geomy

gusto ko maging public servant

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Jesus... Makakaasa ka sa akin.

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Dear Patty,

I miss you. Kumusta ka na? I don't know how to contact you kase. Sana nung nakilala kita, sana sumubok ako sa'yo. Pero hindi pa kase ako okay nun. Di rin ako handa dahil sa age gap. All I know is I like you pero hindi ko alam kung mapapanindigan ko ba yung salitang mahal kita pag sinabi ko na. Ayoko kaseng magmahal lang dahil malungkot ako. Gusto ko mahalin kita kase mahal kita. Period.

I know you are struggling sa mental health mo and all I can do is pray for your health. I don't know how to contact you anymore. I miss you. I miss the times that I can be myself when I am with you. I am trying to improve myself to make me the right person for someone and I hope... I hope that someone would be you in the future.

Geo

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Day 1 of 365

January 1st 2026

Readings:

Luke 1

John 1

thank you Lord for your grace!!

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11:26

It's December 31st 2025

I am just grateful to the Lord and for all the things He has done to me and my family. 💕

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sa kabila ng lahat

pipiliin ko pa ring

makinig sa kislap

ng iyong himig

'pagkat sa mga pagkakataong

ako ay nag-iisa

saka ko lang natanto

na mahal pala kitang talaga

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grateful for:

My 27th birthday

My peaceful sleep

For Jesus' protection all through the night 😊

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now I know bakit section 1 ang wisdom sa school namin dati out of all other virtues kase the most basic ingredient of wisdom is the fear of the Lord. Ganon siya kaimportante. If you have wisdom, it implies you fear the Lord.

To know something and to not know God overturns the having of knowledge in the first place.

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I had a dream where I felt the enemy was trying to cloud my mind again, but I held on to the truth that the Lord is my strength. The Holy Spirit stirred me awake at exactly 3:35 a.m., and the very first thing I did was pray to Abba. After an hour of prayer and worship, the details of my dream came back to me. True to His Word, He guards those who call on Him. Thank You, Lord, for Your mercy and constant protection.

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So i came across this video https://www.facebook.com/share/r/16YXjyoQQh/?mibextid=wwXIfr

97K views · 4.9K reactions | This One CHOICE Could Make or Break Your LOVE Life 💔🔥 #christian #fyp #love #faith #lifechoices #beliefs #jesus

This One CHOICE Could Make or Break Your LOVE Life 💔🔥 #christian #fyp #love #faith #lifechoices #beliefs #jesus #spirituality.

To sum it up, ayaw ni girl na maging sila kase they don't share the same fate. Na she can't compromise the biggest part of her life which is God. And it pierced right through me.

All this time nanghihinayang ako na hindi ko sinagot kase baka ngayon kami na pero how can I possibly think of him kung si Jesus ang big part ng buhay ko?

Thank you Lord! I think out of all the videos you have shown me these days, ito talaga ang nakapagpagaan ng loob ko. Although, I like patty, i'll just bury it in silence. Never to leave my heart again.

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si sir oca ang naging inspiration ko to teach, sa kanya ako nagkaroon ng fantasies na one day, maiinlove ako at bubuo ng family and that is him, hanggang ngayon kinikilig pa rin ako nung nagmessage siya sa akin nung nasa baguio ako, sobrang type ko talaga si sir kaso di ko alam, parang di ko siya ma-reach, i really really like him :) kumusta na kaya siya?

napanaginipan ko siya, galing ako sa mall para bumili ng pagkain tapos pagkalabas ko ng mall nakasalubong ko siya, sumabay ako sa kanya papuntang faculty nila para mameet din yung mga prof ko noon, tapos nandun si sir pat pero di ko na siya makausap kase may alumna na rin na pumunta para makipagchikahan nonstop kaya wala ng energy si sir pat so ayun, kami na lang ni sir oca ang nagkwentuhan and sobrang nakakakilig yung moment for me kahit simpleng moment lang yun, i feel like i am living the dream that i have nung ako ay college student pa lang

he's so witty, may appear arrogant but can still be kind sometimes, i really like him as a person pero hanggang tingin na lang ako sa socmed ni sir

can i just say i like you sir????? kahit sa panaginip ko lang masabi hahahah

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bakit ako nagbalik sa tumblr?

para maishare lahat ng thoughts ko, anyway, napanaginipan ko si sir oca, yung prof ko sa undergrad ko and can i just say sobrang crush ko siya kase ang galing niya magturo, mabait and same devotee kami ng nazareno, wahhh sobrang kinikilig ako hanggang ngayon dahil sa kanya :)

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om welcome back to me

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mejo disappointed ako kase gusto ng nanay ko kahit mag anak man lang ako para may makasama ako sa life. Though I get her, di pa rin ako convinced. I am happy with my life right now

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July 31, 2024

Dapat interview ko sa Bison para maging ESL Teacher sa Japan pero pinagpaliban ko muna. Kagabi pa lang decided na ako na hindi pumunta at ang idadahilan ko sana ay family emergency. Kaninang 6am nagising kami dahil nagseizure si Alyssa. Buti na lang mabilis lang. Nagpapasalamat ako sa Panginoon dahil okay si Alyssa. Lord, I surrender everything to you. Please heal her Panginoon.

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kwento time

So kahapon nalaman ko na yung kapatid ko kinuhaan ako ng pera. 10k yun. Nanginginig ako sa galit. Di ko alam kung iintindihin ko pa ba siya or what. Tangina lang kase noh. Di madaling kitain ang pera. Dugo't pawis ko yun eh. Iniiwasan ko ngang bumili ng mga luho. Grabeng pagtitipid na ang ginagawa ko para magampanan ko yung pagiging breadwinner. Tangina talaga. Ang hirap tulungan ng mga taong walang ambisyon sa buhay.

July 23,2024

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help, how can I genuinely tell a person that I like him? But we drifted away already. 😞😞

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I am writing this so that I am reminded of my plans for this year.

1) Get my license from PRC

2) Get a TEFL Certification

3) Develop Resume

4) Send application abroad in Hong Kong

July 17, 2024

I pray this to you, Oh Lord! ❤️