I've never fully known vulnerability. I've experienced a small percentage of what it is, but never completely. I've only been vulnerable scarce times so far in my life, but that means telling people who you really are, naked flesh, bones,uncovered, which frightens me the most. My past has shaped me to be the person I identify myself as, now. Which is important to me,actually still a very huge part of my life as I get older. But there are parts, that people probably won't be able to handle or even come close to understanding, which is fine. I just don't want anyone to ever pity me and I don't want my past to tarnish the image of who I am, and am going to be. Someday, in the near future, I will make myself known as the being that I truly am, not just as the human being who makes garments, and that's good enough for me.