the more he lost.
"I’m going.." he whispered, his voice thick with a genuine, crushing sadness. "I won't wake your father. I won't... I won't do anything."
He paused at the railing, one hand gripping the metal so hard it creaked. He looked back at you one last time, his dark eyes shimmering with a desperate, unspoken plea that he knew he no longer had the right to make.
"Main tumhari izzat mitti mein nahi milaonga." He let out a ragged breath. "I’m sorry."
Without another word, he disappeared into the night, sliding over the railing and dropping into the shadows below. The silence that followed was even louder than the shouting had been. You stood in the center of your room, your hand still stinging from the slap, watching the empty space where he had stood.
Outside, the faint roar of his SUV’s engine signaled his departure, leaving you alone with the scattered gold and the chilling realization that while he was gone for tonight, Uzair Baloch had never been a man who knew how to truly stay away.
You stood exactly where you were, your chest heaving, your hand still tingling with a strange, electric heat.
You began to pace. Three steps to the bed, three steps to the balcony. Back and forth. Your mind was a chaotic blur of the insults he’d hurled and the way he had tried to haul you out of your own life.
"How dare he?!" you hissed to the empty air, your voice trembling. "How dare he come here and threaten my family.."
Your eyes landed on the scattered rings on the floor—the gold you had saved for, the symbols of a future you had dreamed of while he was out ruling the underworld. You felt a fresh surge of anger. He had ruined everything. He had turned a proposal into a crime scene. You kicked the velvet box aside, wanting to hate him, wanting to be glad he was gone..
But as the adrenaline began to drain from your system, the silence of the room started to feel colder. You stopped pacing, crying realising you might have just lost the one man you imagined a life with, marriage, kids- and looked down at your right hand.
It was red. The palm was pulsing.
The image of Uzair’s face flashed in your mind—The way his head had snapped back. The way the fire in his eyes had simply... gone out.
You had never raised a hand to him, as he never did to you. No one in Lyari dared to raise a hand to him. He was a man who lived by the law of the fist, yet when you struck him, he hadn't struck back. He had just looked at you with an expression of such profound, hollowed-out sadness that it made your stomach churn.
"...Fuck.." you whispered, sinking onto the edge of your bed.
The anger was still there, a jagged rock in your throat, but the guilt was starting to wash over it like a tide. You remembered the way his voice broke when he said he wouldn't drag your honor through the dirt...
You had defended yourself, yes. You had every right to be angry. But the sting in your palm felt like a betrayal of the love you still carried for him..
He probably only spoke out of pure anger and desperation..
You thought.
You looked at the balcony door he had slid through. Heewas possessive, and his jealousy was a sickness—but he was also the man who had stayed awake for three nights when you were sick, the man who had promised to be your shield, the man that made you smile..
You pulled your knees to your chest, staring at the rings.
You realized with a sinking heart that while you were right to be mad, the slap hadn't just ended the argument—it had cracked the very foundation of how you saw each other.
The guilt began to taste like copper in your mouth. You reached for your phone with trembling fingers, the screen’s glow blinding in the dark room. You opened his chat, your thumb hovering over the keyboard.
"Uzair, I’m sorry! I shouldn't have hit you. I just felt so trapped." (Delete.)
"Are you okay? I didn't mean for it to go that far, but you were scaring me." (Delete.)
"I only hit you because you didn't listen..! But I feel sick about it. Please don't hate me!"
(Delete. Delete. Delete.)
You stared at the blinking cursor until your eyes blurred. Every time you tried to apologize, you remembered the bruises on your wrists; every time you tried to stay angry, you saw the look of utter defeat on his face as he backed away. The conflict was tearing you apart.
With a heavy, jagged sigh, you tossed the phone onto the mattress. You couldn't do this over text. The air in your room felt poisoned, and the silence was too loud. You needed to see him—
You moved quickly, throwing on a heavy shawl and grabbing your keys. You crept down the hallway, every floorboard creak sounding like a gunshot, until you reached the guest room where Bryar was staying.
You shook him awake gently. "Bryar... Bryar, get up."
He bolted upright, eyes wide with lingering trauma from the afternoon. "What? Is he back? Are the men back?"
"No," you whispered, your voice thick with a resolve you didn't quite feel. "I need you to do one more thing for me. I need you to drive me"
"Are you insane?" Bryar hissed, rubbing his face. "He almost killed me today! His men trashed my car! And you want to go back there at three in the morning?!"
"He won't hurt you," you said, and for some reason, you knew it was the truth. Uzair’s final words on the balcony had been a vow. "I have to fix this, Bryar. I can't let it end like this. Please."
Reluctantly, Bryar stood up, grumbling under his breath about "mad Baloch love," but he saw the desperation in your eyes.
The drive through the winding, narrow streets of Lyari was a blur of shadows and flickering orange streetlamps. As you approached the familiar gates of Uzair’s compound, your heart began to pace against your ribs. The guards at the entrance straightened up as the battered silver sedan approached, their hands instinctively moving toward their holsters until they recognized you in the passenger seat.
The gates groaned open.
"Drive away..but stay awake." you told Bryar. "I have to talk to him..this might need a while.."
You stepped out into the humid night air, looking up at the darkened windows of the fortress. You had hit him. You had rejected him. And now, you were walking right back into the lion's den.
The compound was unnervingly still. The usual hum of the boys shouting or the clink of weapons was absent, replaced by a heavy, expectant silence. You navigated the familiar corridors with a ghost-like lightness, your heart rhythmically echoing against your ribs.
You found him on the back terrace, the one that overlooked the sprawling, jagged rooftops of Lyari. He was sitting there, his silhouette cutting a sharp, lonely figure against the dim glow of the city. The only light came from the cherry-red ember of his cigarette, which brightened and dimmed with every slow, methodical drag.
He didn't move when your footsteps sounded on the concrete. He didn't reach for his holster. He just sat there, the smoke curling around his head like a silver shroud. He had heard the car; he knew it was you before you had even cleared the gates.
You stopped a few feet behind him. The scent of his tobacco, usually so comforting, now felt like an accusation. You looked at the back of his head, at the tension in his shoulders that even the night couldn't hide.
"Uzair.." you whispered. Your voice was small, stripped of the fire and fury from an hour ago.
He didn't turn. He took one last pull of the cigarette, the smoke drifting over his shoulder toward you.
You took a tentative step closer, your eyes fixed on the side of his face. In the faint light, you could still see the slight puffiness on his cheek where your hand had landed. The guilt flared up again, hot and sharp.
"Maine kaha tha ke main tumhe mazeed pareshan nahi karunga.." he said.
"I couldn't stay away.." you said softly, your fingers twisting in the fabric of your shawl. "Not like that. Not after what I did."
Uzair finally moved. He leaned forward, crushing the cigarette into an ashtray with a slow, deliberate pressure, as if he were trying to grind his own heart into the porcelain. He stood up then, turning slowly to face you.
He looked like a man who had been hollowed out from the inside. He kept a distance between you, his hands shoved deep into his pockets as if he didn't trust them to be near you.
"You did what you had to do, Jaan.." he said, his eyes searching yours with a look of profound, quiet agony. "I was a beast. I treated you like a prisoner in your own room. The slap... it reminded me that I am not the only one with a soul in this room."
He let out a short, dry laugh that didn't reach his eyes. "The great Uzair Baloch, brought to his knees by a girl’s hand. The boys would laugh if they knew. But they don't know that my heart was already broken before you even touched my face."
He stepped a fraction closer, the shadow of the terrace railing falling across his eyes. "I thought I was protecting what was mine.. I didn't realize I was destroying the only thing that made me want to be better. Mera haq sirf tumhe khush dekhne par hona chahiye tha, tumhe rulane par nahi.."
The cool night air seemed to soften as you stepped closer, the sharp edges of the night's earlier violence finally beginning to blur. You watched him—this mountain of a man who looked so brittle in the moonlight.
You moved to the wicker chair beside him and sat down slowly. The silence between you wasn't the suffocating kind from before; it was heavy, yes, but it felt like a shared burden now.
"Uzair.." you began, your voice steadying as you looked at the faint, lingering mark on his cheek. "I’m sorry. For the slap. I’ve never... I’ve never wanted to be that person.."
Uzair didn't look at you immediately. He kept his gaze fixed on the flickering lights of the district he ruled, his jaw working silently. He looked like he was trying to memorize the sound of your voice.
"You don't apologize to a man like me for defending yourself.." he muttered, his tone devoid of its usual arrogance.
"No," you corrected him gently, reaching out but stopping just short of touching his arm. "We both made mistakes tonight. You let your demons take the wheel, and I... I let my anger turn into something I'm not proud of. We’re both bleeding, Uzair. Not just from our hands or our faces, but from the way we handled this.."
He finally turned his head, his dark eyes meeting yours. Anger, sadness was still there, but he was tamed by a crushing exhaustion.
Uzair leaned toward you, his elbows resting on his knees, looking smaller than you’d ever seen him. He reached out, his large, scarred hand hovering near yours on the armrest, waiting for your permission. When you didn't pull away, he let his fingers lightly graze your knuckles—a touch so hesitant it made your heart ache.
"I thought I was losing you.." he confessed, his voice dropping to a vulnerable whisper. "Every time I saw that car, every time I thought of you with him, it felt like someone was pouring acid on my heart. I didn't know how to handle it. I only know how to fight, and I ended up fighting the one person I'm supposed to cherish.."
The space between you, which had felt like an unbridgeable chasm only hours ago, suddenly collapsed. As the words of his apology hung in the quiet night air—raw, broken, you reached out.
The tension was still there, a simmering heat beneath the surface, but the toxicity had been drained out by the weight of the night.
You sat there together in the dark, two flawed souls trying to figure out if the love they shared was strong enough to survive the scars they had just given each other.
You didn't say anything. You simply reached out, closing the distance and wrapping your arms tightly around his neck.
Uzair let out a sound that was half-sob, half-relief, as if he had been holding his breath since the moment you left his apartment. His massive arms came around you instantly, pulling you onto his lap and crushing you against his chest. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breath hot and ragged against your skin.
"Maaf kar do... jaan, mujhe maaf kar do.." he choked out, his voice muffled against you.
"I am a fool.." he whispered, his lips grazing your ear. "I saw the world through the eyes of a beast...i didn't see you. I didn't see the love you were trying to give me. I almost destroyed the most beautiful thing I ever had because I was too blind to trust it.."
His grip was firm, but the desperate, violent possession from earlier was gone, replaced by a deep, trembling need for sanctuary.
He held you like you were the only thing keeping him grounded in a world that was constantly trying to tear him apart. One of his hands moved to the back of your head, his fingers tangling in your hair, holding you there as if he were afraid you might vanish if he let go for even a second.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his thumb gently tracing the line of your jaw, moving upward to touch his own reddened cheek with a self-deprecating, sad smile.
"I deserved that slap.. I deserved worse! I'll spend the rest of my life making sure you never have to raise your hand in anger again. Tum sirf meri ho, lekin kisi majboori se nahi... sirf muhabbat se."
You leaned your forehead against his, your eyes closing as you felt his heartbeat—fast, heavy, and utterly devoted—thudding against your own.
When you reached for him, Uzair didn't just meet you halfway; he surged forward, his large hands framing your face with a trembling reverence before his mouth crashed onto yours.
This wasn't the punishing, territorial kiss from the bedroom; it was a plea for absolution, a starving man finally finding water. You tasted the lingering tobacco and the salt of shared tears, your fingers digging into his shoulders as you pulled him closer, needing to erase the chill of the last few hours with his heat. Uzair let out a low, guttural groan, his tongue sweeping into your mouth with a possessive hunger that made your toes curl against the concrete.
He shifted, hoisting you effortlessly into his lap so you were straddling his powerful thighs, your shawl fluttering to the floor forgotten. The friction of your bodies meeting—his hard, unyielding frame against your soft curves—ignited a fire that turned the night air electric.
His hands, calloused and massive, slid down your back to grip your hips, kneading the flesh there with a renewed, feverish intensity. "I thought I’d lost this.." he rasped against your lips, his voice thick with a dark, carnal desire. "I thought I’d never feel you under me again.." He began to trail fire down your neck, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin of your shoulder in a way that made your head fall back, a soft moan escaping your lips.
The apology was over; now came the reclamation. His touch grew more urgent, more needy, his fingers fumbling with the hem of your shirt as he sought the silk of your skin.
Every touch was a vow, every desperate gasp a surrender. He pulled back for a second, his dark eyes dilated and burning with a mix of love and a raw, animalistic heat that promised no sleep for either of you. "I’m going to make you forget everything but the way I touch you..i will show you how much i love you." he hissed, his hand sliding upward to find the heavy weight of your breast, his thumb brushing the nipple through the fabric until you arched against him.
He was no longer roaring in rage; he was purring with a lethal, seductive intent, his cock already hardening against your thigh, demanding a total, exquisite surrender that would mark this night as yours alone..