Nov 10, 2025
imagine all the fic writing i could do if i wasn’t exhausted during every free moment i have
#working 30+ hours a week & taking five classes & having a social life & trying to take care of myself & trying to find time to write?#DIFFICULT task#every time i sit down with my computer i just end up putting a show on and passing out 15 minutes later lol#absolutely yearning for the week off i’ll have over thanksgiving & then the holidays before spring semester (which is looking worse tbh)#i want to work but at the same time i’m also desperate to graduate#so i have been doubling up on classes in the coming months#thinking i need to pick up babysitting or pet sitting or substitute teaching gigs#because these 4:45 sunsets combined with all this have NOT been good for productivity#somehow my marks are all still fine and i have not missed a single shift#but at what cost#my fandom trumps hate fic was proposed during FEBRUARY#it’s NOVEMBER#it will get done one day#love when i came back from london & said ‘i have so much more time to write now!’#that was FALSE#alright rant over
