I didn’t stay long in Stormwind. I think if I did I might never leave again, but I can’t pretend like I can just stop after starting what I did. Especially now that I know the Dread Fleet is still out there, recruiting from all those small backwater fishing towns no one ever checks in on. I saw Voodoo in one of those towns... or Audra, whatever she’s calling herself these days. It was strange seeing her after all this time. Even stranger were the Eastern Shadow agents mingled in with her crew. I thought they all died during that first deal gone wrong that started this entire damn mess. Even if they weren’t from the original agents I have no one to tell; the Eastern Shadow I knew is gone, as far as I know. Unless I’m back on the outside. Even then, I haven’t seen Reiko or Watcher in years, from before the War of Thorns, and I don’t even know if Seeker’s still a part of them anymore. This isn’t information I want to sit on, though.
Last time I saw Audra, I was still trying to find Deathbreathe before he found me. Again. It was in Booty Bay, I remember- I found my old journal entry about that day. I had gone to her to find out more about him, but I’d rightly pissed her off after trying to threaten the information out of her. She sent some thugs after us and ran us right out of the Bay. But... she had given us a clue, she had helped. I still remember not being sure why she would want to help us, or if she was just playing with us again. I thought I would never know, since her and Deathbreathe and everyone else vanished not long after. I didn’t see him again until Kul Tiras. And now he’s dead, and she didn’t seem to care. Waltzing up to her and asking her outright would have been... so stupid, so I guess I’ll have to try and keep an eye on her, and see what else she’s up to. The Dread Fleet is still a threat, but if they don’t know I’m alive then I might have the upper hand for once. Knowing all that, I knew I couldn’t stay long in Stormwind. I’m not officially declared a deserter seeing as Jeán, as the stand-in captain, would need to be the one to file the report, but I found out my absence hasn’t gone unnoticed. Either way, the city doesn’t exactly miss the trouble we all caused. But, seeing Jeán and Rory again was like finally seeing the sun after a long, stormy night. I sent a letter ahead by a day so I didn’t surprise them, but even then when I walked in Jeán looked at me like he had seen a ghost. I guess I’ve changed in the year and a half since I left for Kul Tiras. So did Rory; he’s taller, and his hair is getting so long! He’s growing up so fast... I wish I could stay in Stormwind with him, and be there for him. But I’m worried now if everything catches up to me, I’d risk dragging Jeán back into the life he fought so hard to escape, and then who would Rory have? It’s for the best, this way. Anyways.They were both upset about my eye, but I convinced Rory that it didn’t hurt, and that the eyepatch made me look like a pirate, which he thought was quite exciting. I didn’t show him what was underneath though, but after he went to bed I did show Jeán. I told him about what happened with Deathbreathe too. There’s no reason for me not to, since I kept him in the dark for so long since I was terrified him knowing too much would put a target on his back, too. He knows... most of it, now. But not all. Not what I’m doing to Horde ships, or the dreams or the voices that just won’t go away. I know I can’t keep it all a secret from him forever. Something’s going to catch up to me eventually, but if I can help it it won’t be the Alliance. I stayed for a few days and tried to make up for lost time while I could. In that time though, Jeán showed me all the mail and letters to the Cavalier office that’ve built up over the months. One from Danor’lei, who was just as angry as I was at the end of the war and resigned to keep fighting the Horde with Tyrande. I... completely understood. But one letter was from Aurhim. That one shook me to my core. We both thought he was dead on Teldrassil in the fire. I had hope, after learning Timira survived, but I wrote it off as wishful thinking. But now I know- he’s alive. Somehow. The list of those I thought I had lost on Teldrassil is getting smaller, but even then they’re still gone. I heard he even came to the office to gather his things- I guess it didn’t go horribly, but after that Jeán told me he didn’t hear from him again. I can’t imagine what he’s feeling now, in the wake of losing Timira. I want to go find him, but I don’t think he wants to be found. So I’m right back to where I started. Everyone’s still gone. }}}------Bowan------>










