Usually when I mess up, I always ask God to help me. lols. And he usually does deliver and redeem my mistakes in His own way. But this time instead of being stubborn in my own plans and asking for redemption, he is asking me to let go. He is showing me that it’ll be okay for me to let it go and that he has other plans for me, to trust Him and everything will be alright -- that I’ll be more than alright because this is part of His perfect plans for me. It took me so long to realize....
My plans may be something other than the ones God has planned for me and even though it’s kind of discouraging at the moment because of my short-sightedness, His faithfulness to me and his omniscience brings me a heart of wanting to obey and surrender to Him.
What I’m learning a little more about right now:
humility
trust
obedience
May I only do what you ask of me, Lord. Haha I know nothing... you know best for me.
