Reason for my recent narcissism as of the last many months...
for those that care, read on aha.
I've been trying to feel better about myself and it's mostly because if I feel better about myself maybe I'll be liked more...especially by guys.
but that's not always the case.
no...
deep inside, I feel ugly..I feel my ahem..muffin top, my lovehandles or whatever the hell you call 'em...make me feel ugly. I hate myself. I hate my hair, my body...everything.
I miss being skinny. I miss fitting into dresses with no problem.
...and who wants to love a girl now...whom is weird? who likes Transformers?