🙏🏽Hoolihanradguitar5🙏🏽 I’m sitting here awake at 6:55am, Almost the exact time I learned that the person who I loved exponentially and who had changed my life profoundly, had died earlier that night. I’ve dreaded this day every year, for what now has been three years. I’ve spent the last few hours reading the messages between Rad and Myself from the VERY first day I met him. It takes hours to read, because it’s long, and reads like a script. It is honestly an outline of every single thing we went through together. I’ve never had an experience with anyone like the relationship I had with Rad. I’ve never had anyone tell me how much they loved me and why so often. But that was Rad, honest about everything, but especially his love for you if he indeed did. I’ll never stop missing him. But meeting him, and going on the adventure we embarked upon , will forever remain the most important experience of my entire life..........and Rad was half my age. My relationship with him however, was different from any of his peers, except Jason @jason.santore, also half my age, but somehow we became family, a true chosen family, forever connected. Jason and I are still strongly connected and always will be, but we are constantly aware when we’re together, that a part of us is missing........and the loss is profound. I love you Rad, and I think I’m doing something you’d want me to do, but I’m going keep that personal, I’m going end with a quote from one of Rad and Myself’s many conversations: “True rebels hate their own rebellion. They know by experience that it is not a cool and glamorous lifestyle; It takes a courageous fool to say things that have not been said and to do things that have not been done” 💔RIP Hooliganradguitar5💔 “New York’s Underground king” (The @thesource ‘s title of his obituary)they later to go on to say “the late and great King of New York’s Underground. #donteverkillyhurself #lighter #turbo (at St. Marks Place Manhattan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CME-tsssuQD/?igshid=48gg512gzlg0