maybe it’s that I have zero control but I keep thinking about HBO spn and Dean being addicted to Cas’ grace and well. (Beginning of season 4)
[Cas’ trench coat and suit jacket are on the floor, his tie loosened as his shirt is flapping open, resting barely on his shoulders. There’s a slice of skin open and glowing just above his collarbone]
[Dean’s mouth parts instinctively]
[Taste it Dean.]
[Dean shuffled closer. His broken wrist still hanging limp and making his head vibrate. He makes no noise]
[Timidly, without making eye contact with Cas. He leans over, pressing his chest to Cas and hovers over the glowing open wound]
[like medal to a magnet Dean is drawn to the glow. He can feel his hot breath bounce off Cas’ skin, off his vessel]
[Go on Dean]
[Dean follows as instructed and pressed his lips to Cas’ skin and sucks]
[ the first hit is unreal. He shivers as he feels his wrist heal up. As the alcohol is cleansed from his system. As the pain in his back, the crink in his neck and the tear in his calf all disappear. He moans.]
[Good boy. Cas comments before shrugging his shirt back on]
[Dean sighs, his eyes fluttering. That’s all I get?]
[yes.]
[come on Cas you’re gonna make me beg?]
[cas says nothing only stares at Dean]
[Dean drops his voice, A bit more Cas please.]
[Cas narrows his eyes]
[Please Cas, he whines desperate, pathetic and yet willing]
