Apr 4, 2021
This is why I cant do social media these days. I kept seeing my friends thriving yet here I am. In my worst ADHD state, pimples are sprouting all over my face, Im getting fatter, my suicidal thoughts are out of control while i see them, having the best glow ups in their lives, having a good relationship with someone they like (like how tf do you even have the time to have a bf in this pandemic???? Through facebook? What?! And talk about the school workload that we have...its just...I. just jealous beany over here) ugh. When can I finally stop all this shitty thoughta that are running in my head like all the time? Probably when I die. Lol.