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[kingfawcett]

                                                𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙                                                                                  ❞𝙞 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙞 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩.❞                                     𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣❜𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞❜𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙤 ❜𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪❜𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙤𝙮 

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[itsgumbo-a]

❝  when you look at them, look right through them.  that's when they'll disappear.  that's when we'll be feared.    ❞

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[kingfawcett]

@drawcharge​ said: together angsty prompts together: our muses have an emotional reunion

Steve remembers that night. He remembers the sound of fireworks and everything happening so fast and all at once. He remembers leaning over the railing and looking down. He remembers looking down and seeing Billy surrounded by blood. Once his mind registered what he was looking at -- everything froze. Time fucking stopped and so did his heart. 

They’d never really said it out loud. Never attached a label to what they were. But if anyone had been paying attention to they way they’d been hovering around each other those few months before the summer -- then they’d know. They’d know that Steve and Billy were more than just ‘friends’. More than just rivals who had apologized to each other and became friends. 

And in the silence of Starcourt on that faithful fourth of July -- it was even more obvious. He practically hurled himself over the railing, rushing to Billy’s side. Part of him knew that Billy was already dead when he got there -- but that didn’t stop Steve from trying. He tried so hard to get Billy to come back -- screaming the other boys name -- but then Calahan was there, pulling Steve away. 

Everything else was a blur after that. He still had dreams about Billy. Those were the only thing he really looked forward too for the first few months. Eventually though, he moved on. He quit moping and Robin talked him into getting a new job. Things were looking up for the first time in months -- and then his world stopped again. 

He knew the roar of the camaro better than anyone. He knew exactly what it sounded like when Billy came speeding down the road to see him. So when he heard the camaro pull into his yard, his chest tightened. 

He jumps when he hears the knock on his door. He figured it was Max, coming over to show him how much she’d done to the camaro. Until he opened the door and was greeted by the boy who’d he’d felt leave his body all those months ago. 

Part of Steve wanted to be angry -- wanted to scream and punch and push Billy away. But a bigger part of Steve just wanted to cry. “B-Billy?” The lump in his throat was hard to talk around. 

It takes a lot of his will power not to fling himself onto Billy. It takes a whole lot not to pull Billy close and hold him. God, Steve wanted to fucking hold him. 

Before Billy even has time to answer Steve -- Steve’s already talking again, his voice wavering. “Billy -- I saw you. I felt you die on the linoleum floor of that stupid fucking mall. I watched you die -- “ Broken sob that he’d been holding back since he laid his eyes on Billy finally escapes him, hand coming up to wipe the tears away from his face. “Billy -- Please talk to me -- “ 

[shiningtozier-archive]

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when lux first meets billy, she can’t look at him directly for awhile because the intensity of his aura and the anger in it reminds her of a raging storm. it takes her a few times meeting him in person to even look him in the eye.

lux had a dream about billy before she properly met him and saw it as a sign that she should chance being friends with him.

billy was the first person to meet lux and not ask why she constantly wears gloves.

lux actually likes partying with billy because she loves dancing and he’ll dance with her without being a creep about it. completely platonic jamming.

billy is one of the few people who doesn’t mind taking long drives with her in absolute silence when she’s suffering from empathy overload. they just kick on music and cruise without a word.

[upsidedrowned]

♡

PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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[upsidedrowned]

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SMH THIS IS SO FREAKING SWEET i’ve been hogging it bc it makes my heart all warm and fuzzy <3 you’re a lovely lovely bean – don’t ever forget that <3

[spoilednight]

          (   @drawcharge​   said   )   ‘ we can share it.’                     (   this  meme  is  cute.   )

          you’ll  have  to  excuse  the  look  of  pure  shock  upon  his  face  ;  he  hasn’t  been  this  caught  off  guard  in  a  long  ,  long  time.  brows  raised  and  lips  parted  ,  as  if  he’s  about  to  GASP  for  the  dramatics  of  it  all.  he  taps  his  lighter  against  the  table  ,  free  hand  propping  up  his  chin.  after  a  moment  ,  frankie  leans  back  in  his  seat  ,  to  dig  his  cigarettes  outta  his  pocket.  placing  one  between  his  lips  ,  that’s  when  he  finally  speaks  --

          ❝  maaaan  ,  y’can’t  be  doin’  shit  like  that.  y’out  here  sharin’  ‘n  shit  ,  got  me  all  fucked  up  ‘n  confused  --  like  i  ain’t  know  who  y’are  no  more.  ❞  a  quiet  laugh  as  he  lights  his  smoke  ,  taking  a  drag  and  then  passing  it  off  to  the  other.  ❝  but  nah  ,  ‘m  fuckin’  wit’chu.  we  can  share.  ❞

[stlucy-a]

*    ⊰    @drawcharge​   ⊱    𝔠𝔬𝔰𝔪𝔦𝔠  . ↳    i  know  i’m  an  asshole 

❝    unrepentantly  ,    ❞    she  reminds  him  ,   her  eyes  trained  on  the  little  lack  of  reflection  in  her  hand  mirror  .   keeping  up  appearances  is  sometimes  so  simple  .   before  billy  can  catch  a  glimpse  ,   she  closes  it  with  a  snap  .   but  lucy  is  smiling  when  she  looks  at  him  .   malice  is  foreign  to  her  ,   it  is  an  antonym  .

she  stows  the  compact  in  her  handbag  and  steps  away  from  the  railing  separating  her  back  from  the  sea  .    ❝    it  has  its  uses  ,   i  believe  .   for  one  ,   i  know  of  many  who  may  try  to  cross  you  and  very  few  who  would  succeed  .    ❞

lucy’s  back  to  beaming  as  she  walks  away  ,   gesturing  with  her  arm  for  him  to  follow  though  being  careful  not  to  touch  .   how  would  she  explain  her  deathlike  chill  in  mid-july  ?    ❝    sometimes  they  even  manage  to  deserve  your  behaviour  !!    i  have  resigned  myself  to  existing  with  it  .   we  all  have  our  crosses  to  bear  .    ❞