Jun 16, 2024
Came out as aplatonic to my longest lasting “friend” today.
It went? Okay I guess?
I don’t really know how to feel about it. It feels empty.
I’m crying over not understanding relationships. I’m so, so tired of it.
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Came out as aplatonic to my longest lasting “friend” today.
It went? Okay I guess?
I don’t really know how to feel about it. It feels empty.
I’m crying over not understanding relationships. I’m so, so tired of it.
i can't stop thinking about the guy who left me for being avoidant. we were good friends. we'd show each other movies every week or so. we kept in touch after i quit my job. he said it was okay that i was struggling, because he was struggling too.
a day or so after i finally said to him "hey, i have avpd" and sent him a link to what it was, he wrote this whole "well, it was nice knowing you" thing.
i wasn't not talking because i didn't want you to leave. i wasn't talking because i wanted to keep you