waxing: what is your proudest accomplishment?
probably all the work ive done at my college with mental health awareness, like i started a club with one of my friends, im on a committee with administration, ive helped organize plan and run at least 2 events on campus that have been pretty successful, and im just glad that ive been able to do all this stuff. a year ago i wouldnt have had the courage to do all these important things and i know my priority for doing all this stuff shouldnt be recognition but im still proud of being an important part of campus. i wish that my friend hadn’t had to die for me to get off my ass and speak up about these things but i can’t do anything about that. i like to think he’s happy that this is all happening, and i know he wanted me to be less scared about stuff and not let things get in the way of me doing stuff that makes me happy or things that i find important
full moon: what type of person do you hope to be?
one that isn’t tired lmao. but tbh i dont know, probably less lazy, slightly more motivated. ive also always wanted people to like, think im funny, bc my dad always tells me that im funny and i like to think that im at least somewhat funny, but idk. itd be cool if my friends would go “oh emily, shes great, shes so funny!” when theyre asked about me but its probably more like “oh emily, she doesnt do shit and isn’t really interesting lol”