#drdebt

[singnot]

     @drdebt​ sent :  “  i did what i had to do.  ”

          ❝  YOU LIED TO ME , NATHAN.  ❞  her voice raises , almost cracking. the seventeen years of building deceit , a grief never fully healed , it FLOODS her all at once and it leaves her HEARTBROKEN.  (  but sainthood does not fit your crown for your suspicions of ROTTI LARGO have not left your mouth.  )  mag is speechless for a moment , having reminded herself of what little she has said and all she had sealed away deep into the depth of her soul. ❝  she would have not wanted this.  ❞  her words a whispering hiss slipping from her tongue  ;  her eyes fall from his for the moment she had silently wished to find shilo lingering not too far. (  quick did the thought to whisk shilo away from this dreadful place that had become the LIVING GRAVE for the both of them cross your mind quick as it is replaced by the pity and the guilt. )  she could never take shilo away from nathan.  SHE WOULD BETRAY MARNI IF SHE GAVE INTO HER INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS.    ❝  but . . . neither would she think highly of me at this very moment.  ❞   her voice shrivels into soundless breath.  

[zhydrate]

“  So .  You’re  the  kid’s  father .  I  wondered  who  she  belonged  to .  ” He’d  only  known  the  brief  pleasure  of  making  aquaintences  with  the  man’s  child  twice ,  once  on  the  precipice  of  death  itself .  Let  them  go  the  speaker  had  said .  A  first ,  in  his  experience .  Did  that  make  her  special  ?  Maybe .  Or  maybe  she  was  in  the  wrong  place  at  the  right  time ,  with  the  right  person  on  duty  (  he  recalls  a  glimpse  of  GeneCo’s boogeyman  lifting  her  with  tender  care  &&. It  scratches  his  brain  too  deeply .  No  one  survives  the  Repoman .  Not  man ,  not  woman ,  not  child . )

“  Do  you  know  what  she  gets  up  to  ?  Sickly   thing   like  that  shouldn’t  be  outside ,  right ?  ”  so  sick ,  her  father  says .  It  feels  off ,  matches  refusing  to  be  made .  Sick  girls  don’t  run  from  police .  “  Dangerous  world  out  there .  Would  hate  for  her  to  fall  into  the  wrong  hands .  You’re  lucky  this  time .  ”

@drdebt​    //   SC.

[zydratical]

‘  what  is  it  you  want ?  ’   (  @drdebt​​  )

             “    chill,    repo    daddy,    i’m   not    here    to    yank    on    your    dick    –    I   mean,    if    you    wanna,    i’m    down    for    it,    but   I    just    needed    to    get    away    from    that    office.   ”

                   cigarette    is    lit    with    a   roll    of    her    eyes,    inhale    of    smoke    through   plastic    –    filled    tiers    brings    a    sense    of   peace    within    her    (    it’s    not    Zydrate,   nothing    is    like    Zydrate,    but    it    helps    sometimes  ).    Amber    leans    against    the    wall    opposite  to    where    the    repo    man    sits,    grotesquely    long   lashes    bat    as    she    glances    up    and    down,    from  the    blood    –    splattered    tip    of    his    boots   to    the    face    of    exhaustion    he    wears.    He    looks  uneasy    (    her    father    is    probably    the    only   person    in    the    entire    fucking    universe    capable    of   making    a    repo    man    tremble    in    his    shoes    ),   and    as    much    as    that    brings    satisfaction    to   the    Largo    family    as    a    whole,    this    time    she’s   just    annoyed    that    he’s    there    and    doesn’t   even    entertain    her    with    conversation.

                 “    I    heard    you    were    in  trouble.    like,    daddy’s    fuming    inside,    and    luigi   seriously    looks    like    he’s    about    to    pee   himself,    ”    cynical    snort    exhales    from    black    –   painted    lips    (    there    is    no    true    humor   behind    it,    because    all    three    Largo    siblings    know   what    it’s    like    to    be    scared    of    their   father    ),    and    as    she    tosses    the    cigarette   that’s    only    been    smoked    twice    onto    the    ground  and    steps    on    it    before    it    catches    the    rug   on    fire,    she    studies    Nathan    Wallace    for    a   second,        as    if    contemplating    something,    before   adding,    “    d’you    want    some    z    and    a    handy   or    something?    ‘cause    I    can    tell    daddy’s   gonna    leave    you    all    drained    and    shitting    your   pants    so    you    might    as    well    have    fun    before   you    die.    ”