Rant
My dog keeps freaking out in the middle of the night, waking me up and making me stay up and with her while she shakes and freaks out. Her eyes were dilated and she just kept jumping on me and trying to make me give her all my attention. I woke up so pissed off and i looked it up well she's having a panic attack and it broke my fucking heart. It usually happens in older dogs but she's only 5. That's not old to me. She's still a baby to me. & there is absolutely nothing i can do for her besides take her to the vet to get her drugs and then she'll be on them for fucking ever? This is so depressing. I just can't bare to think that eventually she's going to die and that kills me. I love my dog. Ugh i've been a fucking mess for the past hour -_- I guess i'm done.