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I use ao3 so rarely and with huge time gaps in between but every time when i do find a good fic to read the site goes down for maintenance

I have literally the worst timing :(

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To whoever just posted a sebastian x ghost!Reader fic like an hour ago and deleted it again, pls pls pls who are you 😭 i really liked your writing style

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Don't mind me just thinking about Astarion at 1am

I wonder how long he battled with himself before he decided "fuck it, let's snack on Tav", what pushed him to risk getting found out like that instead of just catching some prey in the woods like before? How hungry was he??

Tav suggested to camp after another crude fight, filled with bloodshed, bruises and magic wound licking - did he plan to bite them then and there? I imagine he might have wanted to kill Tav, maybe the party got too much to bear with his secret and he would have rather lived out his Cazador free life for as long as the Tadpole allowed. Alone without the burden of people watching him every step of the way. Or maybe he just really couldn't wait to get food, ready to risk anything just to get the blood he needed, what he always craved. And with that luxurious elven blood right at his feet, how could he resist?

Then again why exactly Tav. I understand why he wouldn't dare to pierce Lae'zel's skin (he'd fucking die before she even opened her eyes properly, that woman would show no mercy) but Shadowheart for example, why not get a little nibble from her neck? She's shown compassion often already, although she can reinforce her boundaries no problem. Or Gale?

Maybe Tav's elven origin was the blood he preferred. (i know Astarion compares bear blood to Tav's like sludge to wine or smth, does elven blood taste different to human's, to dwarves'? Does he have a preference for one or the other?) or perhaps Tav is morally ambiguous enough that he dares to test his luck with her, in hopes that she'd accept him as a vampire and look past the grim reputation looming over his kind. He of all would know best to hate vampires. And when she inevitably wakes up from her light sleep as he hovers over her menacingly, he can't help but regret the choices he made that night to pull him into the dilemma of being questioned about his motives and intentions.

May Tav forgive him for being the monster Cazador made of him, always starved, never satiated, for hundreds of years

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Hello??? The dialogue between Shadowheart and Astarion when you let Tav get beaten by Abdirak?? Are you kidding me?? I think i'm dying! got me sitting before my screen like 😮🤭

Can't decide who liked it more: Astarion Shadowheart Abdirak or me

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I'm very new to DND type of games, Baldur's Gate 3 is the first of this type i've ever played and so when I say this game is full of surprises to me and has managed to flabbbergast me more than once with its dialogue consequences and all, goddamnit i mean it

Aka: how i met Karlach and how she nearly squad wiped my whole party

So.. i picked up Karlach when I was just short of reaching level 4 and eager as I am I immediately put her in my party to then take care of her first quest: defeating those three people at the risen road cabin/house thingy. Arguably a stupid move as I didn't realise how fcking OP that one dude is with his sword move. He absolutely slaughtered my party, knocking down Astarion and Shadowheart. AND THEN HE DOUBLED DOWN and hit my boy AGAIN. I was gobsmacked and could only watch in pure horror as Astarion died. THE DISRESPECT i didn't realize that my companions could be decimated like that. I dreaded his next turn like nothing else as Shadowheart was throwing her dice to save herself right at his feet. Just having to wait a whole turn, knowing he could kill Shadowheart with one last swing, it was awful. Before i managed to kill him, he also knocked down dear Karlach, thankfully sparing Shadowheart.

When the fight was over I wanted to help up each of my companions one after another, starting with Karlach as she was closest to me at the time. We had dialogue and she got excited, burning the whole thing down. Now here's the kicker. I DIDN'T NOTICE THAT, i was still grieving my poor vampire and trying to figure out how to revive him when I caught fire and then out of nowhere, Shadowheart just died. Only then did i fcking realize that Karlach was unintentionally killing my companions and then she accidently killed herself too, in her own flames!

Brother.

I was just stunned, quickly ran out of the flames and just stood there for a few minutes. Just speechless and motionless. Once I stopped losing my fcking mind i started reviving them all, this time around leaving Karlach to revive last. Tell me why that woman then turned to my Tav and talked about "how they couldn't even lay a finger on her and how so nice it felt to let off some steam again" GIRLY YOU DIED WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY DIDN'T LAY A FINGER ON YOU?? THERE WAS NO MORE STEAM TO BE HAD after killing yourself in your own fire

Anyway, Karlach is chilling at my camp for the time being, until i continue her personal story quests

Might write an actual oneshot about this because bruh, i went through a lot of emotions in that battle

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Little longer drabble (based on my play through) for Astarion because. I need to get my writer's spirit up and going again and this pixelated man on my screen has me in a slight chokehold.. Started playing just a few days ago so not really far into his personality and all that but Asterion's little panic when we find that boar?? AHH

The tadpole's in everyone's brains are doing hell knows what but they can't be good, so when Tav decides to make camp already again?? Just a couple days into their venture most companions are a bit annoyed. Their priority should be to get going and of course sleep is needed to heal, they *get* that, frustatingly so, but it doesn't help the fact that they're seemingly wasting time. Now Astarion is also a bit fuzzy about making camp almost every night, like really? On the other hand tho he's relieved, he's hungry, famished even, and finally he has a chance to break from the group with no unwanted attention. It's been too little time for building trust with anyone, he's surprised to be travelling with the lot at all after pulling a knife on Tav when they'd first met, so sneaking off would only have risen their suspicions. He needed to be careful and camp was the perfect opportunity

It was fairly easy to just walk off without waking anyone, after fighting that hostile group in the chapel ruins everyone's beat and tired and just plain right exhausted; add some fugly undeads that had risen just to protect a useless cryp to the equationd and sure enough you've got a party in due time for a nap. So, off he goes, in the wee hours of the night, stalking whatever prey he can find in his limited time. It took him some running about, distancing himself from the party to hide his tracks, deeper into the forest, to finally find a fat boar unassuming and Astarion could not wait any longer so he pounced on his prey. It was a hasty ordeal, not at all satisfying but it would suffice, at least until they made camp again

A few days go by and to be honest Astarion had already forgotten about his evidence left in the middle of the woods but by the hells, when Tav leads them away from the Druid's camp at the Hollow and straight into the forest, Astarion can't do anything but hope that they'd not come across the boar's corpse. Luck of course this time around is not on his side and his annoyance spikes when Tav takes a quick look at the cadaver, like they do with every other dead fucking animal. He hears them mumble about it being strange that it's dead because "it looks healthy" but it's dead now. No health can help that. Of course he gets nervous about Tav prodding around, pondering and wondering and it's annoying him. Not really, actually he's a bit anxious to be found out so he tries to distract her by being a bit more snippy and sarcastic than needed be.

"The pig is dead my friend, staring at it won't bring it back. We'll never fix these brain worms if we stop and gawk at every piece of carrion you find."

Maybe it's because they're a druid, bound to nature and such, or maybe it was his mistake for getting a bit snarky at this particular boar... they just give him a glance before kneeling and inspecting the boar for wounds. The whole party's infested with mindflayer parasites happily munching away at their thoughts and Tav is concerned about a dead boar? For what. But it just seems to fit perfectly to them so he should have expected so. He watches them gawk at the stupid beast and then their gaze gets stuck on something. Shit. They actually noticed those two tiny puncture wounds? Honestly impressive, especially on a hairy boar. But shit still. He needs to know what they're thinking because fuck fuck fuck

"And is it dead enough for you?"

"These marks look strange. Do you recognise them?"

Ah shit. They ask it in such a manner too... With that undertone, as if accusing him of withholding information. As if they knew that he knew what happened. This is bad. Can't even lie, he is a bit panicking at this point. Mostly inwardly but it does slip out in the slightest stutter and the way his eyes involuntarily open up. He would love to think over his answer and calculate the risks of what informations he could bare to share, what knowledge he'd be wise to reveal and which to keep under wraps but he's kind of under a timely limit so there was no time to actually think, like hello? The other party members aren't paying that much attention thankfully, more interested in the noises and chatter from nearby but Tav does not stray her attention from him. So he sort of just blurts something out

"I-" he stutters. he reveals they're from a vampire. If he had a beating heart it surely would be loud enough for Tav to hear by now. He rambles on, offering to take the first watch, to protect them for the night but then he pushes them once more to get fucking going. After he's said his piece he shuts his mouth, anxious to know their reaction. Would they find him out? Did he give too much away?? Maybe they're a deceitful one and actually noticed him sneaking away nights ago. His mind is racing with miles and miles of scenarios. Ways she would kill him on the spot, accuse him of evading the location and his efforts to dismiss the cadaver, would she assume it was him or would she simply know already? What if that little tadpole rascal in their brains connected and she could read his mind?? So many thoughts and fears that have him stand frozen solid before her, trying to convince her he's nonchalant by forcibly relaxing his muscles. There is so little trust between them yet, surely Tav would kill him for finding out he's a Vampire. What was there to lose for them if he was dead? Truly dead..

The seconds seem to drag on for uncomfortably long eternity, yet all she does is stare at him for mere moments and then she too just turns away from him, gifting her attention to the voices coming from nearby.

Astarion's heart hadn't felt this active, this heavy with fear and anticipation for a long time and by the hells, he hoped it didn't happen again for another 200 years...

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Me: *writes a stroy*

Also me: i can't use this word, i already used it five pages before! It'll be like i only know this one phrase and then my story'll be boring and no one will read it and i hate it--

Also also me: *reads fanfics where someone only uses said and asks as phrases to express someone is speaking* haha, nice

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Call me Dot! I’m mid 20’s, she/her, I write mainly for call of duty. I haven’t actually played CoD before so fair warning. I will post drabbles, headcannons, full stories and whatever else comes to mind! At this time I have no posting schedule.

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