Ooh is this about how Hawkeye ages 11 years in the span of 3 and nothing happens in order because of the fluidity of time and he keeps trying to leave, but then the guilt in his soul makes him keep returning to this place in time because no matter how hard he tries to leave, he knows there are still people he can save and how he insists on being called Doctor instead of Captain?
you know what it is about that and it’s also about doing what you think is right no matter what and never carrying a gun and laughing in the face of danger while you’re terrified and meeting the most important people in the universe to you during the worst time in your life and still having to say goodbye and “I’ll never see you again” and it’s about whether you write letters every day and would walk across the country to be in someone’s company or whether you would build a machine to travel across dimensions to see someone again and about whether or not ordinary people can save the world or at least save one person and isn’t that better than saving no one at all
