you are wrong and I think Tom HIDDESTON is a dom and also loki is a dom that makes the most sense
Lol. Not to me.
Listen, Nonny, I have something important to tell you: you can't tell if someone is submissive or dominant by looking at them. I can't stress this enough: how someone behaves in the Real World tells you absolutely nothing about their relationship or kink preferences in the home or in the bedroom.
There is this false and toxic idea that submissive people are - or have to be - submissive to everybody in the world all the time. And they just aren't. I hear submissive men all the time preface their submissiveness with "Oh, I'm so masculine out in the world". I hate this shit; it's meaningless and it's unhelpful.
Sure, subs can be shy, quiet, meek, introverted. They can also be loud, competitive, aggressive, extraverted. They can be CEOs of multinational corporations. They can be social leaders, sporting stars, TV hosts, wait staff, teachers, nurses, truck drivers. They could be your boss. Whoever that person is out in the world, unless they tell you, you have no way of possibly knowing what their relationship style preferences are.
My fictional Tom and fictional Loki are subs because that's what I like. I imagine them in a way that satisfies my own fantasies, just like everyone else does. I'm going to hazard a wild guess, Nonny, that you're a bit of a sub yourself, and the idea of Dom Tom and Dom Loki really turns you on. Good for you! I wish you plenty of Daddy Tom spankings in your fantasies.
KOH!TOM HOLLAND FUCKING THE READER IN FRONT OF EVERYONE IN ORDER TO SHOW HIS DOMINANCE (Maybe wuth impreg kink if youre comfortable) THANK YOU SWEETIE
this is literally so fucking filthy i think i lost my mind writing this. sorry for any bad writing and typos. enjoy !!
warnings: heavy exhibitionism, dirty talk, hair pulling, breeding kink, squirting (18+ pls minors will be blocked)
word count: 1361
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you walk the long, black halls of the palace, your white wings a contrast to the dark surroundings.
the first few days after you came here, you were afraid of wandering the halls alone, but now after tom assured you that you could explore, you’ve found yourself roaming often.
as you walk through the quiet halls, you remember the first night you came here. you fell from heaven, and when the king of hell saw your beautiful body, he just knew he had to make you his. he seduced you that night, and your pussy throbs as you recall the way he showed you pure ecstasy and made your screams of his name echo throughout hell. when you finally became his queen.
you adjust your silky white dress which reaches the middle of your thighs, feeling wetness slowly pool in your panties as you walk. you reach a large pair of doors, feeling intrigued as to what was beyond it. so you gently push against it, gasping when it hisses and opens automatically while you slowly step in, a bit scared.
you look around, realising it was the throne room, noticing all of tom’s attendants standing underneath the big chandelier while tom sits on this throne, looking strong and powerful. as you step in, all of the eyes in the room fall on you, including tom’s, who smirks as a spark of lust shines in his eyes when he sees your dress. you catch tom’s eyes and he smiles at you, calling you towards him. you smile shyly at him, walking up to the throne while feeling all the eyes on you. you feel uncomfortable under everyone’s gaze, and when you look at them, they’re undressing you with their eyes, biting their lip as they see your beautiful legs. tom is too mesmerised by the sight of you to notice how they’re looking at you. his queen. his angel.
you gulp and look away, reaching tom and sitting on his lap, getting yourself comfortable.
he wraps his arms protectively around you, kissing the side of your mouth and murmuring raspily, "what are you doing here, angel?"
"i dunno, i was just- i just found this room." you blush, thinking you did something wrong.
tom chuckles softly, running his fingers against your cheek, "my queen." he kisses your lips, unaware of all of his attendants, "my sweet, sweet angel." he groans a bit when you press your heat against him.
"tom, i-" you pull away, looking down shyly.
"what’s wrong, my love?" he puts two fingers under your chin and tips your face up to look at you.
"i-um, i don’t like the way they’re looking at me." you whisper, heart racing when his eyes suddenly harden, looking at all of the people in the room with fire in his eyes. they all look away in an instant, but tom notices it, getting angrier with himself that he didn’t realise it earlier.
"you sick fucks," he spits out at them, his voice booming through the room, "don’t fucking look at her. she’s your queen, not some cheap slut that you can eyefuck."
you whimper softly when you hear his possessive tone, subtly grinding against his thigh. he notices how turned on you are with a smirk, and suddenly gets an idea that his cock becomes hard just at the thought.
with a swish of his palm, the doors close, shutting all of his attendants in.
"i’m gonna show all of them who you belong to." he growls, loud enough for them to hear. you gasp as your eyes roll back, feeling desperate for him as you feel his hard dick under your clit. he starts to bite at your neck, pushing his hips up to grind against you. you grab his long curls, tugging on it with your mouth open as he marks you with his teeth.
he reaches your earlobe, biting it and whispering dirtily in your ear, "you’re their queen. but you’re my cheap slut." he says, nails digging into your waist, "my filthy angel, always so desperate for my cock. am i right?"
you moan loudly at his words, grinding against him faster. he stops your movements, not bothering to take off your panties but just pushing them to the side, rubbing your clit furiously as you moan his name breathily.
"fuck, tommy, please." you moan, not bothered about the people in the room, "i need your cock. please."
"yeah, my angel wants my cock so bad, she’ll do anything for it." he begins to unzip his pants and he pulls it down with his boxers, revealing his hard cock. as he pulls your dress over your head, his large black wings come to cover your body, so that everyone in the room can only hear but not see you.
"tommy!" you scream as he impales your pussy with his cock, holding your hips and moving you up and down on him, groaning at the feeling of your tight, hot pussy clenching around him. he fills you up perfectly, hitting your g-spot with every thrust sending shock waves through your body and bringing you close to your first orgasm in a matter of minutes.
the sound of your moans and tom’s grunts along with the sound of your bodies echoes throughout the hall, and you feel powerful as tom’s queen as you cum all over his cock, kissing his lips messily as you clench around him.
"fuck, angel…" he moans at the feeling of you convulsing around him, his brain going fuzzy at the sound of your high moans.
"more," he grunts, commanding you to your next orgasm, and even though your pussy is already sensitive, you want to feel his hot cum in you, so you continue to bounce on his cock, pushing your chest against his and kissing his neck.
you start to get a bit tired of moving over him, so you whine weakly. he gets the hint, tangling his hand in your hair to gather it into a ponytail, pulling on it hard and starting to thrust his hips up, chasing his high.
"oh, tommy…" you moan, "mmh, you feel so good, tommy. so big! don’t stop, please, don’t stop."
you open your eyes past the pleasure to see him biting his lip, his eyebrows furrowed as he feels himself nearing his orgasm.
you wrap your arms around his neck, making him open his eyes and look at you with large, blown out eyes, "i want you to cum in me, tommy. i wanna feel all of you."
as you say this, you push your middle finger down to your clit, rubbing it madly as you feel the knot in your stomach, knowing that if you cum, it’ll push him over the edge.
"fuck, yes!" tom moans, drilling into your harder as he feels you clench around him, "gonna fuck you full of my cum. you’re gonna have my heirs, yeah, angel? mmh, shit, yeah, just like that- you’re gonna look so pretty stuffed with my cum."
you nod your head eagerly, moving your hand faster as you cum without warning, squirting all over him due to the overstimulation. you scream his name at the intense pleasure, seeing stars behind your eyes as you gush your cum around his cock.
"fuck, you’re so hot, angel." tom looks at your cum running down his length and it makes him cum, shooting his warm seed inside you. you whimper at the feeling of him filling you up to the brim, feeling your pussy tingle when you look at his face contort in pleasure.
"fuck," he breathes out, coming down from his blissful high and moaning softly as you kiss him. you whimper as he pulls out of you, shoving two fingers in your wrecked pussy and pushing his cum further in you.
"who do you belong to?" he growls, looking at you bite your lip, "c’mon, you filthy slut. say it."
"you, i belong to you…" you breathe out, the overstimulation you’re experiencing making your mind go blank, "i’m yours, tommy."
"that’s right." he grunts, addressing the stunned room, "you bastards hear that? she’s mine. only mine."
a/n: this is the first time I’ve ever written for tom so don’t slander me if i didn’t get his character right <3 also this fic i feel like was rushed so if something doesn’t make sense- pls ignore it. and be proud because I’m keeping true to my words and posted a fic this week lol.
summary: tom got a taste of you and wanted more, not knowing that you’d be the one to push him into his own pit of despair. (SMUT)
warnings: smut, spit kink, praising (??), degrading, dumbification, pet names!! pls let me know if there are any more!!
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NAVIGATION
his first taste of you, the oh so sweet and innocent y/n l/n. and were you sweet, sweet as honey. something he disliked- but couldn’t stay away from. it stuck on the roof of his tongue, just like how you stuck to the roof of his mind.
always there.
his tongue battled with yours, and with such fierceness that it was teeth clashing. you whimpered as he bit your bottom lip and in return you bit his lip.
he hissed and pure venom dripped from it.
pulling away, he rolled his tongue against his cheek, his gaze boring into you. you felt small underneath his stare, he was. . . intimidating. his large body enveloped yours as he pushed your body up against the wall of his dorm. your legs immediately wrapping around his torso. your core on his covered cock, and his hard was evident as it poked your cunt. making you wetter. his mouth crashed back onto yours, a cry of surprise erupted from you. you immediately went into action reciprocating his actions. your hands roamed from his chest to his neck and then his hair. you already knew you couldn’t touch his hair, but why not? it’s not like you couldn’t handle him.
right?
how fucking wrong you were.
“what the fuck, don’t touch my hair.” he spat, pulling away.
“i’m sorry, but i don’t care.” you bit your lip and gave him innocent doe eyes- the same that he couldn’t resist.
he wanted to ruin you.
you were so precious and innocent, like no one had ever touched you or made you feel good in any type of way.
and he wanted to be the only one to do so.
he didn’t love or care for you, but he couldn’t help but want you for himself.
tom marvolo riddle.
selfish, ignorant and most of all cruel.
-
you were laid on the bed, the cold dark green silk sheets caressing your warm skin- causing goosebumps to arise to your skin. you were bare, naked, exposed, and vulnerable. all in front of him.
his hands skimmed from your calves, thighs, and to your waist. he admired every mark, scar, stretch mark that decorated it. and he praised it, “so beautiful, my love.” kissing your insecurities away.
but what he really was doing was pulling you into his trap, first he had to lure you in and then he’d snag you like the worthless whore you are. wrapping you around his finger. hoping you’d never unwrap, and stay restrained right where he wanted and needed you to be.
-
his lips pepper kissed your inner thighs, as soft praises left his mouth. making you feel good about yourself.
if only you knew every word was a bitter sweet lie.
but you did know.
you weren’t really going to let tom riddle out of all people trick you into his scam of love. so you would play the player. acting innocent, complying to his every request- how hard could this be? all he needed was one taste and he was falling. falling for you and he’d fall hard- but you wouldn’t be there to catch or help him. you’d let him fall into the deepest and darkest despairs of the black hole he was bound to tumble into. just as he belonged to be in.
and you pushed him in.
he was a piece of scum to all humankind, he didn’t deserve you or your love. so why in the actual hell would he think that you’d fall for him? oh please, you were just playing the same exact game as him.
-
the sound of both of your skin clapping together filled the room, his grip on your waist was as strong as ever- practically bruising you. cries escaped your mouth at each thrust, your body shook just as violently as the rough rolls of his hips against yours. tom went even harder, because watching you crumble under his control only motivated him even more to fuck you into oblivion. this seemed as if all of this he did for your own pleasure instead of his. and he completely discarded that thought, pathetic to care about a woman’s pleasure over your own. his hands worked their way to your breast, groping and squeezing them. you threw your head back as you shut your eyes from the overwhelming pleasure.
yeah he was a dick- but his dick was bigger.
“look at me when i fuck you, doll.”
you were a doll, his own little fuck doll. he wanted to watch the innocence leave your eyes, yet they never did. no matter how hard, fast or the amount of times he degraded you. the pure light in your eyes never left. and he fucking hated that.
“i’m gonna cum, sir!” you cried.
“fucking cum, cum on m’cock.”
that coil in your stomach immediately snapped at his order, you released onto his cock. “want y’to count how many times you cum, little selfish bitch.”
-
“three! fuck tom i ca-“ you screamed as he continuesly rolled his hips against yours.
“can’t take me hmm? your little cunt take me anymore. can’t take it- can you, fucking whore.”
“you deserve to be fucked this way, a worthless cockslut.”
his words left marks on you, but these marks felt so good.
like a masochist and he was your sadist.
-
your face was pressed up against the mattress, your ass up in the air. his cold veiny hands decorated with rings rubbed on your ass. chills went down your spine feeling his cold rings. his digits found your clit and began to toy at it, whimpers tumbled from your lips.
you just wanted him to fuck you.
“please sir, fuck me again.”
“s’needy f’me. why don’t you fucking wait like a good girl and maybe I’ll fill you up with m’cock.”
his digits slid into your sensitive cunt.
“s-s’good, sir!” you screamed, but it was muffled because your face was pressed against the mattress.
he laughed, how pathetic and dumb you are for getting off on his fingers.
you were so utterly desperate to cum again.
a selfish bitch you were.
he slipped his digits out. his tip was yet again, back at your core, teasing it. your cunt was aching f’his cock. so wet, hot and bothered and all f’him.
“are you going to take me all night like the good whore you are? gonna fill y’up with m’ cock and you’re going to fucking take it.” he spat out, harshly.
“yes please, wanna be a good whore f’you.” you begged, moving your head to the side so that he could hear you.
“my dumb little girl, so ready f’me to destroy. wanna fuck your tight little cunt everyday.” he chuckled.
“i make you feel s’good, right doll?” he queried, but absolutely knew the answer already.
“s’good- only you make me feel this way, sir!” you confessed.
he grabbed a hold of your hair, yanking your head up to him. your back was arched, head pulled back and mouth gaped open. he spat in your mouth, and you swallowed like a good girl. “remember, only i make you feel this good.”
then he thrusted his cock into your cunt, filling you up. his pace wasn’t slow, but hard and rough. your ass bounced against him. slapping it, he growled, “want this ass bouncing on m’cock everyday now.”
“mhm, everyday.” you moaned, eyes barely focused. everything was a blur, you were so lost in pleasure.
that familiar knot in your stomach reappeared again, “m’ gonna cum!” you cried out.
“tell m’first, how many times have you came?”
“i- i don’t remember,” you choked out, so utterly desperate to cum again.
“s’fucked up f’me, can’t even think. dumb little girl.”
dumb little girl.
if only he knew he was the dumb one here.
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he had one taste of you and couldn’t get enough, he was addicted to you. he found himself caring and loving you. everything he said he wouldn’t do- damnit.
the pure white lies that you both fed each other throughout your time together. they were so sweet, disgusting. it was sickening to you to feed him these lies, but you had to be the one who pushed him into the pit of despair. only he would ever allow you to, because he loved you. tom marvolo riddle would forgive you no matter what.
he was a fucking devil and you were his destroyer in disguise of his angel.
Tom made it very clear when you started your relationship that there were rules for you to follow. Most were simple: Don’t forget to drink water, eat three meals a day, etc. He liked to take care of you and these rules were his way of making sure you took care of yourself when he wasn’t around. But then there were the rules you just couldn’t follow no matter what. Don’t get it wrong, you tried really hard to follow them but tonight you just couldn’t, which led you to this very moment.
Your entire body was shaking as you came for the 4th time that night, or maybe it was the 5th, 6th?
To be honest you lost count a long time ago, tears fell from your face as your hands ran through the mess that was Tom's hair, “Please baby I can’t take it anymore”
Tom chuckled against your clit as he shook his head, the motion making your eyes roll back with pleasure, “What’s my one rule?”
You fought to catch your breath as he sucked roughly on your clit, “D-dont touch myself w-without permission” You stuttered as you felt the familiar painful pleasure build in your stomach.
“And what did you do?” His voice was mocking as he fingers thrusted roughly into you. “I-I touched myself without permission”
“You wanted to cum and that’s what I’m giving you, stop being ungrateful and take what I give you. I can easily edge you for the rest of the night, is that what you want” He roughly slapped your clit before rubbing circles around the hardened sensitive bud
“No” You cried out as you came again, your hips trying desperately to inch away from Tom. The lines between pain and pleasure blurring as the need to cum became overwhelming, “But I’ve learned my lesson, please baby I’ll be a good girl”
“Shut up and cum for me” His demanding voice made you cum on the spot, your vision went white and for a second you thought you were going to pass out.
A sigh of relief escaped your lips as he got up from his place between your legs. You laid there, numb and paralyzed, unsure if moving was an option for you. Tom smiled at how wrecked you looked as he kneeled next to you, helping you raise your head slightly as he gave you some water to sip on, “thank you” you whispered, your voice sore from the constant moaning.
Tom chuckled as he placed the water on the nightstand and returned to his place between your legs, “Don’t thank me now, we’re not finished”
You whined in defeat as you felt his lips return to your clit. You were in for a long night
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“You better behave darling, i´m not shy to punish you while my family in the room right next to us” tom told you while you were teasing him endlessly.
“Oh, Thomas. I know you, your too much of a pussy to actually punish me while your family is in our near” you laughed at him teasingly. Tom was furious.
“Come here”
“Why should-”
“Now.”
You slowly made your way over to your usually very chill and calm boyfriend. As you stood right infront of him, he grabbed your chin with his fingers roughly and pulled your face right infront of his, so you were basically able to look right into each others eyes.
“Open” he whispered while he looked to your mouth.
You slowly opened your mouth while you stared at him in confusion.
“Tongue”
You anxiously stuck your tongue out as you waited for him to do something.
Suddenly you noticed how he collected a ball of spit in his mouth and shooted it right on your tongue. Just as you wanted to swallow it he spoke up,
“Did i say you could swallow it?” he asked you harshly. You shook your head while you look down at the floor in emberassment.
“Look at me when i´m fucking talking to you”
You looked up at him again with your mouth still wide open and your tongue still out where tom´s spit was laying on.
Can i request dom!tom with a breeding kink like him and reader are trying for a baby and shes ovulating but shes just being a needy brat all day teasing him behind the camera during his esquire interview and hes like you dont even deserve my cock after today but i still need to fuck a baby into you “maybe if i fill you up enough your dumb cockslut brain will learn to behave“
oof wow. let me write something real quick. this is... filth but i mean what’s new.... there’s a lot of um dialogue. kinda went a lil mad so this isn’t for the innocent :)) sorry if this sucks. hope you like it !! enjoy x
planting his seed
word count: 1,402
warnings: smut minors dni (18+), dom!tom, mean!dom!tom?, lots of dirty talk, degrading, slight dumbification, humiliation, praise kink, daddy kink, choking, fingering, unprotected sex, breeding kink, cum play. that’s all?
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Promotion season finally came. Magazines came begging Tom to be on the front cover upon his Oscar buzz. Tom loved Cherry, and anything he could do to boost and promote the movie, he would do.
Esquire came knocking at his door asking him to be the cover for the March issue. Next thing you knew, you had to painfully watch as your boyfriend suited up in exquisite attire and pose for the camera. It wasn’t fair.
The tight clothing hugged his body, muscles poking through teasing you constantly. Every chance you got, your hands wandered his body, tracing, grazing any skin that they could. Tom noticed your needy behaviour, and he wasn’t impressed.
You knew you fucked up when you arrived back home. You were pressed up against the wall, his thick fingers wrapped around your neck applying a light pressure. Eyes pleaded your case as you tried to convince him you were good- that you would be good.
“Oh hush. Do you think I’m stupid? I know what day it is. I know what you want me to do. Such a needy brat. Want me to fuck a baby into you isn’t it?”
You whimpered, caught red handed. When Tom mentioned wanting a baby last month, your hormones had been going into overdrive. The thought having his kid was overwhelming.
“She can’t even answer me. C’mon little girl. Use those pretty lips for something else than sucking my cock. Want me to put a baby into you isn’t it?”
“Yes, Tommy. Please.” You begged, confirming his suspicion. However, the grip on your neck grew tighter.
“Address me properly.” He growled, staring deep into your soul with dark, bloomed orbs.
“Yes. Daddy.”
A sly smirk appeared, approving your pathetic pleas. His hand left your throat and grabbed your own hand, pulling you towards the bedroom. Like a rag doll, he flung you onto the bed. “Undress.” He demanded as he began to remove his own clothing.
The ache between your thighs was extreme, something you’ve never experienced before. As soon as your panties were gone, his hand cupped your heat. “Fuck. So wet. Did I do this to you? Didn’t even touch you. Such a slut for me. Can use you wherever, because you are always ready to take my cock.” He teased, voice stern.
Two digits slipped into your soaked core effortlessly due to the immense arousal that was produced throughout the day. You moaned at the feeling of the stretch, toes curled as your hand grasped his forearm. “What is it? Not big enough? You want more is it? You are such a needy brat. Always need daddy’s cock.”
The tone of his speech made you feel small, weak. He had complete control of your body- and you loved it. “Yes daddy. Please I want your cock.” You battered your eyelids as you spoke, hoping he would fall for into your trap.
Curling his fingers, he knew exactly where your spot was, causing you to cry out. “Awh baby. I’m not stupid like you when it comes to sex. I don’t act like a bitch in heat. Your pretty eyes doesn’t fix what you did today. Understood?” He asserted, thumb drawing gentle circles on your throbbing clit.
You nodded, eyes shut tight as the pleasure began to take over. “I shouldn’t even be fucking you.” He repeated to emphasise how upset he was with your behaviour.
“I’ll be good daddy! I’ll be good I promise.” You whined, his fingers moving with accuracy and pace, hitting all the right places and stimulating all the right spots.
“Oh darling. C’mon, good girls don’t lie. You’ll always be a brat. Hmm, but maybe if I fill you up, your dumb cockslut brain will learn how to behave.” He hissed, removing his hand from between your legs to spank your inner thigh.
The cry that tried to escaped was muffled by his wet covered fingers that demanded entry. Gladly, you relaxed your jaw, letting the digits slip into your mouth. You sucked hard, as if it was his cock. Cleaning up every last drop.
“Fucking pathetic but so pretty my girl is.” He praised, positioning himself between your legs, his red tip prodding at your entrance. You hollowed your cheeks, eyes glistening as you gazed up at him with wide, doe eyes.
“Still so innocent, even when you are gagging on my fingers.”
You blushed at the comment but you couldn’t even thank him before his cock sank into your heat. Walls engulfed every inch. He hoisted your legs onto his shoulders, adjusting the position to one that would let him go viscously and unimaginably deep.
His fingers had left your mouth, mounted beside you on the bed, supporting him as his member travelled deeper into you. “Fuck. Too much.” You cried, his tip grazing your cervix.
“This is what you wanted. You can fucking take it. Just like you take it every other single time. My best girl.”
Your body burned, his cock filling you perfectly. He stayed there for a second, letting you adjust to his size. His hips slowly pulled back, to only collide against yours with immense force. He repeated this movement over and over again until you were a babbling mess below him.
You knew you’d have bruises in the morning as he furiously slammed against you. Skin on skin contact echoed throughout the room, you could hear your arousal coat his cock with every relentless, calculated thrust.
His face was red, veins bursting through his skin. Sweat covered his body, as he mercilessly pounded you into the mattress. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as intelligible mumbles and moans fell from your lips. You felt as if you were floating, rising higher and higher, climbing to heavens.
He continued to praise you, telling you how good you felt, how you were such a good girl. Everything you wanted and needed to hear in that moment.
“Rub your clit for me. Come on my cock darling. Wanna feel you.”
Weakly, you lifted a hand to your sensitive, neglected clit. Tom watched intently as you rubbed soft circles around the bud. He growled, slapping your tit making you gasp. “I said I wanted you to come. Is that how daddy would rub my clit? Fucking pathetic. I want you to be a fucking mess beneath me. Rub it properly or daddy will give you a ruined orgasm.” He sternly warned.
Using three digits, you began to stroke harsh, fast messy circles around your clit, causing your body to enter a frenzy. You screamed as your body arched up from the bed. Pleasure spreading through your body like a wildfire, clouding your senses. You couldn’t see, hear or feel. Everything numb. But his continuous and constant thrusts pulled you back to reality.
Tom watched as you lost control. Your walls clutched, squeezing his cock for dear life. “Fuck. So tight. Shit I’m gonna bust. Gonna fill this pretty cunt full of my seed. Gonna feel so full. Keep you happy.”
“Please, daddy. I want it.” You slurred, still experiencing your high.
Tom chanted his way to his high. “I know you want it baby. Fuck can’t wait to see you swollen with my kid growing inside you. Gonna look so perfect. I’m gonna take such good care of you darling. Fuckk.”
Tom hit his peak, cock deep within you, filling you with his cum. Your walls fluttered, squeezing every single drop out. Toms grunts and pants seemed to go on forever as he continued to empty into you. You felt so full, his cum seeping out due to the large amount poured into you.
He stayed there, letting your legs fall from his shoulders to the bed as he collapsed onto your chest. A euphoric buzz flowed through both your bodies, panting, trying to regain composure. “I don’t think I’ve ever came so hard in my life.” He chuckled, finally removing himself from your abused core.
“Tommy it’s leaking!” You exclaimed, body too weak to move off the bed.
“Oh that is a pretty sight.” He smirked, inspecting the scene between your quivering thighs. His fingers gathered the fallen substance before stuffing it back in causing your body to tense due to overstimulation.
He kissed your thighs, before returning to cuddle into your side. He placed a soft kiss on your temple, arms wrapping around you, holding you tight.
“Feel so full Tommy.” You mumbled.
“I know darling, I just couldn’t hold back, you felt too good. You did so good. You are going be an incredible wife, and an even better mother.”
Summary: When your current long-term relationship becomes bland and stale, how far are you willing to go to bring some satisfaction back into your life? When you meet Tom, he shows you exactly how a man should be pleasing you.
☆ You right, I got my guy, but I can’t help it I want you
☆ I got a man but I want you and it's just nerves, it’s just dick makin’ me think ‘bout someone new
Themes: smut mostly, a bit of angst and ending in fluff.
NSFW!
Warnings: Reader being a cheater but not out of spite? :) choking, fingering, oral (fem receiving), smut smut smutty smut, orgasm denial, overstimulation, a dash of thigh riding, unprotected sex, softdom!tom, tension so thick you need a knife and the use of a really, really bad joke that made me laugh more than it should’ve.
w/c: 8.7K
A/n: Based on Doja Cat & The Weeknd - You Right. I recommend listening to it while you read either for understanding of the premise or for the mood. Also I wholly intended for this to be a short fic but it seems I am completely incapable of such a thing. Anyway. Enjoy! Feedback is always appreciated!!
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The feeling came naturally to you in the same manner that happiness finds a young child when their eyes set sight on a brand new puppy hidden underneath the wrapping paper on Christmas Day. It diseased your mind as easily as the embarrassment of the memory of you falling in front of your part-time manager, spilling the water down your blouse painting it transparent for everyone to see what lies beneath. At first contact, it overruled your subconscious and moved your body into an involuntary shock just as someone would if they had been given a fright. You never asked for this nor did you anticipate it having such an effect on you, but perhaps because of its natural arrival that you deemed it fate. That it was supposed to happen, because why else would you be riddled with an intolerable guilt every time you saw him? There’s no reasonable justification for the guilt; you’ve done nothing wrong, but if anyone were to discover the compulsions running through your mind, they would berate you for your immorality.
The guilt stemmed from that one night you spent at your friend’s housewarming, where you first saw him standing poised in the corner of the symmetrical interior of your friends new house, and that sight alone dug its claws into your brain ever since. Its roots were too tightly intertwined with your conscience and instead of trying to dig it out, which you failed to do anyway, you learned to live with it no matter the depravity of the situation.
Normally showing interest in a man wasn’t a crime, but when you already had a man to claim as your own, the notion then became indecorous.
Never did you think that once you found who you thought was the love of your life, young and naive, that you would seek anything more than what your dear boyfriend, Zac, gave you. Zac came to you so easily, and as that teenager with low standards of men and life, you quickly settled for the first bid, ignorant of other offers. Five years in and you regularly experienced issues common with long-term relationships; the romantic spark had fizzled out until there was nothing but boredom, laziness and a formidable wave of dissatisfaction. It meant that your fantasies and desires could no longer be satiated by Zac because over time he lost sense of how to make you feel loved like you were his girlfriend and not just someone he knows.
Unbeknownst to you, the night of the housewarming proved that you are just as you thought: naive. So simple-minded that you never expected to want someone else, someone better than your current boyfriend because you didn’t know it existed. But now, given your lacklustre relationship, it is the only thing you ask for; someone who knows how to please you, excite you, fulfil your fantasies and desires in a way that is unpredictable, to bring about that once-felt youthfulness of love again, to satisfy you.
You knew exactly what initiated it, and whether intentional or not, it was a fleeting moment in time that decided your paths were to be connected. It was strange how the thought occurred to you, that millions and millions of years had passed, a catalogue or two of written history had led you both to this exact moment in time, where the urge for your eyes to connect in the small time frame of a single second appeared simultaneously. It was like a noise only he and you could hear, pulling your attention towards each other and keeping it for yourselves. Despite the flute of Prosecco you sipped on at the time and Zac’s stiff hand on your waist, you still remember quite explicitly what coursed through your veins when your eyes found his; curiosity, want, desire, an uncontrollable impulse, then fear. In that exact order.
His name was Tom, and although his name revealed itself quickly to you, you were still strangers no less. He had looked to you from across the room as if he knew everything about you, your personality, your wants and needs, your history, and evidently, who you were drawn to as you remember his eyes snapping to Zac’s hand resting haphazardly on your hip. His eyes were a variant of brown that you couldn’t describe them as such; the simplicity of the word didn’t do them justice. It was more like a burnt umber but in the right light was like a delicious, rich and bitter chocolate. The way you fantasised how they would run down your figure, coating you in their warmth caused a very visible shiver to make itself known, and it gave Tom that little piece of insight to the fantasises in your head. That look was all you got from him, and it worried you how quickly you found yourself being attracted to him with just a small gaze, whereas it took four dates and a bunch of flowers over three months to consider taking a liking to Zac.
The initial betrayal of being interested in someone other than Zac was confusing, but the novelty of it was enticing. Be that as it may, an unhealthy and a very suppressed obsession for satisfaction lured you into craving after the spark you felt when you first saw Tom, knowing that it was too ferocious to ignore. However, three very trying obstacles stood in your way. One obviously being your current relationship with Zac. The second was the uncertainty if Tom felt the same. What if you misjudged and it was just a glance and nothing more, that the spark was one-sided and undeserving of being reciprocated? The last was your own guilt, unsure of right from wrong. You pined at the possibility of Zac discovering that although he was the one who shared a bed with you, someone else was occupying your mind and everything in between. You were fighting against the bitter inner-conflict between the selfishness of wanting more and liberation from the monotonous for a long time, until loyalty and perhaps a certain anxiety of the unknown kept you stuck with him. You had always been with him, you didn’t know any different.
When another social event loomed around the corner, you utilised it as a trial to determine what direction your doubts would swing you in, that if they were as concerning as their very existence reasoned them to be, they would help you make the right decision. You approached it as you would any other gathering; calm, taken and unexpected of the presence of a certain man that had been infecting your memory. Unaware that you had dressed at little more immodestly than usual, it was too late to change when the taxi’s horn blared from outside your front door. For the first few hours of the night, Zac appeared absent: his touch lacked the usual half-arsed affection and he spent most of his hours with some guys watching a live football match between who? and never heard of them in the kitchen, sharing nothing but an empty look towards you every now and then.
The words of your friend were waffled into your ear beside you as you perched yourself on the plush sofa in the living room where the women remained, but you didn’t heed any of them, absent-mindedly picking away at the pink nail polish and listening to the conversation in your own head. As he always was, Tom was present in your mind, but yet his physical presence was yet to be seen here at the gathering; he was a dear friend to the hostess, so it was a surprise that he hadn’t shown. Before you completely negated doubt number 2 on the grounds of lack of evidence/Tom, when the clock struck 10pm, the front door clambered open and a few latecomers, mostly guys sporting football strips laden with various packs of beers in their hand, stumbled in, the remnants of a chant fading as they flooded into the kitchen to meet with the other guys.
“That’ll be the football fans arriving.” The words of Katie, the hostess, were murmured inwardly as she followed them into the kitchen to greet them. You decided to trail behind her, curious to see who else had arrived but also desperate to avoid negating one of your doubts prematurely. The pristine white tiles of the kitchen floor clicked under your heels, a woman’s siren. The very sound that alerted the men, turning their heads as both you and Katie strolled into the kitchen. The air was dense, thick with left-over sweat that lingered around the latecomers, a souvenir from the football stadium. Even though it was overwhelming and potent enough to reach for the window, it had undertones of a musky, cedar and cinnamon cologne that thankfully someone had the initiative to wear. It wasn’t Zac’s, that you were certain of.
Faces filled every space, but not faces you wanted to see. Your search was abruptly stopped when you heard Zac calling your name through the crowd. With his hand reaching for you, you grabbed and pulled. In seconds, you were standing hip-to-hip with him, his boisterous elbow landing painfully on the crook of your shoulder.
“There she is. Tom, this is my girlfriend.” Yes, because the pointed elbow jabbing into my neck screams love and affection. Wait what…?
Tom?
Your eyes immediately left Zac’s bloodshot eyes to find deep, dark umber irises staring back at you, defined in the clear whites of his glossy eyes. Your heart stammered as the spark flickered. Tom looked to you expectantly, seemingly amused by your momentary bewilderment and folded his arms across his chest, clad in the football strip of team never heard of them. You tried to swallow to ease the tension, but the bob of your throat just tempted Tom’s notice and the sound that escaped your mouth hung heavy in the air. The musky scent you detected earlier was wafting through your nose, stronger than before and its warmth wrapped you in a tight hug - it had to be Tom’s. A brew of nerves broiled in your stomach, its very existence bringing about a flavour of disgrace as guilt consumed you once more. Your mind was running on basics, not risking letting your words suffer to the heat of the moment.
“Hi,” you vocalised. A small, innocent syllable, but the message you sent through the fluttering of your lashes brimming your eyes was nothing alike.
“It’s nice to meet you,” he husked. “Finally.”
The conversation was kept short and precise between you and Tom as Zac babbled his way through his life story that apparently held no interest to Tom…nor you for that matter. There was so much you wanted to say to him, so much you wanted to ask of him, but with Zac within earshot, you couldn’t. The desire was running ragged in your limbs, and you just hoped that you didn’t convey yourself too desperate towards the man that was unequivocally not your boyfriend. You couldn’t help that Tom was making you feel so nervous, especially with the stare of those dark orbs that felt as though they were burning your skin. And it wasn’t your fault that wanted him, he just made it so hard to resist. Your heart naturally pounded in his presence, beating faster, pulling you towards him rather than Zac.
It was obvious that Tom and Zac’s personalities couldn’t be more dissimilar; the zealous animation of Zac’s mannerisms and loud words were a stark contrast to Tom’s calm, composed demeanour. From the side glances he would share with you in Zac’s unawares, or the mindless confirmations leaking from his mouth in a clever pretence of being invested in Zac’s ramblings, your suspicion remained firm in that Tom revelled in your presence as much as you did his.
As Zac talked about his job, which was never an interesting topic, the spaghetti strap of your dress lost its grip on your shoulder and fell down to the side of your upper arm, resting daintily against your skin. Brought out from your reverie, you tipped your head down demurely, picking up the thin piece of fabric with the tips of your fingers and placing it back into the crook of your shoulder, thinking nothing of it. Although, when you turned your head back to the man opposite you, his eyes were stuck on you, undeniable that he was mesmerised by the small, innocent gesture. Even as Zac continued to talk directly towards him, adamant for his attention, Tom silently acknowledged how obvious he was being in his interest for you, but yet refused to pull his gaze away. In fact, he exacerbated the situation by wetting his bottom lip with his tongue that swept across, slow and calculated.
Your stomach swirled inside you, but it was easy enough to conceal. The shiver that shook your body even less so. Staring at another man’s girlfriend knowingly? In front of him? His bravery was applaudable.
The chains of loyalty and guilt fell away at the precise moment Tom had winked at you, setting you free from the bounds of the dysfunctional relationship that no longer served its purpose. The heat in your belly refuted one of the remaining three doubts left. Tom was completely and utterly entranced by you; the spark had finally been reciprocated. The expression read loud and clear on Tom’s face for you to see. I want you.
It could’ve happened that night. It should’ve. But it didn’t. And if it did, you would’ve. Frustratingly, the chance to talk to Tom alone never presented itself that night but even if it did, neither of you could take it; the house was far too populated with witnesses and Zac was around every corner. You couldn’t risk the exposure and the scandal that would follow. Instead you had to settle for Tom’s close proximity during conversations that neither of you were listening to, the electric touch of his hand to the small of your back as he passed behind you, and the magnetism of his glances as he sought you out through the crowd. Even as you passed through the front door to leave, one last glimpse over your shoulder saw Tom winking at you in a vow to have you, sooner or later.
The spark fizzled out when you left and you sat in silence during your taxi home, staring defeatedly out the window where Zac’s attention was preoccupied with the happenings of his phone. It was pitiful how sad you were, how discontented with the situation that you found yourself stuck in and your heart lurched for relief. Surely your life was destined to be more than the domesticity of the bland and stale relationship, if you could call it that, with Zac. You couldn’t face it any longer.
It took a couple of nights of tossing and turning in your bed to accept that you were only human and with that came weakness and error; humans had needs and they were selfish but most of all, they didn’t always do what was right. It was time for it to be settled. The ball was in your court now, Zac was your issue, not Tom’s. If you wanted this so badly, if your lack of satisfaction was so overwhelming that guilt and betrayal were no longer on the table, then you had to do something about it.
Which was why when your hand lifted to knock against the hard wood of Tom’s front door, months later, regret was no where to be found. Doubt number 3 was dealt with.
The surprise in his voice when he mentioned your name reminded you that you hadn’t warned him about this, that you had acted upon your own intuition and carried on full steam ahead. Despite the surprise in his voice, his body didn’t seem to convey the same shock, lacking the deer-caught-in-the-headlights look as he calmly folded his arms and leaned against the door frame. Nerves pooled at the sight. Casual in a baggy white t-shirt and a pair of loose jeans, hugging him at his waist was enthralling to the spark in your stomach.
“It’s nice to see you,” he said.
“Yeah…you too.”
“What can I do you for?” He knew, but it pleased him to entertain the idea of asking anyway.
“I was…I was hoping actually…” Your voice was wavering, clearly lacking direction. Five years out of practice with flirting with a guy - no wonder you were failing miserably. “Honestly, I don’t know.”
“Does Zac know you’re here?”
“Uh…no, he doesn’t. He’s visiting his parents, actually.”
“Then you better come in then,” he smirked, unabashed and mischievous. He opened the door for you, clearing the way and guiding you in by the palm of his hand. It was all very real. Suddenly the pressure of being with him alone sprung on you, drowning your mind with self-doubt, trepidation but most of all, temptation.
He led you into his living room adjoined with a very open kitchen, walls mounted with ovens, hidden cupboards and a gleaming silver fridge illuminated generously by the full length patio doors that let in the light. He hid himself behind the kitchen island in the middle as he grabbed a glass of water for you, even though you hadn’t asked for it. But by the way you were wringing your hands together and constantly swallowing the lump in your throat, he had figured you needed it. Or at least if he suspected the real reason why you were here, you would need it.
You thanked him, offering a small smile before he placed himself on the Sherlock chair adjacent to yours. You could feel him survey you, knowingly adding fuel to the spark as he queried your every move. The air was warm, borderline suffocating with heat that forced you to readjust yourself repeatedly to stop the sweating.
“How did you find out where I lived?”
“Katie,” you shamefully replied. The edges of your teeth were sinking into your lip in admission. He nodded, despite how stalker-ish you sounded.
“We never really got a chance to speak at Katie’s.”
“We didn’t,” you concurred. “Zac’s got a pretty big mouth on him.”
“Well I guess it’s a good thing you’re here then, isn’t it?” Your eyes found his, twinkling with intention. He suddenly bursted into motion, sitting forward and resting the points of his elbows on his knees. “Actually, I’ve been waiting a long time to get you by yourself.” The purr of his voice initiated a shudder. “I can tell you have too. And it fascinates me that for a woman who has a boyfriend to love, why she can’t stop herself and look the other way when another man tries so desperately to get her alone.”
“Would it surprise you to know that she maybe doesn’t love her boyfriend anymore?” You spoke in soft tones while your eyes sunk to the pair of hands before him, his fingers swivelling in a casual motion but yet teasing all the same. “Maybe her boyfriend doesn’t love her like he used to, either.”
Tom’s lips tugged at the sides and his fingers halted all movement. He knew what you were insinuating.
“It doesn’t surprise me actually.” There was a breath of silence before he stood and hovered over you. His hand reached out to let his fingers glide along the line of your jaw fluidly, his touch skimming over your cheek. “I know why you’re here, darling, even if you’re too afraid to admit it. You try to hide it in your face, but it doesn’t work. I can see right through you.” How he had read the situation so accurately you didn’t know, but you were hooked on his words as he unravelled the secrets you had locked away for months now. “That little boyfriend of yours doesn’t satisfy you anymore, does he?” You timidly shook your head. “Five years, Zac had said. That’s an awful long time. You were only eighteen-”
“Seventeen,” you corrected.
“Seventeen.” He tutted, somewhat pouted his bottom lip and had taken your chin within his grasp where his thumb had a mind of its own. You sank into his touch so willingly. “So young. You’ve barely hit your peak.”
As sat before him, eyes dedicated to nothing else but him, Tom became your priority and Zac was completely erased from your mind. You knew that as soon as you got a taste of Tom, there was no way you would be able to settle for anything less. For Zac. You were just too entranced by the man before you, the man you had been subliminally chasing in the quietest moments of your day and the man who could give you everything you wanted. The craving was immense; physically and mentally shattering. It was shaking you to the core.
Complacent with your surrender, he cocooned both of your hands in his and gently guided you through his house, his eyes rarely leaving yours.
“Tell me what you want,” he had whispered when he pushed you against his bedroom door. You breathed in that musky, cedar and cinnamon smell once again, taking just a moment to appreciate it while you searched your mind for your fantasies. In your silence, he took the opportunity to fulfil his own desires, sweeping away your hair and binding his lips to the skin of your neck. Tom was desperate to taste your lips but he was going to wait until you had submitted until he could claim them. As they roamed your neck, his lips were soft, gentle, barely there in comparison to the rough hands that enclosed around your waist, squeezing with impatience. “Tell me what that sleazy boyfriend of yours can’t give you.” He nibbled on your earlobe and your breath hitched. “But know that as soon as you succumb to me, you won’t have a boyfriend to be going back to. I swear, one touch to your cunt and you’ll belong to me. Understood?”
“Yes,” you whispered. Your voiced lacked in strength because his lips found your throat, ceremoniously branding you with his tongue and teeth at the first instance of your submission. He pulled back from the mark, encased your head within his hands and pulled you close until your noses skimmed in front of you.
“Good. Now tell me what you want.”
“I want to be touched,” you confessed. That dark, burnt umber was fiery now, never leaving your sight for one second.
“Be specific.” He was panting with restlessness.
“I want…I want to be choked, pinned down so hard that I can’t move when I cum. I…” A sudden hot flush painted your cheeks as you began pleading your fantasies. There was no denying you had an erotic mind, but you didn’t even stop to consider it might’ve been too erotic for Tom. But he didn’t blink and as a motivator, Tom glided his hand down past your navel, sinking in between your thighs to feel the heat of your cunt and toying with it by cupping his fingers into you, rubbing back and forth. The only thing that stopped him completely submerging was the fabric of your shorts. He made you want them to be ripped off but in order for that to happen, you knew you had to divulge your desires first.
“Keep going.”
“I want to cum in as many ways as I can; your fingers, your tongue, your dick, a toy, any way. And I don’t want that choice to be mine either; I want you to decide how and when I cum too…if you let me cum.” Your candour was staggering.
“Rough or gentle?” Tom asked, breath hot against the crook of your neck.
“Both.”
“When was the last time you had sex?”
“Um…” You were embarrassed to say, and Tom could feel the weight of your apprehension underneath his lips as he felt your throat bobbing to swallow. He pulled away until you could see the dread in his eyes, translated into an anger. “A few months,” you had whispered.
“How. Long.” He wanted specifics.
“Five months. Valentines day was the last time.” Tom couldn’t imagine how insatiable you must have felt, the thought of being rejected for so long from your own boyfriend no less was unfathomable. The only thing he did feel, though, was sympathy for your frustration. He wanted to tell you that if you had belonged to him he would never leave you so unfulfilled for so long. But he would much rather show you than tell you. He slacked his jaw until the anger dissipated, replacing it with an obligation to make up for your boyfriend’s mistakes.
“You must be ravenous, darling.” The comment made you chuckle. But the harsh tap to your clothed clit made you squeak.
“You could say that, yeah.”
“Then we’ll start gentle. Lie on the bed for me. And relax, you are still so tense.”
In a sequence choreographed by what you had seen in films, you sat on the edge of his bed, shyly shuffling further backwards until your back laid rest on the mattress. You had followed one of his instructions at least, the other was easier said than done. The rhythm of your pulse was still elevated, unaided by the sight of Tom crawling over the top of you until he had eclipsed the light, leaning down and finally claiming your lips in his. Your body was motionless under his weight except from your legs that had slithered out for underneath him to press against either side of his hips, teasing out a groan from him. His lips moved against yours purposefully, opening you up bit by bit before his tongue breached passed your lips to edge against the tip of yours. You audibly hummed, simply because you hadn’t felt such passion in a kiss for so long, savouring the notion of feeling wanted for once. The sound had Tom smiling against your lips.
In kissing someone new, you suddenly realised just how much Zac’s kisses lacked the spark you had always been seeking.
Surrounded by Tom - his right arm supported his balance above your head whilst his left cradled your face - you easily melted into his embrace.
“I think…” Tom started, but he dipped down for another heartwarming kiss. “That we’ve both wanted this since the moment we met.” He dipped again, but his lips landed against your cheek. “That night. At the housewarming.” His thumb hooked under your chin to tilt your head up as he licked his way down towards your neck. “You looked so gorgeous, I couldn’t take my eyes off you. You couldn’t take yours off me either, apparently.” You yelped when his teeth grazed your pulse. “But then I saw Zac’s arm wrapped around you and…fuck,” he growled loudly and rutted his hips into you. Your eyes widened. “You are a little tease, do you know that?” No, you didn’t. In fact, you had always figured he was the one teasing you.
“I didn’t mean to tease you,” you mewled hopelessly. Before your words had reached his ears, he had the material of your t-shirt bunched underneath your breasts, slipping it over your head for his lips to kiss away the swarm of nerves in your stomach.
“Hmm, I’m sure you didn’t.” The devilish sarcasm had your legs attempting to clench together, but any movement was redundant because the entirety of his hands had pulled your legs apart. Your skin burned underneath his harsh touch, but it was only for a moment because until you were open and at his mercy, he didn’t hesitate to soothe out any remnants of the fiery tingle. He offered relief through his lips or his fingers, either way, you were rolling your hips impatiently. Tom detached himself from you momentarily, and the recognisable rustling of clothes slumping onto the floor filled the air.
As your eyes opened and the dizziness alleviated, they set sight on Tom standing clad in just his boxers concealing his bulge and ironically, your eyes almost bulged from your head.
He stood, smouldering with a body embellished by toned muscles and defined by the shadows that hugged them. He was beautiful and was…way out of your league. The extent of your beauty, whether you thought you had any, was greatly exceeded by Tom’s that you were certain that fate had mismatched you, like there was some sort of discrepancy. You couldn’t find a flaw anywhere on him, but when your eyes peered down to your own body and the image of your reflection mirrored in your mind, it was riddled with imperfections. It was that kind of debilitating mindset that had cursed you from the start. Not for one second did you think that when you were that young, naive seventeen year old who was ecstatic to have her first boyfriend, shaped and built like a twig, ever imagine that years later she would have this absolute adonis want to do all of the filthy things her twisted mind desired. People like Tom were never within your reach. Hell, you thought Zac was out of your reach when you were young.
The hands that you were crumbling under moments ago were now hooked underneath the crook of your knees, yanking you forward and placing your hips to rest just on the cusp of the edge. He tilted his head when he noticed your blatant disbelief, up close and easily readable.
“What?”
“Nothing, just…holy fuck. How are you built like this?”
“What do you mean?”
“Are you kidding, you’re literally perfect. It’s actually very nerve-wracking.” You mumbled that last part, but he heard it all the same.
“I’m flattered,” he chuckled. He leaned down between your legs and stole a kiss from you; short, sweet and meaningful. “And why would that make you nervous? Because between you and I, I think the only perfection in this room is…” kiss, “…right,” kiss, “…here. Lying like an angel on my bed,” kiss.
“Tom, come on-”
“What? You don’t believe me?” His eyebrows sunk abruptly, and if you were reading him correctly, he seemed…disappointed. Almost offended that you were so easily doubtful of his words.
“Well, I…no, not really. Just…um, well, I’ve just never been complimented like that before.” You shrugged your shoulders, suddenly taking interest in your hands by the side of Tom’s face mere inches above you. You did anything to avoid his burning gaze but in your attempt, you realised it was as hard as trying to escape prison. He held you captive, locked up and thrown away the key. You knew that he didn’t take too kindly towards your doubt in him, but hearing the doubt in yourself Tom thought was unacceptable.
“Look at me.” He demanded, voice husky and assertive. “I don’t know what the fuck Zac is playing at, quite honestly, I don’t know what he’s done to deserve you because if he’s not giving you his undivided attention, if he’s not appreciating you, or showering you with compliments every single day, because believe me, I would be, then you do not belong with him. And I know he isn’t doing any of those things so do yourself a favour and get rid of him. Stop wasting your time on him.” The tips of fingers smoothed out the frown plastered on your lips, a response not in disgust of his words but in disgust of yourself for letting this relationship carry on as long as it had - you had stopped feeling for Zac years ago, so why hadn’t you broken it off yet? Tom had sunk his head closer to yours, nudging his nose with yours to angle your face more openly as he encased your lips in his, sucking fervently on your bottom lip.
“If Zac doesn’t appreciate you enough, let me show you what you do to me.” Tom whispered against your lips, still buzzing from the nip of his teeth. He released a groan as he rutted his hard dick into your core, subdued by your shorts. “God, the most beautiful little thing I have ever seen. Let me show you how this gorgeous girl makes me feel.” With one more roll of his hips pressed into you, your patience snapped and your sanity crumbled; you needed to be touched. Desperately. “You said you wanted to cum any way possible, right?”
“Yes,” you whispered.
“And only if I allow it?” Your cheeks blushed…why did you have to say that out loud? It was clear he was going to use that statement to his advantage and for that reason, you hesitated, very obviously sighed and conceded. Tom’s smirk split into glee.
“Just take my shorts off. Please. I need you to touch me, I can’t wait any longer,” you whined. He almost laughed at your eagerness, but had excused it. You have been touched deprived for so long, who was he to deny you any longer?
“Keep those arms above your head and I will. If they move, I’ll stop.”
The cold air bit at your cunt when he finally pulled away your clothes, clit already tingling underneath the close proximity of his breath. The anticipation was ruining you, arms tingling with an itch to reach down and pull him into you but you resisted every time the words of his warning circled your head. Instead, you bucked your hips in a bid to get him closer to you, to where the heat swarmed and your core was begging for attention. Slow tutting sounds were muttered from his mouth as he shook his head in distaste.
“Darling,” he snickered, his laugh somehow broke the word into more syllables than you thought possible. If that little sobriquet didn’t grab your attention, his fingers drumming into the side of your hips did. “Don’t act all bratty on me now, I want to have my fun first.”
“Fine, but—fuck!” Your hips twitched at the first touch of his tongue gliding through your cunt. The muscle was soft, flat and slow as it dragged itself through the lips of your slit. In its trail left his warm spittle, coating you entirely so that every part of you was covered in him in some way, and dripping with a sparkle from the light above him. Already your legs were quivering, not quite in anticipation of your climax, but in a shiver of pleasure you hadn’t felt in a long time. Tom saw your back arch and wanted more from you. He dipped his head again, languidly pressing his tongue against your slit and pushing through until he reached the little bundle of nerves at the peak. Happily, he took your clit into his mouth and sucked, pressing the harsh tip of his tongue against it, flickering erratically until he could hear you moaning for release.
When you began to writhe, he slotted his finger into you whereby both your cunt was filled with him and your clit was caught between his lips. His other hand was occupied at your navel, pressing into it to keep you still.
“Shit…shit…shi-i-i-it,” you panted in a wanton plead and sweat dripped from your brow. “Tom, what the fuck?!” He released your clit with a pop. An added finger pumped in and out of you, curling at the knuckle to make up for the loss of attention elsewhere.
“This is how a man is supposed to pleasure you.” A momentary open kiss to your clit sparked a twitch. “None of that five-month-celibacy shit. If you were mine, I’d be eating this pussy every spare minute I had.” To solidify his words, he pressed his tongue flat against the sensitive bud and frantically shook his head between your legs and every time you felt a flicker twitch your nerves, your thighs spasmed. You were so desperate to rake your fingers through his hair, to either pull him further into you or drag him away but regardless, the threat of his promise to stop if you did overruled your instinct, so you whined through the suppression. The bubble grew in your stomach and your toes curled. You couldn’t tell if, at first feeling of an orgasm, you were going to immediately implode or whether you had retained some self-control. It had been so long since you had any and knowing that Tom was expecting to grant you permission first, you were worried that if you lost control, he would be sorely disappointed.
You felt yourself tipping over, your legs closed in on themselves every second or third time Tom’s tongue darted out to circle around your clit. He was expertly pulling at the elastic band in your stomach, ready to snap.
“Fuck, I’m so close. Can I cum, Tom, please?” Tom’s lack of a verbal response immediately told you that he was indeed going to abuse that little statement you let slip earlier. I want you to decide how and when I cum too…if you let me cum. His fingers slipped from you just as easily as the moan slipped from your lips. His hands, now free, lifted the back of your thighs to rest against his shoulders before his arms completely encircled your waist, his weight pushing you further down onto the bed. In seconds, you were completely immobile and it frightened you why he would so such a thing. With Zac, you were only ever used to dead hands lying lifelessly at the side, but with Tom, it was like he wanted to make you aware that his mouth wasn’t the only part of him that could drive you to insanity.
You peered down with what strength you had in your neck and what you saw staring back at you had your mouth hanging open, muttering profanities as the dark eyes of Tom stared hauntingly back at you from behind the flexed muscles of his forearms. It was a primal display of his skill, hungrily devouring you, showing you how he can contain the shaking underneath the strength of his arms and the persistence of his tongue dragging your clit mercilessly in every direction. Warm, wet and sensitive, you were driven to the edge.
“Tom, please!” In your desperation, your hands swung down to the side of your hips and instinctively grabbed an angry fistful of the sheets beneath you of their own volition. You had realised your mistake a second too late, for Tom’s eyes had already glimmered with disapproval and just like that he detached his touch from you. The groan that left your mouth was demonic with frustration. The feeling in your stomach was empty as was the sensation at your clit; the elastic band had shrivelled into nothing. Your head bounced against the mattress as you swung back, sobs rattling from your throat in a child-like tantrum and reasonably so. You were so close to experiencing the biggest, most intense orgasm in years and for as excited as you were for Tom to arouse you so quickly, you were just as equally maddened that he didn’t allow it to happen, especially when he made a point about how unfulfilled you were in your sexual fantasies.
“You’re a prick,” you panted. In seconds, his face hovered above you but you refused to give him the satisfaction of eye contact. Although in your peripheral, he was stoical and unfazed by your insult.
“I gave you one rule.”
“I didn’t think you were actually going to follow through with it. I was so close,” you huffed. There was something about your sudden unreserved, bratty nature that Tom wanted to immediately snuff out, so he did the only thing he thought plausible. His hand reached for your throat, fingers coiling around your neck where his tips of his digits curled harshly into your skin. The pressure elicited a yip and your entire body froze aside from the expanding heat at your core. Wide eyes sprung open to find Tom, donning a very particular look of censure. Tom had already proven to have a reliable memory, so when he heard that you fantasised to be choked, he wasn’t going to take it lightly.
“Was there so much mistrust in your relationship that you expect such low standards from everyone else?” He spat. “I don’t joke about, so when I said I’ll stop, I meant it.” You squirmed underneath his touch. “Such a shame, really. I was rather enjoying myself.” You could tell by the way he sensually licked around the perimeter of his mouth to collect any residue of your arousal that he wasn’t lying. Your taste set his eyes ablaze.
“I’m going to ask you one more time. Keep your arms above your head.” You obeyed without a seconds hesitation. “Good.” He pinched your chin endearingly, despite the hostile grip around your throat. “My little angel.” My. Not Zac’s. Tom’s. The word, so short and simple, caused your heart to stammer and you were certain that Tom could feel it in your pulse beneath his hand.
With a hand still wrapped around your neck, the other slid down between your bodies until the pads of his fingers found your clit and began circling; the remains of your climax still lingered and buzzed to life when it finally got Tom’s attention again. Pleads were dripping from your mouth until you started to sound like you were reciting that fucking Daft Punk song, so you resolved to biting your lip. Nevertheless, he pushed harder, he circled faster, his grip became stronger and the pleasure was better. The feeling of your lost orgasm was redeemed in minutes and Tom’s fingers furiously pressed down onto your clit methodically, emphasising the sensation when he slotted them into your entrance, his palm cupping you to make sure that no where was void of his touch.
Between the taut muscles in your stomach homing an impending climax and the dizziness in your head from Tom’s tightening grip, the ecstasy of having your needs fulfilled was earth-shattering, which eventually shook with the orgasm, finally granted by Tom, ricocheting from your core. The room filled with your whimpers and he coaxed you through your high. But Tom couldn’t wait for your recovery. When he felt how tightly your walls clenched around his fingers, he decided, because that was what you had wanted, that he was going to make you cum with his cock deep inside you.
He brought you back from your post-orgasm reverie with a few taps to your cunt, and teased back into reality when he couldn’t resist a few kitten licks to your throbbing clit. Although small and harmless in nature, it was a torment that a cunt so abandoned would cower from - and Tom drank in the sounds, the sight of you crawling away, the feeling of pride he had knowing he was the one to satisfy you and not the arsehole of a boyfriend he knew wasn’t deserving of the beauty that was writhing between his sheets.
“How you feeling, eh?” He had asked, picking away the strands of hair that had fallen onto your forehead. He had noticed the glow to your cheeks, convincing him evermore that you really were his angel.
“Amazing,” you gleamed.
“Good. Now—” A sharp inhale pierced your lungs at the sudden motion. You blinked and you were suddenly straddling Tom’s hips, slowly rutting and bucking into you. He was full, contained and ached for release, and his eyes twitched with demand as your coy hands traced the rim of his boxers. Mirroring your touch, his fingers danced across the surface of your thighs, coaxing you into his authority, showing you how good he could make you feel if you just took his damn boxers off.
You positioned yourself high on his thigh, and as you dragged his boxers down the length of his legs, you couldn’t resist to grind your slit against him. In one passing, he was coated in your arousal. It was so delightfully promiscuous that you felt like another person - had you been stuck another day with Zac, you wouldn’t have never ventured into the more salacious side of you.
Tom sat up and grasped your jawline in his hand.
“Here’s me calling you an angel.” He chuckled, dark and menacing. “You’re a filthy little thing, aren’t you?” Your teeth sunk into your bottom lip and his dick twitched. “I love it. C’mere.” He placed you back where he wanted you, where your heat hovered just inches above his cock that lay rigid against his stomach. You salivated in anticipation; how was that going to fit inside you? Despite the doubt, there was nothing you wanted more than to have him buried inside you, and Tom could feel that energy buzzing around him as you lay on top of him.
Carefully, you eased yourself down onto him and the head of his cock slipped right through the barriers of your slit, eager to push further into you.
“Jesus, you’re so fucking tight,” Tom groaned. It was so pleasurable, it almost sounded like he was in pain. The wail that screamed from your throat was just the same, amplified the further Tom dragged you down onto him by the hands gripping your waist and the hips pushing upwards. Your head was spinning and a whirlwind of sounds and expletives screamed internally because you couldn’t find the strength to vocalise them. The mind-blowing feeling was so profoundly debilitating, reaching new highs that it was so unfamiliar, so foreign that the naivety in you couldn’t believe such pleasure could exist. “I should be thanking Zac,” he gritted. “Giving me this tight pussy to stretch out.” Tom elicited a shrill breath from you when he began rolling his hips into you, grinding you against his hilt like he was making sure he could fill every little inch of you. “I’m gonna fuck you so hard you wouldn’t even remember that arsehole’s name. Gonna make you cum like he never could.”
“Please!”
Tom planted his feet solid against the mattress, grabbed a firm hold to the sides of your hips and thrusted upwards, over and over and over again. Tom was never one to mistake harder with faster, for his pace remained at the same delicious tempo, stopping only to grind against you. It was all Tom, putting more effort into his poundings that gravity did and you swore for that reason alone, it was why you could feel him pulse in your stomach. His movements never faltered and you almost felt guilty for not having the commitment to move as vividly as Tom, though despite the pathetic attempt, he hushed you and told you to relax, enjoy the feeling because this was all about you.
Your hands found his chest when you felt yourself buck forward, Tom still hammering into you, adamant to steal your breath with every one of his virile thrusts. You hadn’t even realised you had completely folded until your forehead laid rest against the fiery skin of his shoulder. The bubble of oxygen that sat impatiently in your throat was clamped down, scared that if you released it, it would set off a chain reaction that would ultimately result in an explosive orgasm; not yet granted by Tom.
With his arms fully encircling your waist, Tom planted a few grounding kisses to your cheek, telling you that he had you, warning you for what was to come.
“Are you close, darling? I can feel you squeezing me.”
“I’m…bursting Tom, I’m gonna cum again.”
“Let go for me. Let me hear those noises. I wanna feel you cum on my cock.”
With a few more of Tom’s animalistic thrusts and the spinning of your clit beneath his fingers, you came undone, releasing the pressure and savouring the euphoric feeling of both pleasure and years worth of denied satisfaction that coursed through your entire body.
“That’s it, oh fuck. Christ, darling, you’re killing me, keep going.” You continued to clench, squeeze, scream, wail, grip, quiver; it was all too much for both you and Tom. You couldn’t even hold yourself up anymore, gripping onto to Tom like a koala would their tree. And it was reciprocated; once Tom finally descended from bliss, he coiled his arms tightly around your middle, keeping you stationary as he carefully released himself from you.
“Are you okay?” He had whispered into your ear. You nodded back, movements weak and small, and Tom returned with a supportive kiss to your shoulder. “My little angel.”
The air was still when Tom had prompted you to lie on the bed, humming contently as he cleaned you as best he could. The beating of your heart was still erratic but it was something as affectionate as Tom’s steady breath sweeping over your face as he knelt down to kiss your temple that slowed the pace. Light flooded in when the slits of your eyes peered open. They found Tom’s, the rich chocolate of his irises staring back at you in admiration. A blanket of serenity covered you both.
“Hi,” he murmured.
“Hi.”
“How you holding up?”
“I think I’m okay,” you smiled.
“Hm,” he hummed. “I’ll need to try harder next time.”
“Fuck, Tom!” Your unstable giggles filled the air. “So there’s a next time then?”
Tom shuffled closer until foreheads touched and noses brushed.
“Of course there’s a next time. And a time after that, and after that and after…” You pressed a finger to his lips and he immediately hushed, those glossy eyes told you he was listening to your words and sealed the promise with a kiss to the tip of your finger.
“What about Zac?”
“Who’s Zac?” He teased. You heaved a heavy sigh. You were actually being half serious - not knowing how to wriggle yourself out of the situation you now faced having deemed yourself unfaithful. “I told you you wouldn’t have a boyfriend to be going back to,” he whispered with a bit more understanding lacing his words. “It’s obvious you’re unhappy with him, so break things off with him-”
“And then what, Tom? All my stuff is with him, all my friends are through him, most of my life has been with him…I would have nothing without him.”
“But you are also nothing to him as well. He’s too connected to the woman you used to be and can’t see the woman you are now.” He took a breath to calm himself. “Here’s what you’re going to do. You’re going to break it off with him. Completely. Don’t let him persuade you otherwise; tell him you’re unhappy and you want to move on. Stick to your guns. Then, you’re going to gather everything you have and bring it here-”
“Here?” The suggestion was unexpected. Was he being serious?
“Here,” he confirmed, his eyes and voice resolute. “Stay here for as long as you like. Let me indulge you, I want to appreciate you the way he never did. Because if it were up to me…” His voice dipped into his lower register and eyes fell to your lips. “I would happily satisfy you and please you and satiate all of your fantasies and desires for the rest of my life to make you happy because I…I just can’t resist you. You make it so fucking hard, darling.” He pushed against your lips as a testament to his admission. His conviction twinned with his determination to keep you as his own thrilled you with a sense of longing that had been absent from your life for so long. It was all too enticing that, just like he had said, it was so fucking hard to resist.
“So?” Tom asked desperately.
“I hope you’ve got enough room, I’ve got a lot of clothes,” you giggled. Tom embraced you with a contented smile on his lips, his armed wrapped around you pulling you closer into his chest where the cedar and cinnamon scent welcomed you in.
Warning: dom-sub dynamics, dirty talking, cum in panties, cum play, oral male recieving, pussy job, face fucking (not too hardcore), pet names like cock slut, orgasm denial
Summary: Tom is in a zoom call, and you tiptoe around him, never showing up or making any noises. Except when you get to the kitchen wanting to cook something you drop your ingredients and swear loudly.
A/N: So, I dropped stuff in the kitchen swearing loudly while my love was in a call, and I’m always horny, so there we go.
It was almost lunch time, and you were waiting for your boyfriend to finish his video call before starting to eat. If you were honest, you were hoping it would be one of those lunch breaks, when he had a bit more time between the lectures and he would pay more attention to you. And what you needed.
Tiptoeing around the room, always behind his desk, was an everyday thing and the both of you got used to it by now. Walking out to the kitchen a few minutes before the end of his call seemed like a nice idea, to prep the food for yourselves.
Everything was almost ready when you grabbed the container for your pasta, the thin foil tearing in your hand, and the heavy package fell back to the counter. You tried to catch it, seeing everything that was happening in slow motion, but the pasta spilled on the ground, nonetheless. The noise was followed by long cursing from your side and an upset huff.
It just hit you a second later that Tom was in the call, but it was already too late. He called out for you, muting himself in the process. Hoping he was just wondering if everything was alright, you poked your head in the room, seeing him sitting at his desk staring at you with raised brows, an unamused look on his face.
‘Sorry.’ You mouthed with an anxious expression, fidgeting with your hands nervously.
‘Pants off, darling.’ Tom bit his lips with a challenging smirk, trying to fight back a huge smile, his eyes giving your body a lustful once over.
He saw all of your hopes that you will get away with it disappearing as you stepped in the room, letting him watch you as you dropped your shorts to the ground.
‘Good girl.’ The small purr and the proud smile on his lips gave you some hope for the later part of the day. When he returned his attention to the screen you walked out, back to the kitchen starting to gater the dry pasta from the ground.
It didn’t take long, and you heard Tom saying goodbye to whoever he had a call with and standing up from his chair. At the same time, you were very aware of the wetness forming on your folds, eager anticipation bubbling in your chest and you pussy being covered only by the thin material of your panties.
‘So, what happened?’ Tom crouched next to you, his fingers quickly picking up the small pieces from the ground.
‘I dropped this sh-thing.’ Changing your wording looked like a smart idea.
‘Darling I feel like you have a very very dirty mouth today.’ Tom tutted cleaning up the last crumbs of the pasta with you.
‘I’m sorry. I didn’t want to, it just fell. And it was supposed to be for lunch.’ The explanation was brief and honest, finished with a regretful sigh.
‘I know. It’s ok, love.’ Tom reassured you and pulled you up from the ground. He pulled you to a hug and kissed your temple gently. ‘But I just can’t leave you running around with a dirty mouth like this.’ He whispered and gently pulled you when he leant against the counter.
‘Yes, Sir.’
‘Don’t worry, I won’t be too rough.’ He reassured you, looking you in the eye. ‘I’ll tell you what will happen.’ An eager nod from your end made him chuckle. ‘First, I'll fuck that dirty mouth of yours, it might help to clean it a bit. That will get you nice and wet for me, maybe soaking your panties a little too, so when I tell you to stop, you will get up and grind that pretty pussy on my cock, teasing yourself, but not coming of course.’
With a pleading look you let him gently push you down to kneel in front of him, your hands resting on your thighs, waiting. Tom undid his pants and pushed them down a little pulling his cock free, giving himself a few strokes.
‘So eager.’ He commented when he saw you swallowing hard and licking your lips, waiting for his soft tip to touch your lips. ‘Open up.’ Tom’s voice was clear but gentle. His fingers were holding his cock by the base of his hard on. You did as he told, sticking your tongue out, earning a smug smile. He shifted a little to get closer and tapped his cock on your wet tongue, moving it around, coating his velvety tip with your spit. He took his time testing your limits seeing if you could hold still and not giving into the temptation to lick him without permission.
The wet sounds filled the room when he gave small, gentle slaps on your tongue with his cock. ‘Now, close it, and start sucking.’ He guided you, still holding his own cock as a clear sign to keep your hands to yourself.
The previous noises were switched to the wet sounds of you sucking his cock, lips stretching around his thick shaft, head bobbing up and down to your own rhythm. His groans and deep sighs were a clear sign that you were making him feel good. ‘Stay still.’ He warned when you started to squirm involuntarily, feeling your slit getting soaked, starting to soak into your panties.
Sucking and swallowing around him got easier and easier when your brain got slowly clouded with lust and you were beyond aroused. Your breaths come out in big puffs though your nose as you prepared yourself to push further and let him slide into your throat. Tom cursed and you swallowed around him causing you to gag slightly. He hissed at the feeling and his hand let go of his cock, softly sliding forward to hold your head. ‘Now stay still, baby girl, and look at me, I’ll fuck that dirty mouth of yours.’
Turning your eyes up to look at him was more difficult as you thought, he started to rock your head back and forward gently first, moving you until only his tip was between your lips then he pushed back not forcing you to deepthroat him yet. ‘So good for me, shit.’
He held your head and started to really fuck your mouth then, moving in and out, making you gag around him, your saliva coating him generously, the rest dripping down on your chin. His pace was still not too fast, you could keep your throat relaxed enough for him, even if the slight burn starting in your jaw made it more and more difficult.
‘Look at you, fuck.’ Tom cursed, his muscles flexing as he pushed himself until he hit the back of your throat, keeping you there until the last second you could keep it together without starting to gag and gasp for air. ‘Letting me fuck that dirty little mouth of yours, being a good little cock slut for me.’ Seemingly he got lost in it more and more his words slurring and breaking with soft moans, his peace picking up. ‘Gotta fuck all the bad words out of it.’ Now your jaw was properly burning, whole body trembling from the pent-up need and anticipation for him to finally touch you. ‘So good, darling, so good for me.’
You moaned and whimpered around him, closing your eyes, squeezing them, Tom testing your limits. It only lasted for a few seconds before he slowed down and eventually stopped. ‘Good girl, took it all so good.’ Tom praised you, his words causing a shiver going down on your spine and settling between your legs, making you throb and clench around nothing.
‘Open your mouth baby girl.’ Tom pulled his cock between your spent lips, and let you take your time to find that movement. ‘Tongue out.’ You did as he asked, and he placed his cock back to your tongue. ‘I could cum just like this, spilling onto your tongue and pretty tits, but I know you’ll have a call soon, and I want you to sit in front of your camera, like a good girl, with my cum in your panties.’
Your eyes went wide the sound of your shock escaped your open mouth without any barrier. By the time you were over the realisation of what was coming he already had you standing, your back against the counter, your panties pushed down on your thighs.
Tom looked at you, his eyebrows high, a teasing but proud look in his eyes. ‘What is this darling?’ He asked, his fingers touching the wet spot on your panties breaking the glistering line of arousal which connected it with your pussy.
‘I need you so bad.’ You whispered as a weak explanation, head turning a little to hide how flustered you got.
‘So easy for me.’ Tom stepped closer, gliding his cock between your folds without a warning. Your body jumped to the sudden sensation a loud moan falling from your lips. ‘So easy.’ Tom repeated himself as he started to fuck your folds, your arousal covering his cock in a second, making the sensation almost unbearably intense. ‘Look at you, just standing here, letting me do whatever.’ He leant down placing a gentle kiss to your sore lips. ‘Use your hands, love, keep my cock pressed to your needy cunt.’
With a weak whimper you did so, a shudder running through you, as the friction just got so much stronger, just as you needed it. He was grinding into your pussy, his tip eagerly pushing into your entrance, but never really inside of you, testing your limits, making your tremble and whimper continuously. ‘So easy of me as always. I could slid into that empty little cunt and fuck you and you’d thank me for it, huh?’ Tom’s voice was husky, seducing you even more, having you completely at his mercy.
‘Yes, Sir.’ The weak cry coming from you let him know just how desperate he got you already.
‘Good girl.’
Tom kept moving, his thrusts becoming sloppy and less and less controlled, giving you more and more, his hot tip leaking, mixing his wetness with yours when he bumped into your clit making you see stars. Just before you could have gotten close he grabbed your hand and moved it from the way, guiding his tip inside of you with heavy pants, and the feeling of relief almost washed over you, but he stopped. With only his blunt cock head stretching you out he was franticly jerking of, moaning and praising you before he come. His hot, heavy load was shooting into you, filling up your pulsing, empty cunt.
‘Fuck.’ Tom’s body finally relaxed, his hand gently milking his own cock, to empty himself completely inside of you. He pulled your panties back and pulled out, drops of his white release already painting your panties. ‘Look at you, wearing my cum in these pretty panties.’ You felt like you wanted to scream or cry with frustration in the state he left you, but a satisfied sigh betrayed you when he pulled the ruined fabric up and you felt the warm liquid spreading around your fucked out pussy. ‘Now, close your legs like a good girl, and if you behave, I’ll reward you tonight.’ Tom whispered onto your lips as he kissed you lazily, pulling your close, drawing shooting circles onto your hips.