🐺 🦴 ways i plan on species transitioning/general future plans for my non-human self:
changes i want to make to my appearance, behavior, and lifestyle to help ease species dysphoria and make me feel more like a wolf or dog. 🐾
cosmetic/physical changes:
- silicone subdermal pawpad implants (but only if theres a way to have them on my palms without them hindering my dexterity)
- pawpad tattoos on top of said implants to make them appear more realistic
- testosterone for things like body hair, deeper voice for stronger animal vocals, and thicker/longer nails i can shape into claws
- top surgery
- acrylic "raptor claw" nails (mostly just aspiration since theyre probably kind of impractical)
- bulk out and tone up
- long distance running training, also i want to become very flexible
- angel bite piercings with the spike part white to look like fangs and the piercing ball colored to match my skin tone
- fang veneers shaped like wolf canines specifically, not like vampire fangs
- grow my hair out really long and layer it all shaggy, + dye it to look like certain fur patterns (also find wolf/dog tail and ear sets with said patterns) (oh and possibly design a type of ear that is comfortable to sleep in or wear constantly with no hard or pokey bits)
- get into the habit of wearing tails, ears, and collars (when feeling more dog-like) every day
- wear animalistic makeup (give myself a canine nose or make my eyes look more wolf-like)
- colored contacts that look non-human
- wear more jewelry or accessories with things that make me feel more wolflike (ex. bones, wolf motifs, real or fake animal teeth, LOL Lots of Leather)
mostly random behavioral/lifestyle changes:
- hike and forage more and collect more outdoor trinkets
- live in tiny mobile home with my hypothetical mate and our wolfdog children (just a silly thought hee hee)
- spend basically all of my time outside besides when i have to work, (but i aspire to get an outdoor job of some kind) clean myself, etc. (i love the thought of cooking all of my meals outside)
- learn as much as i can about dogs and wolves, and maybe work in a field involving them (i want to work at a wolf sanctuary SO BAD)
- incorporate dog/wolf vocals into my everyday speech
- wag
- use dog/wolf body language regularly
- i want to start holding bloody steaks in between my paws and tearing them apart with my teeth
- wait who said that
- balance out my diet and only eat whole foods (+ up my protein intake by a lot) (kind of just general future planning)
- hunt/fish for and process my own food (maybe its that country boy in me)
- possibly find an otherkin or transspecies pack near me i can meet up with frequently
- start a big wolf and dog item collection and decorate my house with it
- yea were gonna need a lot of taxidermy
- make my home look and feel like a cozy den somehow, also put plants everywhere
#the amazing digital circus
#photography
#heated rivalry
