#fbf to that time I had to ride in a wheelchair around Disneyland because chemotherapy is a freight train running through your body crushing everything in its path. I came across this picture today -- snapped Oct. 5, 2014 -- and it was poignant reminder that I know who I am. That I know what matters most in life, cos things could have turned out differently for me. I really don't have to be here. Too many women die from breast cancer, especially triple negative breast cancer, every year. A twist of fate and I'm six feet under. But since I AM still here, I'm going to let my flame burn bright. I will not be afraid. #diecancer #depechemodetshirt #sons #raspberryberet #IWasBald #wheelchair #wheelchairlizzie #disneyland #diadelosmuertos #breastcancer #triplenegativebreastcancer (at Disneyland)