synopsis: Going raw for the first time? DK doesn't stand a chance.
requested: AMANI IM BEGGING for breeding kink with any member of seventeen.
warnings: mdni, 18+, pwp, dubcon, unprotected, dirty talk, mating press, dk is down bad, so are you, dk big, dk strong, pussdrunk, multiple orgasm, threats/promises of impreg, breeding kink unlocked, dk crashes out, he talks you through it? yeah?, little descriptions of the idea of the reader being preg, etc.
wc: 1.2k+
[BE VERY AWARE, SMUT BELOW THE 'KEEP READING' TAG]
Lee Seokmin doesn't know he has a breeding kink until he pushes his cock inside you, raw, for the first time.
He visibly shudders, squeezing his eyes shut as he fails to take a full breath after. You're so warm, so wet, and taking all of him so deep inside that his mouth actually waters. And when he blinks his eyes open, it only gets worse for him. Harder, maybe would be the better word. His cock twitches, rubbing against your gummy walls, and your mouth parts in awe as he looks down at you.
You're so pretty underneath him.
You're lying on your back, staring up at him with glossy lips and starry eyes, and fuck, your walls are gripping him so tightly he doesn't want to leave.
But then you start squirming, giving him the signal to start moving, and he does. He would do anything for you - and you gasp just as much as you did when he bullied his way inside as you do when he pushes his hips back. He slides back until the tip of his thick cock remains inside your drooling cunt before he surges forward. The bed creaks, your pretty tits bounce, and the mushroom-shaped head of his cock kisses your cervix in greeting, making both of you groan in unison.
It's like a flip is switched for Dokyeom. His vision whitens, his cock twitches, splurting a few gooey wads of precum along your cervix, and he can only think about cumming inside. Filling you to the brim with his seed until you're round and it sticks. The image of you, a mess, dripping with him, makes a deep groan slip from the back of his throat, and he's hitching your leg higher onto his hip to press even deeper into your weeping cunt.
The pretty noises you make rise in pitch when he does, and Seokmin's lips curve up into a lovesick grin. "So pretty, you're so pretty." His thrusts grow in strength, just like his grip on your hips does. He jostles you, pulling you back every time his hips push you up on the bed, and his tongue licks his lips with a newfound hunger for more.
Sweat begins to line his forehead, the muscles in his back straining as he gives, and gives, and gives. You're making it harder for him to leave your pretty pussy, soaking him with your sweet slick as you chant his name like a prayer. Your nails claw into the bedsheet underneath you, trying to grip onto anything, something, until they dig into his back as he brings you closer to the edge.
Your stomach flexes, your thighs twitching with a pleasurable hum, and Dokyeom can't look away from where he's connected to you. Your sweet pussy is slobbering all over his cock, coating it in a shiny sheen that makes each thrust slippier, and effectively makes DK more pussydrunk after each snap of his hips. "You're makin' it harder for me to leave, Baby." He confesses with a gasp, his pupils blown, and his jaw clenching as you whimper back in response.
The familiar heat swirls low in your abdomen, the telltale sign that you're going to cum, and it's got Dokyeom sliding his hands down from your hips and under your thighs, pushing your plush legs up until your knees bend. This position makes your mouth drop, your tongue lewdly sticking out as the mating press keeps you trapped under his strong arms. The position is squeezing the air from your lungs as he carves a deeper path inside you, his cock dragging over all the sweet spots inside your sopping cunt like you were truly made just for him.
And maybe you are. Because the idea of you just like this, dumb on his cock, can only get better if he gets you pregnant. The way your body would change, your tummy soft and round, and your pretty tits full as he makes you feel so good - the idea of you glowing and carrying his child - fuck, his eyes roll and you're falling apart underneath him with a wail.
Your pussy pulses around his shaft, trying to milk him, and it's the cause of the final thread of his sanity snapping. His teeth grit, his fingers dig into the fat of your thighs as he fucks you through your orgasm, his hips pounding you into the mattress with one goal in mind. "Fuck, you're so perfect - I'm gonna cum inside your pretty pussy, okay? Need you to take - fuck - need you to take it all, okay?"
His eyes swirl, and the filthy squelches of your pussy taking his cock to the hilt resonate louder in the room as his words begin to slur.
"So good for me, you're gonna be so good for me." He huffs, and your pussy flutters at the praise, your orgasm subsiding only to be brought back up as he blabbers, drunk off the idea that he's going to breed you. "M'gonna cum and stuff you full of my seed, Baby. And then I'm gonna do it again, and again - you'll let me, right? Let me breed your sweet pussy until it takes." Your pussy squeezes him tighter, and a baffled, delirious laugh bubbles from his lips, his smile growing more lovesick as he slips a hand down your stomach and to where you two were connected between your thighs.
Your orgasm had made it wet and sticky, your sweet slick dripping down to his balls as he fucked you with determination. He finds your puffy clit with ease and begins thumbing your little nub to get you over the edge again. His thrusts were growing erratic, and he wanted you to cum one more time before he did.
"That's it, Baby. Need you to cum one more time for me, okay? M'gonna have you nice n' wet for when I cum inside."
And just like he wants, you cum, crying out so beautifully as your eyes roll back because of him. He coos happily, rubbing sloppy hearts into your clit and giving you praise until it is his turn to shiver in ecstasy.
When he cums, he cums a lot. Rope after rope of his gooey seed spills from his thick tip, and your pussy flutters in waves as he paints your gummy walls white with a low groan from his chest. His head drops as he feels his cock jerk, and his eyelashes flutter as he presses his hips flush against your ass, making sure not to waste a drop of his seed as he keeps you in a dirty mating press.
It feels like forever when he finally moves a couple of inches from your drooling cunt. Your puffy folds are swollen, gripping onto his cock even in the aftershocks, and Dokyeom can see his cum threatening to escape - so he pushes forward, earning another sweet moan from you. "Can't let it go to waste, Baby." He licks his lips and spreads your legs wider, giving you shallow thrusts as he fucks his cum back in deeper. "Think I need to fuck you again, gotta make sure it takes, mamas."
Any response you might have for him gets silenced when your glossy eyes blink up at him, only to see him still focusing on your pretty pussy stretched around his cock. It's then that you realize he's still hard, sliding in and out at a delicious slow rate that makes you feel everything. Every vein running down his shaft, every kiss his tip gives your soft cervix, and the slosh of his cum stirring inside you.
"Yeah, this pussy just needs to be bred, Baby. Tell me, do you want a boy or a girl?"
on its own, reading buzzfeed thirst tweets was enough of an ego boost… he genuinely would’ve fucked you no matter what. that is, until you tested him, and suddenly he had to fuck you harder than he initially planned.
🐦 GENRE :: idol-au, contemporary au and erotic romance
🐦 PAIRING/WC :: joshua hong × fem!reader ⋅ 7,076 words
🐦 CONTAINS :: established relationship. dokyeom is yn’s bias, dokyeom and dino cameos, mutual teasing, aftercare, slight (?) brat dynamics, teasing/resisting, nicknames (baby, princess, pretty girl, sweetheart, darling), mostly a pwp… also legs divorcing and ovaries exploding mentioned!1 not beta’d, all mistakes, and brainfarts are 100% mine. proceed at your own risk lol.
⚠️ WARNINGS :: explicit sexual content MDNI. big snickers bar!joshua (ty for the list ro), multiple orgasms (female-focused, 5+ explicit releases), oral (f. receiving + giving), dom/sub, unprotected penetrative sex (let’s not be stupid), fingering, grinding, overstimulation, dirty talk, pillow talk, aftercare, cuddling, holding through orgasm, prolonged arousal, breast play, clit stimulation, slight (?) brat dynamics, breeding kink, orgasm denial/edge play hints, prioritizing pleasure of one another, post-sex exhaustion. pls lmk if i missed something!
🐦 A/N :: hi!! just to clarify a few things before anyone jumps in, i haven’t watched the full video yet! one day, just not today] the buzzfeed scene here is literally just me piecing together clips and those tweets, so it’s like… my imagination filling in the blanks lol. also, the smut? superrrr heightened fantasy shit. like, not even close to realistic, full on porn, high octane, my brain on 11. rereading it the last couple days made me question my sanity multiple times. i literally lost count. yn hit seven orgasms at one point… and i think i even blacked out while writing some of it, which now makes sense why it got that out of control. i edited some parts and it’s now hovering around 5-6 [i tried to cut some, but there are phrases i’m way too proud of and couldn’t delete… shoutout to ro @shinysobi for yelling, LETS GO PORNOGRAPHY mid edit—bless]. it’s officially porn now lol. okay fun fact time! i og wanted to call this ‘say my name, baby’ in reference to my thread and the tweet, but then realized… i’d end up writing his name anyway, so ’say my name. joshua hung’ just hit way cleaner. adding the “baby’ in the middle kinda broke the rhythm, ig? the current title also reads more direct to the tweet since the og didn’t include ‘’baby,’ so i went with that instead. small detail, but it made me feel giddy. also am noticing a trend here… every time this man is involved, my smut hits peak endurance fantasy mode. like, same energy as salt in my mouth and the still heat. it’s insane, it’s messy, it’s ridiculous—and it’z okay. so yeah… that’s the tea. buckle up, it’s wild, it’s fast, and it’s very much porn. <: we die horny and afraid.
joshua hong more like joshua is hung
help—
He’s holding his assigned phone and staring down at it, trying not to make eye contact with the camera right now. His expression is somewhere between amused embarrassment and disbelief with a wide smile looking slightly strained as if he’s laughing silently and flabbergasted at the same time. But then he glances over at the producers in front of him for a second, hoping maybe the producers will notice that they accidentally gave him the wrong tweet and panic and cut the scene because of what he just read, but no one does. He realizes he’s going to have to go through with it and read it out loud.
He reads it: “joshua hong more like joshua is hung.” A subtle closed-lip smirk appears on his face and little crinkles form at the corners of his eyes as he tries to suppress his amusement. In his mind, he’s definitely caught off guard by something so personal, but flattered too—why wouldn’t he be? Where’s the lie in that?
He sits relatively still, thinking and trying to think of ways to explain it to his members here with him. “Hung is when…” no sound comes out anymore as he contemplates it in his head.
Dino and Dokyeom are holding their respective assigned phones too, smiling innocently at it while waiting for Joshua’s explanation.
Joshua’s mouth’s still slightly open, but then he looks at the camera as if it's the viewer’s fault for putting him in this position (which kinda is if we think about it…). He looks back at Dokyeom, then back again at the camera as his left hand comes up to echo his internal stutter. Dino’s looking at the older men with his knowing smile as Joshua’s hesitation now shows it’s definitely something.
Finally, he manages to say, “It means you have a big—” but before he can finish, Dokyeom hunches over laughing and Dino reacts dramatically with his mouth wide open pretending to be shocked but clearly loving every second.
Dino really isn’t shocked that it’s about big dick after all. Joshua’s hesitation gave it away to him, but anyway he still blurts out, “wait, really?”
Joshua laughs but the smirk is still on his lips, and says, “Yeah.”
Dokyeom’s still laughing with his voice full of sunshine and honey. “That’s amazing. The tweets Buzzfeed picked are awesome.”
He nods at the camera and grins, “Call me Joshua Hung from now on,” adding a little tease with his eyes and that smug confirming confidence.
Dokyeom giggles, repeating, “Joshua Hung.”
Joshua chuckles through his clenched teeth, and says it again, “Joshua Hung.”
Dokyeom repeats it, “Joshua Hung.”
And he mimics him again in this silly back-and-forth, “Joshua Hung.”
Dokyeom exaggerates it even more by finally just saying just, “Hung.”
He leans toward the front laughing but pointing at Dokyeom while facing the opposite direction, “Dude.” It probably hasn’t fully clicked for Dokyeom yet what he’s basically saying over and over.
Joshua keeps reading tweet after tweet, and every one of them hits him in the chest. It keeps flabbergasting him, pushing his expression into that strained smile/smirk he gets when he’s shocked and amused at the same time. He looks at the publicist after every other filthy tweet, waiting for them to realize how unhinged the selections are, but no one stops anything at any point. The camera keeps rolling. Dokyeom keeps giggling. Dino keeps nodding. And Joshua keeps getting more overwhelmed and smug.
He wants to do his best to soften the translations, but every time he considers it, he gives up immediately and gives everything raw. If these tweets are insane, then they can all suffer together. He makes sure both Dokyeom and Dino understand exactly what those tweets mean, all the innuendos included and he watches their expressions closely to confirm they got it.
“I'd commit crimes for Dino's slutty hands to be wrapped around my throat.” Dino reads it out loud while staring at his phone while Joshua’s already grinning because he read ahead. He waits for Dino’s reaction, but Dino stays silent, staring straight at the screen after finishing reading. The total lack of response throws Joshua off, so he looks up to see him but when realizes Dino’s flabbergasted too, he bursts into laughter.
Dokyeom points at Dino. “This could potentially make you a criminal.”
Dino looks down at his hand while the older two watch him. “Yeah, you’re right. The neck… well, alright.” He lifts his hand and makes a finger gesture toward the camera, inviting, come on, come on, tilting his head and giving a teasing seductive look.
Dokyeom mutters, “I’m feeling the second hand embarrassment.”
But the shoot still keeps going, and every tweet gets filthier. It sparks something in Joshua that he can’t hide even if he tries. It doesn’t help that at some point he directly/indirectly admits he’s a Dom switch, and then pretends he has no idea what mpreg is, even though the fans keep sending things that clearly prove they want to either breed him or get bred by him.
Joshua tries to stay composed, but he can feel his body reacting the longer this continues. He hopes that when you see this video after it’s released, he’ll get hit hard again even though he knows he’ll get it later today too. He just knows he can’t go any longer without being in your arms, but for now, he has to suffer through his desires. He feels himself growing, and internally prays that no one notices, but the thought of what might happen if they do makes his chest tighten.
He crosses his legs for the rest of the shoot and stays like that until the camera finally cuts.
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“So now you know how thirsty they’re for you.” You fold your arms as he finishes telling you about the tweets. A smirk curls on your lips that you know gets under his skin every time.
Joshua steps closer smug as hell, his shoulders loose and relaxed from confidence. “I already knew they were thirsty,” he says. “But reading it out loud on camera was something else.” His voice drops a little when he says it, though, and his eyes stay locked on yours as he moves toward you.
You put your hand on his chest and shove him back with a laugh. “Dokyeom and Dino must’ve had fun.” You back up a step while chuckling, and he follows the sound of your voice.
His eyes stay on your mouth. “Dokyeom saying the filthiest things in that innocent voice without having a clue what it meant was insane to be honest.”
“I wonder how they even knew you were big.”
His eyebrows lift. “Why not?” His implication sharpens with smugness he doesn’t bother to even hide. “Dokyeom kept calling me Joshua Hung again and again, anyway.”
“If you entertain it, obviously Dokyeom will have fun with it.” You state the obvious. “That’s why he’s my bias.”
His whole expression darkens before he even realizes he has moved closer. He steps into your space, grabs your waist, and slightly pushes you backward. Your back hits the wall lightly and your breath catches. “When are you going to stop calling him your bias?” Joshua asks with warning.
“Never,” you stare straight at him.
His jaw tightens as his hand comes up and closes around your hip, pulling you forward. The curl of his fingers sends a clear message that he’s done joking. “You think you’re funny?” His voice drops. “You think I won’t handle you for running your pretty little mouth?”
You swallow but you don’t fold. “You’re smug because of some thirst tweets. Relax.”
His jaw flexes. “Relax? You keep talking and you expect me to relax?” He steps closer and his chest brushes yours. “Say it again. I dare you.”
You tilt your chin up and refuse to give in. “I will, who knows.”
He stares you down while his hand slides higher on your waist with enough pressure to remind you he could pick you up easily if he wanted to. “You’re going to make me lose it,” he says. “Keep pushing me and I’ll fuck your attitude so bad you won’t stand straight tomorrow.”
You gasp at the sound of his voice but refuse to give him the satisfaction. “You talk big for someone who got flustered reading some tweets.”
“You really want to test me tonight?” His breath warms your cheek when he leans in. His hand pins your hip harder. “I’ll wreck you so fucking bad you won’t even remember Dokyeom’s name.”
“Yeah sure. I’ll just say it louder,” you shoot back and meet his eyes without fear.
He steps even closer, close enough that you can feel every breath he takes. “Say it and see what happens.”
“Dokyeom,” you whisper just to provoke him.
“Princess, you’re trying me.”
“Nice. Dokyeom.”
“You’re not walking out of this room after this,” he warns.
“We’ll see—” but before you can say anything more, his hand tightens on your waist and his mouth crushes yours.
Chest pressing against yours, making you feel his grin against your cheek as he tilts his head down. You try to pull back but he nudges you, forcing you to stay.
“You think you can be a brat and call him your bias?” the smugness twisting your stomach. His hands slide down slightly to grip you with more insistence. “Again. You’re testing me, princess, and I don’t like being tested.”
You can’t help the laugh that escapes but try to hide the way your body reacts to the way he holds you. “I’m just stating facts,” you tease, shoving him lightly but ineffectively. He doesn’t budge and only presses you further against the wall which makes you feel the hardness of him on your thigh through his jeans. The warmth of him is getting impossible to ignore now.
Before you know it, you find yourself grinding against him almost instinctively, the friction of your bodies against each other making your core tingle. Joshua lips leans closer to brush your jaw, then the side of your neck. “Such a little brat,” his words dripped with mockery, “so eager and stubborn. Are you sure you’ll enjoy this?”
You can’t even answer before he tilts his hips to press his cock against your clothed pussy, letting the friction make your knees weak. A literal pathetic moan slips past your lips, making him smirk against your neck, hands roaming the curves of your sides and pulling you close so your bodies move together.
“You think you’re so ready for me?” he slides his hands beneath your shirt to cup your breasts, thumbs brushing your nipples over the lace of your bra. “But I’m not done with you yet. I want to make sure you feel every bit of this.” He rocks his hips slowly, letting the head of his cock brush against your wetness, and you realize how much you are completely at his mercy.
Your back arches into him with uneven breaths, your fingers clutching at the fabric of his shirt. “Joshua… I…” your voice trembles, but it comes out as a breathless whine instead of a full protest.
“I could make you beg right here, princess,” he brushes his lips with yours in a teasing fleeting kiss just simply to make your heart skip. His hand slides down to grab your ass through your skirt, guiding your hips so every movement drives the friction harder against your soaked panties.
“I… I’m not… begging!” you gasp even as your body betrays your words with shudders and little moans.
“Mm, such a liar,” he teases, tilting his head down to capture your lips in a longer, possessive kiss. Tongue slides along yours, teasing, tasting, pulling out a gasp from your throat. His hand slips under the waistband of your panties, very slightly touching your clit. “You like being held like this, don’t you? So desperate… and still acting stubborn.”
You bite your lip, still trying your best to sound smug. “I… I can— obviously handle more,” you manage to gasp but your hips buckle automatically against his. Your own body betrays your teasing words and that’s when it hits you with a shiver that he could push you to your limits and beyond without ever speaking a word.
Joshua chuckles against your mouth and slides lower to grip your bare thigh, pressing you harder into him. “Darling, are you sure you can handle what’s coming?” He grinds harshly, cock pressing right against your dripping pussy to tease you through the thin fabric, and it scares you just how right he is.
“I… no… yeah— yes…” you falter, words trailing into breathless whimpers.
He moves slightly to let your panties bunch under his fingers and brush against the wetness between your folds, teasing your entrance. “Baby, I’ll ruin you. You’re not ready for me and it’s not worth the risk to make you hate me.” You damn well know he’s just taking advantage of your desperation.
Your knees trembling but manage to arch into him. “I… I’m ready!” you gasp with a voice shaky but defiant.
“Then stop shaking and fucking open your legs more for me.”
You spread your legs a little more for him without another word.
“Good girl… but your body’s telling me you’re nervous,” he drags his fingers across your panties again.
“I’m not nervous,” you lie and clutch his shoulders even tighter.
“Sure you aren’t,” he leans in to kiss your lips real quick.
“Joshua… j-just— just shut up and touch me properly,” you try to regain even a sliver of control.
“Do you really want me to touch you properly? What’s coming for you is already enough to make you skip work. You want to make it worse?”
“Yeah— maybe I do,” you fire back even though your voice shows how scared you actually are for tomorrow. You have a fucking meeting to attend.
“I see, I see, you’re already intimidated. Why are you acting? I can go easy if you admit your defeat and call me your bias” he says.
“You wish,” you say with a shaky smirk. “You’re barely even warming me up.”
“Oh, really? You’re talking big for someone who can’t stop shaking,” he replies with a laugh as he presses you harder into the wall, grinding his cock along your pussy, slick and hot through your soaked panties.
Your thighs tremble around him, hips rolling. “P… please… Joshua…” you gasp.
His hands slide over your body. You press back to grind against him again as friction pressed your wet pussy against the hard length of his cock through his pants. A shaky laugh escapes you, more of a whimper, “J-Joshua… I can’t… I—” The words tumble out nonsensically, lost to the overstimulation already building in your core by now.
“Uh, it’s you who thinks you’re so ready for this,” he mocks, “but I’m not done with you yet, pretty. I want to see you begging… I want to feel you completely undone before I let you have it all.”
In a second, he moves his hands to cup your breasts over your bra as another hand slid between your legs to tease at your slick folds. He scissors two long fingers inside you pumping and spreading, making your hips jerk uncontrollably. You feel yourself losing the ability to think with the tension he’s knotting. “Feel that, baby? I’m just getting started,” his smirk is dark against your neck. “Can’t take it?”
“Yes… oh… Joshua… I can’t… mmm…” you gasp, pussy clenching around his fingers, ovaries exploding already from every stroke and glide. “I… I need… I’m going to—ohhhh…”
Joshua presses closer, grinding his clothed big cock along your soaked pussy, every movement of his was intentionally designed to overstimulate you. “Want to prove me wrong, pretty? Take it completely when I’ll give it to you. You’re mine to push.”
Your knees suddenly buckle and your body tilts forward in a helpless collapse— but Joshua catches you instantly, an arm locking around your waist before you hit the floor. He holds you upright with ease in a way that it’s telling he’s not letting you fall no matter how undone you get.
Your hands clutch at him, pulling and gripping to try to keep your balance, and survive the overstimulation. But Joshua’s hands are everywhere and your body desperate for release you can’t ask for yet.
Every inch of contact was a teasing controlling dance that left you undone and completely at his mercy. “J-Joshua… please— I can’t handle it, but I need it— just…”
“Ojay,” he whispers against your lips, “but I’m going to make sure you can… before I let you have the rest.”
“Shit. Jo—shua… I don’t think I—.”
Your hands claws at his back. His fingers pumped your clit through the wetness pooling around them. “Just one more finger, baby, come on… you got this,” he whispers, but then repeated it teasingly two more times before letting you tremble free for the moment, legs ready to divorce.
You let out a ragged whine. “I… I’m… going to—oh Joshua, don’t stop… don’t stop, please…”
He smirks seeing your reaction, and guides your wrists toward the nearb table now still holding you. You can feel every pulse in your pussy as he leans back slightly to let you take the lead for just a moment. “Go on… show me what you can do.”
You let your hands roam over his chest, feeling the hard length of his cock against your lower belly. This time, you roll your hips yourself just to make him groan.
“You’re driving me crazy… god, sweetheart,” His hands remained on your hips. “Keep going… don’t stop. Make me yours, baby.”
The heat and friction became overwhelming for you now. Your body trembles violently and you moan helplessly as the first wave of orgasm hits. Pussy clenched—Joshua held you close, hands keeping you pressed against him as your body rides out the intense release and legs divorcing level of pleasure took over.
No sooner had you caught a breath than he pressed closer again, but this time letting you tease him back in return, grinding against his cock as he leaned back with groans with his own arousal evident. “You like having me under you, don’t you?” He smiles as his fingers guide your hips, helping you control the movement just perfect to drive him crazy.
You rolled against him, grinding, fingering, pressing, teasing until a wave hit him, groans escaping and surrendering fully under your touch. He’s literally shaking from the pleasure of your hands and hips. When it finally settled, he held you close again and forehead pressed to yours, smirk soft but still cocky. “Okay… and we’re still just getting started,” he murmurs.
Joshua lifts you and then puts you down onto the soft sheets of the bed with hands still firm on your hips to keep you pinned so you can’t escape him. Your body trembles from the overstimulation, pussy dripping and clit already swollen and sensitive. He leans down over your ear, “you’re such a good girl… but on a serious note, you’ve got to let me make you ready for me.”
Before you can respond, his mouth is on your pussy hot and wet, tongue gliding over your clit flicking and circling, and most of all teasing. You gasped arching into him despite yourself. “Oh… Joshua… I…!” Your words came out as breathless whimpers and incoherent. He chuckles against your folds while his teeth lightly graze your sensitive nub, making your toe curl automatically.
His thick, long fingers slide inside you alongside his tongue, scissoring slowly plus pumping in and out, stretching and making sure every inch of your wet pussy was alive and dripping. “Just one more finger, baby… come on, you got this,” he says, and you whimper, hips bucking.
You come, body convulsing around his fingers and mouth, your sensitive pussy clenching hard. Cum slicks over his lips and fingers as he teases you relentlessly. “Mmm, that’s it, sweet, pretty girl… good girl…” he pulls back only slightly to let you catch a breath.
But he’s not done. He scissors three fingers deep into you again, curling them inside you and putting pressure just on the right spots. “One more time, baby… I want you so wet for me. I don’t want it to hurt when I go in,” his tongue flicks your clit in tandem with the pumping of his fingers.
Heat pools inside you. “Joshua… I— I can’t… ohhhh… baby…!”
When he coaxes a second softer orgasm out of you, he presses his thumb over your clit and licks with his mouth and fingers, “that’s it, princess. Can’t get enough, can I?” Your body shakes, soaking the bed and completely undone.
He lets you breathe for only a moment again before diving back in with his thick long fingers pumping, tongue teasing and his hand holding your hips to keep you still. “One more, baby… last one before I take what’s mine,” he whispers, and you whine helplessly (but still in a good way!), eyes fluttering. You come a third time shivering, hips jerking against his mouth and fingers.
Joshua finally pulls back before overstimulation becomes pain, smirking cocky and lips glistening with your release. “Good girl… so ready for me now, pretty,” he grabs your wrists gently to guide your hands to help you move as he slowly begins undressing himself and you. Jeans slide down to reveal the hard, thick cock you’ve been grinding against all night. His hand brushed your panties aside as he slid slowly inside your soaking folds, coating himself with your cream.
You gasp at the feeling of his size and thickness, fingers clutching the sheets. “Joshua… oh my God… it’s so—” you whisper, overwhelmed. There has been times that this same one eyed monster fucked you several times a day, but you’re still not used to it.
He smirks hovering over you, one hand brushing your cheek while his thumb grazes your lower lip. “Say my name, baby,” he murmurs and presses fully into you while still teasing your lips and clit.
You grin, “Seventeen,” and bite your lip and watch his smirky smile form. “S-say— say the name, Seventeen.”
Joshua groans, rolling his hips as he lets the head of his cock slide deeper with each thrust in your dripping entrance. “You brat, huh… you’re going to regret that,” he grips your hips but still empathetically, he still goes slowly and carefully and stretches you fully. Your breath hitches when your thighs tremble around him as your body adjusts to the heat and girth. “God… you feel so good, pretty girl,” smirk still cocky as he lets you ride him slowly at first, adjusting your angles.
Joshua slowly withdrew out of you to let you adjust. Then, with a smirk, he presses back inside, stretching you fully buried deep and making you scream a little. Your back arches all while your fingers tangle in his hair to hold him close. “God… yes, you feel so perfect,” this time you groan as a cocky smirk forms on his lips as he begins to thrust slowly, letting you feel every inch.
His hands roam your body, squeezing your breasts over the bra before sliding his hand inside to cup them bare. His thumbs brushing your nipples. You moan and tighten your hold in his hair. “You like that, baby? My hands on your tits while I fuck you like this?”
He slides one hand up your spine, and feel him pause for a heartbeat before his thumb hooks beneath the strap and his other fingers find the clasp of your bra. A quick tug and twist, and the metal slips free like it’s obeying him. Your breath stutters. The straps slacken instantly, the cups loosening against your chest. His mouth curves in the corner of his lips, but it’s not smug like before.
“Okayyy,” you say before he takes the chance to flaunt it. You can see it coming.
“Not bad,” his voice barely breath as the bra falls open between you. His eyes fall down to your chest, then back to your face. “Guess it’s easier than I expected.”
He lets the fabric slip away completely, tossing it aside without looking and his hands returning to your breasts. His thumbs flicking your nipples that still makes your body jump. “Perfect,” he pulls you closer by your hips as he sinks deeper into you.
“Oh God, J-Joshua…,” you whimper, nails dragging down his scalp. Every push makes your stomach tighten. Pressing against the bulge of his cock fills you perfectly, slick with your cream. Your thighs shake and legs spread wider around him, pussy aching and already very sensitive from all of it.
He leans down in a teasing kiss, tongue slipping in while one hand still cupped your breast, fingers circling the hard nipple. “Mmm… such a good girl… taking all of me,” his thrusts pick up pace, cock hitting just the right spots inside your wet pussy. “Mine… all mine, pretty girl. Can’t get enough of you.”
You gasp, pulling on his hair with one hand and the other clutching his shoulder. “Joshua… so good… don’t stop… please… harder…” you moaned.
He smirks cockily, “can’t take it? Too much for you, princess? You’re such a little brat… but I like it. I love how you’re mine, how wet and ready you’re for me.” He thrusts deeper, driving you closer to the edge.
“Ah… Joshua… oh my God… I… I’m close…!” you gasp, pussy clenching tightly around his thick cock. His hands grip your hips to hold you in place while he rubs your nipples with his thumbs in tandem with his hard thrusts.
“Come on, baby… come for me… show me how good you are,” and you shatter around him, body convulsing, cream slicking over his cock. Your hands clutch his hair tighter and pull him down to you, breathless moans filling the air.
He holds you through it but still moves inside you slowly. “That’s it, princess… such a good girl…,” he groans.
He twitches at the sight of his cock stretching you tight and stomach flexing with every thrust. His own arousal spiking as you cling to him.
“You feel that? That’s me deep inside you…”
You shiver as he starts picking up pace again, one hand still tangled in his hair. “Joshua… oh God… please…!” you moan, clenching down on his cock.
“What’s wrong, pretty girl? Can’t handle? You’re mine to push… mine to breed… You’re so wet… so ready… and I’m not stopping until I breed you.”
“Then do it— breed me—”
“You want it that badly? Say… say it again— Tell me you’re ready to take everything.”
“I’m ready— I said I’M READY— give it to me, Joshua— just don’t stop.”
“I’ll give you all of it, but promise you won’t cry when you can’t handle it.”
“I won’t— I can take you more— I promise— just keep going—”
Your body convulse again, nipples hard under his hands. He grin, thrusting deep and fast and pulling you closer, stomach pressing perfectly against yours. “That’s it… come for me again, baby,” he whispered.
You scream and tremble through the next orgasm as he drives you completely undone. His groans filled the room all while his cock was twitching inside you, stomach bulging against yours with every thrust.
“J-Joshua— I can’t— I can’t— but don’t stop— don’t stop— please—”
He slows for a moment to let you catch your breath but doesn’t stop teasing. “Good girl… my pretty princess… can’t get enough of you,” his hands roaming your body, cock still deep inside you.
His palm slid down your stomach again, fingers spreading wide as he pressed lightly to make the bulge of his cock rise under your skin. His breath catches as a shaky sound in your ear. “Look at that,” he whispers with hunger. “You’re taking me so deep I can feel myself from the outside… fuck, baby, you’re perfect.” He touches the skin of your stomach to feel it under his fingertips.
Your breath hitches with your eyes fluttering half-open, half-close when your mind’s trying to hold onto consciousness but your body is drowning in pleasure. Your lashes tremble like they are being blown by the heat of his breath. “Joshua… please… don’t stop… I– I need more…” your voice breaking into tiny whimpers.
“Yeah? You want more? Beg me.”
“I want you— please, give it to me—”
His hips snap forward to force a choked moan from your throat. “That’s my girl,” he starts to pace rougher for your pleasure. “So fucking needy for me.”
Your nails dug into his shoulders. “Yes— yes— please don’t slow down—”
“Oh, I’m not slowing down,” he laughs softly. “Especially when you’re still clenching like that.”
“Joshua— fuck— I can’t—”
“Yes, yes, you can, babe...” your thighs tremble and clench around him as your walls tighten. “You’re mine to fill,” he whispers into your mouth. “Mine to breed.”
Your breath hitch. “I told you… Then do it— do it, baby— make me yours—”
He groaned like your words punched air out of him. “Fuck, sweetheart… No, don’t say things like that unless you want me to lose it.”
“I want you to lose it,” your hands suddenly slide up his chest and push lightly. It was’nt to stop him, but to flip the moment. While he’s dazed by the heat, you move your hips and roll him onto his back with a breathless grunt. His eyes widen as you climb on top of him, sinking down on his cock again.
“Baby— what—” his head tips back as his hands fly to your hips.
You press a palm to his chest and ride him with a desperate rhythm that makes his breath break in shards. “Lose it,” you lean over him. “I can take it. Let go for me.”
His fingers tighten helplessly. “Fuck— I… you’re— sweetheart, I can’t— I’m gonna—”
“You will,” you tell him. “I want you like this.”
He looks wrecked beneath you with half-lidded eyes, flushed cheeks. Every part of his control unravels in your hands as you bounce on him and squeeze around him with every roll of your hips. You lean down to kiss his jaw, “Let me ruin you, Shua.”
His groan was ragged but that’s the exact moment he lost the last thread of control for a second but then regained it after breathing pauses for both of you. He snaps his hips again, making your breath shudder. “God… you’re gonna kill me.”
He tries to roll you onto your back, but instead, you push him back and straddle him. But after a few thrusts he grips your waist, sits up, and gently turns you beneath him and adjusts himself inside you again, which makes your legs shake so hard from the adjustment that you could barely push your words out. You understand that he’s at it again so you don’t mention fighting him. “Please— Joshua— don’t stop— don’t pull out—”
He grips your waist. “Baby… if I come inside you right now— I won’t stop.”
“I don’t want you to stop,” you cry out.
“Fuck—” he groans, forehead presses to your cheek. “You’re driving me insane.”
Your body convulse again with another orgasm tearing through you without warning and your pussy fluttering uncontrollably around his cock. You gasp, “Joshua— I’m— I’m coming—”
“Good girl,” he whispers against your throat all while he stays deep inside you while your body clenches around him, letting you ride the wave before he moves again. “Give it to me… fuck— squeeze me just like that—”
You cling to him, shaking. “Joshua— baby—”
“Baby… I’m close too… too close—”
“Then let go,” you say as you cup his cheeks. He freezes just for a single ½ second and is overwhelmed. Then he pulls himself out of you at the last possible second with a strangled groan. Before he can even think, your trembling hands guide him between your thighs when you see what he did. You spread your legs wider for him, voice soft but needy, “Joshua… finish on me… baby— I want...”
His hips jerk violently at your words, and he came with hot ropes spilling thick across your inner thighs, your folds, and your trembling skin. His eyes stays glued to the mess spreading over you, “fuck— look at you,” he’s daze looking at the art. “So messy… so perfect… all mine.”
Your body shake as you try to catch your breath but he’s already dragging his fingers lightly through the white streaks on your skin. Then he lifts his gaze.
“Lie back, sweetheart,” he said. “Let me clean you up.”
You didn’t need telling twice. The moment you settle against the pillows properly, Joshua smoothly slides down your body and spreads your thighs and presses a kiss to your knee. Then kiss your inner thigh, and then lower.
When his tongue touches you warm, you gasp and grab at the sheets. “J— are you? You’re gonna— I’m too sensitive—”
“I know,” he whispers into your skin. “I’ll be gentle.” And he was… at first.
He licked the mess off your thighs, each touch sending electric tingles through your overstimulated nerves. His hands held your hips firmly in place while his thumbs stroked your skin. He then slid his tongue between your folds to taste both of you mixed together.
You nearly jerk off the bed. “Baby— Joshua— oh my God—”
“Mmm,” he hums, lips sealed around your clit as he sucks smoothly. “Sweetest thing I’ve ever had.”
Your entire body trembles. You came again unexpectedly with just the almost painful electric sensation that you’re getting down there with a soft desperate cry that breaks from your lips. He stays with you through it, kissing you as you shake.
When it finally eases, he kisses your stomach, your chest, your throat, and pulls you into his arms, you throw your leg over his waist and press your forehead to his collarbone. His hand stroked your spine in lazy lines. “You okay?” he asks into your hair.
“Mhm… just… ruined.”
He chuckles, kissing the top of your head. “Good. Come here.” His arms wrap around you to hold you tight against his chest. Your breathing finally slows and syncs with his. He tucks your hair behind your ear and whispers, “stay right here. I’ve got you.”
You both close your eyes and stay like that in silence between you. It was intense and slightly painful, but in a way that made you ache with pleasure. Your legs feel weak, and with your eyes closed, you can only sense his even breaths against you. Minutes pass quietly like that until you feel a slight nudge. You open your eyes to find him lifting you with his arms sliding under your thighs and back. Your body reacts before your brain can catch up, and a surprised yelp escapes your lips.
“Does it hurt?” worry threading his voice.
“No… I’m fine,” you whisper even though your legs are trembling still.
He carries you carefully to the bathroom and helps you sit on the stool. His hands are firm but gentle as he helps you clean up. You notice the soft brush of his fingertips while making sure you’re comfortable the entire time. Once finished, you both go through your night routine together and take your time with it because every muscle in your body and his too, is sore and spent. By the time you crawl back into bed, exhaustion has taken over. You collapse into his arms, face pressed to his chest, and he brushes your hair back.
“I pushed you too far, didn’t I?” he asks with a chuckle but laced full of concern.
You lift your head slightly to look at him, still catching your breath. “I liked it,” you admit. “It was… a lot, but I liked it.”
He smiles faintly, letting out a soft laugh. “I’m glad. I needed to make sure you could handle it, but I didn’t mean to hurt you too much.”
You tilt your head back against his chest. “You didn’t. I want it… I liked it.”
“I know,” he runs a hand over your spine again. “But I also need to make sure you’re okay. That’s important to me.”
“I’m okay,” you murmur. “Really. I trust you.”
He sighs, relief washing his features. “Does it hurt anywhere?” he scans your face for any sign of discomfort.
“No,” you shake your head. “I’m sore… but not in a bad way. Just… tired and happy, I guess.”
He hums, brushing a strand of hair from your forehead. “Good. I just… I don’t want to overdo it.”
“You didn’t,” you say. “I couldv'e handled more… but I’m okay now.”
He smiles down at you, voice teasing but still nice all the way. “No you couldn’t and, well, I would’ve fucked you today anyway, but the bias thing really pushed me over the edge.”
You giggle, and lean against him. “You’re ridiculous. But I like it.”
He presses a kiss to your temple. “I know. You always like it when I push you, don’t you?”
“I do,” you poke your tongue at him, looking up. “I like it when you’re… in control.”
“I could have done a lot more if I’d been thinking clearly,” he smirks slightly. “Would’ve tied you up… maybe taken even more time to wreck you properly.”
“You’re crazy.”
“Tell me something I don’t know,” he counters, brushing your cheek.
“I love you,” you wrap your arms around his neck and hold him close.
He sighs, eyes looking like it’ll melt. “I love you too,” he says.
Both of you eventually fall asleep, granted you had both had an intense night. You have a meeting tomorrow that you really need to cancel as there’s just no way you can attend without making a fool of yourself.
-
You wake up feeling a weight on your chest, rising and falling with your every breath. Joshua. His hair brushes your arm, and you can feel his breathing. For a second, you just lie there savoring the heat of his body, and a smile creeps onto your lips.
Your fingers trail lightly along his shoulder, and press your palm against the curve of his side, letting him feel your touch without moving too fast. His eyes flutter open, still heavy with sleep, and a small groan escapes him when he realizes where your hand rests.
“Morning,” you whisper over his ear.
“Morning,” he whispers back, but his voice is already softening under your touch. His hands automatically move to your hips, but you slide them just slightly away, letting him hover there, unsure and wanting.
You move closer and press your body into his, letting your chest brush against his as your hands explore him. His lips part as a moan slips out, and you feel him melting under your teasing. “Y—you’re… so soft… like this,” he breathes.
You lean down, ghosting your lips over the curve of his neck, your hands tracing down his arms, over his chest, and then resting on his stomach. He shivers at every touch, and when you slide your fingers just lightly beneath the waistband of his sleep shorts, his hips press up just tehn. “Baby… wait,” his voice trembling with need, but he doesn’t push you away.
Instead, he melts. You grind your hips against him lightly, feeling his hardness under you, his hands reluctantly guiding but mostly surrendering. His breath caught between groans and whimpers. “God—”
A smile spreads on your lips as you tease him further. “I can feel you, Joshua… so ready for me,” your lips brush against his skin in little nips. He arches into you, pressing his chest down, arms wrapping around you desperately.
His hand trails down to your hip. “You’ve got work today… Are you really going to cancel it for me?”
You brush your nose against his collarbone. “I can’t even stand up properly, Shua… but,” you look at him with a smirk, “at least, I can do this for you. Don’t wanna get up.”
“Do you… really want this?” his gaze darkens.
“Yes,” your fingers trail down his torso again. “I want to make you feel good… I want to do something for you too. I’m not that tired anymore.”
“Whatever you want, baby,” he breathes.
You press a kiss to his lips and let your tongue brush his, lips parting slightly. The kiss deepens just a little before you pull back to whisper against his mouth, “you ready?” and he nods as you down with your lips tracing down his chest, stomach, until your mouth hovers over the waistband of his shorts.
Sliding them down just enough, you reveal his hard dick fully. Your fingers lightly stroke the base before your lips wrap around him. You take him in slowly, your tongue tease the underside as your hands glide up to cup his thighs for support.
His head tips back as his fists tangle in your hair as his hips press into your mouth. “Fuck, baby…” he maons. “Oh… fu—”
You move and tease with your mouth and tongue, swirling, licking, taking him in as much as you possibly can. You watch his expression, see the way his eyes flutter and lips part. His hands clutch your hair tighter to guide your head just slightly as you continue.
“You feel so good, baby… oh God… just like that…” he groans as you continue with your lips and tongue working together. The tension in his body builds until a guttural moan escapes him, hips jerking. “I’m—fuck—oh God, baby—” His warm and thick release spills over your tongue and lips, and you hold him still with your hands, swallowing while letting him ride the sensation.
Afterward, you slowly sit back with your lips glistening, looking up at him. He pulls you close and wraps an arm around you as you press your face into his chest. His hand brushes your hair back, thumb stroking your temple.
“You okay?” he whispers.
“Mhm…,” you murmur.
He chuckles and presses a kiss to your forehead. “I love you,” he whispers. You both drift back into the cozy morning, wrapped in each other, the world outside temporarily forgotten. For now.
genre: situationship to lovers, slight angst, smut (with a bit of plot) MDNI!
warnings: cursing, oc is a bit mean to him in the start but it's ok, soft dom!dk, jealous oc, fingering, oral (f. receiving), mentions of giving head, multiple orgasms, a bit of overstimulation, down bad dk, needy oc, praise, ass smacking, protected sex but oc doesn't want to use a condom initially, hair pulling, mentions of creampie (wrap it before u tap it), doggy style, mention of hair pulling, big dick!dk, he is literally too big, slight strength kink, he is an idiot, dirty talk, lmk if i missed anything!
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dokyeomie:3 : are u mad at me???
Your phone buzzes. It's 2 a.m. and your phone buzzes. You know there is only one person whose texts you would receive this time at night. You didn’t want to ignore dokyeom, you really do like him after all. You’ve been in, what you would call- a situationship? You’re not very sure. You met him through you mutual friends during a trip you all went to together. It’s funny how during your first year you never noticed him in campus despite him being in the same year as you, but as soon as you returned from the trip, he was everywhere. It was like a dokyeom plague all around.
Initially, you weren’t interested in him beyond being friends but fuck- how can a guy be this sweet? And this nice? And this hot. You can’t blame a girl for wanting more. When he texted you first right after returning from the trip asking for the pictures you had taken, you knew this was your chance to lock it DOWN. Only a fool would miss a chance to let a guy like him pass by. After that it was nonstop texting. All day. 24/7. Point of no return.
You’d give him random updates of your day, he would call you when he went to Sephora with his sister and ask which lip gloss you wanted to feed your manic lip gloss obsession, he would send you pictures of cats he saw on campus and say “us”, coffee dates, study dates (even though you had different majors), teaching him to play DTI at 3 a.m. while you laughed at him dates, but not an official “date” yet. Not a label beyond “friends” yet.
You wondered how can two people do all this and still be called friends. This is not what friends do, right? Or is it? Fuck- this is ruining you. It didn’t help seeing him get coffee with some other girl from his class while she laughed like he was the funniest guy ever. And like he probably was. But she’s not allowed to laugh. Only you. He does NOT need to be this funny with some other girl when he hasn’t even labelled what you are yet.
Leading you to ghosting him for the past 2 days. And trust, it was truly torture. How do you suddenly stop talking to the person you’ve shared everything about you to for the past 3 months? Everything reminded you of him no matter where you went. This is the most down bad you’ve ever been for a MAN. Your prime man hater era would be ashamed.
dokyeomie:3 : im really worried, im coming over, okay? I’m almost there >.< bringing some ice cream too!!! i know ur not asleep yet so pls let’s just talk okay :)
You hear your bell ring and thank god for the fact your roommate was at her parents’ place this weekend- well, not like anything’s going to happen anyway, what would it matter. He didn’t even give you time to change as you open the door in your short pyjama set, and what do you see but crinkly eyed dokyeom with his heart smile which almost makes you want to forget the hell he’s put you through the past 3 months and just kiss him.
“Hi” he says, coming in and setting the ice cream on the table, “let’s eat now before it melts.”
“I don’t feel like eating right now.” You take the plastic bag from his hands and put it in the freezer.
He steps closer to you, and closer, and closer, until there doesn’t seem to be any distance between you and you feel your surroundings closing in, as he towers over you, his sandalwood musk encapsulating you making your heart race, your breath turning erratic and your cheeks a crimson shade like a blushing bride. It truly is so easy for him.
He tucks your hair behind your ear- “y/n what happened, are you mad at me? Whatever it is you can tell me. Just please, talk to me.”
“I was just busy, it’s really nothing. Anyway, you had that girl from your class to keep you from getting bored.”
“Is that what this is about? I got assigned a project with her so we grabbed coffee to discuss how to go about it, it wasn’t anything more I swear.”
“That’s not it.” You turn your face away and head to the couch. Talking about what you feel has always been harder for you, which is why you’ve never had any proper relationships- only casual no strings attached arrangements or situationships.
“What is it then? Please y/n, you can’t just go radio silent for two days. I was so worried about you, talk to me, okay?” he says as he sits beside you on the couch.
“You never asked me out.” You blurt it out so fast its barely comprehensible to him.
“What?”
“You never asked me out. You flirt with me all the time, we text literally all day, and when we don’t its because we’re together at the coffee shop or the library or whatever. My friends call me an idiot, that you’re just toying with me, until you’re bored with me. You’ve never even defined what we are yet, because we sure as hell aren’t friends. Friends don’t act like this- right dokyeomie?”
You looked up to him, doe eyed on the brink of tears as you felt a lump in your throat, a heaviness on your shoulders. He felt horrible.
How was he supposed to know you liked him? He just thought you were being really friendly with him- just like you would be with anyone else, right? Here he was thinking he was the idiot being so hopelessly obsessed with you. He was literally so down bad for you it was kind of pathetic. Once when you had just started talking to him you mentioned you liked glasses, low and behold, he wore glasses every time you saw him. You can’t find the lip gloss you want anywhere? He’s dragging his poor sister with him to every makeup store in the city, trying to find that goddamn lip gloss that seems to be sold out everywhere. And now he feels like shit for making you think that he would just lead you on and leave you when he’s tired of you or something. Fuck. He’s messed up BIG time. And he does the only thing he can think of to make it up to you, FAST.
He leans into you, one hand gripping your jaw while the other brushes against your waist, his face so close you can feel his breathe as your eyes flicker down to his lips as he wets them. Your breath hitches and he can practically hear his heart racing the speed of a bullet train. And just like that, the next thing you know, his lips are against yours engulfing you in a whirlwind of a kiss. Your hand reaches for his chest as he holds you. He kisses you softly yet so messy and passionate it sweeps you off your feet. As you deepen your kiss, he slips his tongue in and a soft whimper leaves your throat. Impatient to gain control he pushes against you in an attempt for dominance and his quick shift in demeanor has you flooding in your pajama shorts. Good thing you sleep without your panties on.
As your make out session continues to grow more aggressive, you feel him manhandle you over his lap onto his hardening length. Fuck. He feels big, you think as your hips give an experimental grind. He seems impatient as you make out, like he’s trying to make up for the lost time as he tightens his grip on your waist to get you closer to him, and you’re no different- tugging at the collar of his shirt so desperate to be with him.
“I really like you” he whispers between soft open-mouthed kisses. “I really like you I just wasn’t sure you felt the same about me, I’m sorry for making you wait so long baby, let me make it up to you?”
Oh. Your pussy likes the sound of that. It comes out of his mouth in a whisper, as he tries to catch his breath because you might not see it, but he is doing gymnastics to keep up with you and you’re driving him absolutely crazy. Its actually a little unbelievable for him to be making out with the girl he’s been in love with for the past year. He can feel a wet spot forming on his jeans as you leak onto him through your shorts.
“So needy baby, can feel you getting wet just from kissing a bit. You want it that bad?” he chuckles. God, you must look desperate to him but you need him right now because his hands gripping your thighs and yours in his hair drive you insane.
“You made me wait so so long kyeomie, need you, please. Need you to fuck me.” It leaves your throat like a whine making him twitch under you. You don’t care how desperate your pleas sound, because truth be told its all you’ve been picturing for the past 3 months. His hand makes its way to your tits as he cups them from over your thin top. From where he's sitting, you look pathetic and so pliant under his gaze, even though you’re sitting on him. If he knew you were this into him, he would’ve done this much sooner.
“Fuck, don’t worry baby I’ll take good care of you. Lift your arms for me.” He says as he takes off your top and god, he can’t take his eyes off your tits sitting right in front of him. He kisses down your neck and you just smell so fucking good he doesn't want to stop. He recognizes the scent, that vanilla bakery cupcake scent that always lingers on him after you hang out with him, the one he's just so obsessed with. He takes your hardened nipple into his mouth as his hand plays with the other. You moan softly as dokyeom focuses all his attention on your chest. Nibbling and biting and licking, as you keep grinding your hips on him, feeling him getting harder.
“So pretty baby, so pretty just for me.”
“I- I need- need you dokyeom, please? Please I’ll do whatever- whatever you want. Wanna suck you off. Make you feel good. Can I?” you say as you get down on your knees. And oh, it is a sight for him. Something in your eyes changes, he sees them full of lust and desperation, so drunk. This was new for him. Before this, you would always be so shy around him, or anyone for that matter. Never laughing fully at the suggestive jokes your friends made when you all hung out together, just giving a coy smile. Even when you and dokyeom talked, you never reacted to his advances, innocent or suggestive, never reacted to the innuendoes he made, just avoiding eye contact with him. But this new you, he liked her for sure. He would’ve teased you more, but fuck, some other time.
You unbutton his jeans as your hands flutter impatiently and fumble with his zipper, because you quite literally cannot wait a second more.
“Slow down y/n, wait.”
He groans as he lifts his hips to let you lower his jeans. He’s already half hard in his boxers and oh. You have no idea how he’s ever going to fit inside you. You mouth at his boxers and lick at him through them. But he knows, if he lets you do this, he'll come in your mouth in an instant, and he is but a gentleman, and would rather die than to not make you cum first.
“Y/n as much as I would love that, I’ll cum in my pants if you do that, and I’m not gonna let that happen.” He says as he tugs you by your hair to get you up. You pout at him, disappointed he won’t let his dick in your mouth.
“Don’t make that face princess, you can do it next time.” he says as he lifts you in his arms. You gasp as he begins to carry you to your room and throws you on your bed as you rebound on it.
“You like that? Like it when I pick you up and throw you around. I see you staring at my arms all the time baby, don’t think you’re subtle.”
He kisses you again as he pins your hands over your head as makes his way down your body, marking you as he goes along. He reaches you thighs and begins to kiss them softly as he drags his tongue to your tiny shorts and begins to pull them down. And imagine his surprise as he comes face to face with your glistening pretty pussy. He sucks his breath in as he seems to be stuck in a trance.
You’re obsessed with the way his eyes follow your cunt. He looks like a child seeing candy for the first time, and you’re totally here for it. His big hands hold your thighs apart as he lays down between them and looks at your pussy like it has the moon and stars hung in it for him.
“No panties y/n? Fuck didn’t know you were a slut baby, you always act so shy and naïve in front of me, no?” he says as his fingers run against your slit experimentally, circling your entrance teasingly, taking you by surprise causing you to let out a desperate moan.
“I’m- I’m not!” you whine but you sound like even you don’t believe your own words. He’s right after all, isn’t he? You are a slut for him. Why would you be ashamed of it.
“You’re not? Then why are you dripping over all your sheets y/n. Haven’t even done anything yet and you’re trying to hump the air. If you needed me that bad could’ve just asked. Would’ve given you everything. But you wanted to give me the silent treatment. So, I’ll have to punish you baby.”
He smirks as one hand tweaks your nipple while the other dips inside you barely before he pulls it out in an instant. He traces soft patterns on your inner thighs, but every time you buck your hips up, he just moves his hand further away from your center.
“Please kyeomie, touch me.”
“I’m already touching you y/n. You need to be more specific.”
This is torture. You’re literally about to cry.
“In- in me. Your hand- your finger, need it in me.” you say with your face in your hand red with embarrassment.
“No please this time? Where are your manners?”
“Please dokyeom, need your fingers in me!"
Finally, he puts you out of your misery. The finger that was teasing you enters you in one instant. And oh. You are so tight. You feel so full, and its just one finger yet. You don’t know how you’re going to take him in.
“Gripping me like crazy y/n fuck, so fucking tight.”
He slowly moves his hand in and out, curling it and watching it squeeze him, barely fitting him in you. You grip the sheets tightly as he curls his finger and hits your g-spot right where you need it.
“You can barely fit one baby, how are you going to take my cock? Maybe I should just eat you out and make you cum on your fingers and leave it at that.” he says mocking you.
He knows he’s being really cruel, but only because you can take it. Also, you did make him wait so long too, so he deserves to have fun with it.
“No! No, I can take it I- I- promise!”
He chuckles and inserts another finger in, increasing the pace until you’re left gasping for air, a moaning mess. He feels your body tensing up, and leans down to kiss your thighs and whilst driving his fingers in you, making you moan his name over and over again like a prayer. Finally, he presses his thumb against your clit, and makes 8 figures over and over again, agonizing you as the pit in your stomach grows bigger every time you feel his fingers hit your spot.
Suddenly he takes his finger out, making you whine at the loss of contact and your eyes fill with tears because you were just so, so close.
He dives in between your legs licking a long strip up your entrance, the moan you let out is music to his ears, and the way you taste is better than anything he’s ever had. His tongue enters you as he pushes it in and out, and oh the way his nose keeps hitting your clit repeatedly with each motion has you seeing stars. You entangle your hand into his hair pushing yourself into his mouth as he moans.
He makes out with your cunt like a man starved as you feel yourself getting closer and closer. And at this point you have no idea about the words coming out of your mouth, a combination of broken moans and desperate pleas. Your legs are trembling as his big hands hold them apart, tightening his grip on them like he’s chasing his own high because you keep trying to close them with every brush of his nose against your clit.
“Please dokyeom, please I- I’m gonna- oh my god, I need to cum!”
“Yeah? Can feel you clenching baby. It’s okay, you’ve been so good, you can cum.”
And that’s all it takes. You feel the pressure in your stomach building up and the knot finally snaps as he hums against you and you break with a loud cry, your back arching and your hands pulling his hair. A euphoric feeling takes over your body as your legs going numb, and your mind in a hazy state with your eyes going dark, your back covered in sweat and your face so hot. There is only pleasure running throughout you but dokyeom doesn’t stop even as your cum covers his mouth dragging his tongue against your core as you come down from your high, until you’re gasping his name like it’s the only thing you remember.
When he looks up, it’s a sight to see; hair all messy, lips glossy, chin dripping with you and a hunger in his eyes like you’ve never seen before. He comes up and captures you in a kiss so deep you taste yourself on him. You never thought a someone eating you out would be this hot, but dokyeom has a way to keep you guessing.
“You’ve made such a mess baby, and you say you’re not a slut. What will I do with you hmm?”
There is something so demeaning about you being completely bare and vulnerable, withering under him, while he stays clothed. It’s like a fucking power trip for him, makes him feel fully in control of you, and oh does that make him so hard. Now that he’s gotten a taste, he doesn’t think he can stop.
“Take off- take- take it off” you say tugging on the collar of his shirt. Even you have no idea what incomprehensible nonsense is coming out of your mouth at this point, you’re just so drunk on him. He sits up taking off shirt and pants and you keep yourself from moaning out loud when you look at him. He looks so big. Not just beneath his boxers but him entirely, he looks so big. He notices your eyes travelling from his chest to his arms, trying to take it all in at once as if you would never have this chance again.
He finally takes off his boxers and you think you’re in love. His dick looks so pretty, his tip a slightly dark shade of pink curved a bit and veiny, you just don’t know how to explain it. He spits on his hand and pumps it in his hand and now that he’s fully hard, you have no idea how he’s going to fit in you.
“Like what you see baby? But your pussy is so tiny, how’s is going to fit?” he says as he brings his hands to your sides, running his hands all over your body. He pouts but you know he’s talking shit to tease you.
You reach up desperate for a kiss but he just kisses your cheek instead, “please, I need you to fuck me so bad kyeom, I can take it! I promise, just give it to me.”
He chuckles darkly, and this is so embarrassing for you but fuck it, who cares. “You beg so well baby, makes me wanna give you everything you ask for.”
He grabs your waist and turns you on your stomach in an instant, raising your hips to meet his, and smacks your ass hard, making you almost jump in surprise. Him manoeuvring you into being on your arms and knees was honestly such a turn on, but you know if you let him know that, you’ll let go of the tiny piece of dignity that you hopefully have left, so you settle for pushing your ass back into him making him groan.
“Condom baby?”
“In my drawer but no! no condom just, want to feel you.” you beg.
Fuck. You’re going to be the death of him. You were going to let him hit raw? Now he truly regrets not doing this earlier, but you’re not thinking clearly and he can’t take the risk no matter how much you make him want to.
“Sorry princess, but we can’t take the risk, some other time, okay?”
You groan, you hate him actually. Who gives us the opportunity to get in raw, you think to yourself as you hand him the condom.
You hear him slide it on and pump himself, “you’re so wet y/n, I might just slide in.” he says as he taps his dick on your clit making you moan. He runs his tip up and down your slit collecting your wetness, and pushes it in just so he's barely stretching you.
“I’ll take it slow okay, I promise.” He says as he grabs you by your hair and pulls you near him to kiss you on your cheek. His hands find home on your hips as he grabs them tightly, pushing himself in one inch at a time, easing you on, making you almost scream. As he bottoms out, he lets out a moan and so do you, feeling so full of him, because oh my god the stretch is like you've never felt before.
“So warm baby, so soft, cunt gripping me so good it doesn’t want me to leave I think.”
“Fuck dokyeom feel so full, I love it, please move.” You say as you beg him for the hundredth time for the night. And apparently that was all he needed to hear as he begins to drill into you sliding in and out mercilessly, slapping your ass every now and then. He fills you so good because its such a tight fit, and god does he love it. You are now left a mess under him, no thoughts in your head, just a chant leaving your mouth as you scream his name over and over.
“It’s that good baby? Or are you just too cockdrunk to think? Fuck, pussy so good it’s gonna milk the fuck outta me.” He moans as he tries to keep up with the unbelievable pace he’s set. His hand moves down your stomach as he toys with your clit from behind, making you see stars.
“You look so good like this y/n, all spread out for me. Makes me want to remember this forever, you’re gonna let me record this ass next time baby?”
All you can do is nod since you have no energy left in you to respond to him.
“Such a pillow princess, can’t even answer a simple question, need me to do all the work for you, hmm? It’s okay though, you don’t have to do anything, just sit pretty for me and I’ll take care of you.”
His grip on your ass tightens and his hand’s movement at your clit fastens as you feel him approaching his high, his strokes getting deeper yet sloppier and you wish he wasn’t wearing a condom so that he could fill you to the brim. At this point he too, like you- was an incoherent mess, because your pussy just feels like heaven to him, and he doesn’t think he can hold out any longer.
“Fuck! I’m so close dokyeom! I- i- fuck right there! Right there! Wanna cum so bad, can I- can I cum? Please, oh!” you scream with all the strength you have left.
“Ah, me too baby, fuck good girl, always such a good girl, asking for permission. You can cum princess, cum for me.”
And that’s all it takes for you to crash into the bed with a loud moan as your arms give out, your pussy clenching around him as he fills the condom. Your chest heaving and a buzzing sound in your ear, you have no idea of your surroundings as dokyeom continues to twitch inside you, finally taking his dick out after what feels like eternity. You whine at the feeling of emptiness, feeling yourself gape due to the lack of him as he crashes besides you out of breath. You turn your face to him as he softly kisses your forehead and wraps his arms around you.
After you both clean up, you lay on your new clean sheets wrapped around him as he caresses your hair.
“I’m sorry I was an idiot for not making it clear I like you sooner, I’ll take you out on a proper date later this week, okay?”
“mhm okay, but just so you know kyeomie, I don’t put out on first dates.”
"love?", you hear seokmin calling, his voice all soft but with a hint of dispair.
"um? do you need anything?"
seokmin appears from the bathroom, face covered with cream and a hazor on his hand. he smiles at you, wiggling his eyebrows.
"hell no!"
"y/n, please~"
"no, i'm gonna cut your face!"
"you will not, i trust you!", seokmin whines, stomping his feet. "love, my hands are hurting, i shouldn't even have applied the cream."
seokmin pouts too, and it's such a drastic view - lee seokmin, with his amazing fit, post shower... and a face covered in shaving cream, pouty lips in the middle. you sigh, your heart stings because you know his words are true; he has been battling against eczema once again, so it must be hard to do, well, anything.
"fine", you groan, biting back a laugh when he does a little jump to celebrate. "but please, don't move around too much, don't yap, don't even breathe."
"i won't, i promise."
and he keeps his promise. for the whole thing, seokmin doesn't even move a muscle - he just stays there, on the toilet seat, hands on your hips and eyes shining as he looks up at you. he hums sometimes, a tune still unknown to you, but that's as far as he goes. no words, no yapping, no moving around; just seokmin silently holding you as you work on his face.
and that's when it hits you-
"all the times you asked me to do this... was it because you wanted me close?"
again, no words - just a smile that reaches his eyes.
"guilty", he murmurs, caressing your skin under your shirt.
Pairing: graphic designer!dk x pastry chef!reader
Summary: A graphic designer is tired of his best friend (and his mom) constantly telling him to get a girlfriend. Unfortunately, being an introvert who works from home doesn't exactly scream meet-cute. Enter: Diamond.
Warning/s: a callback to the first installment of this series (linked below), i gave his sister a name bc we dont know her name sksks
Note: This is part of my you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love series! It's a mix of smau and written chapters :>
Song: u + me = <3 by olivia rodrigo
Word count: 4869
drop dead | stupid song | honeybee | maggots for brains | u + me = <3 | my way | purple
OFFLINE
5:00 AM
Seoul was still asleep when you walked into Butter & Bloom. You weren't a morning person at all, but the permanent shift you got forced you to arrive at work earlier than intended. If it were up to you, you'd be going to work at nine in the morning. The only good thing about your schedule? You get to clock out at two o'clock in the afternoon. After that, you're free from flour, sugar, and coffee.
By the time you finished prepping the pastries that will be served throughout the day, you realized it was 20 minutes before opening. However, none of your co-workers has arrived yet. You decided it was best to sweep the floor of the cafe area. A few minutes into sweeping the floor, Jun, the owner, arrived.
"Good morning, Y/N!" Jun smiled. "I'm sorry for being late."
"Oh, it's okay," You waved off. "And, uh, good morning to you, too."
You continued sweeping the floor as Jun counted the till and did the rest of his opening procedures.
Being a pastry chef has been such a dream of yours, and you wouldn't trade it for the world. While you also had the knowledge and skills of world-class coffee-making and high-end cooking, your passion was baking. You even worked hard to get into a summer exchange program in France just to learn more about the art of baking.
"What's our menu for our pastries today?" Jun asked, wiping down the counter.
You playfully rolled your eyes. "Jun, it's the same thing every day."
"Yeah, but I like how you say it," Jun said cheekily with his signature grin. "It's very French of you."
You glanced out the window and sighed when you saw a long line already forming outside the cafe. You looked at Jun and said, "Guess it's time for us to get ready. Isn't Youmi supposed to be here now?"
6:00 AM
Youmi arrived at exactly six o'clock, which Jun considered late. After all, she was supposed to be there before six. Quickly setting her things in her locker and putting her apron on, she quickly headed to the bar station and began doing the coffee orders. Jun was giving his best customer-service smile while taking orders. You were in the pastry area packing pastry orders. The pastry you sold was fancy, which meant that the prices were extremely high as well.
Still, it didn't stop the customers from buying them. In fact, one of the customers had left Butter & Bloom a short but truthful review on Google. It read: "Reasonable coffee prices. Very expensive pastries, but worth buying. All of them are impeccable, but the Ispahan Croissant remains a crowd favorite."
By seven-thirty in the morning, the Ispahan Croissant had sold out. It always did.
"How many Ispahans did you make today?" Jun asked at the counter, counting the customer's change before handing it to them.
"I made thirty."
Jun nodded, glanced at you, and gave you a playful grin. "Tomorrow, make forty."
"Jun, do you know how long it takes to prepare a batch of those?!" You snapped, but Jun could only chuckle.
"Worth asking!" Jun said cheerfully before paying attention to the next customer.
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8:27 AM
Two streets over, Butter & Bloom, Lee Seokmin had just hit the snooze button for the third time. Ten minutes later, he finally accepted defeat.
He dragged himself out of bed, hair sticking out in every possible direction, and shuffled toward the kitchen with his eyes still half closed. The apartment was quiet aside from the low hum of his brand-new dual inverter AC.
"Morning," he muttered to no one in particular. He lightly scratched his arm as he walked around his big apartment. Clearly, working at SVT Studio has paid off.
He opened the fridge. Milk. One egg. Butter. A lonely slice of pizza—from two days ago when Seungkwan came over.
He sighed. "I should really go grocery shopping." He closed the fridge.
'Future Seokmin's problem.' He thought.
Instead, he settled for toast (the last piece of bread, by the way) and coffee before carrying both to his desk. Unlike most people, his commute lasted exactly seven seconds.
He sat down, opened his impressive desktop setup, and was immediately greeted by forty-three unread Slack messages.
"Jesus..."
Maybe today was going to be stressful after all.
9:00 AM
His camera stayed off during the morning alignment meeting. Mostly because he looked terrible, and he didn't feel like fake smiling today.
"Morning, everyone." He quickly muted his mic right after.
"Good morning, Seokmin!"
His creative director shared the latest client brief. A new cafe branding project. Mood board revisions. Typography adjustments. Social media assets.
Seokmin glanced at his second monitor to make sure it was recording the meeting and taking notes so he could read through them later. This was his favorite part about working from home. He had an AI Assistant that could help him remember stuff, especially important ones.
Designing has always been easy for him. It was right up in his alley, after all. Talking to people, however, was not. He found it rather difficult.
10:12 AM
His phone buzzed. It was a text from his best friend, Seungkwan.
By 10:15, he got a text from his mom.
He laughed despite himself.
12:15 PM
The restaurant nearby was crowded, as usual. Luckily for him, Seungkwan was already there, seated by the window. He tapped on the glass and waved at Seungkwan, only for him to receive a glare and a muffled "get inside!".
He entered the restaurant and sat across from Seungkwan.
"You're late."
"Only by fifteen minutes, Kwannie. Don't be ridiculous. I have a job, remember?" Seokmin chuckled. "Besides, not all of us receive allowance from our rich parents. You're literally the only person I know who doesn't work because your family's generational wealth can sustain your lifestyle."
"I'm the only person you know, period." Seungkwan snapped back. "Anyway, I ordered for both of us already."
"Are you hanging out at my apartment after this?" Seokmin asked.
Seungkwan nodded. "Yeah, I'm bored at mine. Besides, I like your new living room setup."
"The surround-sound speakers you suggested are actually pretty good," Seokmin said as he drank some water.
"I told you so," Seungkwan gloated. "Hey, I was thinking..."
"Oh no."
"Shut up." Seungkwan rolled his eyes. "Why don't you create a dating app profile? I mean, you're a catch! You're handsome, you have a stable job, you're funny, your apartment is neat and tidy, you love your parents, and you're earning a fuck ton at SVT Studio—a difficult company to get into, by the way."
Their food arrived. They both thanked the server and began to dig in.
"I'm... way too shy," Seokmin said, cutting into his pork cutlet.
"You have me! I can help you get a girlfriend. Girls love me."
"Okay, so, you go on a date." Seokmin shrugged.
"What I mean is, I can vouch for you! Girls trust me. Besides, I can always help you create your profile. You should check out Diamond. It's the hottest dating app right now." Seungkwan statedas he took a big bite of his bulgogi.
Seungkwan changed the topic after that, but it kept Seokmin thinking. What if he just... tried? After all, he's an introverted, 29-year-old who has nothing left to lose. Where else would he meet someone if he rarely goes outside and only works from home?
'Fuck it,' He thought. 'Might as well get out of my comfort zone.'
If it gets Seungkwan and his mom off his back, he's willing to try. Besides, Seungkwan wouldn't fail him, right?
IT'S A MATCH!
The moment your shift ended at 2:07 PM, you untied your apron with a sigh of relief. This was the best part of starting work at six in the morning.
"See you tomorrow, chef!"
"See you!" You called back, waving as Youmi disappeared through the back door.
Jun poked his head out from the kitchen. "Y/N."
"Hm?"
"You forgot your croissant."
You looked down at the paper bag before meeting Jun's impossibly smug grin. "Jun, I literally made those."
"I know," he smiled. "Employee perks."
You laughed, shaking your head as you took it. "Thanks, boss."
"By the way..."
"Yes?"
Jun exited the kitchen, stood in front of you, and folded his arms. "You know, you're really pretty..."
"Um, thanks?" You were weirded out, honestly.
"Can I ask you something?"
"...Sure?"
"How are you still single?" Jun asked with zero hesitation.
You blinked. "Excuse me?"
"You're smart, you're pretty, you're talented, you literally studied pastry in France—"
"Jun."
"—and somehow you still don't have a boyfriend."
You stared at him. "Are you for real?"
"Maybe," he grinned. "You should try Diamond."
"What is that?"
"It's a new dating app!" Jun said happily. "Everyone's talking about it. Even Youmi has one!"
You shook your head. "Nope."
"You'd be really popular on Diamond, Y/Nie! You should try it out. Maybe you'll finally have a plus one at the company party this year." Jun clapped his hands excitedly.
You stared at your sweet boss. "I'm going home now."
You waved goodbye once more before you exited the bakery. The light afternoon breeze greeted you as soon as you stepped out of Butter & Bloom.
As you walked, you pondered what Jun said. You'd been single for almost two years, entirely by choice. You'd learned that your peace was worth protecting. It wasn't worth dating a man who hated women or couldn't care less about their well-being.
By the time you arrived at your apartment, you had decided there was no harm in creating an account. As you flopped on your bed, you unlocked your phone and searched Diamond on the App Store.
The app icon appeared almost instantly. You stared at the 'download' button for a few seconds. If nothing came of it, you could always delete the app tomorrow. With a sigh, you tapped it anyway.
-
"Okay, I've downloaded it." Seokmin sighed.
"Go create your account, hyung," Seungkwan said. With that, Seokmin reluctantly created an account.
Seokmin stared at his newly created profile. "Do I really have to answer all these questions?"
Seungkwan leaned over his shoulder and nodded. "Yup."
"Why do they need to know what I do on a Sunday?"
"Because people like knowing things."
"...How nosy of them," Seokmin said, but answered anyway. "Why do they need to know so much?"
"Because they're trying to date you."
"Right..."
After another few minutes of tweaking photos and proofreading every answer for what felt like the tenth time, Seokmin's profile was finally complete.
Seungkwan scrolled through it once before nodding in approval.
"Honestly? Not bad."
Seokmin frowned. "That's not reassuring."
"I mean it! I could've picked better pictures, but this feels like... you." Seungkwan trailed off.
"What does that mean?"
"Don't worry about it," Seungkwan said as he handed the phone back. "Alright. If you like someone, swipe right."
"Okay."
"If you're not interested, you swipe left."
"That's it?" Seokmin asked with raised brows.
"That's literally it," Seungkwan said before he reached for the remote of Seokmin's TV.
Seokmin blinked. "Huh."
"What?" Seungkwan asked, not looking at him. He was too busy browsing through Seokmin's Netflix account.
"That's... kind of underwhelming." He confessed.
"You're overthinking it," Seungkwan huffed, leaning back on Seokmin's couch as he finally settled on watching Gone Girl.
"I don't think I am."
"You definitely are." Seung kwan reached over, tapped the screen, and the first profile appeared. A smiling woman stood in front of a beach at sunset.
Seokmin stared at the screen. "Am I supposed to judge her?"
Seungkwan slowly turned to look at him. "...That's the entire app."
"I don't know anything about her." Seokmin reasoned.
Seungkwan sighed and said, "That's what the questions were for! Just... read her profile."
He did.
"It says here that she likes hiking, spicy food, and horror movies," Seokmin read aloud. He frowned. "What if she just picked those because they sounded interesting?"
Seungkwan froze, paused the movie, and blinked. "What?"
"I mean," Seokmin started, "what if she doesn't actually like hiking?"
"Hyung."
"What?"
"You're, like, totally judging her."
"Yeah, but you're more judgmental than I am." Seokmin shrugged. "Besides, I'm just trying to be fair."
Seungkwan sighed dramatically and took the phone from him. "I'll tell you again how this works, but through visuals because you're a visual learner. This," he said, swiping left, "means you're not interested."
Another profile appeared. "And this—" He swiped right. "—means you're interested."
"That's a lot. Like, that's honestly so taxing." Seokmin pouted.
Seungkwan stared at him in disbelief. "It's just swiping."
"But what if I accidentally reject someone really nice?"
"She'll find someone else." Seungkwan shrugged and played the movie again.
Seokmin gasped. "Don't say things like that. What if I accidentally swiped left on my soulmate?"
"Find another soulmate." Seungkwan sighed as he threw his head back.
Seokmin spent the rest of the afternoon getting the hang of Diamond. Left. Right. Left. Right.
Some profiles made him smile. Others made him laugh. A few had him wondering whether people actually expected to find love with a bio that simply read, "Just ask."
By the time midnight rolled around, Seungkwan had already claimed the guest room and fallen asleep. Seokmin, however, was still awake. Curled beneath his blanket with only his bedside lamp on, he absentmindedly swiped through another profile.
Left, Left. Right. Then, he stopped.
"Oh." A refreshing profile filled his screen.
Seokmin read through your profile thoroughly. He smiled to himself when he saw similar interests to his. He didn't really pay much attention to the photos, if he were being honest. His heart fluttered when he read your green flags. His stomach growled when he saw your love language.
"'My love language is feeding people with my pastries and making sure they're happy with it'. Feed me, juseyo." Seokmin mumbled to himself.
He turned to the other side of the bed and continued reading your profile, smiling more with every prompt. "What she does on a Sunday is more fun than mine. I really need to get out more."
Without much thought, he had swiped right and hoped for the best. Fortunately, the best didn't take too long.
💎 It's a Match!
For a second, he blinked. Then, he screamed. "I MATCHED!"
With nothing but excitement flowing through his body, he practically sprinted down the hallway and threw open the guest room door.
"KWANNIE!"
A muffled groan came from beneath the thick blanket. "This better be fucking good."
"Oh, it's good, alright. More than good. I MATCHED!" Seokmin launched himself onto the bed, causing Seungkwan to let out a startled yelp.
"HYUNG! Ow! Why are you jumping on me?!" Seungkwan shoved him away with both hands. Seokmin rolled onto the empty side of the bed, completely unfazed, phone still clutched tightly in his hand.
"I matched." Seokmin stared at the ceiling with a broad grin.
"I heard you, hyung."
"My first one."
"Congratulations, truly."
Seokmin held the phone up in front of his face like it contained the meaning of life. "What do I do now?"
"Hyung, PLEASE!" Seungkwan whined. "Just message her, okay?! There's no harm in trying."
Seokmin immediately opens the chat. Five minutes pass, and he's still typing. Seungkwan looked over, "You haven't sent anything, have you?"
"Nope." Seokmin glanced at him. "I can't decide if 'hi' is too casual."
He forgot how to breathe when you responded. He showed Seungkwan his phone, and both of them squealed like high school girls.
The first message was the hardest. Everything after that came surprisingly easy.
The messages continued for another week.
Morning greetings became lunch updates. Lunch updates turned into good night texts. Before long, Seokmin found himself smiling every time your name appeared at the top of his screen.
One Friday evening, while he was staring at the chat box and trying to figure out how to explain why his latest logo looked "too blue," a notification popped up.
Y/N is calling...
His eyes widened. "She's calling me?!" He stared at the screen for a second before panic set in. "Oh my god, she's calling me!"
He scrambled to answer. "H-Hello?"
A small laugh came from you. "Hi."
"...Hi."
"You sound nervous." You smirked lightly.
"I am, not gonna lie." Seokmin chuckled nervously.
"Good. That makes two of us."
The tension melted almost instantly.
"So…" Seokmin rubbed the back of his neck even though you couldn't see him. "How was work today?"
"Busy. Jun burned a tray of cookies again."
"He's literally the owner of Butter & Bloom. Isn't he supposed to be... perfect?"
"Exactly."
He laughed.
For the next hour, they talked about everything and absolutely nothing. You told him about difficult customers who insisted croissants should be cheaper. He complained about clients who asked him to "make the logo pop" without explaining what that actually meant.
"You know what the worst feedback I've ever gotten was?" Seokmin asked, rubbing his face with one hand.
"What?"
"'Can you make it... happier?'"
You burst into laughter. "What does that even mean?"
"You know what? To this day, I still don't know."
"But did you make it happier?"
"I mean," Seokmin snorted, "I added yellow."
You laughed so hard that Seokmin couldn't help laughing too. You plopped down on your couch and asked, "Did it work?"
Seokmin nodded. "It actually got approved."
"No!" You cackled.
"I'm serious!" Seokmin laughed, amused. God, if making you laugh was this easy, he wanted to keep doing it.
Hours slipped by unnoticed. Neither of them had realized how late it had gotten until Seokmin glanced at the clock.
1:43 AM
"Wait..." Seokmin gasped a little in realization.
"What?"
"It's almost two..."
Silence.
"Oops," Seokmin said.
"I have work in a few hours." You said quietly, as you lay in bed.
"We should probably sleep," Seokmin said.
"Probably."
Neither of you hangs up. The line just went silent for a few seconds.
"You first." You said sleepily.
"No, you."
You laughed quietly. "You're really bad at saying goodbye."
"That's because I don't want to," Seokmin said smoothly with his raspy voice.
Seokmin blinked. 'Did I just say that?' He thought.
You smiled into your pillow.
"Can I call you again tomorrow?" Your smile was felt through the phone. Seokmin had butterflies just thinking about it.
"I'd like that." Seokmin smiled so hard his cheeks started to hurt.
"Okay." You whispered.
"Okay." Seokmin echoed.
Neither of you made any effort to actually hang up.
"You hang up."
"No, you."
It took another four minutes before either of you actually ended the call.
Calling each other quickly became less of a habit and more of an unspoken routine.
Whether you had just finished your shift or Seokmin had spent the entire day revising the same logo for the fifth time, one of you always called first. Sometimes it was you. Sometimes it was him. It never really mattered.
Through these phone calls, you learned more about each other. You learned that Seokmin unconsciously sang while doing something fairly boring (you also learned that he had a great voice). He learned that you couldn't fall asleep without reading at least one chapter of a book while drinking chamomile tea.
Somewhere between sharing photos of your pastries and every draft of Seokmin's logos before they ever reached a client, talking to each other had become the favorite part of both your days. You even called him while he had an ongoing meeting with a client.
Seokmin quickly muted his mic and answered your call. "Hey, Y/N. Give me a few minutes, okay? I'm currently in a client meeting."
"Oh, I'm sorry." You frowned. "I can call later."
"No!" Seokmin exclaimed and cleared his throat. "I mean, no. You can stay on call. I don't really mind. Besides, I can ask your opinion after this meeting."
You smiled. Why would you settle for less if Seokmin literally answers your call while in a meeting? "Alrighty! I'll just mute myself, then. Let me know when it's fine to unmute."
"Okay, Y/Nie!" Seokmin smiled before unmuting himself in the meeting. "Apologies for that. It was an important call from... the bank. I had called about a complaint, and they were only solving it now."
You laughed so hard, you were glad you muted yourself.
"Anyway, can you all see my screen?"
Then, one Tuesday afternoon, while you were boxing up the last pastry order of your shift, your phone buzzed.
[Seokminnie]: Are you free this Saturday?
A smile found its way onto your face before you even realized it.
[Y/Nie]: I am, actually 😊
The typing indicator appeared almost immediately. Then, it disappeared. Then it appeared again. You couldn't help but laugh. Finally, he replied.
[Seokminnie]: Would you... maybe want to get coffee with me?
You bit your lip, smiling to yourself.
[Y/Nie]: I was wondering when you were going to ask.
[Seokminnie]: Wait... you knew I was going to ask you out?
[Y/Nie]: You've been trying to ask me for three days now
[Seokminnie]: So... Is that a yes?
[Y/Nie]: Yes. I'd love to go out with you!
[Seokminnie]: Really??? 🥹
[Y/Nie]: 🤣 Really.
[Seokminnie]: SKSKSKSKS BROOOO
[Seokminnie]: Oops, wrong send
[Y/Nie]: Never change, Seokminnie 🤣♥️
HEART FOREVER
One Year Later.
The familiar bell above the entrance chimed as you untied your apron.
"See you tomorrow, chef!" Youmi called from behind the espresso machine.
"See you!" you smiled, grabbing your bag from your locker.
Just as you reached the front door, Jun appeared from the kitchen, wiping his hands on a towel. "Hold it."
You turned around. "Hm?"
Jun folded his arms dramatically. "You're smiling."
"I always smile."
"No." He shook his head. "That's your 'my boyfriend is picking me up today' smile."
You rolled your eyes and folded your arms, too. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"Liar."
As if on cue, a familiar black Toyota Veloz pulled up outside Butter & Bloom. Jun nodded toward the window. "There he is. Right on time."
You sighed, defeated. "I hate that you know me so well."
"I know my employees." He grinned. "Go on. Don't keep Seokmin waiting."
You laughed before waving goodbye and stepping outside. The passenger door opened before you even reached the car.
"Hi." Seokmin smiled.
"Hi." Instead of kissing him immediately, you held out a paper bag. "I brought leftovers."
His face lit up. "Ispahan?"
"Ispahan." You nodded with a smile on your face.
"I love you."
"You haven't even tasted it yet." You chuckled.
"I don't have to." He winked.
3:00 PM
"You'll be okay on your own?" you asked.
Seokmin nodded. "Kwannie is coming over, anyway. He said he wants to watch the new horror movie on Netflix with me. Besides, noona texted me three times already asking me where you are."
You laughed. He leaned over the center console and kissed your forehead. "I'll pick you up after."
The mall wasn't busy that afternoon.
"Y/N!" Jiyeon waved enthusiastically before immediately looping her arm through yours. "There you are."
"Sorry! We had a last-minute cake order."
"I forgive you if you—"
You held up a paper bag. "I made you croissants."
"This is why you're my favorite," Jiyeon said as she gently took the paper bag from you.
"I thought Seokmin was your favorite?"
Opening the paper bag and breathing in the smell of the croissants, she looked at you. "He just got replaced."
The next three hours were spent wandering through clothing stores, laughing over outfits neither of you would actually buy, and somehow leaving with matching bracelets despite insisting you were "just browsing."
"Wanna know something?" Jiyeon asked as you sat down with iced coffees.
"Shoot."
"Mom already calls you her daughter." Jiyeon teased.
You nearly choked on your drink. "She what?"
"Oh, you know," Jiyeon chuckled. "She calls me and says stuff like, 'our daughter came by yesterday and gave us pastries she made' or 'our daughter reminds us to take our vitamins'. She absolutely loves you... more than Seokmin at this point, and that's her baby."
You covered your face as Jiyeon laughed.
"I don't think she's letting you go, Y/Nie." Jiyeon smiled. "I don't think I can let you go, either. You're my new best friend."
Seokmin had picked you up thirty minutes later. Jiyeon sat in the back and was surprised that Seungkwan was there.
"Hi, noona!" Seungkwan smiled and waved. "I'm joining dinner, too."
"Don't you have a fancy charity gala to attend?" Jiyeon joked. She knew Seungkwan didn't care for those fake events that his family hosts.
"Ew." Seungkwan made a face.
6:30 PM
Family dinner at the Lee household had been a monthly tradition. The moment you stepped in, Seokmin's mother wrapped you in a hug.
"My daughter! Oh, I missed you so much."
Seokmin sighed. "Eomma, noona and I are here, too."
Seokmin's mother glanced at her children and smiled. "I know. Both of you will always be my children."
Then she looked at you. "But she's my daughter."
"Hi, eomoni!" Seungkwan smiled.
"Oh, Seungkwan-ah!" She pulled him into a tight hug. "Aigoo, you're so thin. Let's eat now."
Dinner was loud. Stories overlapped. Jiyeon teased Seokmin for being a crybaby as a kid. His mother eagerly showed you baby photos despite Seokmin begging her not to. By dessert, your stomach hurt from laughing.
Later that night, everyone migrated to the living room.
"So..." Seungkwan said, helping himself to another serving of pastry. "When are you two getting married?"
That earned a small squeal from Seokmin's mother and sister. You and Seokmin nearly inhaled your drinks.
"Kwannie!"
"What?" Seungkwan chuckled and crossed his legs. "I'm asking for everyone's benefit. We'd like to be prepared, y'know."
"He's right," Seokmin's mother nodded. "I want a heads up, too, because I'd have a heart attack if it's a surprise."
Everyone burst into laughter.
One Week Later
Your first anniversary. The restaurant overlooked the Han River, the city lights shimmering across the water. The waiter had just cleared your dessert plates when Seokmin cleared his throat.
You looked up. "Hm?"
"I got you something." He reached into his jacket pocket and carefully placed a small navy velvet box on the table. You froze.
"Seokmin..."
"What?"
"Is that what I think it is?" You asked him with wide eyes. At first, he looked puzzled by your reaction. Then, realization dawned on his face.
"No, wait!" He held both hands up immediately. "It's not an engagement ring!"
You blinked. "It's not?"
"No!" he said quickly. "Well..." He scratched the back of his neck. "...Not yet."
A laugh escaped you despite the tears already forming in your eyes.
"I am explaining this so badly," he groaned.
"You think?"
He reached across the table, gently taking your hand. "I know we've only been together for a year, but it's been the happiest year of my life."
His thumb traced slow circles against your skin.
"I can't promise life will always be easy. I can't promise we won't argue. I can't promise I'll always know the right thing to say." He smiled sheepishly. "I'm usually pretty bad at that."
You laughed through your tears.
"But I can promise that I'll keep choosing you. Every single day. I believe you're it for me. So..."
He opened the velvet box. Inside rested a simple silver band. "Until the day I ask you for real..."
He looked at you with the same shy smile you'd fallen for a year ago. "...Will you wear this?"
Tears spilled freely down your cheeks. "You idiot," you whispered.
His face fell. "...Is that a no?"
You immediately shook your head. "No!" You laughed. "It's a yes. It's always going to be a yes."
Relief flooded his face. "Oh, thank God."
He carefully slipped the ring onto your finger. It fit perfectly. Without another thought, you stood up, walked around the table, and wrapped your arms tightly around him.
"I love you," you whispered.
"I love you more."
When you finally pulled away, you looked down at the silver ring again. Then back at him. "...Okay."
"Hm? 'Okay' what?"
"When we get home..." A smile slowly spread across your face. "I'm baking you the best pastries I've ever made."
Seokmin's eyes lit up. "Really?"
"My love language is feeding the people I love."
He laughed softly. "I remember."
He intertwined your fingers, admiring the silver band resting there. "And I plan on letting you love me like that for a very, very long time."
"I'd like that." You smiled.
Outside, Seoul buzzed with life, completely unaware that a year ago, two strangers had taken a chance on each other because of a single swipe.
Maybe modern love wasn't as cruel as everyone said. Sometimes, it was as simple as finding someone who felt like home.
a/n: i super enjoyed creating that fake dating app, i swear! lmk what u think of this! after this is "my way" and i'm so excited for this one bc i have been thinking of this since i started this series!
P.S. thank you for all the love you have given me recently! i'm so honored to be on the receiving end. i'll do my best to write more stories and share it with you. all of you are my honeybees <3
Series taglist: @joongtime @neotannies @seungkwanglazer @gibbonstar @moonriverandkmg @mythologicalbaoo @insannities
“rise and shine uri-maknae” DK said his smile shining brighter than the sun
As he brushed her hair, he felt her skin radiating
It was like an oven that was over-heating. Or like a fire that was boiling in her skin
He called for Scoups who basically ran to her room
“I think she has a fever”
DK was sent to get the thermometer and to get cold water and a towel
Her temperature turned out to be 38* Celsius, a high fever, Scoups got a wet and cold towel to put on her forehead
Her eye twitched from the cold sensation
“aegi-yah is sick?” The two boys turned around to see Jeonghan by the door his eyes furrowed and mouth agape
He ran toward the girl and started kissing her cheek gently
Jeonghan was softly scolded by Scoups because he was getting close to the sick girl
Because of Jeonghan’s kiss, she opened her eyes slowly, feeling the heat of the sun hitting her face
Her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes were a bit swollen, “nie! Your awake!” Jeonghan wailed
“Nie your sick, so we can’t go to practice today” Scoups announced.
She just nodded slowly, and a few seconds later she fell asleep again
Die to Nie being sick, Scoups and Jeonghan took care of their schedules, Mingyu cooked samgyetang and made ginseng tea to help with her fever, and Dino took care of her
She only sat up the entire day to eat and getting carried by Hoshi to the bathroom
The day went faster then expected, and Nie’s fever lowered a bit
Dino slept with her that night
They slept next to eachother while Scoups and Joshua would wake up and fix her towel and scrubbed her arms and legs
.
At midnight, Scoups was scrubbing her arms gently when she suddenly stirred in her sleep
Scoups was more careful with his movements more, looking more at her reaction then her arm
“Sleep now nie, take care of yourself more!” He murmured