#don't perceive

[fromnowonweareenemies]

i hate it here (: so much (: death could not come fast enough (:

i am tired (: of feeling like this (: every fucking day (: and am tricked by one or two days of relief (: only for it to come rushing back (: and having every minute (: of everyday (: that I breathe (:

i have been waiting for things to get better and they never do and i don't think i can deal with life always just being this

[softshuji]

Pretty boy huh? You've never called me that before. What's made you suddenly so brave? Not that I'm complaining, if anything this is an interesting development.

It's a shame about the party though, maybe I'll just have to gatecrash?

-Hanma

What's made me brave? Hmmm let me think... Well I just don't think I'm that scared of you anymore, so peppering in a bit of praise won't do any harm. Besides you are pretty, come on we might be sort of enemies but I'm not blind

Good luck getting through bonten security, it's tighter than a virgin, especially on special events days. Try not to do anything too dangerous, I know you probably will

Hal

[sweetuncertain]

I’m so much happier now that I no longer consider your perception of me to be vital information

[kellykline]

i just. rhdhrgrhrj.

the POINT of cas's dadstiel arc is that it was him finding purpose OUTSIDE of dean.

and if the only reason he believed in jack was because jack showed him a future where dean loved him back, it dismantles the entire concept.