#didn't help much

[lemmebite]

Thank you for helping me pick a color, chat ❤️ it was a trick to also help me pick a book

[lulue-xie]

I broke old plates outside because i was so fucking mad

[tinkerbelldetective]

I feel like Fabina isn't as widely shipped as it was, but it's still one of my favorites. I know I have posted about it before, but Fabian and Nina worked so well together. Using their words tended to get them into scrapes but their nonverbal communication? OFF THE CHARTS.

And their trust in each other. Their protectiveness.

I adore them so very much, and sometimes I think about what could have been.

[autobahnmp3]

idk how to come down from the stress of this week lmao

[broodsys]

pulled smth in my lower back ;;;; hard to walk, or rly like... do anything tbph, bc it’s such a main area for body movement

[anewbeginningagain]

So is finishing 4th and missing the podium by less than a point the new rite of passage for Candian junior dance teams or something? 

[0ccuria]

just found that I got all that adhd paperwork I requested in the mail earlier yesterday. went through it all and I don’t know if I’m more confused or still the same.

It’s 18 pages of tests and evaluations from 1998. But I can’t even read the handwriting because it’s all photocopies, in cursive and like 144p quality on paper. Also I don’t know how to decipher the scoring of some of them, or whatever it is. So I’ll have to ask my mom wtf it all was since it seemed like she filled some of the questionaire’s.

A thing I also noticed is that a lot of traits that were marked 0, are all things that are practically destroying my life now. Like anxieties and other social hang ups, as well as depression etc etc. I honestly don’t know who that little girl was on that paper. Or maybe my mom just didn’t even really know me at the time. I always remember being shut off. 

so I dunno

[voidwoken]

One of my IRL friends talked to me about my being suicidal and tried to give me a reason to live