I wish I could see you again....
I had another dream about you again...why is it that whenever that happens your so hard to get off my mind? Because whenever that happens...all the guilt and the sadness and the yearning come back full force and it becomes almost unbearable that it throws me into such a depression. Where I wish I could call you, but you have blocked my calls, where I wish I could go to your house and talk things over but you won't answer the door, where I wish I could message you on facebook but you wont answer me there either and you have blocked me on your alternate. I really want to show you how sorry I truly am for the words i texted you that seemed to drive you off...i didn't mean them, I was just so hurt you cut me out of your life so easily while I am holding on to the tender and an so few memories we have together, realizing what I had in front of me could of been my potential future! And now I say this things on deaf ears...these words will never reach you because you don't want them too...these words will never effect you because you want to forget me forever, and here I will keep suffering by myself, never getting any closure....still loving you but you will never know that