Thank you for that post. I've felt stuck for a very long time, unable to move forward because school and love both seem insurmountable. It's done awful things to my self worth. It helps to know someone understands.
school is not an adequate measure of somebody’s inherent worth, and that’s something you have to remember as you go through day to day life. the school system is incredibly flawed and even more flawed for mentally ill people. it’s a tough thing to go through, but i’m proud of you for making the effort and trying your best. as far as love goes, i’m sure love will come your way. you just have to give it time. but while you wait, you should try to get to know yourself. i know this sounds silly, but i used to take myself out on dates every couple weeks. spending time alone with myself gave me some time to really think about who i was and who i was looking for. it doesn’t have to be anything big- take a walk in the park, or a bath, or try that new ice cream flavor you’ve been curious about. just treat yourself to some quiet time alone. once you learn to be comfortable while alone, you learn a lot about who you are. and when you’re not looking for love, it will find you. hope this helps!!
