Haleema• she/ her • SHUJI'S SWEETHEART, PRETTY GIRL AND LOVE OF HIS LIFE/ RAN'S BUNNY AND DARLING• SATORU'S HONEY AND ANGEL• FLINS' PRECIOUS DOLL (and their little wife)• If lost return to Bonten headquarters • inbox is always open/ negativity will not be tolerated. No fic requests but I'm always down to talk! This blog is for adults only please.
(Property of Hanma Shuji, the Reaper, the most handsome man, the princess's hero, the Angel of her heart, the love of her life.)
I also make jewelry! You can find my ig here and the links to my shop here and here.
~Comprehensive Masterlist under the cut & tags
BAJI KEISUKE
3:01AM - Waterworks (fluff)
5:04AM - Midnight insecurity (fluff)
3:26AM - late (fluff)
HANMA SHUJI:
4:11AM - Drive (angst, fluff)
12:04AM- Grunge (fluff, angst)
3:20AM - The first time we met (fluff)
10:54PM - Coin lockers (fluff, angst)
3:19AM - Sugar, spice and all things nice. (Fluff, NEW)
21:51PM - A Love Letter To You (fluff, NEW)
08:25AM - it's not like you're in love with him...right? (fluff, angst)
10:01AM - The Hanma's (fluff)
18:02PM - secrets we keep (birthday fic)
23:07PM - a bit of me (and a bit of you)
HAITANI RAN :
9:27PM - Ugly thoughts (angst with comfort)
3:06AM - Like calls to like (fluff)
2:52PM - Rain on the window (fluff)
2:49AM - Anxiety (fluff and angst)
2:27AM - Persistent Love (angst,fluff)
4:06PM- Broken things (angst, NEW)
11:59PM- I love you as the day loves the night)
HAITANI RINDOU:
6:52AM - Morning coffee (fluff, mostly)
1:10AM - Best Friends (fluff, angst)
08:57AM - Lame (fluff)
3:56PM - Glasses (fluff)
12:39AM - Drunk (fluff)
00:00AM- Birthday boy (fluff, NEW)
11:16AM - Say you love me (fluff, NEW)
2:19AM - Baby's Breath (fluff, new)
06:10AM - Smile for me (fluff, NEW)
10:20PM- Please Don't Forget Me (fluff, angst, new)
4:27PM - Maybe, somewhere in another life (fluff, angst)
22:50PM- Say yes (Birthday fic) Fluff
AKASHI TAKEOMI:
2:25AM - Massages (fluff)
SANZU HARUCHIYO
1:25AM - Little life (fluff, NEW)
23:23PM - Nights like This
IMAUSHI WAKASA
8:08AM - Cold Winter Mornings (fluff)
TAKASHI MITSUYA
1:55AM - Rough Days (fluff, angst)
KAZUTORA HANEMIYA
3:53AM - We Are All Monsters Here (angst, fluff, new!)
IZANA KUROKAWA
11:12PM - Little Black Dress (fluff, smut, NEW)
23:17PM- Maybe I love you (fluff, angst, NEW)
SANO MANJIRO
8:30PM - August Rain (angst- Mikey's birthday special!)
DRABBLES
RINDOU HAITANI X 01
RINDOU HAITANI X 02
RINDOU HAITANI X03
RINDOU HAITANI X04
RINDOU HAITANI X05 (Rindou knows)
RINDOU HAITANI X06 (necklace)
RINDOU HAITANI X07
RINDOU HAITANI X08
RAN HAITANI X 01
RAN HAITANI X 02
RAN HAITANI X03 (deflated)
RAN HAITANI X04 (immune)
RAN HAITANI X05 (routine)
RAN HAITANI X06
HANMA SHUJI X 01 (birth marks)
HANMA SHUJI X02 (washing up)
HANMA SHUJI X03
HANMA SHUJI X04
HANMA SHUJI X05 (holiday)
HANMA SHUJI X06 (habits)
HANMA SHUJI X07 (obvious)
HANMA SHUJI X08
MATSUNO CHIFUYU X 01
SHION MADARAME X 01
SHION MADARAME X02
SANZU HARUCHIYO X 01
SANZU HARUCHIYO X02
SANZU HARUCHIYO X03 (checklist)
IZANA KUROKAWA X01 (Ikea)
IZANA KUROKAWA X02 (kings)
SANO MANJIRO X01
Collabs and Collections:
12:18AM- My Knight in Shining Armour ft. Haitani Rindou
Campfire stories collection
Tags: please block accordingly if they bother you.
#halscharacteranons - my shared rp universe
#haltalks - non rp related asks and general ramblings
An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure and I mean that in the most literal and most urgent way possible. Do not wait. That is the entire message and everything else is just elaboration on why.
The human tendency to assume that time is on your side is one of the most expensive cognitive biases available and it costs people everything eventually. You are young. You are healthy. Things are not that bad yet. You will deal with it later. Later is doing an enormous amount of work in that sentence.
The all nighters and the drinking and the not moving and the eating whatever you want and waking up fine, that is not evidence that you are exempt from consequences. That is evidence that consequences operate on a delay and that the delay is currently working in your favor and will not do so indefinitely. The body keeps the score of EVERYTHING you do to it and everything you fail to do for it and it presents the bill on its own timeline which is almost never when you expected it and almost always when you are least prepared for it.
This applies to everything simultaneously and with equal urgency. Your health (start now, before anything is wrong, because prevention is exponentially cheaper and easier than treatment in every possible sense of those words), your finances (the money you do not save at twenty five is not just the money you do not have at fifty, it is the compound interest on that money across thirty years of growth you will never recover), your relationships (the patterns you establish early are the patterns you will spend years trying to undo later if you do not address them now when they are still flexible), your career (the credential you do not get, the skill you do not develop, the connection you do not maintain). These have costs that accumulate invisibly until they are suddenly very visible.
Prevention is not pessimism. It is the most optimistic possible relationship with your own future because it assumes you will have one worth protecting.
Once upon a time I used to struggle with the idea of pretending to be someone I'm not , Watering myself down and changing myself , feigning interest in things I did not care about, keeping my actual interests to myself because I'd be judged. But yknow what , every time I've stepped out, chosen to try to be my own self, Every time I've been assertive, weird, funny, unapologetically me, I've had someone who loved me enough to accept all that and even love me because of it. Ok yknow what , maybe I am boring, or weird. Maybe I do love word searches and puzzle books and reading and maybe I do think a lot and talk even more, maybe I could not give a singular fuck about what ever influencer is doing whatever or what trend is happening or what is viral right now. Who gives a fuck? My life is mine and mine only. The people who love me, my friends, my family, everyone, the boy I adore, love me for all the things I actually am, not the person i might pretend to be.
Best brain hack is taking “this too shall pass” and applying it in the micro. The panic you feel from an argument with a friend, wanting to get on your phone when you should be studying, the absolute obsession with someone you’re crushing on, pain from rejection, utter hopelessness at a situation that is not entirely hopeless. Heavy on situations that induce panic and incentivize you to act out of turn, maybe to send a text you shouldn’t be sending or to blow up at someone or whatever it is. The antidote to knee jerk reactions is literally just “this too shall pass” and allowing yourself to feel the physical manifestation of your extreme emotion. Literally just ride it out. Even for things that can’t immediately be resolved, it makes such a big difference and prevents you from reacting in ways that you would undoubtedly regret down the line.
The idea of having a very pretty boy tied up for me and then running my hand through his hair, touching his cheek, his lips, while he kneels ......shiver me timbers........
You don’t have to think you’re hot but other people inevitably are going to so you at least need learn to accept that perception with grace instead of falling back on self deprecation every time someone is brave enough to call you cute
Imagine you get married to Ran and Hanma objects.... wonder how that would end 👁👁
WE'LL NEVER KNOW COS IT WON'T HAPPEN 🙄
But *if* it did somehow happen. Hanma would rush in, disheveled suit, car outside, grab my hand and whisk me away, fight his way through while I hold him around the neck........
