#diarynijumi

[atejumi]

sa kabila ng lahat

pipiliin ko pa ring

makinig sa kislap

ng iyong himig

'pagkat sa mga pagkakataong

ako ay nag-iisa

saka ko lang natanto

na mahal pala kitang talaga

[atejumi]

now I know bakit section 1 ang wisdom sa school namin dati out of all other virtues kase the most basic ingredient of wisdom is the fear of the Lord. Ganon siya kaimportante. If you have wisdom, it implies you fear the Lord.

To know something and to not know God overturns the having of knowledge in the first place.

[atejumi]

si sir oca ang naging inspiration ko to teach, sa kanya ako nagkaroon ng fantasies na one day, maiinlove ako at bubuo ng family and that is him, hanggang ngayon kinikilig pa rin ako nung nagmessage siya sa akin nung nasa baguio ako, sobrang type ko talaga si sir kaso di ko alam, parang di ko siya ma-reach, i really really like him :) kumusta na kaya siya?

napanaginipan ko siya, galing ako sa mall para bumili ng pagkain tapos pagkalabas ko ng mall nakasalubong ko siya, sumabay ako sa kanya papuntang faculty nila para mameet din yung mga prof ko noon, tapos nandun si sir pat pero di ko na siya makausap kase may alumna na rin na pumunta para makipagchikahan nonstop kaya wala ng energy si sir pat so ayun, kami na lang ni sir oca ang nagkwentuhan and sobrang nakakakilig yung moment for me kahit simpleng moment lang yun, i feel like i am living the dream that i have nung ako ay college student pa lang

he's so witty, may appear arrogant but can still be kind sometimes, i really like him as a person pero hanggang tingin na lang ako sa socmed ni sir

can i just say i like you sir????? kahit sa panaginip ko lang masabi hahahah

[atejumi]

kwento time

So kahapon nalaman ko na yung kapatid ko kinuhaan ako ng pera. 10k yun. Nanginginig ako sa galit. Di ko alam kung iintindihin ko pa ba siya or what. Tangina lang kase noh. Di madaling kitain ang pera. Dugo't pawis ko yun eh. Iniiwasan ko ngang bumili ng mga luho. Grabeng pagtitipid na ang ginagawa ko para magampanan ko yung pagiging breadwinner. Tangina talaga. Ang hirap tulungan ng mga taong walang ambisyon sa buhay.

July 23,2024

[atejumi]

I am writing this so that I am reminded of my plans for this year.

1) Get my license from PRC

2) Get a TEFL Certification

3) Develop Resume

4) Send application abroad in Hong Kong

July 17, 2024

I pray this to you, Oh Lord! ❤️

[atejumi]

1st day of the year

1st of January 2024

I am excited to what my LORD will do in my life. Advanced thank you for your grace and bountiful blessings this 2024!!

PS. Naglilinis atm at 4:16am 🤣🤣

[atejumi]

aytsz

I DREAMT ABOUT HIM AGAIN

More of I dreamt about him and my classmates in high school. 간개낡 maybe was one of the regrets that I have in my lovelife. Maybe that's why his presence appears on my unconsciousness every damn single dream. I don't understand this heart of mine. Why am I so drawn to you so much to the point of dreaming about you over and over again?

Di naman masakit.

December 31, 2023

[atejumi]

aytsz

Today, I dreamt about him again for the nth time.

I don't really understand why I keep on dreaming about him. Maybe I regret the past? I dunno. I am telling you that this is really insane because there's no year in my life that I never dreamt about him.

Kasama namin mg solid friends niya and some of my friends. I dunno. I felt happy in my dream. I don't get myself. Lord, palayain niyo na po ang puso ko. Kayo na po ang bahala.

December 30, 2023