#doctorsiebert

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really problematic that orphea reads sylvia plath :/ cant believe you would mention her on main

✎ assign the ladies some fandom discourse

some people??? engage with bleak media that worsens their depression??? to cope???

[vorcotec]

@doctorsiebert sent: meta on: jane’s parents, and how she felt about both of them + what characteristics she’s adopted from them? (meme)

jane’s parents are miri and ted andrews. the best word i can use to describe her feelings toward them is “ambivalent.” i think either parent would need to be on their deathbed before she would initiate contact with them again, as she’s cut them both off and hasn’t spoken to either, nor allowed them near dorothy, since jane was in her 30s and dorothy was a small child.

she spent the most time with her mom, especially as a child. miri had... a lot of flaws as a parent. i could probably go into the Layers™ here but what all the different factors resulted in was an inability to accept jane for herself, to understand that jane was a different person from her with different needs, and that jane could not help things like having difficulty with verbal language, needing space and quiet, or lacking what miri thought of as common sense. she thought of jane as willfully bad and destructive. you can imagine the effect this had on jane’s self-image as she grew up. she desperately wanted to please her mother and in many ways continued to believe her mother was, on some level, right about her, up until the point miri went too far. she’d been providing childcare while jane worked and telling dorothy things like, that jane wasn’t normal, that she couldn’t really love her, that dorothy would have to always take care of herself, that she’d be her mom’s caregiver all her life... etc. when jane found that out, that was when she cut contact.

from her mom, i think jane inherited... anxiety 😂 i think, also, a sense of responsibility. jane’s quality of Just Fuckin Doing It is something she inherited from her mom, 100%; miri saw a problem and she would dive for it, no pausing to ask permission.

jane’s dad, ted, was in many ways an absent and inaccessible dad. he liked to drop in and be wonderful fun dad for 5 minutes a day, then quietly duck out the minute his children needed something from him. (this is one of those things that made parenting so difficult for miri and contributed to the pressures on her and commensurately on jane.) he also didn’t really understand jane and her needs, but he was able to shrug them off, because it wasn’t his job to worry about them; he could swoop in when she wanted something and give her that, then dip again once things got more complicated and couldn’t be solved by an ice cream or a funny face. this made him seem like the “better parent” for a while, but the truth is that he just never had jane’s back for a second, and she realized that as an adult. that’s why she still doesn’t speak to him as well as her mom; there was no “better” here, just parents that failed her in different ways. she yearned toward her dad because he was so emotionally absent; she wanted him to see her and be proud of her, but also to offer her something more substantial, to really support her, and he never did.

jane inherited her height from her dad shdgskgmsdgh if you were to see jane, her dad, and her brother all lined up in a row it would be three long, lanky clones of each other, everybody with glasses, looking at you like 🧐 she also inherited his Science Brain--he was also an engineer.

i think both her parents had Insight/Puzzle Brain, like a gift for problem solving and flashes of insight, and that’s something jane got from both of them.

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[despiite]

✎ | update... emily taylor has been added as a muse and it’s all @doctorsiebert's fault

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doctorsiebert replied to your post: remember when i said mary is super fucking anxious...

stab me w/ ur angles, mary

[untremaine]

@doctorsiebert

Red wine always has an effect on her sensibilities; she always finds herself looser, more relaxed, more inclined, as she does now, to lean close and let her shoulder brush someone else's, daring enough (though heaven knows she's never been shy of a dare) to say, "Dreadful, isn't it?"

Perhaps the worst party she's attended this year. There's a string quartet, of all things; an attempt by the grasping hostess, she supposes, to invoke a little Versailles, but the quartet is squawking through Schubert and Margarethe's no clue how any of the guests are meant to survive it, much less sip their drinks and nibble canapés to such a tune.

"I," she says, and spies an olive hovering on the edge of her interlocutor's small plate, excised from some appetizer; she picks it up and says, "I think I'd rather listen to--to--the Baron singing opera than listen to this." The Baron is at the other end of the room, holding his own court; whether or not he's really a Baron has always been suspect in Margarethe's circle, although the question of whether he could possibly sing opera has been long decided--the answer being no, his voice having the qualitative loveliness of a train's screaming brakes.

She pops the olive into her mouth. "Where is the ladies room, do you know?" She'd like to spare her ears, if only for a moment.

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#26 ( hi! thank you for the follow :) )

Send   me   a   #   to   learn   an   unusual   headcanon   about   my   muse !   source .   accepting .

26 .   What   are   they   most   passionate   about ?   What   could   they   debate   about   for   hours ?

                    Not   to   push   a   feminist   agenda   but   if   given   the   opportunity,     she   can   absolutely   talk   for   hours   about   inequality,     although   mostly   when   it   victimises   women   or   children.     Moa   usually   doesn’t   bring   it   up   on   her   own   because   a   lot   of   her   relationships   are   based   on   utility   and   therefore   her   own   passions   are   pushed   aside   in   order   to   “ win ”   the   other   person   over.     She   isn’t   a   good   person   and   she   doesn’t   consider   herself   a   good   person,     but   ultimately   she’s   been   a   victim   of   gender - based   violence   and   relates   to   women   and   children   with   similar   fates.     Her   political   opinions   are …     interesting   and   too   complex   for   me   to   sum   up   in   a   few   sentences     (   esp   because   they   partially   disagree   with   my   own   )    but   I’ll   hopefully   post   a   headcanon   on   them   soon !!   👉👈

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doctorsiebert replied to your photoset: spockemon: \o-o/

have u ever considered the likeness ur muse has to like… idk a mix of pia douwes & willemijn verkaik??

this comment has utterly chaotic musical theatre energy