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(・∀・ ) = The character’s emotional state most of the time
Morgan’s emotional state fluctuates depending on her immediate surroundings, but underlying everything is a current of nervousness and anxiety. In the Outrealms this is manifest due to it being completely unknown to her; she never knows where or when she’s going to end up, and places like modern day Japan and the like give her huge culture shock.
At home, she’s like that because of her act of being amnesiac. She is constantly having to put up this carefree forgetful facade, pretending to be whom she used to be, when in reality she’s been emotionally broken and is little more than a self-loathing, suicidal ball of guilt seeking atonement through death. The only thing really keeping her alive is her self-imposed duty to eradicate the Fellblood from the world.
(⑅ ‘﹃’ ) = What the character daydreams or thinks about
Oftentimes, it’s her past, which would be her current timeline’s future. The events leading to her future’s demise played a heavy role in turning her into whom Morgan is right now, and it stands to reason that she is constantly reminded of what she lost when surrounded by the faces of familiar people who are all dead - and some by her own hand - when she returned to the past.
At times, Morgan does go into wistful daydreams: what could have been, how things would be like, and on occasion daydreams about being in a romantic relationship. She grew up very much a romanticist, and loved the idea of having a dashing man sweep her off her feet and carry her away to her happily ever after. She’s long given up on that, for the most part.