#doitforash

[gayvandalofficial]

It's been a year since I saw you last. It's been a year since I've hugged you. It's been a year since we were able to have a conversation. It's been a year that you have been gone. I've spent this year without my best friend and it's been so fucking hard. Life doesn't make me feel like I'm living anymore. Life feels like something I have to do now. When you left you took a huge chunk of me with you and I'd like for you to bring it back. I don't think you realize how badly everyone needs you. I wish you would have realized it. There's so many things I wish would have happened differently but you can't live a life with wishes and what ifs maybe that's why my life feels like it's spiraling out of control. I miss you. I miss going skate boarding, hanging out, listening about your day, smoking cigarettes around your neighborhood and sitting in my car listening to music with you. I love you and all of this is just really hard. You're my brother and brothers are suppose to stick together. We made a pack man as long as I'm alive you'd stay alive with me. Why couldn't you keep your promise. Believe me I know it's fucking hard but it's not impossible. I hate going through life without you. I want you back. Please come back.

[utopia-bound]

so after lots and lots of social media surfing I have come to realize many people are wrong as to what happened with ash and sadly need to be corrected and I hate doing this but a lot of people seem to not know the truth. Ash was a wonderful human, girl or boy, from the years I have known him I can tell you ash was bullied beyond repair it was not all his mother, ash was strong he tried so hard to bring everyone's well bring up before his ash was creative and funny and knew what he was doing when he identified as a transgender with the he/she pronouns of both because I can tell you this I had NEVER seen ash so happy when he finally got his hair cut and got new clothes I watched it all he did not die from walking or "playing" in traffic he did not do it over Christmas break either it was February 26, 2015 these things that I have seen are just revolting and childish I hate how stories get twisted around so quick and people find ways to make it funny. 5secondsofthehorizon can agree as well.

[thatlonelyasexual]

Why has Ash been lost already??

[uglicute-blog]

I would just like to say again, ash did identify as a male and prefer make pronouns .

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[alois-pinstripe]

Ash/Ashlyn was non binary and preferred they pronouns NOT TRANS MALE don't put #hisnamewasash do what their mother suggested with #doitforash

[uglicute-blog]

I honestly don't think anyone can say with certainty what Ash's identity and pronouns really were. They died before figuring it out which is the saddest thing. Society couldn't even let a teenager figure out their own identity in peace.

[uglicute-blog]

PSA

Please if anyone is on my blog because of the Ash post please reblog the edited version! Ash's mother was their biggest supporter, they said so themself, and I don't want to spread misinformation

[uglicute-blog]

ash was non binary and had no pronoun preference. they even state in their suicide note that their mother FULLY supported them

I know this now you guys don’t have to send me these asks anymore I made that post after reading only one article

I believe Ash was still in the process of figuring out their identity and they talked about how they changed their identity and pronoun preferences several times. Ash was 16 they were a kid trying to figure themselves out I don’t think any of us can say with certainty what their identity or pronoun preferences was without making assumtions.