#dr;dp

[scenessystem]

There is a certain pain that people without psychosis/dr;dp/(severe)dissociation don’t understand. That point where you're grappling so strongly with reality you are so disconnected and confused. They just don’t understand I'm sorry, the just don't get it

[andrmcda]

there's a girl trapped in my mirror hollow cheeks, flesh melting and dripping from bone lackluster eyes and rusted metal teeth vacant eyes stare back unblinking she doesn't know me I think I might know her, though maybe she's a stranger an apparition or a dream stuck practicing fake smiles on the other side of the glass pulling and pushing, molding flesh into some semblance of a human form I wonder what she does when I look away -'depersonalization' by esther leigh (via andrmcda)

[thatbrainweirdfeel]

Tbwf when youre not real and consciousness is an illusion

[thatbrainweirdfeel]

tbwf when you're scrolling through this blog and you get a strong sense of deja vu and you're derealizing hella bad

[thatbrainweirdfeel]

tbwfw time won't stop moving. it never stops moving but now u can feel it physically and u have to just hold onto something like a railing or furniture until u can forget.

[thatbrainweirdfeel]

tbwf when it's friday and it doesn't feel like friday because you don't have any memories of school or talking to friends and now you're rethinking your entire existence

[thatbrainweirdfeel]

tbwf when you have your own inner radio and whenever you're overwhelmed you just tune in and tune out to the outside world

[thatbrainweirdfeel]

tbwf when you feel yourself losing time more and more often and you wonder when you'll start committing atrocities while dissociated