And it just occurred to me now - a day late - that I forgot to do anything for Adon's birthday. I didn't get him a present or a card...I didn't even acknowledge it. I know that it's a relatively small thing to worry about, but I feel shitty for it. He's ignored enough as it is at home with his idiot of a brother taking up all the attention, and the fact that his own mentor couldn't even acknowledge his goddamn birthday...
...Ugh, I don't deserve that kid. I don't know why he stays.










