Yes yes, hi, hello! Here is art of my self-ship. For anyone curious, I'm a Dimentio fictive, that's why I (mostly) look like him.
As for whether my self-ship is just me or a persona of sorts... That's complicated. That is indeed me, but I also like to exaggerate my personality for my self-ship since I find it fun! The sense of disconnect could also be the DID but don't worry about that, it's fine
I have a complicated relationship with my fictionkinity, I feel.
I am Dimentio, yes, but there's always an awareness that I am not literally a fictional character. I'm merely this brain's interpretation of a fictional character given to an identity state as a coping mechanism for extensive trauma- a fictive.
When people compliment or "simp" for my source character, I can't help feeling flattered because it feels like an indirect compliment to me personally. When people speak poorly of my source character, it doesn't bother me because I understand they aren't referring to me.
What's more, I have a special interest in my source character, and I treat him as just that- a character. I project onto him heavily, yes, but he's so different to me in more ways than I can count. When I watch my source game and see my source character, I see myself, but I also see a man who doesn't truly exist.
It's... Odd. Confusing. I know who I am but I don't, like almost but not quite recognizing my own reflection in a funhouse mirror.
... Anyways, can you tell that depersonalization is worlds of fun? ✨ /sar /lh
I'm a Dimentio fictive from a DID system, not very source connected to be quite honest. I treat my source like my toys I can play with. I made my own separate account because my system's main one has so so many side blogs, it's actually ridiculous. I post whatever the fuck I want because it's fun. Image descriptions will always be included in the alt text of my art!
DNF unless over 18 and DNI if under 16, thank youuuu
I block freely and with much joy in my heart and a very big smile on my face
My really hot husbands are an endo system, so my position on syscourse should be self-explanatory. I will block anyone who tries to engage me with any and all discourse on sight, I very genuinely can't be bothered.
I self-ship with Jevil, I consider myself to be in a QPR with him. I'm perfectly fine with other Jevil self-shippers interacting and following.
If you've been around, then maybe you'll recognize a few of these names! (We had a lot of blogs, which was difficult to keep track of... Therefore, we now share one personal blog together!)
We're a cluster of Dimentio fictives from a single system; doubles and sourcemates are welcome to interact. We're collectively autistic with ADHD, STPD, OCD, etc.
Below the cut are little introductions to all the people behind this blog!
It's funny how you can tell who fronts more often based on us having more to say lol
** Note! 🌟 is for when we can't tell which Dimentio is fronting, or there are multiple Dimentios blurred together.
🔰 Darcey
Lights Go Out ★ He/They/It
Mood booster, confidence holder, doberge, etc. Casual and unserious. Likes stars, space aesthetics, mushrooms, bunnies, and crystals. Favorite music consists of Bear Ghost, LadyMonsters, LuluYam, Creep-P, and Asteria. Foggy/disconnected from source.
🔊 Deimos
Shadow Shadow ★ He/They/Doll/It
Academic, lovebug, devotee, etc. Friendly but a little unsocial. Likes playing cards, crystals, moths, lace, ribbons, bows, bunnies, and doll/puppet related visuals. Mostly listens to Azari and N25 covers. Foggy/disconnected from source.
🎪 Dimentio A.
It's Showtime! (with lyrics) ★He/They/Jest
Confidence holder, emotional protector, etc. Formal and unsocial. Likes jester/circus aesthetics, the color purple, ornate metal work, space, lychee flavored sweets, and playing card related visuals. Likes listening to Nintendo OSTs (particularly SPM & Luigi's mansion) and Will Wood. Strong source connection.
🔶 Dimentio B.
The Bad Place ★ He/They
Identity soup, more to be added. I'm also the one writing all this!
🌷 Dimenzo
Moth To The Flame ★ He/It/Xey/They/Rose
Academic, curamor, love holder, etc. Very friendly, a little shy. Likes soft colors, jester/circus aesthetics, plushies, sparkling/shiny/glittering things, flowers (pink roses especially), odd history, psychology, dogs, cats, rats/mice, rabbits, stars, space, listening to literary analysis videos of horror stories. Likes listening to game OSTs, N25 covers, Azari, and vintage jazz playlist s. Disconnected from source.
⛓️ Dimhollow
Ground Vision ★ It/He/Vamp/Dark
Buffer, melanchonoir, pincushion, etc. Casual, a little unsocial. Likes listening to music, playing Collective Unconscious, sweets, rain, Skyrim: TES, Bad End Theater, gothic/darker aesthetics, and bunnies. Favorite music is game OSTs (specifically Yume Nikki, Yume 2kki, Collective Unconscious, and Skyrim), goth rock, Depeche Mode, Drive45, and (occasionally) Chonny Jash. Semi-connected to source.
🪞 Dimlace
Envy Baby (cover) ★ He/It/Toy
ADHD/BPD/confidence/love holder, companion, etc. Colorful personality. Pink/black color combos, lacey/cute clothes, spiders + spider webs (both as in the actual creatures and as cute decoration motifs), chemistry/alchemy, and bunnies. Mostly listens to Creep-P, Ayesha Erotica, Asteria, kets4eki, 6arelyhuman, Luluyam, and some vocaloid songs. All time favorite songs are BITE ME by Creep-P and Incubator by Chogakusei. Disconnected from source.
💤 Dreamy
Lotus Waters ★ He/It/Dream/They
Airhead, comforter, doberge, destressor, etc. Calm and very silly. Likes napping, cutecore + soft/dreamy aesthetics, vocaloid songs (especially classics from the 2000's), our Jevil plushie, strawberry flavored sweets, tiramisu, marshmallows, Yume Nikki Online, Gravity Falls, and Vita Carnis. Likes listening to the Yume Nikki/Yume 2kki/CU OSTs, vocaloids, cutecore playlists, Maretu, etc. Favorite vocaloid songs are Triple Baka and Dancing Samurai. Disconnected from source
🃏 Thundershow
The Ultimate Show ★ It/Its, They/Them
Unknown roles, formed only recently. Dual conscious, but sometimes one mind takes over as the dominant one (which present as facets). Thunderhand likes plants, Showstopper likes circus aesthetics. They both like their source. Semi-connected to source.