bro growing up realizing that im so far behind relaionship wise LJ was sooo right for every first ill have he will have alr had
and its like is could be a good thing but at the same time its like GURL i dont get the original experience never dated in elementary not even for a second like everyone says that they never dated but theres tiers like never dated in any grade, never held hands romantically, never kissed, never been touched in a flirt way, never had someone flirt w me, never actually talked w someone, done anything past kissing, im lowk the untouched friend maybe soon to be duff like i swear everyone looks at my friends first no matter what friend group im in and my friends r beautiful so i get it
and like my dad banned me from dating but there is no need for that like guys dont look at me unless theyre p*dos or want yk (which rarely happens im like damn atp i can leave the house in anything and without any protection and nothing would happen to me)
but its like what am i doing wrong or what am i doing right maybe im not meant to date im not that interested and my future career wont give me time to waste so it might be for the best idk but like even if i do anything im too late like my friend was talking w me and said middle school relationships dont count girl i have nothing to count dont worry
LIKE I HAVENT EVEN HAD A MOMENT A MOMENT W TENSION
also peter never gave LJ back her scrunchie (TS PMO BC A GOOD HAIR TIE THATS PERFECTLY TIGHT STABLE AND THICKNESS IS HARD TO FIND) and he was never waiting for her hes like a bad boyfriend but a good guy but i think hed be a good husband if that makes sense
but like i do have high expectations which arent high at all like i talk w ppl and theyre like yeah he doesnt open doors for me or walk on the outside of the sidewalk im like honey i do that for my friends!!! chivarly is dead and im sorry but chivarly doesnt equal flirting like ppl will get made at their man for picking up something another girl dropped which if u have to worry ab that being a issue u need a better man bc thats basic manners
