My hands have never felt farther from you.
Fingers turning to ice as you turn away from me
Youre the type of boy girls write love letters to
Each cursive letter choking itself with its own loopholes
The words I would never hurt you bending its way into the twisted crevices of your heart
It is irreparably broken
Youre the type of boy who words cannot simply wrap themselves around a simple I Love You
Surrounding your abdomen
Clench as if I have any power over the restrictions put upon us
Squeeze you because its all I have to give
Feeling uncomfortable in my own skin as it is stretched into something misshapen against your silhouette
You rest your feet against the damp sand
Always longing to live amongst the tide
Washing away anything and everything
Tossing you back into reality every once in a while
Our adventures amiss,
My presence taken for granted
As my ambitions weave themselves into my patchwork brain
forgotten amongst its intricacies
Ive fallen more in love with you since the day I met you
Tears fall into the webbing of our lives together
Barely withstanding our grief
