Mar 17
Hehe... anyone wanna go insane with me?
I fucking hate everything right now
#no ok#hehe...#im going insane#what if everyone irl is lying to me everyday all the time...#how do I trust anyone after what SHE did...?#will someone else betray me in that way...#can't trust anyone#maby not even myself#i can't show them my weaknesses#i can't tell them it's not fine#everything is fine..#smile all the time and then they won't question you..#don't break character..#stay happy#I'm always happy#i wish i had something sharp#fuck fuck fuck#maby if i stab my already existing scratches with my nail..#that might work...#or maby bite them#that could make them dirty though..#fuuuuuck#where's achol when you need it???#shit#i fucking hate me#shut up and leave me alone already