You know what my problem is? I get attached and even though it takes awhile to get me attached when you do get me attached to you, I do everything I can to please you and to make you happy. It’s never been about what I want, it’s always everybody else’s want and needs before my own. I give out way too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of me and I become a pushover. And I honestly used to be okay with that, because they were still in my life and that’s really all I ever really wanted was for someone to stay in my life and even if they screwed me over time and time again I was still for them whenever they needed me because that’s me and that’s just who I am or at least used to be but I am a true believer of when a person captures your heart then they always have a place there and that is why its so hard for me to let go so sometimes I just leave them before they can leave me that way its at least my choice…