Feb 25
*stumbles out of a dark room covered in blood*
started working on my book again
#the process of making word lasagna#project MAGIC#i never dropped this entirely. i was always pondering and adding notes every now and then. but still. i had to relearn a lot#it has taken me hours and hours and hours to become a scholar of my own project lol#but im almost ready to start writing this again. its so exciting. the thoughts and ideas are pouring out of me#still in the initial draft phase btw. i set it aside halfway into chapter 3 bc i started moving big plot points around and confusing myself#so i havent even finished this and i already know what i wanna change. BUT. im pushing forward with courage#and im gonna do my best to write it sloppy and messy and imperfect. as many times as i need to#DOING IT SCARED!!!!!#idk how many chapters this will end up being quite yet tho. which is nerve wracking tbh. gotta figure that out soon