#endo friendly

[mildly-inconvenient-plur-is]

this isn't really convient but its more so like "why did you not say anything earlier?"

Anyways I found out that one of the headmates that we have that I believed was a brainmade, is in fact, not a brainmade.

Hes apparently a fictive of Telamon

It never came up so I never said anything. -Kaelar (<- headmate in question)

I literally would've built you something like a church in Minecraft had I known bc, you know, youre a god-

@alt3rsp3ci3splurality

[ pt : It never came up so I never said anything. -Kaelar / end pt ]

we love some good introjects just going around not telling anyone they are in fact introjects it's pretty fun /silly +???

[mildly-inconvenient-plur-is]

MIP culture is oscillating between accepting our endogenic plurality and "I'm just a very lonely singlet who talks inside their head".

-🫟🪄🌨️

we were like that too for a while. now we don't get it as often anymore, but when Cura was the host, they would get these thoughts often -Moros

[iamgoingtobeatyouwithhammers]

the polish president was poisoned?????

[thirteenzepptraxx]

messenger — a headmate or part who coexists in two inner worlds or systems (ex: the centre system and sidesystem or subsystem) at the same time. they are connected to both groups simultaneously and do not exist "between" them.

[mildly-inconvenient-plur-is]

MIP is I named my puppy after one of my fictives because I (at the time) thought my hyperfixation on her was due to really loving the character. Then I realized we're plural (oops) and... it doesn't feel real to call my puppy her name, it's like I'm calling her MY name. But she's had the name long enough that I can't change it 🤦

pet the puppy for us, she's such a good silly! also yeah syscovery does that sometimes -Moros

[delverlike-bah]

🍚

*throws flower petals*

*leaves*

"Ah thank you, I'll see what I have for you..."

["Ah thank you, I'll see what I have for you..."]

"Theres someone I haven't seen in a while... She runs the Sentinel Blast range... Maybe I should visit..."

["Theres someone I haven't seen in a while... She runs the Sentinel Blast range... Maybe I should visit..."]

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Names ⦊ Strike, Brutus, Gunner/Gun, Soldier, Sergeant, Hunter, Ambush, Trigger, Rifle, Max, Ari/Arti/Artillery, Zero, Scope, Barrel, Siege, Maw, Mutt, K9, Ranger

Pronouns ⦊ she/her, sh./h.r, he/him, h./h.m, it/its, soldier/soldiers, serg/sergs, K9/K9s, mutt/mutts, feral/ferals, claw/claws, bite/bites, bullet/bullets, blast/blasts, scope/scopes, sniper/snipers, trigger/triggers, canine/canines, weapon/weapons, artillery/artillerys, gun/guns

Age ⦊ 32 - 43

Genders ⦊ FTF, Transmascfem, Girlish, Combat Boots, Tactikal, Anondier, Propaganmilitary, Livweaponic, Dogtagen, Soldierlexic, Cigfem

Sexuality ⦊ Conromantic, Loveless Romantic, Ace-ish, Lesboy

Roles ⦊ Warrior, Sniper, Avenger, Careforcer

Species ⦊ climber/human

Source ⦊ Strike - Anchored

Faceclaims ⦊ one (screenshot) - two

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Gas station purchase ⦊ cigarettes and coffee

URL ⦊ R3TIRDW3APON, injured-4nd-deadly, S0LDRUNDEAD

Rougelike class ⦊ extractor

Interaction status ⦊ IWC, interact with caution

Music class ⦊ band (percussion)

[fictovoid-collective]

splitting //Unnamed(she/any)

I think I'm new here. I don't think that's a good thing.

i don't even mean to come here. i dont want to be here. i want to go back home.

I woke up, and everyone was sad. Nobody had the capacity to give me as much as a "hello, what's your name?". I went completely unnoticed for days. They were all too busy processing a pain too big for them to understand.

and I understand why. In my few hours being in this world, I've only been whipped back and forth between chaos and misery, only to be told its my fault. I've been shamed and guilted for things we do to protect ourself and asked to give constant reassurance and support when I can barely stay grounded enough to hear the words coming out of my own mouth.

I tried pretending to be one of the Jax's, in hopes I'd forget myself and "turn into one" to bring us joy. But it didn't feel right. I don't want to be a Jax, I don't want to be any character. I'm happy being myself.

So, hi. I don't have a name, but its nice to meet you anyways. I hope to understand myself more someday soon, but for now, this is me. I'm happy here, even if its bad. And maybe someday things will be okay.

(name options and whatever are appreciated btw ^_^)

[computerbah]

beep boop! the computer has started to work again after some errors in its code... dont worry, old requests shall be dealt with, and new ones are highly encouraged! welcome back!