#differentmasks

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hey you follow differentmasks, right? do you know where her blog went?

[[ Dear lord, I hope I’m dreaming.

No, nonnie, I don’t know. And I’m starting to freak out. ]]

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differentmasks replied to your post:thosewandering replied to your post:differentmasks...

Deal.

Oh also a corgi

Don't forget about a corgi

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differentmasks replied to your post:differentmasks replied to your post:thosewandering...

Yeah. I’m kind of tired of breaking down into tears at random intervals but. Hey. I don’t know, princess, I’ve known you a bit and I think you’re pretty spectacular. I mean, sure, pretty, but your personality is amazing. So. Random person’s opinion.

That just means you have to start maybe avoiding some of the stressful aspects in your life. Whatever triggers you, you're allowed to leave out. Everyone needs a moment of rest every now and then.

But, yeah. Thanks. You'll never be just a random person to me, though.

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differentmasks replied to your post:thosewandering replied to your post:differentmasks...

I know, I’m just being flippant because I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s not -people- I can’t handle. It’s everything. I just feel lost and achingly lonely and I don’t want to anymore. idk it’s stupid. Bad day <3 Thank you, hon. I appreciate it.

I know that feeling, I know. I hate feeling this low every single day. It's like, there isn't a day that goes by when I don't stare in the mirror and wonder how's anyone ever going to want me around, with all my issues. And don't get me wrong, when people tell me I'm beautiful I don't for a second doubt that they mean it - I know they do, I really do believe they think I'm gorgeus, I just really wish I could see it myself.

Just. Y'know. I know how you feel. I feel like everything's triggery to me nowadays. Which is why I spent the entire today playing Beyond Two Souls. Was nice to de-attach myself from being me, and instead be an angry ghost called Aiden for a day.

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differentmasks replied to your post:differentmasks replied to your post:...

Eh, it doesn’t matter, I’m just… Overly possessive I think. Especially now. If you say that you care I want to cling to you and having you step back means I’m going over the whole abandonment thing again AND I’M A MESS JUMP SHIP is what I’m saying

Come on, I sometimes unfollow and/or blacklist my favorite people because I'm so overly possessive that I literally feel a twist in my gut when I see them interact with other people. Or certain people. You get the drift. I'm sorry, but I'm pretty sure I'm just as big of a mess as you are.

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differentmasks replied to your post: “differentmasks replied to your post:differentmasks replied to...”:

I will never kill our reptiles and I like it cool. But I am seriously starting to wonder if my winning personality is in fact gratingly annoying because I drove off someone else today and that's just awesome so IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME

WHAT who left you who is stupid enough? *brings fists up* nah man see, when I have a problem I tend to talk about it. If something gets on my nerve instead of dropping the person I tend to try and work on the problem first. Of course there's always a limit, but...

Really, I'm usually the one who reaches the limit before the other person does. I've only ever dropped one person in my life, and that person was completely horribly mean and disrespecting towards me, so I think it was called for.

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differentmasks replied to your post:differentmasks replied to your...

don’t lie you love my face i have not yet soured you to me IT’S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME THOUGH I’M ON A ROLL

oh shut your face unless you murder our lizard and turn the heating up without asking me we'll be good

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who the hell are you and what are you doing in my blog