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"Here's the thing, we're always going to face challenges, so when things get crazy, don't push me away
Magnus Bane
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Don't push me away and then wonder where I went.
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I don’t know I don’t know what I did I don’t know why you tell me to fuck off I don’t know why you push me away I don’t know why you’re like this Maybe I’m not good enough Maybe you wouldn’t be upset if I were prettier Or curvier Maybe it isn’t about something i did Maybe it’s just about the way I am Sorry for being useless
That is so true and I got all of your backs. #imloyal #imreal #gotyourback #alwayshere #idothebestican #dontpushmeaway
Life is complicated... really complicated
You make friendships and bonds with people and sometimes they last. I have a few estranged friendships that are all my fault. I let them go. For many many reasons. But all selfish reasons.
My girls from high school. I wish I could reach out to them and tell them I’m sorry. I did that with one of them. My most rational friend, the one that I could always rely on, and could tell anything basically told me off. She was sick of dealing with my “bullshit” (can you swear on tumblr??). And this was said when I needed a friend the most. I make friends fairly easily, however I really miss my circle. The funny stories that only really make sense to the 6 of us. Our lives led us down different paths. I am thankful though for my girls for making sure I didn’t make a really huge mistake and marry that one guy. He and his family treated me so awful. To this day I have emotional scars that lead me to believe that I am worthless and that I don’t deserve happiness. Everytime I am happy, SOMETHING goes wrong further “confirming” that I am not deserving of happiness. (Though my rational thinking mind is like WTF brain?!?!!?) I am VERY thankful for my 2 current best friends that I know I can rely on for help and guidance no matter what. But I am still so fearful that I will push them away as well.
I wish you would stop pushing me away.
God, all I ask is for you to let me in. I may not be the easiest person to deal with. I can't help you if you keep pushing me away. I can't be there for you if you don't tell me how you're feeling. I know it's hard. Letting someone in. But god damn am I so here for you. Please let me in. I've been pushed away too many times.