#diexirae

[hirako5hinji]

@diexirae said: 

"I never thought even a Captain could eventually let himself get drawn in by the dark side. How was it, to flee the domain of the virtuous gods to becomed one of the damned and hollow?"

          Who the heck was this guy, seriously. 

              “....I didn’t let myself get drawn anywhere.                More like I was dragged against my will to                the other side.” 

[aesfiore-blog]

✧     “My apologies --- could you... explain to me what an Avenger is? I’m afraid I’ve never encountered this Class of Servant in my studies before.” 

@diexirae.

[eightfoldblessings]

@diexirae requested a fox's company.

☀ : It is... actually, what time was it? When thought is given to how this ship goes around and travels about, the sense of what time was is hard to pin down. But really, that's splitting hairs and beside the point. Fox was trying to get some sleep but a certain neighbor was being rather inconsiderate. So she finds herself at his door. Thoroughly, knocking. And knocking. And knocking.

[hcreath]

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ”

some angst idk y’all i like crying // @diexirae

"You're not--"

A frown makes its way to her face, he's not what? Not broken? Not a lost cause? Unfortunately for the both of them, he was, corrupted by a mere rumour, combined with some grim reaper like entity who might not have even existed. Maybe in that case he was broken. Maybe she should just...give up. Accept that this was just the Servant she'd summoned.

But she couldn't. Not when he's suffered such a fate.

"If you are then I'm not trying to fix you. I just want you to find peace. Is that such a foolish wish?"

[hcreath]

⚠ Carries her out of danger while clad in his monstrous Mystic Code

send ⚠ to pick up/carry my muse // @diexirae

Battered. Bruised. She'd fucked this up badly now, hadn't she? One wrong move and her monstrous Avenger had had to step in. Strangely ironic that her saviour looked more monstrous than their foes had and perhaps in her somewhat adrenaline addled state, it unnerved her more than she cared to admit.

Shaking, though she wouldn't really know why she tried, in vain, to push herself away as if she could land on her two feet and walk on her own. She was his Master, damn it, and if she couldn't be dependable then...then what was the point? He shouldn't have to rescue her.

"D-don't..."

Don't what? Don't pity her? Don't worry about her? She wasn't too sure...

[hcreath]

❛  you’re  just  standing  there  watching  me  burn ,  wearing  that  crooked  smile  of  yours .  ❜

𝑺𝑶𝑭𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑵𝑺 𝑽𝑶𝑳. 𝑰 . // @diexirae

"Oh, are you trying to hurt my feelings here?"

Those words are cruel but probably more true than she cares to admit. Her tone's calm, even as she takes a shaky step forward. Did he truly believe that she delighted in watching someone like him self-destruct? She should have done more than she had done, she understood that. But instead, she'd foolishly assumed he'd burn himself out, like a weak ember.

So...was it too late for apologies and pathetic excuses?

"How could I ever put out that fire of yours?"

[hcreath]

⭐️

For each “⭐️” I get, I’ll write a headcanon about our muses. // @diexirae

Tamar has so much pity when it comes to Avenger, if only because what's happened to him could most likely happen to any Servant. She doesn't know a lot about Salieri but she knows enough to know that he probably didn't kill Mozart. Probably.

On the other hand, she's eager to try to talk to him about music, she used to sing and play the guitar, but she's rusty as heck. And he's probably really unimpressed because he's used to much better quality music than a hobby musician playing the guitar and songs in Ladino that her father used to sing to her. But she just wants pointers. Really.

[ryogai]

@diexirae​ said : “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ”

What was it that she wanted? This wasn’t the first time Nix was asked this question and it wouldn’t the last. Truth be told, there wasn’t much the master wanted personally. At least, nothing important or of high value. Though there was something she desperately wanted as of late but would it be childish to say it aloud? The silverette wasn’t sure but it seemed Salieri wanted an answer and lying to him wouldn’t be easy. “I.. just want to be able to sleep peacefully again.”