pls no evil eye but
and this is okay to share bc the only people i know irl who follow me already know basically so its fine lol, thank u for this quiet little corner of the internet so I don’t have to feel like people will be peeking at my life when i dont want them to i just want to record nice things !
We visited a venue today and we didn’t sign anything, but we both like it, and I am hoping it’s the one we settle on. It’s beautiful and small and quiet and, I think, very us. It’s not loud or extravagant and the reception area is tiny and we could actually afford to pay it all ourselves, though I think my dad is going to try to pay maybe. It was a nice day and it was a nice drive there and it was wonderful and nice and just great. And also I enjoy long drives with L anyway, so that was a nice part of the day, too. I don’t think anything has completely hit me yet and there really isn’t enough going on yet to make it really feel like it’s all happening, but that’s what happens when you take forever to act on what was said, maybe. And also, in a way, I wouldn’t have it any other way, because that also feels very us. I’m a little surprised that I don’t feel any sort of “I can’t believe this is really happening, things are actually moving along on this planning front” feelings, but I think that’s because we are kind of very comfortable where we are and everything feels like this is the right pace to move along at and that just makes everything feel better and more certain. I’m happy.













