#diggin deep

[bake-is-a-frog]

I AM HERE ONCE AGAIN

to tell you about my new video

I took the time to really decide if FragPunk is a game I rally like or not. I spent 3 hours in it one morning and went through quite the journey. I got some fun clips saw some funny things. Confirmed that complaining about long que gets you into game faster. The whole sha-bang or whatever.

[hypothetical-menace]

My real fear in life isnt deadlines or death or whatever, its that i wont be able to make friends through college and i'll just be complacently alone for a very long time

[youlovethegame]

okay so i get annoyed when people who have already met taylor post something and CONSTANTLY try to get taylor to like that post because like taylor has no idea i exist i've never met her, never gotten a like or a follow nothing and then these people are over here still trying to get her attention after she's already given it to them but then at the same time i'm like no i should be happy for them idk am i a bad person?

hiii you aren’t a bad person first of all haha like you’re allowed to be annoyed at things and i agree with you for the most part like i cant really say anything because ive been reblogging myself all day but thats not because i want taylor to look at it thats just me but ANYWAY like before we got noticed or anything we would sometimes grumble about people who have already been seen trying to get her attention but at the end of the day, we all do and i think sometimes its sad that we just look like a bunch of penguins after one fish.. weird simile yet applicable! so idk just be patient, be kind to everyone you know, and never believe that they are better than you or that they are worse than you like everyone is equal here and we’re just waiting to see what the queen will throw us next! good things come to those who wait, you will get your chance, but never ever doubt that taylor loves 100000% just as much as everyone else.. don’t be competitive but don’t ever doubt that :) be you okay?!

[dancing-on-the-highway]

this poetry class prompt is stressful. two poems on blind love and two poems on unrequited love. good thing i've already been feeling low.

[indigo-jaws]

[vidaishere]

Diggin deep without a shovel.

My mind is too sane; I see no pink elephants. Worse than a horrible pain.

Pass me the shovel. Pass me the booze. So I can see pink elephants in twos.

Drawin near, though I haven’t had the slightest peep. I feel it now like waves grazing by my feet.

VIDA

[purplepethippos]

things I love about certain persons

person #1: your gift with words and how you use them to lift other people's spirits whenever you get the chance & your gorgeous eyes & your style & your sense of humor

person #2: our ugly selfies in geometry class & your facial expressions & your high-but-low voice & our cousinship & how down-to-earth you are & so many other things bc seriously you are one of my absolute favorite people

person #3: how good of a person you are and how easy it is to have a great conversation with you & how you wear that greenish shirt that goes with your perfect eyes like almost every other A day (gonna feel like jumping off a cliff once you leave, forreal)

person #4: your body language and facials and voices when you get into your stories bc it's mesmerizing

person #5: for being my study buddy & that "God bless" at the end of the email

persons #6 & #7: for being my parents \(^_____^)/

person #8: that our friendship withstood the test of distance and basically nothing changed and if anything we're stronger than before (plus I'll be seeing you in about a month, my bestie)

person #9: your existence as my other beefa & your happy compliance to spend most of the summer with me

person #10: your hair. hahahahaahaha i just want to pet it