#directionersindenial

[thatsexycatswife]

I'm > than being straight A student

I've always had good grades and last nine weeks I got straight A's but I'm more than that, I Absouletly refuse to  be a robot. I was on kik talking to my ecuadorian friend we'll call him F and from what he sends I think he likes me. So I told my mom I think he likes me and she's said pay attention to your schoolwork so I said I do that all the time and she's said keep doing it. That really PISSED me OFF like why are you as a mom ( mom's are usually excited for their daughter's possible love interest) not happy , she totally dismissed what I said. UGHHHHHH

[thatsexycatswife]

Feels like good doesn't pay off

All my life I was good for other people, so I could be good enough for them, I was good cause I was scared of trouble , cause bad isn't  my nature, cause good people get good things, but now I see that bad people have the good things without being good & are forgiven for their deeds(illegal things,bullying) but when I do a minor thing( refuse to wear a dress,not on  honor roll) it's so Horrible. I want a turn to be reckless.

[thatsexycatswife]

Bad girl?

I don't wanna do the right thing all the time anymore. I wanna do something bad and get away with it just like everybody else. Not on murder  level but bad. I wanna say all the mean things I think in my head to others who do they same to me, i want tatoos , a nose pierecing and a belly pierecing  , might wear a hijab to piss of my biblethumper family. I want combat boots a grungy plaid shirt, I wanna be a teenage dirtbag.

[thatsexycatswife]

Younger = prettier?

This may seem weird but I think that my face was better looking when I was younger , I believe my features had a better ratio. But what I hate is that I didn't know how good I looked then because when you're young you don't care what you look like.

[angelxedwin]

The moment when one of your besties quotes star wars when you are stuck on a level of candy crush

[thatsexycatswife]

I couldn't put this in your ask box

I suppose i feel more like a woman due to the following reasons. We're told women are supposed to have breasts , also that they're not supposed to and should be skinny. Like one time a woman was rated really sexy even though she had no meat on her. Also I have the tan girl standard. Which is flat stomach , breasts  , butt  and hips kind of like a coke bottle. Almost all of the women in my family are curvy.My mom is over forty and has large breasts.

[holyliamsbicepsbatman]

Skye is my favorite blogger ever... especially when she blogs drunk.