Is it wrong for me to want Attention?
Is it wrong that I want attention so badly?
when I mean attention, I don't me obnoxiously or a Hard-core Attention seeking. I just mean, Want to be noticed by People? I desire it so much as there is someone's attention I want but, I fail at doing so. I fail at doing it because I'm awkward, I feel like I bore them. I like this person a lot but I find it hard to talk to them because of how I am. I souly feel that I have given them a bad impression of who I am and every time I try and show that, that Current image they have of me isn't me I fuck up even more and make it worse. I sometimes wonder if I should give up...
I know I shouldn't really be spouting my problems on Tumblr or whatever and I know other people go through the same sort of things. But what I hate is that when I look at happy couples together, I get so mad a jealous as they make it look so fucking easy...
Anyway, Is it wrong of me to Desire this person's attention despite all the Faults I have made on the impression I have given...but is it Wrong of me to desire her attention or to be given a 2nd chance at all to make the right impression?
