#divinityspeaks

[fallofdivinity]

Got tagged in thing on my DA

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? - During my current relationship? Yes. In my last one? lol no  2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? - I’m dating a 19 year old right now lol so yes  3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? - Low-key all the time ngl lol  4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? - yeah c:  5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? - My boyfriend’s ex and some of the people I used to talk to.  6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? - Stolen Dance by Milky Chance 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? - A Batman jersey that I got for my birthday, a pair of  shorts and my hair pulled up.  8. How often do you listen to music? - EVERYDAY. I can’t go without it lol  9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? - jeans, definitely.  10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? - Well, besides it being 2016, a lot did change for me.  11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? - It depends on my BPD, but more often than not I’m social.  12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? - No, surprisingly lol  13. What about ‘R’? - Nope lol  14. Can you drive a stick shift? - Noooo I’m too scared to xD  15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? - A lot of the time, yeah. I’m super self conscious so judgements make me freak out.  16. Are you going out of town soon? - No, unfortunately :c  17. When was the last time you cried? - A couple of days ago, probably.  18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? - Yes 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? - I’d like to experiment with blue, but green is okay, too, I guess. 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? - Yes  21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. - The fact that I have homework |D 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? - yes c:  23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? - Yes! :3c  24. What are you sitting on right now? - my bed  25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? - My boyfriend cx  26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? - No, actually |D Every guy/girl I wanted to date wanted to date me, too  27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? - My boyfriend  28. Do you get a lot of colds? - Yes, it sucks Dx  29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? - My friend got it for me for my birthday  30. Does anyone hate you? - Oh, fuck yeah |D 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? - Nope, just water bottles probably 32. Do you like watching scary movies? - Yes, but I freak myself out so it kinda bites me in the ass |D  33. Do you want your tongue pierced? - Noooo, I feel like it would hurt too much :’c  34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? - Probably when I was 12 or 13.  35. Did you have a dream last night? - Yeah, I had a dream that one of my brother’s teachers like had it out for me. 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? - Last night 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? - Uh, it’s not currently on the agenda, but maybe? 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? - God, I hope so |D Otherwise the past nine months would be suuuuuper awkward.  39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - No, probably not. 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? - Yes! c: 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? - Yes 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? - At school, yeah, but I don’t really spend time with a lot of people outside of school. 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? - Yes  44. What’s the best part about school? - I get out at 1 o’clock everyday c:  45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? - Yes, but they’re all older photos of middle school and early high school.  46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? - I used to.  47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? - All the time  48. Were you single over the last summer? - Summer 2015 I was, but this summer, no c:  49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? - Oh god no, thankfully. I cut out a lot of toxic people.  50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? - .... Homework :c  51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? - Well the last guy who sent a text to my phone was actually in a group text, and he’s my ex and yeah he’s a piece of shit. 52. Are you nice to everyone? - I try to be! I’m a really passive person and I try to be nice to everyone, but if someone pisses me off then I may get more sassy |D  53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? - Yeah, definitely  54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? - I’ve never cheated, I’m not a piece of shit c:  55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? - Nooo lol but I can if it’s necessary 56. Do you think you like someone? - I know I love someone 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? - Nope 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? - Boys  59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? - Oh totally |D  60. Do you hate anyone? - Yes  61. How’s your heart? - Slowly getting better, but still has some very sensitive parts.  62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? - There’s a lot.  63. Have you ever cried over a guy? - Yes.  64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? - My boyfriend’s ex :D 65. Are your toenails painted pink? - No 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? - NO D: 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? - I think there’s a difference with guys being sensitive and guys being overdramatic. It depends.  68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? - No, but they’ve ripped xD  69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? - My mom i think :0  70. How do you look right now? - Rough |D  71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? - I have some very close people who I can, yes  72. Can you commit to one person? - Yeah, totally 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? - Aside from my boyfriend, yeah a couple of people.  74. Have you ever felt replaced? - All the time  75. Did you wake up cranky? - No, just really quiet 76. Are you a jealous person? - Depends on the person, but yeah sometimes I am |D 77. Are relationships ever worth it? - Yeah, I prefer to be in a relationship than to be out of one. 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? - Nope  79. Currently wanting to see anyone? - My friend Karly and my other friend Mariana 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? - School :c  81. Last person you cried in front of? - My boyfriend 82. Is there someone you will never forget? - yeah. a lot of things. 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? - Oh totally like borderline overprotective  84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? - Probably watching Studio Ghibli movies or gaming 85. Are you over your past? - Nope haha  86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? - I dated a couple of close guy friends |D  87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? - Yeah  88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? - No I’d throw him down some damn stairs fuck him  89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? - yeah totally, i’d drag them all the way to my bed to cuddle with me C: 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? - Yeah  91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? - Yeah totally 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? - One of my best friends :D  93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? - Nope lol  94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? - Yes! And it was, and still is , good c: 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? - Yeah  96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? - I mean, he’s my boyfriend and I think he’s extremely attractive xD  97. Who do you have texts from? - My boyfriend, my mom, my brother, and a group of friends 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? - I’d wish them the best with that person.  99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? - Yeah  100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? - On here, it isn’t even me lol but on other websites it’s just me or me and my boyfriend 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? - Yes uwu  102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? - uh huh! 

[fallofdivinity]

Get to know me better

a – age  - 17 b – biggest fear - spiders and abandonment c – current time - 5:07 pm  d – drink you last had/are having - milk c: e – easiest person to talk to - my boyfriend f – favorite song - Hard one :0 Anything by I Prevail, Hands Like Houses, or BMTH probably g – ghosts, are they real - I’m not a believer, no ^^; h – heritage - Polish and Scottish mainly c:  i – in love with - food, my boyfriend, and sleeping  k – kissed someone - Yes |D l – last time you cried - yesterday  m – middle name - Marie n – number of siblings - 2  o – one wish - To go back and not self harm p – person who you last called - My mom  q – question you’re always asked - “How old are you?”  r – reason to smile - My boyfriend, my friends, and my family s – song last sang - Throne by BMTH t – time you woke up - 1:30-ish p.m  u – underwear color  - dark blue c: w – worst habit - tugging on strands of my hair, biting on my lip, etc x – x-rays you’ve had  - on my ankle when i broke it, my toe when i broke it, my head when i had to get stitches, my face when i went into sinus surgery, my mouth for wisdom teeth surgery... uhhhh idk i get hurt a lot |D y – your favorite food  - the edible kind c: z – zodiac sign - sagittarius ! >w< 

[fallofdivinity]

Top Threes

1:Top 3 ice cream flavors - Americone Dream, Mint Chocolate, and Birthday Cake 2:Top 3 disney movies - Tarzan, The Lion King, Mulan 3:Top 3 vacation destinations - (I’ve already been but) Scotland, New Zealand, and Ireland 4:Top 3 places to shop - Tilly’s, Francesca’s, and the Spencer’s for my graphics 5:Top 3 school subjects - US History, Psychology, Sculpture 6:Top 3 make up products - Eye liner, eye liner, eye liner |D  7:Top 3 music artists - Bring Me the Horizon, Hands Like Houses, and We Came as Romans 8:Top 3 spices/herbs - Rosemary, basil, and thyme :3c 9:Top 3 drinks - Water, coca-cola, and vanilla root beer  10:Top 3 apps to use - Instagram, Snapchat, and youtube 11:Top 3 months of the year - September, October, November c:  12:Top 3 clothing items - Converse, t-shirts, jeans 13:Top 3 tv shows - (I don’t watch much tv Dx ) uhh,, Batman TAS, Teen Titans, Avatar the Last Airbender 14:Top 3 romantic dates - Video game dates, star gazing, nice dinners c:  15:Top 3 kinds of flower - Roses, Tiger Lillies, and orchids 16:Top 3 christmas movies - The ones on tv c: 17:Top 3 OTPs - ahh shit son okay uh Japis (Jasper x Lapis), Zutara (Zuuko x Katara), and then me x food 18:Top 3 quotes to describe your life - “Fuc K,,!”, “the end is only the beginning”, and “damn it i fucked up again” 19:Top 3 characteristics you love about yourself - I’m really forgiving, I care about a lot about people, I’m kinda awkward? and clumsy? 20:Top 3 kinds of candy - twix, sour patch kids, and caramels 21:Top 3 ways to exercise/ be active - scissor crunches, squats, leg presses 22:Top 3 spirit animals - wolves, deer, and owls 23:Top 3 pet names - baby, love, and sweet heart 24:Top 3 books - ah fcuk uh i don't know i love so many ;;;  25:Top 3 most used websites - Tumblr, youtube, and then school websites |D  26:Top 3 people you last texted - Alexa, my baby, and my mom  27:Top 3 hashtags you use - i don't unless I'm promoting art 28:Top 3 instagram accounts you follow - scyrow , my boyfriend’s, and purpledraws 29:Top 3 guilty pleasures - sleeping in late, eating junk food, video games 30:Top 3 summer activities - sleeping, staying out late, friends!  31:Top 3 things to draw - anything comic style (and preferably of the female gender) 32:Top 3 aesthetics - black and white, space, and pastel 33:Top 3 things you'd buy if you gained three million dollars - a new mattress, a new car for my boyfriend, and maybe an apartment for us  34:Top 3 ways to treat yourself - painting my nails, sleeping early, eating out at nicer places 35:Top 3 celebrity crushes - TOM HIDDLESTON, Johnny Depp, and Liv Tyler 36:Top 3 books from your childhood - The Hungry Caterpillar, The Giving Tree, and the Judie B Jones series 37:Top 3 accents to hear - Australian, Scottish, and British 38:Top 3 scents - cologne, rosemary, and incense 39:Top 3 "friends" quotes - “If we were in prison, you guys would be, like, my bitches”, “Your love is like a giant pigeon, crapping on my heart”, “My favorite part was when Superman flew all the jews out of Egypt” 40:Top 3 cupcake flavors - red velvet, vanilla, carrot cake c:  41:Top 3 fruits - apples, oranges, pineapple  42:Top 3 places you've had amazing pizza from - Papa Johns, Calabria, and Sydney’s 43:Top 3 sports teams to watch - i don't like sports much  44:Top 3 crayola colors - red, blue, and green 45:Top 3 things you hope to accomplish in college - living on my own, getting my masters, good grades 46:Top 3 fanfictions you've read - ah shit this is like the book question 47:Top 3 people you miss right now - my boyfriend, mariana, and Michael 48:Top 3 fears - spiders, dolls, and mannequins 49:Top 3 favorite literary devices - imagery, personification, and metaphors 50:Top 3 pet peeves - chewing with youR MOUTH OPEN, ignorance, people trying to “play fight” me when it actually hurts 51:Top 3 physical things you find attractive - nice arms, nice backs, and nice chests 52:Top 3 bad habits - biting my lip, cracking my knuckles, and tugging on my hair 53:Top 3 pets you've had/wish to have - i want a fox so bAd,, , dogs, and cats cause they get me  54:Top 3 types of foreign food - chinese, mexican, and thai 55:Top 3 things you want to say to someone in your lifetime - “I do”, “Welcome to the world”, and “When I’m gone, tell them about who i was” 56:Top 3 dog breeds - Samoyeds!, German Shepherds, and malamutes :3c 57:Top 3 cheesy romance movies - i don't really watch romance :0  58:Top 3 languages you speak/wish to speak - Japanese, french, and spanish 59:Top 3 series (book, movie, television) - Walking Dead, The Blacklist, and then Elementary 60:Top 3 pizza toppings - Cheese, peppers, and tomatoes  61:Top 3 youtubers you're subscribed to - game grumps, cryaotic, and team four star 62:Top 3 tattoo/piercing ideas - semicolon on my left wrist, sister tattoo on my back, and then one on my forearm 63:Top 3 awards you want to win - an art award would be nice, so would a writing one, and maybe one for amount of time spent sleeping? 64:Top 3 emojis - gun emoji, laugh emoji, and the middle finger emoji  65:Top 3 cars you dream of owning - ‘67 Chevy Impala, ‘10 Honda Civic, and a Sonata would be nice 66:Top 3 authors - shit uh Tolkien, and Rowling are my favorites 67:Top 3 historical figures - Harriet Tubman, MLK, and Lincoln 68:Top 3 baby names - Hunter, Hayden, and Jacelyn 69:Top 3 DIYs - .... no never mind |D  70:Top 3 smoothie combos/flavors - Pineapple mango, strawberry banana, and mixed berry c:  71:Top 3 songs of this month - (i’m assuming on the radio) Cake by the Ocean is the only one i can really stand |D  72:Top 3 questions of this post you want to be asked - ? 73:Top 3 villains - ( All disney |D ), Frollo, Mother Gothel, and Scar 74:Top 3 Cities you want to see - New Orleans, Chicago, and San Diego 75:Top 3 recipes you want to try - cheesecake cupcakes are the main 76:Top 3 dream jobs - Pediatric physical therapy, psychology of some sort, or world history 77:Top 3 lucky items - My puzzle piece necklace is the only thing i carry everyday 78:Top 3 traditions you have - leave nice notes on my receipts at restaurants, making sure to kiss my boyfriend every single day no matter what, and getting ice cream with my sister 79:Top 3 things you miss about being a kid - the innocence, the imagination, and the energy 80:Top 3 harry potter characters - Snappeeeee, Dumbledore because he said some really inspirational shit, and Sirius 81:Top 3 lies you were told - “I love you”, “I miss you”, “We’re going to last because we’re stronger than this” 82:Top 3 pictures in your camera roll right now - one from work last night (cinco de mayo), one of my boyfriend and I on a walk where we found a leaf shaped like a heart, and then a picture of my grandfather 83:Top 3 turn ons - (I’ll give some for each gender) muscular chests, muscular backs, muscular arms, and the v guys get. Boobs are NICE, thighs are nice, and i love myself a booty 84:Top 3 turn offs - aggressiveness, tickling me >.> , and too much licking 85:Top 3 magazines/news papers/ journals to read - ehhh i don't like most 86:Top 3 things you wish you had known earlier - that i didn't have to be at school today, that i could take my chem test on monday, and that racetrac was giving out free drinks with a coupon 87:Top 3 spongebob episodes - Shanghaied, the training episode, and the pizza delivery 88:Top 3 places to be in the world - with my boyfriend, with my friends, in my bed 89:Top 3 things you'd do differently - act differently, stand up for myself more, and be more motivated 90:Top 3 TV shows from your childhood - Avatar the Last Airbender, Dragon Ball (reruns with my sister), and Spongebob (Pre-2006) 91:Top 3 meals you love - salmon, steak and potatoes, and then my mom’s pasta dishes 92:Top 3 kinds of tea - peach, sweet, and raspberry 93:Top 3 embarrassing moments - i accidentally kicked a soccer ball in the wrong goal, i accidentally farted when i had sex once lmao, and then whenever i call out a wrong answer in class with confidence 94:Top 3 holidays to celebrate - Halloween!, Christmas, and July 4th 95:Top 3 things to do in the rain - kiss, dance, and run  96:Top 3 things to do in the snow - go back inside, throw snow down people’s pants, and walk when it’s slow snowfall and everything is quiet outside and you can hear the snow under your feet and it just seems so peaceful and the rest of the world doesn’t really matter in that moment 97:Top 3 items you can't leave the house w/o - my phone, my wallet, and my necklace 98:Top 3 movies you'd like to see - Civil War right now  99:Top 3 art mediums - colored pencil, clay, and paper 100:Top 3 museums you've been to - the High Museum of Art, this one museum in boston, and then this one in london 101:Top 3 school memories - sitting at lunch with my best friends, getting honorable mentions in class, and doing worksheets ( i actually like doing those lo l ) 102:Top 3 things you don't/Won't miss - my ex :-) , waking up at 6:30 every morning, and finals week 103:Top 3 pick up lines - i don't actually know  104:Top 3 sports to watch - baseball is the only one i actually like xD  105:Top 3 taylor swift songs - :-) 

[fallofdivinity]

god if only you could learn to shut the fuck up and be thankful for what you have, then the rest of us wouldn’t be so miserable all the time. 

[fallofdivinity]

70 horrible questions... fuck it

So I saw this on my dash and thought it would be good to fill out so my followers could get to know me more and stuff and yeah c: 

01:Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - it’s kind of off and on, tbh. We don’t exactly see eye to eye on a lot of things- they’re much more conservative than I uwu;;  02:Who did you last say “I love you” to? - my boyfriend  03:Do you regret anything? - actually, yeah. I have a lot of things I wish I could do over. 04:Are you insecure? - yes uwu; 05:What is your relationship status? - I’m taken!  06:How do you want to die? - Personally, I want to go in my sleep. But idk, maybe I’ll die by making mashed potatoes or something. 07:What did you last eat? - Oreos!  08:Played any sports? - I was in competitive gymnastics for a while, then I switched to soccer, baseball and softball, then basketball. Currently, I don’t play any, though. 09:Do you bite your nails? - Yes, it’s my worst habit D: That and biting on my lip. 10:When was your last physical fight? - Ehm.... a few months back? 11:Do you like someone? - Sam! uwu (boyfriend) 12:Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? - Yes~  13:Do you hate anyone at the moment? - I don’t really HATE people, I just have tension with some people. 14:Do you miss someone? - .... I’ve lost a lot of people. So yeah.  15:Have any pets? - two cats and a dog!  16:How exactly are you feeling at the moment? - Like I don’t really belong anywhere. 17:Ever made out in the bathroom? - yep |D  18:Are you scared of spiders? - they’re my biggest fear ;-;  19:Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? - No, I like how things have fixed themselves over time.  20:Where was the last place you snogged someone? - On my couch while watching tv  21:What are your plans for this weekend? - Ehhh, probably hang out with Sam or hide in my room watching Netflix 22:Do you want to have kids? How many? - I do want kids! I want two c:  23:Do you have piercings? How many? - I used to have my ears pierced 24:What is/are/were your best subject(s)? - My best subjects are: Psychology, history, science, and lang/literature!  25:Do you miss anyone from your past? - ... Yeah. I guess I really do. 26:What are you craving right now? - Queso @w@ 27:Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - Yeah, and I feel absolutely awful for it. 28:Have you ever been cheated on? - Yeah uwu;; 29:Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? - Yeah, but only because I was crying |D

30:What’s irritating you right now? - My parents 31:Does somebody love you? - God, I hope so.... 32:What is your favourite color? - Blue and purple!  33:Do you have trust issues? - Actually, yeah. It takes a while for me to open up to people completely. 34:Who/what was your last dream about? - My sister, apparently I was working for her, and she paid me like $5000 for absolutely nothing lmao  35:Who was the last person you cried in front of? - Sam uwu;; 36:Do you give out second chances too easily? - Yeah... I’ve been told that I’m too much of a pushover lol @w@;;  37:Is it easier to forgive or forget? - I believe it’s easier to forgive. I can offer second chances, I will never ever forget what people have done to me though, and if push comes to shove, I will use that against them. 38:Is this year the best year of your life? - Hmm, in some ways, yes uwu  39:How old were you when you had your first kiss? - I think I was 12, turning 13? ouo;;  40:Have you ever walked outside completely naked? - No, I’m too self conscious |D  51:Favourite food? - Chicken/Beef Lo Mein !  52:Do you believe everything happens for a reason? - Maybe ! Who knows? c:  53:What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? - I watched the snow fall, listened to music, and wrote.  54:Is cheating ever okay? - No.  55:Are you mean? - I don’t think so? @w@ I hope not!  56:How many people have you fist fought? - Other than my sister and brother? ... probably like one person lol  57:Do you believe in true love? - I hope for it, but I haven’t yet experienced it on the receiving end, so I don’t know xD  58:Favourite weather? - Autumn weather!  59:Do you like the snow? - Yes ewe  60:Do you wanna get married? - Yes ~  61:Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? - I don’t really pay attention to it, but I guess if they do it’s sweet ewe  62:What makes you happy? - Sam, music, writing, cooking, video games, my friends/family and the night sky !  63:Would you change your name? - I probably would’ve a couple of years ago, but ‘Camryn’ is okay~  64:Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? - It wouldn’t be hard to kiss my boyfriend, no. But if I had to kiss my last boyfriend? ... I don’t think I could bring myself to do it. It’d be too much. 65:Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - Thank them, but kindly turn them down. 66:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? - Absolutely!  67:Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? - Sam!  68:Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - Either Sam, or my therapist. 69:Do you believe in soulmates? - Not really. I like the idea of them, but I believe that there’s dozens of potential lovers for someone- and that someone could marry or be with any one of them and be perfectly happy.  70:Is there anyone you would die for? - Most definitely. c: