Jan 2
If I ever bump into anyone from my uni or school years I think id just kill myself. like i have nothing to show for myself. no dream job, no partner, no kids, no house, stuck in shitty retail/office jobs, gave up on art, didnt get to work for disney, literally nothing to show for my life but a steam library of unplayed games.
also i said no drinking in jan but i broke that last night, no alcohol for tonight so might just get super super high.
want to try and channel this negative energy into cleaning today. im just scrolling away doing nothing, its all ive ever done and all ive ever do.
