I think it’s time for me to clean some mess I have brought to my life.
I really don’t wanna have a life like this - it’s not my real life.
That is not me, just a false version of me, something I have tried to escape these days but only by thinking not doing.
At the age of 22, I think I have wasted 4 years in universities doing crazy things that a good girl like me never ever had chances to do before. How can I say that? (I used to be a very very good girl when I was a student. I was obidient. I was a hard-working student, on top all the times. That’s what makes me always proud of. How about now??? I’m lazy, i’m idle, I don’t wanna study at night. I drink a lot. I hangout wt friends till midnight. I buy a lot of books that I even have never touched.)
As you can see, I think, maybe, as an extrovert, I’m dynamic/aggressive/self-motivated. The only reason why I became a person like that is just because I wanna do the things that I have never done before. However, the uni-year is about to ending in June 2020.
What mean?
A mature must do what she should do.
I HAVE TO DO A REVOLUTION. Rightttt now.
The things i’m gonna do:
-Rearrange some playlists on Soundcloud.
-Create a weekly-timeline on GG Sheet.
-Propose some books need finishing and deadline.
(Stop watching films-start reading books)
-Make a copies of TOEIC tests, so do it.
yup. that’s all.
chumeomaunau