Jan 11, 2020
Another thing I don’t get is finding particular genders attractive in particular ways, or not finding some genders attractive. It almost makes me uncomfortable when I try to emphasise with them because if I were to experience differential attraction it’d be so far removed from what I’m used to I’d feel alienated from myself. As is stands, this leaves me alienated from others. I think when I try to imagine being that way, it becomes clear other people are not just running different software to me, they’re using very different technology. ALSO I’m aware this is meant to be my yandere blog but I don’t think anyone follows me here anyway and this does kinda relate to yandereness because that is something I strongly identify with.